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John 10:22-33

22 It was now winter, and Jesus was in Jerusalem at the time of Hanukkah, the Festival of Dedication. 23 He was in the Temple, walking through the section known as Solomon’s Colonnade. 24 The people surrounded him and asked, “How long are you going to keep us in suspense? If you are the Messiah, tell us plainly.”

25 Jesus replied, “I have already told you, and you don’t believe me. The proof is the work I do in my Father’s name. 26 But you don’t believe me because you are not my sheep. 27 My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. 28 I give them eternal life, and they will never perish. No one can snatch them away from me, 29 for my Father has given them to me, and he is more powerful than anyone else. No one can snatch them from the Father’s hand. 30 The Father and I are one.”

31 Once again the people picked up stones to kill him. 32 Jesus said, “At my Father’s direction I have done many good works. For which one are you going to stone me?”

33 They replied, “We’re stoning you not for any good work, but for blasphemy! You, a mere man, claim to be God.”

John 10:22-33

Dear God, I had a couple of thoughts when I read this passage this morning.

First, if I don’t buy into John’s thesis in John 1–In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God…” then the rest of the book makes Jesus sound like a lunatic with a God-complex. But if I believe those words, then I’m in on every outlandish thing he says and does like here.

Second, verse 24 makes it sound like they are eagerly hoping he will say yes so they can follow him, but it turns out that at least some of them are actually trying to trap him so they can stone him for blasphemy. They were more interested in confirming their bias and responding out of their hate than they were seeking your insight into who Jesus was and what that meant for them. But some were open to who he was.

 41 And many followed him. “John didn’t perform miraculous signs,” they remarked to one another, “but everything he said about this man has come true.” 42 And many who were there believed in Jesus.

Nicodemus comes to mind as a Pharisee who approached Jesus with an open, inquisitive mind in chapter 3, meekly tries to defend Jesus in chapter 7, and then cares for his dead body after the crucifixion in chapter 19. He was more interested in your truth that confirming his own biases.

Father, I don’t even know where to start when it comes to recognizing my own biases and rejecting the bad ones. I am a fool who has trouble telling the difference between wisdom and idiocy in my own thoughts much less the thoughts of others. Holy Spirit, I ask that you whisper to me in your still, soft voice. Give me eyes to see what you want me to see. Give me ears to hear. Help me to be your blessing in this world. And help me to worship you well.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on April 21, 2026 in John

 

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John 12-19

Dear God, that’s too much to paste here so I’m not going to try to actually put the scriptures at the top of this. But where the other Gospels take two chapters to tell this story, John takes eight. And he changes the order around a little. I am starting each of these with Jesus being anointed at Simon’s house in Bethany with perfume and Judas deciding to betray him. We all know John’s Gospel is not synomptic with the other three. That will become very apparent here.

  • For John, Bethany becomes before the Triumphant Entry, but it’s not Simon’s house where they are. It’s Martha’s/Mary’s/Lazarus’s house. It’s Mary who anoints him with perfume, and John intimates that only Judas was annoyed by it. He also ascribes greed and even theft to Judas’s motivations. John doesn’t mind naming names and calling people out, as we’ll see later with Peter and the sword.
  • The leading priests decided to not only kill Lazarus but Judas also. I might have read that before, but I don’t know that I ever let it sink in. What exactly did Lazarus do to deserve execution? That heart that let’s evil in can really get on a roll and lose all perspective. In for a penny, in for a pound.
  • I don’t think I’m going to give a blow by blow through these eight chapters, but I’ll pain with broad brush strokes since there is so much that is unique to John’s telling of the story. Next is the Triumphant Entry. This comes before the anointing in Bethany in the other gospels. I’ll say that John brings up the Lazarus resurrection again here as a motivator for the crowds. John obviously remembers that as being a huge turning point in Jesus’s ministry. Okay, I just realized this–for such a pivotal moment in Jesus’s ministry, John is the only one who gives us the Lazarus story! You would think it would at least get a mention in the other Gospels. That’s weird, and I honestly don’t know what to think about that. I had to look it up just now. The theory I like the most is that the writers of the Synoptic Gospels were protecting Lazaraus’s anonymity because he was still alive when the Gospels were written, and they wanted to save him persecution from the Jewish leadership. I’ll buy that.
  • The Greeks want to meet celebrity Jesus and approach Philip to get an audience with him. Jesus seems to ignore the request and talk about/explain his coming death. And then comes “After saying these things, Jesus went away and was hidden from them. His last public appearance before his arrest.
  • John gives a generic exchange between Jesus and an unbelieving crowd, but it seems unrelated to this particular time and event. It’s more a general interaction between them.
  • Starting in chapter 13, John starts the Passover Meal narrative by describing in an intimate way the love Jesus had for his disciples.
  • John relates Satan coming into Judas as a motivator like Luke did.
  • John is the only one to give us the foot-washing story and Peter’s response. I’ve heard Skye Jethani talk about this: “Jesus was willing to humiliate himself because he had nothing to prove and nothing to lose.” It wasn’t servant leadership. It was an expression of love through service and letting our own esteem go. Jesus goes on to explain in verse 15 that it’s about an example to follow of equality between us all.
  • Jesus says someone will betray him. Again, he didn’t have to do this. He could have kept it to himself. In this telling, John describes Jesus as specifically identifying Judas and sending him away.
  • Jesus prophecies about what’s to come.
  • Jesus predicts Peter’s denial here at the table and not on the way to the Mount of Olives like Matthew and Mark did.
  • Jesus does a lot of teaching here in chapters 14-16:
    • Jesus the way to the Father. “I am going to prepare a place for you.” “Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father.” “You can ask for anything in my name and I will do it so that the Son can bring glory to the Father.” It’s always about your glory, Father, not ours.
    • Jesus promised the Holy Spirit. He will be and Advocate and Teacher. “I am leaving you with a gift–peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give.” I love this. Peace is the only fruit of the Spirit I can’t will myself to experience. It only comes from you, Father, Jesus, and Holy Spirit.
    • Jesus is the True Vine. I need you for my nourishment. I am nothing without you. “When [I] produce much fruit, [I am] your disciple. This brings great glory to my Father.” I hope I bring you glory, Father. Thank you for grafting me to your vine, Jesus. “Love each other as I have loved you.” Jesus once again reiterates in verse 15:16 that we can ask for things in His name and it will be given to us.
    • The World’s Hatred. I’ve been persecuted by people for my faith. Ironically, the people who have persecuted me the most for it are some of the people I love the most in this world. It breaks my heart, but I don’t know another way to be. I love you and I need you.
    • Teaching about the Holy Spirit. “There is so much more I want to tell you, but you can’t bear it now. When the Spirit of truth comes, he will guide you into all truth.” Verses 16:14-15 draw a line from me to the Holy Spirit through Jesus to the Father: “He will bring me glory by telling you whatever he receives from me. All that belongs to the Father is mine; this is why I said, “The Spirit will tell you whatever he receives from me.”
    • Hope in their sadness turning to joy. I like how John describes the disciples as being in the fog about all of this. They keep asking each othe questions on the side. Interesting dialogue here between Jesus and the disciples about them not understanding and him speaking plainly vs. figuratively.
  • Jesus’s prayer in chapter 17. I’m always struck by the fact that when Jesus prayed for future believers (us), he asked that we would be one. That’s where Satan attacks us, and it is very successful. Help us as your church to repent and to be one.
  • They head to the Mount of Olives. John gives us a lot more detail about Judas. That he knew the place because Jesus went there a lot. The leading priests and Pharisees had given Judas a contingent of Roman soldiers and Temple guards.
    • John skips Jesus’s prayer in the garden! I’ve absolutely never noticed that before. At least I don’t think so. That’s amazing. And he was one of the three Jesus asked to accompany him along further and chastised for falling asleep.
  • Jesus is confronted and John identifies Peter as cutting off the right ear of Malchus (again, the first time we get a name). Luke is the only one to tell us that Jesus healed Malchus’s ear.
  • Peter and presumably John (another disciple) followed Jesus to Annas’s house (first time we get this detail or even hear about Annas). We also find out that John got Peter into the high priest’s courtyard because he knew the high priest. John gives the detail that it was when the servant was letting Peter in at John’s behest that she first asked him about being a Jesus disciple and Peter denied it.
  • Jesus is questioned at Annas’s house (and slapped by a Temple guard) before he is sent to Caiaphas.
  • Flashback to Peter by the fire, he not only gets questioned a second time, but the third time he’s asked is connected to his attack on Malchus’s ear. Then the rooster crows.
  • John kind of skips over the trial at Caiphas’s house with just barely a mention in one sentence. Then we are off to Pilate’s. The other Gospels are much more descriptive of Caiphas’s rage towards Jesus.
  • Pilate’s trial is pretty similar here to the other Gospels, but I think John has some amount of sympathy for Pilate’s position on this one. I won’t go into all of it here, but Pilate really seems to be trying to understand what is going on and then spare Jesus’s life. No handwashing in this telling of the story.
  • No Simon to carry the cross.
  • No conversation between Jesus and the other two on the crosses.
  • Extra conversation between Pilate and the leading priests over the “King of the Jews” sign. I think Pilate is angry with the leading priests and trying to offend them.
  • More people at the foot of the cross, including, apparently, John. His mom and his aunt, Mary (Clopas’s wife), and Mary Magdalene. I wonder why the name Mary was so popular then. I just looked it up. This was a reference to Miriam, Moses’s sister. Of course, now there are a lot of Mary’s because of Jesus’s mother.
  • Jesus takes a drink of sour wine and dies. No “Father, forgive them,” or “Why have you forsaken me?”
  • Only time we get the leg-breaking scene. John claims the veracity of his story and the fulfillment of the scriptures.
  • Joseph of Arimathea asks for the body, but John is the only one to tell us that Nicodemus, a Pharisee who has two other mentions by John is there too. They put the body in the tomb, but John doesn’t tell us it’s Joseph’s tomb. And he doesn’t mention the women watching where they put Jesus.

Okay, that’s John’s version of Passion Week. It’s so interesting to see how different it is from the others, and yet which beats are details are the same. It’s an amazing story. As I sit here on Good Friday and consider all of this, I want you to know, Father, that I ache as I read this. And the aching is good. I ache for what Jesus went through. I ache that he had to go through it, and I’m one of the reasons he had to go through it. I ache for the world today and its pain. But I am also hopeful. I can hope in what is to come after this life. I am at peace in you, knowing I can sit here forgiven of my sin and blameless before you because of what I just read.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on April 3, 2026 in John

 

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John 16:16-20

16 “In a little while you won’t see me anymore. But a little while after that, you will see me again.”

17 Some of the disciples asked each other, “What does he mean when he says, ‘In a little while you won’t see me, but then you will see me,’ and ‘I am going to the Father’? 18 And what does he mean by ‘a little while’? We don’t understand.”

19 Jesus realized they wanted to ask him about it, so he said, “Are you asking yourselves what I meant? I said in a little while you won’t see me, but a little while after that you will see me again. 20 I tell you the truth, you will weep and mourn over what is going to happen to me, but the world will rejoice. You will grieve, but your grief will suddenly turn to wonderful joy. 

John 16:16-20

Dear God, I was at a Jon Guerra concert last night at the Rockbox here in our small town. He was really terrific. And by terrific I mean seemingly authentic in his faith, how he worships you, and how he then humbly represents you. As he played his songs, which he describes as being less Sunday morning worship songs and more Monday morning worship songs (that’s a great description, by the way), I could see the thoughtfulness of how he had really spent time with scripture and the people recorded in it. He had some great insights. He also had plenty of worship in there.

One of the things he did was ask the audience the question, “What is the most offensive thing Jesus said in the Bible?” People offered some different answers, but his answer was, “Don’t be anxious.” He mentioned Jesus saying that our grief will turn to joy, so I decided to spend a little time with that verse this morning as it relates to anxiety.

I think the deeper I sink into you, even though my sinking seems to be at a snail’s pace sometimes, the smaller this life becomes. It also helps that I am getting older and many friends are starting to die. Life is feeling shorter and shorter. Let’s be generous and say that I have 85 years on this earth. Could be shorter. Could be longer. But even it I were to get 100 years, it would still be so small in relation to the history of the planet. Almost nothing. Our country is about to turn 250 years old. And for the last 80-ish years, it has been one of the most powerful and influential. My entire generation of Americans has grown up in this global position of relevance and dominance. What if we’ve made an idol out of all of it? Out of having the best life we can have individually. Having the most influential and powerful nation. As I sat there last night and I thought about how small it all truly is and how big your eternity is it helped me to put into perspective my fears that our country is on the wrong track or that I will surely be crushed by the amount of work I have to do.

Father, I still don’t see it clearly, but sometimes I feel like I get glimpses of just how big you are, how big your eternity is, and just how small the time horizon I see is. When I get those glimpses, when I turn my eyes upon Jesus and look full in his wonderful face, then the things of earth grow strangely dim in the light of his glory and grace. Help me to keep my eyes on Jesus today and to offer that vision to others.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

P.S. I want to be clear that there are people who have legitimate concerns about how they will get their daily bread today. Help me to also be part of your plan to meet their need.

 
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Posted by on March 30, 2026 in John

 

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John 8:1-11

Jesus returned to the Mount of Olives, but early the next morning he was back again at the Temple. A crowd soon gathered, and he sat down and taught them. As he was speaking, the teachers of religious law and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught in the act of adultery. They put her in front of the crowd.

“Teacher,” they said to Jesus, “this woman was caught in the act of adultery. The law of Moses says to stone her. What do you say?”

They were trying to trap him into saying something they could use against him, but Jesus stooped down and wrote in the dust with his finger.

They kept demanding an answer, so he stood up again and said, “All right, but let the one who has never sinned throw the first stone!” Then he stooped down again and wrote in the dust.

When the accusers heard this, they slipped away one by one, beginning with the oldest, until only Jesus was left in the middle of the crowd with the woman. Then Jesus stood up again and said to the woman, “Where are your accusers? Didn’t even one of them condemn you?”

“No, Lord,” she said.And Jesus said,

“Neither do I. Go and sin no more.”
John 8:1-11

Dear God, when the thought occurred to me a year or two ago that this woman’s fate of potentially being stoned could have been Jesus’s mother’s fate with him had Joseph not acted the way he did, it gave me a whole new perspective on Jesus’s emotions in this story. Now, this woman was apparently guilty of things Mary wasn’t, but still. His mom could have been disgraced and stoned falsely. The Old Testament reading today was from the parts of Daniel that are in the Catholic Bible but not in the Protestant one. Susanna was falsely accused and almost killed until Daniel intervened. Mary could have been falsely accused, but Joseph took responsibility in the world’s eyes. But this woman. This woman actually needed the forgiveness and mercy Jesus gave her that day.

I wonder why Jesus did it. Would he have intervened if he just heard about them stoning her and they hadn’t brought her to him to test him? How lucky is she that they wanted to test Jesus with her? Did Jesus forgive her because he was proving a point to the Pharisees, or was she pitiful, looking for mercy, and he gave it to her?

Father, first, I need your mercy. I have sinned. In my thoughts and in my words. In what I have done, and what I have failed to do. Through my fault, through my fault, through my most grievous fault. There for I ask you to forgive me. I ask for all the angels and the saints to pray for me. And help me to be the forgiveness of Jesus to others.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on March 23, 2026 in John

 

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Nicodemus: John 7:40-52, John 3:1-9, John 19:38-42

40 When the crowds heard him say this, some of them declared, “Surely this man is the Prophet we’ve been expecting.” 41 Others said, “He is the Messiah.” Still others said, “But he can’t be! Will the Messiah come from Galilee? 42 For the Scriptures clearly state that the Messiah will be born of the royal line of David, in Bethlehem, the village where King David was born.” 43 So the crowd was divided about him. 44 Some even wanted him arrested, but no one laid a hand on him.

45 When the Temple guards returned without having arrested Jesus, the leading priests and Pharisees demanded, “Why didn’t you bring him in?”

46 “We have never heard anyone speak like this!” the guards responded.

47 “Have you been led astray, too?” the Pharisees mocked. 48 “Is there a single one of us rulers or Pharisees who believes in him? 49 This foolish crowd follows him, but they are ignorant of the law. God’s curse is on them!”

50 Then Nicodemus, the leader who had met with Jesus earlier, spoke up. 51 “Is it legal to convict a man before he is given a hearing?” he asked.

52 They replied, “Are you from Galilee, too? Search the Scriptures and see for yourself—no prophet ever comes from Galilee!”

John 7:40-52

Dear God, I am so glad you introduced me to Nicodemus, the born again Pharisee. I say born again because he’s the one who asked Jesus back in chapter 3 about being born again. Given his actions in the rest of John’s telling of the Gospel, I am assuming that he decided to believe in Jesus and be born again.

There was a man named Nicodemus, a Jewish religious leader who was a Pharisee. After dark one evening, he came to speak with Jesus. “Rabbi,” he said, “we all know that God has sent you to teach us. Your miraculous signs are evidence that God is with you.”

Jesus replied, “I tell you the truth, unless you are born again, you cannot see the Kingdom of God.”

“What do you mean?” exclaimed Nicodemus. “How can an old man go back into his mother’s womb and be born again?”

Jesus replied, “I assure you, no one can enter the Kingdom of God without being born of water and the Spirit. Humans can reproduce only human life, but the Holy Spirit gives birth to spiritual life. So don’t be surprised when I say, ‘You must be born again.’ The wind blows wherever it wants. Just as you can hear the wind but can’t tell where it comes from or where it is going, so you can’t explain how people are born of the Spirit.”

“How are these things possible?” Nicodemus asked.

John 3:1-9

Then in John gives us the most important information we need to know about Nicodemus in chapter 19:

38 Afterward Joseph of Arimathea, who had been a secret disciple of Jesus (because he feared the Jewish leaders), asked Pilate for permission to take down Jesus’ body. When Pilate gave permission, Joseph came and took the body away. 39 With him came Nicodemus, the man who had come to Jesus at night. He brought about seventy-five pounds of perfumed ointment made from myrrh and aloes. 40 Following Jewish burial custom, they wrapped Jesus’ body with the spices in long sheets of linen cloth. 41 The place of crucifixion was near a garden, where there was a new tomb, never used before. 42 And so, because it was the day of preparation for the Jewish Passover and since the tomb was close at hand, they laid Jesus there.

John 19:38-42

[Okay, I have to interrupt this prayer to thank you for what you just gave me through my wife. She came in and told me about a beautiful dream she had last night. It brought good tears to my eyes. They are also tears that reveal the deep pain I have. But it was a good thing. It blessed and comforted me, somewhat. Thank you.]

What I like most about Nicodemus is that he got braver and braver in his belief in Jesus. It starts with him coming to Jesus at night to test the waters. His first words to Jesus are that he believes he’s from God even though he still comes at night so no one will see. I’ve heard it said that it’s hard to get a man to change his mind when his income depends upon him not changing it. Nicodemus was willing to change his mind and risk his income. Because the next story we get is him quasi-defending Jesus in chapter 7, saying he should at least get a chance to defend himself. That was a risk, and he saw how fast they would turn on him: “Are you from Galilee, too?” And finally, when all was lost at the crucifixion and Jesus is dead, it was at that point that he laid it all out there and joined Joseph in caring for Jesus’s dead body. I find this story remarkable because I am guessing it was his righteous anger at what had just happened that caused him to step out because in that moment it looked like Jesus was gone and it had all been for nothing. But I love this guy because it was at that moment that he decided to sacrifice everything for his love for Jesus.

And why do we have these stories. Two out of the three of them only Nicodemus himself could tell. John wasn’t there when he came to Jesus at night. John wasn’t there when he defended Jesus in chapter 7. And John was the only one of the disciples who was there at the crucifixion (that we know of). I think Nicodemus and John became friends and Nicodemus joined The Way after the resurrection. How could he not have?

Father, what am I willing to sacrifice that will cost me everything? Is there anything I need to sacrifice for? Give me eyes to see and ears to hear. Help me to see what you are calling me to do today. Where you are calling me to step out of the shadows and risk it all for you and your calling. I need a discerning heart that can see beyond what is in front of me. I guess I’ll got the Serenity Prayer: Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. I’ll just add: And help me to see what you can do through me that is beyond what I think I can do myself.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on March 21, 2026 in John

 

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John 7:1-30

After this, Jesus traveled around Galilee. He wanted to stay out of Judea, where the Jewish leaders were plotting his death. But soon it was time for the Jewish Festival of Shelters, and Jesus’ brothers said to him, “Leave here and go to Judea, where your followers can see your miracles! You can’t become famous if you hide like this! If you can do such wonderful things, show yourself to the world!” For even his brothers didn’t believe in him.

Jesus replied, “Now is not the right time for me to go, but you can go anytime. The world can’t hate you, but it does hate me because I accuse it of doing evil. You go on. I’m not going to this festival, because my time has not yet come.” After saying these things, Jesus remained in Galilee.

10 But after his brothers left for the festival, Jesus also went, though secretly, staying out of public view. 11 The Jewish leaders tried to find him at the festival and kept asking if anyone had seen him. 12 There was a lot of grumbling about him among the crowds. Some argued, “He’s a good man,” but others said, “He’s nothing but a fraud who deceives the people.” 13 But no one had the courage to speak favorably about him in public, for they were afraid of getting in trouble with the Jewish leaders.

14 Then, midway through the festival, Jesus went up to the Temple and began to teach. 15 The people were surprised when they heard him. “How does he know so much when he hasn’t been trained?” they asked.

16 So Jesus told them, “My message is not my own; it comes from God who sent me. 17 Anyone who wants to do the will of God will know whether my teaching is from God or is merely my own. 18 Those who speak for themselves want glory only for themselves, but a person who seeks to honor the one who sent him speaks truth, not lies. 19 Moses gave you the law, but none of you obeys it! In fact, you are trying to kill me.”

20 The crowd replied, “You’re demon possessed! Who’s trying to kill you?”

21 Jesus replied, “I did one miracle on the Sabbath, and you were amazed. 22 But you work on the Sabbath, too, when you obey Moses’ law of circumcision. (Actually, this tradition of circumcision began with the patriarchs, long before the law of Moses.) 23 For if the correct time for circumcising your son falls on the Sabbath, you go ahead and do it so as not to break the law of Moses. So why should you be angry with me for healing a man on the Sabbath? 24 Look beneath the surface so you can judge correctly.”

25 Some of the people who lived in Jerusalem started to ask each other, “Isn’t this the man they are trying to kill? 26 But here he is, speaking in public, and they say nothing to him. Could our leaders possibly believe that he is the Messiah? 27 But how could he be? For we know where this man comes from. When the Messiah comes, he will simply appear; no one will know where he comes from.”

28 While Jesus was teaching in the Temple, he called out, “Yes, you know me, and you know where I come from. But I’m not here on my own. The one who sent me is true, and you don’t know him. 29 But I know him because I come from him, and he sent me to you.” 30 Then the leaders tried to arrest him; but no one laid a hand on him, because his time had not yet come.

John 7:1-30

Dear God, reading this story, it feels like Jesus was trying to feel out the situation and discern what you wanted him to do. Should he go or not go. Should he expose himself to premature death or should he shrewdly avoid Judea. First he sneaked down to Jerusalem for the festival, but then he seemingly spontaneously stepped out of the shadows and started publicly teaching (verse 14). Was that his plan all along or did he get assurance from you that it was the right thing to do.

Then there’s the vagueness of verse 30. The idea that the leaders tried to arrest him but weren’t able to implies that you were supernaturally working to protect his physical life for the time being. There would be a time for his death, but this wasn’t it.

Now, in the middle of all of this is Jesus challenging people on their hypocrisy. In this case, it’s over their accusing him of working (healing) on the Sabbath. This is the part I feel like I need to think about. Where can I be accused of hypocrisy? Are there areas where I judge others and then make the same exact mistake? Or do I condemn people who are actually doing good? I think it’s a self-assessment that all of us need to make. How am I the hypocrite, or how am I misjudging someone’s actions as bad when they are really good?

Father, give me self-awareness today. I have a meeting this morning that I’m not enthusiastic about attending. As I sit here now, I feel a conviction that I have the wrong attitude about it. Thank you for that conviction. I’m sorry. I’ve felt a disdain for it that I feel regret now. So help me to walk into it with a willing, loving spirit. Give me wisdom and shrewdness. Use it all for your glory.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on March 20, 2026 in John

 

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John 5

Afterward Jesus returned to Jerusalem for one of the Jewish holy days. Inside the city, near the Sheep Gate, was the pool of Bethesda, with five covered porches. Crowds of sick people—blind, lame, or paralyzed—lay on the porches. One of the men lying there had been sick for thirty-eight years. When Jesus saw him and knew he had been ill for a long time, he asked him, “Would you like to get well?”

“I can’t, sir,” the sick man said, “for I have no one to put me into the pool when the water bubbles up. Someone else always gets there ahead of me.”

Jesus told him, “Stand up, pick up your mat, and walk!”

Instantly, the man was healed! He rolled up his sleeping mat and began walking! But this miracle happened on the Sabbath, 10 so the Jewish leaders objected. They said to the man who was cured, “You can’t work on the Sabbath! The law doesn’t allow you to carry that sleeping mat!”

11 But he replied, “The man who healed me told me, ‘Pick up your mat and walk.’”

12 “Who said such a thing as that?” they demanded.

13 The man didn’t know, for Jesus had disappeared into the crowd. 14 But afterward Jesus found him in the Temple and told him, “Now you are well; so stop sinning, or something even worse may happen to you.” 15 Then the man went and told the Jewish leaders that it was Jesus who had healed him.

16 So the Jewish leaders began harassing Jesus for breaking the Sabbath rules. 17 But Jesus replied, “My Father is always working, and so am I.” 18 So the Jewish leaders tried all the harder to find a way to kill him. For he not only broke the Sabbath, he called God his Father, thereby making himself equal with God.

19 So Jesus explained, “I tell you the truth, the Son can do nothing by himself. He does only what he sees the Father doing. Whatever the Father does, the Son also does. 20 For the Father loves the Son and shows him everything he is doing. In fact, the Father will show him how to do even greater works than healing this man. Then you will truly be astonished. 21 For just as the Father gives life to those he raises from the dead, so the Son gives life to anyone he wants. 22 In addition, the Father judges no one. Instead, he has given the Son absolute authority to judge, 23 so that everyone will honor the Son, just as they honor the Father. Anyone who does not honor the Son is certainly not honoring the Father who sent him.

24 “I tell you the truth, those who listen to my message and believe in God who sent me have eternal life. They will never be condemned for their sins, but they have already passed from death into life.

25 “And I assure you that the time is coming, indeed it’s here now, when the dead will hear my voice—the voice of the Son of God. And those who listen will live. 26 The Father has life in himself, and he has granted that same life-giving power to his Son. 27 And he has given him authority to judge everyone because he is the Son of Man. 28 Don’t be so surprised! Indeed, the time is coming when all the dead in their graves will hear the voice of God’s Son, 29 and they will rise again. Those who have done good will rise to experience eternal life, and those who have continued in evil will rise to experience judgment. 30 I can do nothing on my own. I judge as God tells me. Therefore, my judgment is just, because I carry out the will of the one who sent me, not my own will.

31 “If I were to testify on my own behalf, my testimony would not be valid. 32 But someone else is also testifying about me, and I assure you that everything he says about me is true. 33 In fact, you sent investigators to listen to John the Baptist, and his testimony about me was true. 34 Of course, I have no need of human witnesses, but I say these things so you might be saved. 35 John was like a burning and shining lamp, and you were excited for a while about his message. 36 But I have a greater witness than John—my teachings and my miracles. The Father gave me these works to accomplish, and they prove that he sent me. 37 And the Father who sent me has testified about me himself. You have never heard his voice or seen him face to face, 38 and you do not have his message in your hearts, because you do not believe me—the one he sent to you.

39 “You search the Scriptures because you think they give you eternal life. But the Scriptures point to me! 40 Yet you refuse to come to me to receive this life.

41 “Your approval means nothing to me, 42 because I know you don’t have God’s love within you. 43 For I have come to you in my Father’s name, and you have rejected me. Yet if others come in their own name, you gladly welcome them. 44 No wonder you can’t believe! For you gladly honor each other, but you don’t care about the honor that comes from the one who alone is God.

45 “Yet it isn’t I who will accuse you before the Father. Moses will accuse you! Yes, Moses, in whom you put your hopes. 46 If you really believed Moses, you would believe me, because he wrote about me. 47 But since you don’t believe what he wrote, how will you believe what I say?”

John 5

Dear God, the way John tells the story of Jesus, Jesus is much more provocative in his early days of ministry than in the other gospels. In the other gospels he heals people but tells them to be quiet about it. But in John’s gospel, after the wedding at Cana, he’s turning over tables in the temple, explaining himself to Nicodemus, baptizing people, and healing very publicly. Then, here in chapter 5, he’s explaining himself as your son very explicitly. I think John has a fieriness to him, and he liked the part of Jesus that was a little fiery.

I don’t know that I have much more to really say about this story, but what’s on my heart right now is praying for my friends who are leaving on a mission trip this morning to Mexico. It’s going to be a long day of travel. I pray for traveling mercy for them. That you will protect over them as they go. That you will guide their conversations in the van. That you will be among them. That they will feel your love and provision. That you will prepare them to meet the people they are going to see and love them through the people as you love the people through them. Provide for their every need. Give them your joy.

I pray for a family member who is injured. I pray that you would make this pain count in her life. Of course, I pray for healing, but I pray for the healing in her mind and soul as well. I have another relative going through a very specific struggle. I pray for her and everyone involved in her situation. Love them and teach them. Be gentle, but don’t let this opportunity be wasted. Give them a sense of your will for them. Be glorified in their eyes and through their lives. Do something powerful.

There are others on my heart, Father. From my wife and children (and their significant others), to my parents and other family, to my coworkers and friends, to my community, to my nation, to the other nations our nation in impacting right now, to the world. Please be in charge of all of this. Please show me what to do in every situation today. Give me eyes to see and ears to hear.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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John 9

As Jesus was walking along, he saw a man who had been blind from birth. “Rabbi,” his disciples asked him, “why was this man born blind? Was it because of his own sins or his parents’ sins?”

“It was not because of his sins or his parents’ sins,” Jesus answered. “This happened so the power of God could be seen in him. We must quickly carry out the tasks assigned us by the one who sent us. The night is coming, and then no one can work. But while I am here in the world, I am the light of the world.”

Then he spit on the ground, made mud with the saliva, and spread the mud over the blind man’s eyes. He told him, “Go wash yourself in the pool of Siloam” (Siloam means “sent”). So the man went and washed and came back seeing!

His neighbors and others who knew him as a blind beggar asked each other, “Isn’t this the man who used to sit and beg?” Some said he was, and others said, “No, he just looks like him!”

But the beggar kept saying, “Yes, I am the same one!”

10 They asked, “Who healed you? What happened?”

11 He told them, “The man they call Jesus made mud and spread it over my eyes and told me, ‘Go to the pool of Siloam and wash yourself.’ So I went and washed, and now I can see!”

12 “Where is he now?” they asked.

“I don’t know,” he replied.

13 Then they took the man who had been blind to the Pharisees, 14 because it was on the Sabbath that Jesus had made the mud and healed him. 15 The Pharisees asked the man all about it. So he told them, “He put the mud over my eyes, and when I washed it away, I could see!”

16 Some of the Pharisees said, “This man Jesus is not from God, for he is working on the Sabbath.” Others said, “But how could an ordinary sinner do such miraculous signs?” So there was a deep division of opinion among them.

17 Then the Pharisees again questioned the man who had been blind and demanded, “What’s your opinion about this man who healed you?”

The man replied, “I think he must be a prophet.”

18 The Jewish leaders still refused to believe the man had been blind and could now see, so they called in his parents. 19 They asked them, “Is this your son? Was he born blind? If so, how can he now see?”

20 His parents replied, “We know this is our son and that he was born blind, 21 but we don’t know how he can see or who healed him. Ask him. He is old enough to speak for himself.” 22 His parents said this because they were afraid of the Jewish leaders, who had announced that anyone saying Jesus was the Messiah would be expelled from the synagogue. 23 That’s why they said, “He is old enough. Ask him.”

24 So for the second time they called in the man who had been blind and told him, “God should get the glory for this, because we know this man Jesus is a sinner.”

25 “I don’t know whether he is a sinner,” the man replied. “But I know this: I was blind, and now I can see!”

26 “But what did he do?” they asked. “How did he heal you?”

27 “Look!” the man exclaimed. “I told you once. Didn’t you listen? Why do you want to hear it again? Do you want to become his disciples, too?”

28 Then they cursed him and said, “You are his disciple, but we are disciples of Moses! 29 We know God spoke to Moses, but we don’t even know where this man comes from.”

30 “Why, that’s very strange!” the man replied. “He healed my eyes, and yet you don’t know where he comes from? 31 We know that God doesn’t listen to sinners, but he is ready to hear those who worship him and do his will. 32 Ever since the world began, no one has been able to open the eyes of someone born blind. 33 If this man were not from God, he couldn’t have done it.”

34 “You were born a total sinner!” they answered. “Are you trying to teach us?” And they threw him out of the synagogue.

35 When Jesus heard what had happened, he found the man and asked, “Do you believe in the Son of Man?”

36 The man answered, “Who is he, sir? I want to believe in him.”

37 “You have seen him,” Jesus said, “and he is speaking to you!”

38 “Yes, Lord, I believe!” the man said. And he worshiped Jesus.

39 Then Jesus told him, “I entered this world to render judgment—to give sight to the blind and to show those who think they see that they are blind.”

40 Some Pharisees who were standing nearby heard him and asked, “Are you saying we’re blind?”

41 “If you were blind, you wouldn’t be guilty,” Jesus replied. “But you remain guilty because you claim you can see.

John 9

Dear God, I’ve spent some time with this story in the past, looking at the parents and considering what their lives must have been like. But today I want to focus on verse 39: “I entered this world to render judgment–to give sight to the blind and to show those who think they see that they are blind.” All of the translations I looked at used the word “judgment” as a description of what Jesus said. Then I went to The Message to see how Eugene Peterson translated it for us: I came into the world to bring everything into the clear light of day, making all the distinctions clear, so that those who have never seen will see, and those who have made a great pretense of seeing will be exposed as blind.”

So how do I take this when it comes to Jesus and even how I accept his judgment in my life today? I think I like Peterson’s imagery of bringing things into the clear light of day and making the distinctions between evil and good clear. And sometimes I don’t know if I’m allowing something into my life that’s evil or if it’s good. For example, Ted Lasso. A very worldly show that I’ve told people, “As a Christian, I can’t recommend it because it’s very worldly, but as a human I can tell you it’s the best show I’ve ever seen.” Why do I like it so much? Why do I think people of almost every type who watch it love it so much? I think it’s because Ted exhibits almost all of the fruits of the Spirit–kind of unwittingly. He has love, joy, patience, goodness, kindness, gentleness, faithfulness, and self control. And it doesn’t seem like there is anything from the Holy Spirit that is growing these things in him. He just happens to have them as a result of the pain in his past. And then these fruits spread to the other characters as the show progresses. I wonder if the writers even knew what they were doing. It’s all very worldly, and not reverential to you at all, but to watch someone live out almost all of the fruits of the Spirit is a beautiful thing. Notice I said “almost.” The one chink in Ted’s armor is he doesn’t have peace. And even at the end of the series he’s still looking for it. Why doesn’t he have peace? I think it’s because he’s still chasing idols and looking for his certainty in his wife and child. In his relationships with others.

Father, at the end of the day, I guess what I really need you to do is continue to reveal my idols to me. Where do I put my certainty that I shouldn’t? Is it my wife? Is it our health? Is it my job and my bank account? Is it in myself? Or do I simply wake up in the morning wanting to worship you and you alone, and then take the love you return to me and give it to those around me, including my wife, coworkers, and community? Jesus, shine your light on me. Reveal to me where I am still chasing idols.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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John 3:22-36

Then Jesus and his disciples left Jerusalem and went into the Judean countryside. Jesus spent some time with them there, baptizing people.

At this time John the Baptist was baptizing at Aenon, near Salim, because there was plenty of water there; and people kept coming to him for baptism. (This was before John was thrown into prison.) A debate broke out between John’s disciples and a certain Jew over ceremonial cleansing. So John’s disciples came to him and said, “Rabbi, the man you met on the other side of the Jordan River, the one you identified as the Messiah, is also baptizing people. And everybody is going to him instead of coming to us.”

John replied, “No one can receive anything unless God gives it from heaven. You yourselves know how plainly I told you, ‘I am not the Messiah. I am only here to prepare the way for him.’ It is the bridegroom who marries the bride, and the bridegroom’s friend is simply glad to stand with him and hear his vows. Therefore, I am filled with joy at his success. He must become greater and greater, and I must become less and less.

“He has come from above and is greater than anyone else. We are of the earth, and we speak of earthly things, but he has come from heaven and is greater than anyone else. He testifies about what he has seen and heard, but how few believe what he tells them! Anyone who accepts his testimony can affirm that God is true. For he is sent by God. He speaks God’s words, for God gives him the Spirit without limit. The Father loves his Son and has put everything into his hands. And anyone who believes in God’s Son has eternal life. Anyone who doesn’t obey the Son will never experience eternal life but remains under God’s angry judgment.”

John 1:22-36

Dear God, why were people finding John to be baptized? What were they looking for? What was the itch they were scratching? Was it just conviction and repentance? I mean, if I’m sitting in my town and I start to hear word about a prophet-like guy in the wilderness baptizing people in the river, why would I be compelled to go? Maybe I saw a change in my friend. A rededication to you that I want for myself. It makes be think of when revival goes viral. The revival at Asbury College almost three years ago. The Jesus movement back in the seventies. In Israel at the time, the people had John the Baptist and Jesus in their midst. I suppose there couldn’t help but be some amount of revival.

The other part of this story is the rivalry that some wanted to create between John and Jesus. Even John’s disciples brought it up to John. And had it been going the other way, I’m sure Jesus’s disciples would have been upset too. Why are we such insecure children, falling into sibling rivalry? I’m at a men’s retreat right now, and I confess that there’s a part of me that measures my “spiritual maturity” against the other men here. It’s a competition, and I want to be your favorite.

Father, thank you that you see through my pettiness and love me anyway. Thank you that, at least at some level, you give me eyes to see just how insecure and petty I can be. And regarding my request to teach me to pray this weekend, you are showing me all kinds of things just in my family that need more prayer. I need to be better at intercessory prayer. Show me how to do this effectively so that your kingdom will come and your will will be done on earth as it is in heaven. If my prayers can be part of that, teach me to pray.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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John 1:29-34

29 The next day John saw Jesus coming toward him and said, “Look! The Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world! 30 He is the one I was talking about when I said, ‘A man is coming after me who is far greater than I am, for he existed long before me.’ 31 I did not recognize him as the Messiah, but I have been baptizing with water so that he might be revealed to Israel.”

32 Then John testified, “I saw the Holy Spirit descending like a dove from heaven and resting upon him. 33 I didn’t know he was the one, but when God sent me to baptize with water, he told me, ‘The one on whom you see the Spirit descend and rest is the one who will baptize with the Holy Spirit.’ 34 I saw this happen to Jesus, so I testify that he is the Chosen One of God.”

John 1:29-34

Dear God, Jesus and John had an interesting relationship. I wish I knew more about how they knew each other over the previous 30 years. We never see them together before this, but I’m sure this isn’t the first time they met. After all, their mothers were cousins and they certainly would have sought each other out over the years. So I wonder what kinds of conversations John and Jesus had as they grew up. The way John describes it here, John knew Jesus but it hadn’t been revealed to him who Jesus was until he had the prophecy fulfilled that you had given to him. It took the Jesus he knew and made him Jesus the Messiah. It all changed.

I’m also impressed that his leadoff description of Jesus is that he said Jesus was about taking away the sins of the world. He didn’t say, “Here comes our conquering Messiah!” He called him the “Lamb of God,” your lamb. He might not have completely understood how this would all play out because later, when John is in prison, he will question if Jesus is the Messiah or if there is someone else coming (Luke 7:20). But he also seemed to know that there was more to this Messiah thing than making Israel great again. He knew you were trying to rewrite the covenant between you and your creation. He just didn’t have the picture of what that would look like.

So I don’t know what you’re doing either. I mean, I think I know what you were doing through Jesus, but even that gets convoluted in our modern Christianity. Some would say that Jesus came to save us from hell and eternal torment and damnation. To save us from suffering by forgiving us of our sins. But that seems ridiculous to me now, even though that’s what I was sold as a child. Not that there won’t be a sorting one day. Jesus was clear there would be. But if you wanted to save us from eternal damnation you’d have just let our souls die when we die and be done with us. No, you wanted relationship with us. I don’t understand why, but you want to love us and you want us to love you. You want relationship with us. You took away my sin not so that I would get a great perk after my death, but so that I could learn to walk through the narrow gate.

Father, I give you this day. I’m about to spend a few hours with a friend. Sharpen him through me and me through him. My wife and I will spend time together this afternoon. Sharpen us through each other. We will spend some times with friends over dinner. Sharpen us through each other. We are about to start working with a couple who is contemplating marriage. Make our relationship with them part of all of our journeys. Teach me to walk this narrow path through this narrow gate. Oh, and I just learned yesterday that a friend lost her brother to death. I’m so sorry for her. Please comfort her and her family through this tragedy. Show me how to be her friend through this. Raise up people around her who will love her with your love.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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