1 In the beginning the Word already existed.
The Word was with God,
and the Word was God.
2 He existed in the beginning with God.
3 God created everything through him,
and nothing was created except through him.
4 The Word gave life to everything that was created,
and his life brought light to everyone.
5 The light shines in the darkness,
and the darkness can never extinguish it.
6 God sent a man, John the Baptist, 7 to tell about the light so that everyone might believe because of his testimony. 8 John himself was not the light; he was simply a witness to tell about the light. 9 The one who is the true light, who gives light to everyone, was coming into the world.
10 He came into the very world he created, but the world didn’t recognize him. 11 He came to his own people, and even they rejected him. 12 But to all who believed him and accepted him, he gave the right to become children of God. 13 They are reborn—not with a physical birth resulting from human passion or plan, but a birth that comes from God.
14 So the Word became human and made his home among us. He was full of unfailing love and faithfulness. And we have seen his glory, the glory of the Father’s one and only Son.
15 John testified about him when he shouted to the crowds, “This is the one I was talking about when I said, ‘Someone is coming after me who is far greater than I am, for he existed long before me.’”
16 From his abundance we have all received one gracious blessing after another. 17 For the law was given through Moses, but God’s unfailing love and faithfulness came through Jesus Christ. 18 No one has ever seen God. But the unique One, who is himself God, is near to the Father’s heart. He has revealed God to us.
John 1:1-18
Dear God, having spent so much time at different times in my life with specific passages like this one can make it difficult to see it with fresh eyes. But my wife asked me a question a couple of days ago that I think fits with what John is saying here. She, who is Catholic, asked why I thought Peter got the nod from the Catholic church over John for first Pope. I thought the answer was pretty easy in that Jesus called Peter the rock upon which the Church would be built. She countered that John seemed so much more responsible and mature than Peter. Less impetuous. More thoughtful. She would have thought it would be John
I countered that she is thinking of the John she knows from the end of his life. Writing this Gospel. Writing the three letters. Revelation. But when I think back on the John that is represented in the Gospels, he seems less mature and put together than Peter. For example, he and his brother James asked for places of honor in the kingdom to come. When the Samaritans denied Jesus passage through their are on their way to Jerusalem, it was John and James who asked Jesus if he wanted them to call down fire on them and burn them up. Later, in Acts, as Peter and John are walking to the Temple and a man is crying out to be healed, it is Peter who stops and talks to him, not John. She countered that it was John who followed Jesus to the cross. That’s true. John did love you, but I just don’t think he was a leader. I mentioned to her that it was Peter who you used to break the Gentile barrier between Cornelius and the other apostles in Jerusalem. I also questioned why John was never martyred. Could it be because he never quite pushed the envelope far enough to push the anti-Christians he encountered past the tipping point?
I think, for John, he had a long time to really sift through everything he had experienced and was then able to start making some sense of it and write it down. He shared his version of Jesus’s life. He wrote letters of love and encouragement. She shared the Revelation you gave him. And for me, it all starts with this passage. The first time I read John’s Gospel all of the way through I realized that throughout much of it, Jesus sounds like a lunatic. It was C.S. Lewis who said you need to accept Jesus is either a liar, a lunatic, or Lord. There is not a fourth option. For me, these first 18 verses are the core of what the rest of the book is built on. If you believe Jesus is the Word and was God, the the rest of the book makes perfect sense. If you don’t believe those first 18 verses, then you just as well stop reading because the rest of it won’t make any sense. John just didn’t leave any middle ground for Jesus to hide in. He was God so John represents him as God.
I would be remiss if I didn’t point out that John began his book with poetry. My wife is a poet, and she has taught me to appreciate the choice of words and how important they are. I am sure this gets lost with translation. I wish I were fluent in Greek and could read this as John originally wrote it. There’s probably even more here than a lot of us know.
Father, I like John because I see a lot of myself in him. Faithful, but cautious. I am the kind who would run to the tomb, but then wait a beat and examine everything before I went in. I’m not Peter. I don’t just get out of the boat and walk to you on the water. I don’t see the man begging to be healed and stop to heal him. I don’t proclaim you are the Messiah when no one else is quite ready to say it out loud. But I do love you. And I know you love me. Help me to love you better. Help me to live in that love. Help me to worship you well.
I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,
Amen
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