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Hebrews 10:32-39

32 Think back on those early days when you first learned about Christ. Remember how you remained faithful even though it meant terrible suffering. 33 Sometimes you were exposed to public ridicule and were beaten, and sometimes you helped others who were suffering the same things. 34 You suffered along with those who were thrown into jail, and when all you owned was taken from you, you accepted it with joy. You knew there were better things waiting for you that will last forever.

35 So do not throw away this confident trust in the Lord. Remember the great reward it brings you! 36 Patient endurance is what you need now, so that you will continue to do God’s will. Then you will receive all that he has promised.

37 “For in just a little while,
    the Coming One will come and not delay.
38 And my righteous ones will live by faith.
    But I will take no pleasure in anyone who turns away.”

39 But we are not like those who turn away from God to their own destruction. We are the faithful ones, whose souls will be saved.

Hebrews 10:32-39

Dear God, just before I sat down to pray, my wife let me know about someone in our small town who died in a car accident yesterday. I had met him once or twice, but I didn’t really know him. But I knew of him. He was an artist of significant renown in the art world. A sculptor. I also happen to know he was a man of faith and devotion to you. I have to admit, my first thought was not of sorrow for him. He had lived an effectively life that I think pointed others towards you. But for his family. My heart breaks for his family. For his wife. I cannot imagine the pain and shock she is in right now. What must the world look like to her? What do you look like to her? I don’t know if they have any children, but the odds are that they do. For their children. For their friends. Father, have mercy. Jesus, have mercy, Holy Spirit, have mercy.

Thinking about these verses today and our hope for the future, I guess I want to start with the idea that I’ve never been able to really “get into” Hebrews. It’s always had nice verses, but I’ve known we don’t know who the author is, definitively, and I think that has kind of lessened my interest in it. But after researching Apollos a little bit and seeing that some theorize he is the author, that has made it a little more personal. Another way to put it is that it has given the book a “voice.” If I can think that it’s him then I can give a little more credence to the admonition of someone who was thought so highly of by Paul, Luke, and others.

With that said, the hope we have is what I’m clinging to with the idea that this good man died suddenly yesterday. But I also have hope here on earth. I have hope that you are working all things for the good. Right now, I have a few challenges I’m facing and that I’m trying to help others face. Show me how to help them, please. Show me the path. Show me the way for them and for my work. Show me how to glorify you and point everyone involved to you. Help me to help them find the narrow path. Help me to find and stay on the narrow path. Help me to worship you well. I pray for the healing and wellbeing of those who are currently on my heart. Show them your mercy. Holy Spirit, heal. Make our paths straight, Father.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spririt,

Amen

 
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Posted by on September 24, 2026 in Hebrews

 

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Proverbs 30:1-9

30 The sayings of Agur son of Jakeh contain this message.

I am weary, O God;
    I am weary and worn out, O God.
2 I am too stupid to be human,
    and I lack common sense.
3 I have not mastered human wisdom,
    nor do I know the Holy One.

4 Who but God goes up to heaven and comes back down?
    Who holds the wind in his fists?
Who wraps up the oceans in his cloak?
    Who has created the whole wide world?
What is his name—and his son’s name?
    Tell me if you know!

5 Every word of God proves true.
    He is a shield to all who come to him for protection.
6 Do not add to his words,
    or he may rebuke you and expose you as a liar.

7 O God, I beg two favors from you;
    let me have them before I die.
8 First, help me never to tell a lie.
    Second, give me neither poverty nor riches!
    Give me just enough to satisfy my needs.
9 For if I grow rich, I may deny you and say, “Who is the Lord?”
    And if I am too poor, I may steal and thus insult God’s holy name.

Proverbs 30:1-9

Dear God, I usually don’t like reading Proverbs because some of it feels like a list of fortune cookie sayings with disjointed verses put together. This part of chapter 30, however, is the kind of thing I like. It’s just the auther (and me) coming before you and asking that you protect me from myself. I’m thinking mainly of verses eight and nine. I love the idea of asking you to just give me my daily bread because if I’m rich I might lose my need for you. If I’m poor, I might lose my faith in you and do things that hurt others and cause others to think negatively of you because they know I’m yours.

I can think of one thing I did yesterday that was a sin. I was visiting with a friend, and he was expressing concern about the happenings in the world. Will the economy collapse? What will happen to all of us. As I tried to comfort him and talk about not looking for certainty in anything but you I found myself pointing to his job and how it seems like he works for a company that is solid and well-funded. So what did I do? I took his eyes off of you and put them on money. I still found an idol to comfort thim. Going back to verse two, “I am too stupid to be human.”

Father, I am, really, too stupid to be human. I’m sorry. I need you. You provide for me very well, and I am grateful. You provide for my work/vocation very well. I’m grateful. I’m probably not nearly grateful enough for either of those things. You’ve given me a peaceful, good life with my wife. We are both healthy. I’m not grateful enough for any of that. I’m not grateful enough for my children, parents, siblings… I’m not grateful enough for my friends. My country. This world. I’m not grateful enough for Jesus. For the Holy Spirit with me now. For you. I am too stupid to be human. Please make me a little smarter today. And thank you.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on September 23, 2026 in Proverbs

 

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“Endless is Your Love” by Tom Kendzia

“Endless is Your Love” by Tom Kendzia

You know my heart
You know my mind
You know my words long before I speak them.
There is no place that I can hide
Endless is your love for us

How vast the sums of all your deeds.
Endless is your love for us

Surely there’s a place, even you don’t know
If I find there, if I fly there
Can I hide from you?

You know my heart
You know my mind
You know my words
long before I speak them
There is no place
Where I can hide
Endless is your love for us

How vast the sums of all your deeds
Endless is your love for us

Wonderful your works
Countless as the sands
Earth and heaven know your beauty
fashioned by your hand

You know my heart
You know my mind
You know my words
Long before I speak them
There is no place that I can hide
Endless is your love for us

How vast the sums of all your deeds
Endless is your love for us

Dear God, we sang this song in church Sunday, and I really liked it. I found that it is a relatively new hymn, copyrighted only 20 years ago in 2006. What caught my eye was the first verse after the opening chorus: “Surely there is a place even you don’t know. If I climb there, if I fly there, can I hide from you?” Of course this is a play on Psalm 139 about hiding from you. But the psalmist says, “Where can I go?” The slight twist on this that Mr. Kendzia is playing with is, “There has to be a place, and I’ll find it!”

Ironically, you do allow us to run. You can see us. You can still know us. But you allow us to turn away. My wife has a friend whose father absolutely rejected you in a hostile way. He wouldn’t allow his daughter to talk to him about you. If she wanted a relationship with him she had to not reference you. I suppose that level of blocking helped him to feel unseen by you. And now that he has died, it is one of her great sorrows. That he didn’t know you. Where is he now? Eternally perishing? Is his soul just dead? Was there some loophole in your grace that he found and he is with you on the other side?

Father, all parents have a choice on how much freedom to give their children, whether they are young or adults. You give us a lot of freedom, and yet it is so hard for us to follow your example. Obviously, you don’t expect us to give them freedom as young children, but when they are grown they have a free will that we shouldn’t control. And that you don’t control. So when we pray for our children, that they be drawn to you and healed from their pain, how do you go about answering those prayers? I don’t know. All I know is all I can control is myself, and while there are times I want to run and hide, I know I need you and I’m only hurting myself (and you, I suppose) with this my foolishness. So I come to you this morning. Seen. Known. Loved. I hope my children can know that, while I cannot see them or even really know them at any given moment, they are at least loved.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on September 22, 2026 in Hymns and Songs

 

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Ephesians 4:11-13

11 Now these are the gifts Christ gave to the church: the apostles, the prophets, the evangelists, and the pastors and teachers. 12 Their responsibility is to equip God’s people to do his work and build up the church, the body of Christ. 13 This will continue until we all come to such unity in our faith and knowledge of God’s Son that we will be mature in the Lord, measuring up to the full and complete standard of Christ.

Ephesians 4:11-13

Dear God, what would it feel like to be mature in you? What would I look like if I were a person who measured up to the full and complete standard of Jesus? I mean, I think I am maturing, but, frankly, it’s hard to imagine htting that standard in this lifetime. I hve so far to go. It reminds me of a person who need to lose 200 lbs. They’ve lost about 60 lbs, and I can tell, but they could still stand to lose about 140 lbs. I feel like that person when it comes to describing the growth that needs to happen between me and the “complete standard of Christ.” I’ve made some progress over the last 40-ish years. I probably don’t have another 40 on this earth. How much more can I grow towards Jesus in the time between now and my death and the next world?

And why do I need to grow? If you have grace for me, why do I need to do better? Well, for your sake and the sake of those around me, of course. I am part of your body, and your body is your Plan A. And there is no Plan B. I need to be as mature as possible to do my part.

Father, help me to grow just a little bit closer to you today. Help me to be just a little bit more like you. To quote a song that is based on a prayer from St. Francis, “When men look at me I want them to see the Light of the World inside.”

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on September 21, 2026 in Ephesians

 

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1 Corinthians 15:35-49

35 But someone may ask, “How will the dead be raised? What kind of bodies will they have?” 36 What a foolish question! When you put a seed into the ground, it doesn’t grow into a plant unless it dies first. 37 And what you put in the ground is not the plant that will grow, but only a bare seed of wheat or whatever you are planting. 38 Then God gives it the new body he wants it to have. A different plant grows from each kind of seed. 39 Similarly there are different kinds of flesh—one kind for humans, another for animals, another for birds, and another for fish.

40 There are also bodies in the heavens and bodies on the earth. The glory of the heavenly bodies is different from the glory of the earthly bodies. 41 The sun has one kind of glory, while the moon and stars each have another kind. And even the stars differ from each other in their glory.

42 It is the same way with the resurrection of the dead. Our earthly bodies are planted in the ground when we die, but they will be raised to live forever. 43 Our bodies are buried in brokenness, but they will be raised in glory. They are buried in weakness, but they will be raised in strength. 44 They are buried as natural human bodies, but they will be raised as spiritual bodies. For just as there are natural bodies, there are also spiritual bodies.

45 The Scriptures tell us, “The first man, Adam, became a living person.” But the last Adam—that is, Christ—is a life-giving Spirit. 46 What comes first is the natural body, then the spiritual body comes later. 47 Adam, the first man, was made from the dust of the earth, while Christ, the second man, came from heaven. 48 Earthly people are like the earthly man, and heavenly people are like the heavenly man. 49 Just as we are now like the earthly man, we will someday be like the heavenly man.

1 Corinthians 15:35-49

Dear God, I was at a funeral Friday, and the woman had been cremated. My in-laws were both cremated. My in-laws were Anglican. The funeral Friday was Catholic. It’s important in both traditions that, while cremation is seen as acceptable in your sight, the ashes must be kept together and not scattered. Frankly, this seems like a very small technicality to me since all that “ashes” are are literally ground up bones and everything else has gone into the air. But perhaps all you need is a rib.

The idea of an afterlife and what to expect is an interesting one. Some envision walking streets of gold, only worshipping all day, every day, and being liesurely. No sadness. No tears. No toil. No suffering. And some are afraid of this because it sounds like it will get old after a while. Just this, day after day with no end? Yuck.

Others think we will have jobs to do in the New Earth and that the New Earth will actually be here. Redeemed. Made perfect. After all, you gave Adam work to do, even before the fall. It seems we were created to work. Are there any of your creation who don’t work? I feel like even the angels are given jobs to do.

Personally, I have my theories, but I wouldn’t presume to type them here or send them out into the world because I believe that, at the end of the day, they don’t matter. We will all find out what life after death is like soon enough. I know what I’m hoping for, but I’m not letting myself get distracted by it. I want to focus on today and what you have for me now.

Father, I love you. I’m grateful for you. I worship you. I was in church this morning and really trying to focus on loving you. You are my God. Jesus, you are God and you did it all. Holy Spirit, you are God with me now. I give all of this day to you.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on September 20, 2026 in 1 Corinthians

 

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1 Corinthians 12-13

12 Now, dear brothers and sisters, regarding your question about the special abilities the Spirit gives us. I don’t want you to misunderstand this. 2 You know that when you were still pagans, you were led astray and swept along in worshiping speechless idols. 3 So I want you to know that no one speaking by the Spirit of God will curse Jesus, and no one can say Jesus is Lord, except by the Holy Spirit.

4 There are different kinds of spiritual gifts, but the same Spirit is the source of them all. 5 There are different kinds of service, but we serve the same Lord. 6 God works in different ways, but it is the same God who does the work in all of us.

7 A spiritual gift is given to each of us so we can help each other. 8 To one person the Spirit gives the ability to give wise advice; to another the same Spirit gives a message of special knowledge. 9 The same Spirit gives great faith to another, and to someone else the one Spirit gives the gift of healing. 10 He gives one person the power to perform miracles, and another the ability to prophesy. He gives someone else the ability to discern whether a message is from the Spirit of God or from another spirit. Still another person is given the ability to speak in unknown languages, while another is given the ability to interpret what is being said. 11 It is the one and only Spirit who distributes all these gifts. He alone decides which gift each person should have.

12 The human body has many parts, but the many parts make up one whole body. So it is with the body of Christ. 13 Some of us are Jews, some are Gentiles, some are slaves, and some are free. But we have all been baptized into one body by one Spirit, and we all share the same Spirit.

14 Yes, the body has many different parts, not just one part. 15 If the foot says, “I am not a part of the body because I am not a hand,” that does not make it any less a part of the body. 16 And if the ear says, “I am not part of the body because I am not an eye,” would that make it any less a part of the body? 17 If the whole body were an eye, how would you hear? Or if your whole body were an ear, how would you smell anything?

18 But our bodies have many parts, and God has put each part just where he wants it. 19 How strange a body would be if it had only one part! 20 Yes, there are many parts, but only one body. 21 The eye can never say to the hand, “I don’t need you.” The head can’t say to the feet, “I don’t need you.”

22 In fact, some parts of the body that seem weakest and least important are actually the most necessary. 23 And the parts we regard as less honorable are those we clothe with the greatest care. So we carefully protect those parts that should not be seen, 24 while the more honorable parts do not require this special care. So God has put the body together such that extra honor and care are given to those parts that have less dignity. 25 This makes for harmony among the members, so that all the members care for each other. 26 If one part suffers, all the parts suffer with it, and if one part is honored, all the parts are glad.

27 All of you together are Christ’s body, and each of you is a part of it. 28 Here are some of the parts God has appointed for the church:

first are apostles,
second are prophets,
third are teachers,
then those who do miracles,
those who have the gift of healing,
those who can help others,
those who have the gift of leadership,
those who speak in unknown languages.

29 Are we all apostles? Are we all prophets? Are we all teachers? Do we all have the power to do miracles? 30 Do we all have the gift of healing? Do we all have the ability to speak in unknown languages? Do we all have the ability to interpret unknown languages? Of course not! 31 So you should earnestly desire the most helpful gifts.

But now let me show you a way of life that is best of all.

13 If I could speak all the languages of earth and of angels, but didn’t love others, I would only be a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I had the gift of prophecy, and if I understood all of God’s secret plans and possessed all knowledge, and if I had such faith that I could move mountains, but didn’t love others, I would be nothing. 3 If I gave everything I have to the poor and even sacrificed my body, I could boast about it; but if I didn’t love others, I would have gained nothing.

4 Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud 5 or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. 6 It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. 7 Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.

8 Prophecy and speaking in unknown languages and special knowledge will become useless. But love will last forever! 9 Now our knowledge is partial and incomplete, and even the gift of prophecy reveals only part of the whole picture! 10 But when the time of perfection comes, these partial things will become useless.

11 When I was a child, I spoke and thought and reasoned as a child. But when I grew up, I put away childish things. 12 Now we see things imperfectly, like puzzling reflections in a mirror, but then we will see everything with perfect clarity.[c] All that I know now is partial and incomplete, but then I will know everything completely, just as God now knows me completely.

13 Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love.

1 Corinthians 12-13

Dear God, the reading for the Catholic church today is 1 Corinthians 12 starting in verse 12 about one body but many parts. And that was interesting. But then I noticed something. The second half of the very last sentence of chapter 12. Verse 31b: But now let me show you a way of life that is best of all.

Oooo. What is the way of life that is best of all? What comes next? Well, it’s the love chapter. Chapter 13. We can do all the things, but if we do them without love we are nothing. I’ve been given some compliments lately from friends who have told me their significant others met me for the first time recently and mentioned my joy. I told one of them yesterday, “I hope it’s the fruit of the Spirit they are seeing.” And I truly do. I hope it’s you that they see in me. I don’t care how much I accomplish. If I am doing it without love then what am I doing?

Father, I’m a little time-crunched this morning, but you know my heart. I want to continue to purge out the selfishness in my heart and give your fruit space to grow. You know what the problems are. I’m thinking of the sins for which I want to repent right now. I’m not perfect. Not even close. But I want to repent well before you. I want to glorify you in word and deed. I want to be an example of your love in this world. I am grateful to be wanted by you. Now, use me as you will.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on September 15, 2026 in 1 Corinthians

 

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John 3:13-17

13 No one has ever gone to heaven and returned. But the Son of Man has come down from heaven. 14 And as Moses lifted up the bronze snake on a pole in the wilderness, so the Son of Man must be lifted up, 15 so that everyone who believes in him will have eternal life.

16 “For this is how God loved the world: He gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life. 17 God sent his Son into the world not to judge the world, but to save the world through him.

John 3:13-17

Dear God, It’s been about seven or eight years since the first time I really spent time with this speech from Jesus to Nicodemus and went and looked up the Moses story he references in verse 14. Now, whenever I see a cross being marched down the aisle of a church or hung in a church somewhere, I almost always think of this passage and look at it as my Jesus being that salvation. You save me, Jesus. And now, you teach me, Holy Spirit. You are my God. I am even here this morning because of you.

Then there’s the most ubiquitous verse in Evangelical Christendom: John 3:16. It’s easy to forget that it’s part of an overall speech to Nicodemus about what it means to be born again. To be a new creation. To have my soul die and be resurrected in you.

I also never read verse 17 without thinking about my pastor from high school. He would have us recite both 16 and 17 at the end of each service for a year.

Just for fun, I want to look at this whole conversation between Nicodemus and Jesus, as recorded by John:

3 There was a man named Nicodemus, a Jewish religious leader who was a Pharisee. 2 After dark one evening, he came to speak with Jesus. “Rabbi,” he said, “we all know that God has sent you to teach us. Your miraculous signs are evidence that God is with you.”

3 Jesus replied, “I tell you the truth, unless you are born again, you cannot see the Kingdom of God.”

4 “What do you mean?” exclaimed Nicodemus. “How can an old man go back into his mother’s womb and be born again?”

5 Jesus replied, “I assure you, no one can enter the Kingdom of God without being born of water and the Spirit. 6 Humans can reproduce only human life, but the Holy Spirit gives birth to spiritual life. 7 So don’t be surprised when I say, ‘You must be born again.’ 8 The wind blows wherever it wants. Just as you can hear the wind but can’t tell where it comes from or where it is going, so you can’t explain how people are born of the Spirit.”

9 “How are these things possible?” Nicodemus asked.

10 Jesus replied, “You are a respected Jewish teacher, and yet you don’t understand these things? 11 I assure you, we tell you what we know and have seen, and yet you won’t believe our testimony. 12 But if you don’t believe me when I tell you about earthly things, how can you possibly believe if I tell you about heavenly things? 13 No one has ever gone to heaven and returned. But the Son of Man has come down from heaven. 14 And as Moses lifted up the bronze snake on a pole in the wilderness, so the Son of Man must be lifted up, 15 so that everyone who believes in him will have eternal life.

16 “For this is how God loved the world: He gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life. 17 God sent his Son into the world not to judge the world, but to save the world through him.

18 “There is no judgment against anyone who believes in him. But anyone who does not believe in him has already been judged for not believing in God’s one and only Son. 19 And the judgment is based on this fact: God’s light came into the world, but people loved the darkness more than the light, for their actions were evil. 20 All who do evil hate the light and refuse to go near it for fear their sins will be exposed. 21 But those who do what is right come to the light so others can see that they are doing what God wants.”

Father, this conversation laid the groundwork for Nicodemus becoming, at first, a closet-Jesus follower, and ultimately led to him being one of the two men who cared for Jesus’s body after the crucifixion. Personally, I think he became part of The Way after that because John knows these stories to tell us. I appreciate Nicodemus’s open and seeking heart. He was trying to be cautious. He didn’t want to be led astray from you. But when he saw who Jesus was he embraced him. Thank you for this example. I look forward to meeting Nicodemus, one of my three favorite men of the Bible (I’m looking at you, Jesus’s earthly father Joseph and Jonathan). I pray that I will have the necessary courage to follow you as they did.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on September 14, 2026 in Uncategorized

 

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Matthew 18:15-35

15 “If another believer sins against you, go privately and point out the offense. If the other person listens and confesses it, you have won that person back. 16 But if you are unsuccessful, take one or two others with you and go back again, so that everything you say may be confirmed by two or three witnesses. 17 If the person still refuses to listen, take your case to the church. Then if he or she won’t accept the church’s decision, treat that person as a pagan or a corrupt tax collector.

18 “I tell you the truth, whatever you forbid on earth will be forbidden in heaven, and whatever you permit on earth will be permitted in heaven.

19 “I also tell you this: If two of you agree here on earth concerning anything you ask, my Father in heaven will do it for you. 20 For where two or three gather together as my followers, I am there among them.”

21 Then Peter came to him and asked, “Lord, how often should I forgive someone who sins against me? Seven times?”

22 “No, not seven times,” Jesus replied, “but seventy times seven!

23 “Therefore, the Kingdom of Heaven can be compared to a king who decided to bring his accounts up to date with servants who had borrowed money from him. 24 In the process, one of his debtors was brought in who owed him millions of dollars. 25 He couldn’t pay, so his master ordered that he be sold—along with his wife, his children, and everything he owned—to pay the debt.

26 “But the man fell down before his master and begged him, ‘Please, be patient with me, and I will pay it all.’ 27 Then his master was filled with pity for him, and he released him and forgave his debt.

28 “But when the man left the king, he went to a fellow servant who owed him a few thousand dollars. He grabbed him by the throat and demanded instant payment.

29 “His fellow servant fell down before him and begged for a little more time. ‘Be patient with me, and I will pay it,’ he pleaded. 30 But his creditor wouldn’t wait. He had the man arrested and put in prison until the debt could be paid in full.

31 “When some of the other servants saw this, they were very upset. They went to the king and told him everything that had happened. 32 Then the king called in the man he had forgiven and said, ‘You evil servant! I forgave you that tremendous debt because you pleaded with me. 33 Shouldn’t you have mercy on your fellow servant, just as I had mercy on you?’ 34 Then the angry king sent the man to prison to be tortured until he had paid his entire debt.

35 “That’s what my heavenly Father will do to you if you refuse to forgive your brothers and sisters from your heart.”

Matthew 18:15-35

Dear God, I suppose there is a difference between forgiving someone and accepting them. The Gospel reading today starts with verse 21, but the story really starts back at verse 15. Verse 15 is what prompted Peter’s question in the first place. But the example in verse 15 is not unlimted allowing yourself to be wronged. It’s not, “Make yourself a doormat,” which is how some people interpret verse 22. No, Jesus says we need to have some boundaries, but we also need to let go of the bitterness, hate, and anger, and extend forgiveness because we should remember how much we’ve been forgiven of by you. If someone steals from me, lies about me, or even murders a loved one, that still pales in comparison to what you, my God, have forgiven me of. I should bless them and send them on their way. Or, if they are someone who must remain in my life because they are family, I should love them even though I might put up limits to how much of my life I expose to them.

But here’s the danger in that when it comes to family. Those boundaries have to be drawn carefully. Rarely is it appropriate to just take a line and draw it all the way at the edge and cut off relationship completely. Yes, that might be the easiest, least friction way forward, but I will also likely be losing a blessing you have for me in figuring out how to move forward with that person. Frankly, my wife and I have several family members who have drawn the drastic, all the way to the edge, line with us. Some of them have done it because we have not drawn drastic lines with others in our family. Some have done it because of a perceived wrong we did years ago that cannot be understood or forgiven. And then there’s one who hasn’t told us why. They just walked away. I get the feeling there is a “why,” but it is somehow to shameful to share and so they are letting the secret drive a wedge between themselves and people who really love them.

I’ve had to figure out where to draw these lines with both family and friends, and I haven’t always done it correctly. I’ve drawn lines that were too harsh because I was filled with so much anger and bitterness that I couldn’t bring myself to look at or talk to the person. Through prayer, you worked on my heart. I opened relations again. I still struggle to find my way forward with them, and I don’t always do it right. But I do my best to show love beyond the hurt I’ve experienced because, 1.) it’s good and healthy for me to do it, and 2.) you remind me in passages like this that the debts they owe me are equivalent to the small debt the fellow servant owed the first servant in Jesus’s parable. The debt I owed you is the greater debt, and you forgave me. What right do I have to any debt someone else owes me?

Father, I thank you for forgiving me. Help me to not forget just how much I did that received your redemption anyway. You are a great God. And I pray for the family members who are harboring anger and bitterness towards me. And I don’t pray that they would treat me like I deserve because what I deserve is probably nothing. But I pray for their sake that they might experience healing, release, and peace. I pray that they might hear a word from you about forgiveness and realize that it is for them, not for me. And in the pain that I am experiencing because of this rejection, I pray that you will help me to even take that and grow from it. Use it to refine me int the man you have for me to be.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on September 13, 2026 in Matthew

 

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Two Rich Songs

“Oh, Lord, Your Love” by Caedmon’s Call (and Rich Mullins) & “Step by Step” by Rich Mullins

Oh Lord I give You all I have
But it seems so little
When You have given me so much
I come to You with empty hands
And a heart that’s fragile
You come to me with a wealth of love

Oh Lord your love
Is new with every morning
Your faithfulness
It gets me through the night
You bid me come
You know that I am weary
Your yoke is easy
Your burden is light

And now I sing You songs of praise
But your greatness is beyond me
I know I cannot comprehend
How You ancient of days
Stoop yourself to call me
To be your son, to be your friend

Oh Lord your love
Is new with every morning
Your faithfulness
It gets me through the night
You bid me come
You know that I am weary
Your yoke is easy
Your burden is light

Oh Lord your love
Is new with every morning
Your faithfulness
It gets me through the night
You bid me come
You know that I am weary
Your yoke is easy
Your burden is light

Written by Rich Mullins and Cliff Young


“Step by Step” by Rich Mullins

O God, You are my God
And I will ever praise You
O God, You are my God
And I will ever praise You
And I will seek You in the morning
And I will learn to walk in Your ways
And step by step You’ll lead me
And I will follow You all of my days

Written by Beaker

Dear God, I was in church this evening, and there were two times when we knelt to pray that these songs came in to my head, respectively. The first time, I just had the chorus, “Oh, Lord, your love is new with every morning. Your faithfulness, it gets me through the night. You bid me come. You know that I am weary. Your yoke is easy. Your burden is light.” I don’t know where that came from. The readings were about forgiveness, so it wasn’t really on theme with the scripture or the homily, but there it was.

The second time, I knelt down and just started singing, “Oh, God, you are my God, and I will ever praise you. Oh, God, you are my God, and I will ever praise you. I will seek you in the morning, and I will learn to walk in your ways, and step by step you’ll lead me, and I will follow you all of my days.”

Is it a coincidence that Rich Mullins touched both of these songs (as a write and kind of performer for “Oh, Lord, Your Love” and as a singer for “Step by Step.”)? I don’t know. I only knew “Oh, Lord, Your Love” as performed by Caedmon’s Call. When I sat down to look up a video of the song on YouTube I came across a demo of Rich playing the song, presumably years before Caedmon’s Call recorded it. The notes on the verses are different, and I assume Cliff Young’s writing credit comes from lyric changes on the verses. But the chorus is Rich. Just great. And Rich always used to say about “Step by Step” that it is one of just a few songs (maybe the only song?) he ever recorded that someone else wrote–his best friend, Beaker. Rich later added verses to this simple chorus and changed the name to “Sometimes by Step,” but I wanted to go back to the original. Just pure worship.

So I sit here this evening, Father, about to watch a football game, and I give you my worship. Oh, Lord, your love–your forgiveness, your kindness, your peace, your goodness, your faithfulness, your patience, your gentleness, your faithfulness, and your amazing self-control–is new with every morning. Your faithfulness gets me through the night. To quote another Rich song: “Lord, you’re leading me with a cloud by day, and then in the night, the glow of a burning flame. And everywhere I go I see you!” You are my God, and I will ever praise you. I will seek you in the morning, and I will learn to walk in your ways. And step by step you’ll lead me. And I will follow you all of my days.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on September 12, 2026 in Hymns and Songs

 

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1 Corinthians 9:24-27

Don’t you realize that in a race everyone runs, but only one person gets the prize? So run to win! All athletes are disciplined in their training. They do it to win a prize that will fade away, but we do it for an eternal prize. So I run with purpose in every step. I am not just shadowboxing. I discipline my body like an athlete, training it to do what it should. Otherwise, I fear that after preaching to others I myself might be disqualified.

1 Corinthians 9:24-27

Dear God, I’m such a self-centered human! I read this passage this morning (part of the New Testament reading for the Catholic Church), and I immediately started thinking about the prominent pastors or national leaders who preach morality and then get found out for some egregious sin–often the very thing they were preaching against. I started harboring resentment and judgment for them. How could they do such a thing?!?

Then I read part of the Gospel reading from Luke 6:

41 “And why worry about a speck in your friend’s eye when you have a log in your own? 42 How can you think of saying, ‘Friend, let me help you get rid of that speck in your eye,’ when you can’t see past the log in your own eye? Hypocrite! First get rid of the log in your own eye; then you will see well enough to deal with the speck in your friend’s eye.

Oh yeah. Jesus warned me I would be tempted to do this. He warned that I would want to find the faults in others without self-examination and repentance.

I have a woman who works with me who has a tremendous amount of compassion. I have to be careful how I say this because of patient privacy issues and I’m praying publicly, but I’ll just say she went way, way out of her way last night for a client of our nonprofit, and I was questioning whether she was giving too much of herself. Was she crossing a self-care line. I wasn’t angry with her or judging her, but I was concerned for her. Then she sent back a report to some of us about how the client was blessed at a deep soul level from her visit. It warmed my heart. It broke my heart. It also made me ask myself if I would have done what she did if I had been in her place last night, or if I would have made the client wait.

Father, my point is that I can judge others for being selfish, when I can be incredibly selfish. I can judge others for being indifferent so suffering when I can be very indifferent to suffering. The list goes on. Let me start with mercy and forgiveness for others. Let me start with grace. Then, Holy Spirit, help me to search my own heart and get rid of the sins that reside and are deeply ingrained. I’m sorry, Father. I really am. I’m mostly sorry that, even when I sit down in these times with you, my first impulse when I read scripture is to judge someone else instead of hearing it as if it were written for me.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on September 11, 2026 in 1 Corinthians

 

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