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About John D. Willome

I post a blog of daily devotions that are my prayer journals based on scripture.

1 Corinthians 6:15-7:6

The above image is from Revealed: A Storybook Bible For Grown-Ups by Ned Bustard. The Image is called “Psalm 1: Slow Dance and was created by Steve Prince.

15 Don’t you realize that your bodies are actually parts of Christ? Should a man take his body, which is part of Christ, and join it to a prostitute? Never! 16 And don’t you realize that if a man joins himself to a prostitute, he becomes one body with her? For the Scriptures say, “The two are united into one.” 17 But the person who is joined to the Lord is one spirit with him.

18 Run from sexual sin! No other sin so clearly affects the body as this one does. For sexual immorality is a sin against your own body. 19 Don’t you realize that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, who lives in you and was given to you by God? You do not belong to yourself, 20 for God bought you with a high price. So you must honor God with your body.

Now regarding the questions you asked in your letter. Yes, it is good to abstain from sexual relations. But because there is so much sexual immorality, each man should have his own wife, and each woman should have her own husband.

The husband should fulfill his wife’s sexual needs, and the wife should fulfill her husband’s needs. The wife gives authority over her body to her husband, and the husband gives authority over his body to his wife.

Do not deprive each other of sexual relations, unless you both agree to refrain from sexual intimacy for a limited time so you can give yourselves more completely to prayer. Afterward, you should come together again so that Satan won’t be able to tempt you because of your lack of self-control. I say this as a concession, not as a command. 

1 Corinthians 6:15-7:6

Dear God, it’s interesting that Bustard paired this image with this passage since the passage is from 1 Corinthians and the image includes Psalm 1 in its title. For reference, Psalm 1 says:

Oh, the joys of those who do not
    follow the advice of the wicked,
    or stand around with sinners,
    or join in with mockers.
But they delight in the law of the Lord,
    meditating on it day and night.
They are like trees planted along the riverbank,
    bearing fruit each season.
Their leaves never wither,
    and they prosper in all they do.

But not the wicked!
    They are like worthless chaff, scattered by the wind.
They will be condemned at the time of judgment.
    Sinners will have no place among the godly.
For the Lord watches over the path of the godly,
    but the path of the wicked leads to d
estruction.

Frankly, I initially feel like the image better fits with 1 Corinthians that Psalm 1, but let me spend some time with it and see what I see. So what do I see Mr. Prince showing me in his image?

  • The couple appears to be black. That seems intentional.
  • There is a crucifix on the wall. I suppose they are Catholic.
  • The way the wood floor is drawn makes me think the house is more of a shack.
  • I see a radio against the wall, and records underneath it, although I don’t see anything capable of playing the records. The record showing its title says, “Love.”
  • Although there is a lamp on the table, the light bulb hanging from the middle of the ceiling with a string as its switch is very prominent. Another indication the house is a shack.
  • They are barefoot. It does look like there are shoes coming out from under the bed or whatever that is on the left side of the image. I suppose they belong to one of the dancers.
  • It looks like the TV is on in the room through the open door and the news is playing.
  • The expressions of the couple could be interpreted in several ways. Perhaps all are correct. They seem tired and droopy. They also seem focused on each other. Blocking out the rest of the world, including the news.
  • A wedding picture that is presumably theirs is above the radio. They look dressed formally in the picture. If that is her, her hair is very different from the picture to the present.
  • There is a symbol I don’t understand on the man’s sleeve.

Going back to Bustard’s use of the 1 Corinthians passage here, this makes me think of commitment. They’ve come a long way since their wedding day. My wife and I were talking yesterday about how things always change from what a couple dreams their lives will be and how things actually turn out. It almost never works out like you think it will. Ours certainly hasn’t. There is disappointment. There are also pleasant surprises. No one sets out looking for pain, but pain will always come. And even if you brace yourself for it, you’re never ready for it when it hits. It can be hard. But there is a peacefulness that comes with this commitment to each other. The mutual submission Paul describes. We are not our own. We were bought with a price.

Now, let me look at what Bustard says about this piece. Here is what he says:

A married couple is dancing in their bedroom to a love song that is playing on their old stereo phonograph. In the next room a television is blaring, but separating them from the noise of the world is a wall bearing a symbol of their covenant vows and a symbol of the faith that covers their marriage. A sliver of the ceiling shows two intersecting barrel vaults forming a “groin vault.” The groin vault in this print symbolizes the pelvis regions of the couple’s bodies: the two complimentary vaults stabilize the building as the two complimentary pelvises stabilize the marriage. The wife is wearing a translucent negligee for their time of coming together. A runaway slave motif can be seen o the husband’s pajamas, symbolically alluding to the fact that–in spite of the great pain and separation African Americans have endured generation to generation–these two have still found love.

So I missed the whole pelvis vault thing, and I still can’t make out what he’s describing. And I didn’t know what that image was on the man’s sleeve, but now I do. Interesting.

Father, as I move into this day, you have given me a wife. You have given me a wife to not only love, but to make me a better man. To make me into the man you need me to be. So I give you this day, but I give this day to her as well. Thank you for this rich blessing in my life.

I pray all of this to you in Jesus’s name,

Amen

 

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Philippians 4:6-7

Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 4:6-7

Dear God, I was talking with a coworker this week about how we forget to pray for your guidance when we have something difficult in front of us. When we have a mountain to move. Instead, we end up grabbing a shovel and trying to move it one scoop at a time. We are so foolish.

Even this week, I’ve been a little under the weather. Just mildly ill. But I haven’t prayed to you at all about it. I’ve gotten my medicine. I’ve done some little things I think will help. But I don’t just stop and ask for you to be with me. To heal me. I’ve prayed for others who are sick, but not myself.

Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit, problems will come up today. There are problems that need to be solved. Help me to solve them. Better yet, please solve them for me. Give us favor with those who can help resolve some of the issues we are facing. Oh, Lord, be merciful, powerful, and gracious. And use each challenge to form us into better worshippers of you and lovers of our neighbors.

I pray all of this through the mercy of Jesus,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 25, 2024 in Philippians

 

Galatians 5:24

24 Those who belong to Christ Jesus have nailed the passions and desires of their sinful nature to his cross and crucified them there.

Galatians 5:24

Dear God, what are the “passions and desires” of my sinful nature?

I was listening to a sermon this morning, and the pastor was talking about greed. He referenced the story in Luke where a man shouts out to Jesus to make his brother share inheritance equitably, and Jesus turns it into a teachable moment about greed (Luke 12:13-21). And now I just came across this verse.

I was thinking yesterday about something a man I know told me years ago. It was a self-perceived sin he had committed and continued to struggle with, and the shame from it drove him away from you. I don’t know what made me think of it yesterday, but I was thinking that what he struggled with is something that most men and women deal with at some point. And while it is not your best for us and it is something we need to wrestle with, it does not make him unique. And yet Satan used the shame of it to drive him from you. And, to this day, Satan has won that battle and is winning the war with this man. He still rejects you because you are the “rule maker,” and the best way for him to deal with breaking the “rules” isn’t to turn loose, accept your forgiveness, and press on into the life you have for him. No, it’s just to get rid of the rule maker and pursue his own passions.

Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit, I can be greedy. I can be selfish. I can be all kinds of things. And I wrestle with those. But it’s not so that you won’t be mad at me. It’s because I’ve learned over the years that they don’t lead to happiness. They are not conducive to giving your Spirit room in my life to grow and produce the fruit Paul talks about in Galatians 5:22-23 (the two verses preceding today’s verse). So I give you my sin. I nail it to the cross. I will then pick up Jesus’s cross, the cross of a many sacrificed for me, and follow you. I know from experience that that is the only effective way to live my life.

I pray all of this under your holy Lordship and through Jesus’s life, death, and resurrections,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 24, 2024 in Galatians

 

David’s Song of Mourning for Saul and Jonathan – 2 Samuel 1:17-27

17 Then David composed a funeral song for Saul and Jonathan, 18 and he commanded that it be taught to the people of Judah. It is known as the Song of the Bow, and it is recorded in The Book of Jashar.

19 Your pride and joy, O Israel, lies dead on the hills!
    Oh, how the mighty heroes have fallen!
20 Don’t announce the news in Gath,
    don’t proclaim it in the streets of Ashkelon,
or the daughters of the Philistines will rejoice
    and the pagans will laugh in triumph.

21 O mountains of Gilboa,
    let there be no dew or rain upon you,
    nor fruitful fields producing offerings of grain.
For there the shield of the mighty heroes was defiled;
    the shield of Saul will no longer be anointed with oil.
22 The bow of Jonathan was powerful,
    and the sword of Saul did its mighty work.
They shed the blood of their enemies
    and pierced the bodies of mighty heroes.

23 How beloved and gracious were Saul and Jonathan!
    They were together in life and in death.
They were swifter than eagles,
    stronger than lions.
24 O women of Israel, weep for Saul,
for he dressed you in luxurious scarlet clothing,
    in garments decorated with gold.

25 Oh, how the mighty heroes have fallen in battle!
    Jonathan lies dead on the hills.
26 How I weep for you, my brother Jonathan!
    Oh, how much I loved you!
And your love for me was deep,
    deeper than the love of women!

27 Oh, how the mighty heroes have fallen!
    Stripped of their weapons, they lie dead.

2 Samuel 1:17-27

Dear God, I’ll be the first to admit I do not understand ancient Israelite song structure, so what I’m going to say will likely sound ignorant to you and to any scholar. With that said, this is fascinating.

First, the fact that David took the time to compose a song when hearing this tragic news. Poetry, song writing, and psalm writing (is there a difference between the three) were obviously a huge part of his nature and identity. He knew he had to write down his emotional response to this in a song. Then, interestingly, he had the authority to get others to sing it with him, even the personal parts about Jonathan.

Second, and this is where song structure might come into play and I can’t tell, his first thoughts are to not let the enemies know because they will delight in the news. They might laugh and celebrate. The thought of their joy in the midst of this personal loss for David and national loss for Israel made him sick. Of course, they would know. Of course, there was no hiding it from them. But he included this part of his emotion in his song.

I would also say that, as the presumptive leader, his first act wasn’t to reassure everyone and tell them it would be okay. It was to kill the man who polished Saul off (even though this seems cruel to me because I think the guy did Saul a favor) and then write this song of mourning. This would be a pattern for David. As your anointed he was good about setting precedent that that anointing was to be respected, both in the stories in 1 Samuel when he had a chance to kill Saul and didn’t do it because of Saul’s anointing, and later with Absolom when he was on the run and depending upon you to restore him to the throne.

Of course, there is the middle of the song that calls on everyone, especially the women, to mourn Saul’s death. He was their king and had done good things. He should be remembered with honor.

The personal part is with Jonathan: “26 How I weep for you, my brother Jonathan! Oh, how much I loved you! And your love for me was deep, deeper than the love of women!” What a personal thing to say! And to have everyone sing along with himself.

And then the classic line, “How the mighty have fallen.” I don’t think I realized this is where it came from. Usually, this is line is more of a criticism and almost a victorious phrase as we look at a hubristic person who has been taken down a few pegs. In fact, this is so different than that, I Googled it to see if this is the origin of the phrase, and, as far as I can tell, it is. But where David sings this as a lament, we have changed it to mockery.

As far as what I would take from this, I see that there is a place for mourning. There is also a place for me to be myself. This part of 2 Samuel 1 is very true to who David was. He was very consistent, including his vulnerability in poetry. So help me to be true to who I am. Help me to bring all of myself to you. Help me to submit all of myself to you. Help me to authentically share who I am with others so that your strength might be made perfect in my weakness. Oh, God, guide me in every moment.

I pray this through the precious, forgiving, redemptive blood of Jesus,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 20, 2024 in 2 Samuel

 

“I Give You My Heart” by Hillsong

“I Give You My Heart” by Hillsong

… This is my desire
To honor You
Lord, with all my heart
I worship You
All I have within me
I give You praise
All that I adore
Is in You

… Lord, I give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for you alone
And every breath that I take
Every moment I’m awake
Lord, have Your way in me

… This is my desire
To honor You
Lord, with all my heart
I worship You
All I have within me
I give You praise
All that I adore
Is in You

… Lord, I give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for you alone
Every breath that I take
Every moment I’m awake
Lord, have Your way in me

… And I will live
And I will live for You
And I will live
And I will live for You

… Oh and I will live
And I will live
And I will live for You

… Lord, I give You my heart
I give You my soul, I live for You alone
Every breath that I take, every moment I’m awake
Lord, have Your way in me

… Have Your way
Have Your way, have Your way

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Reuben Timothy Morgan

Dear God, this song has been going in my head this morning, and I’ll take that. It’s a good song. It’s my heart this morning. As I start this Friday, I just want to give you my heart. I’m going to be writing some letters to donors. I’m going to be meeting with a volunteer and his wife at lunch. I’m going to be doing some planning. I have a meeting with a new community leader today. And of course, I’ll be with my wife this evening. Help me to take you throughout this day with me. Be in everything I do. Every breath that I take. Every moment I’m awake. Lord, have your way in me. Live through me. Touch others through me. Be glorified through me.

And help the two men who are on my heart this morning. Give them some real solutions. One has huge addiction issues. One is homeless and facing an uphill battle to resolve his homelessness. Frankly, the situations seem hopeless to me. Please show me if there is anything I am supposed to do for them. Make it obvious. Don’t let me miss what you’re telling me, but also keep me from doing anything out of my own wisdom or power because my wisdom is flawed and my power is small. But your wisdom is great and your power is endless.

I offer all of this to you in your Holy Name, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 19, 2024 in Hymns and Songs

 

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1 Samuel 19:1-7

19 Saul now urged his servants and his son Jonathan to assassinate David. But Jonathan, because of his strong affection for David, told him what his father was planning. “Tomorrow morning,” he warned him, “you must find a hiding place out in the fields. I’ll ask my father to go out there with me, and I’ll talk to him about you. Then I’ll tell you everything I can find out.”

The next morning Jonathan spoke with his father about David, saying many good things about him. “The king must not sin against his servant David,” Jonathan said. “He’s never done anything to harm you. He has always helped you in any way he could. Have you forgotten about the time he risked his life to kill the Philistine giant and how the Lord brought a great victory to all Israel as a result? You were certainly happy about it then. Why should you murder an innocent man like David? There is no reason for it at all!”

So Saul listened to Jonathan and vowed, “As surely as the Lord lives, David will not be killed.”

Afterward Jonathan called David and told him what had happened. Then he brought David to Saul, and David served in the court as before.

1 Samuel 19:1-7

Dear God, what exactly is my problem? Why am I moping around today? This week? There is so much amazing stuff going on around me. So many things you’ve done to bless me and the work I do. I mean, sure, there is the “Nope cloud” that I’ve talked about before that is always hanging on the horizon. The cause of a constant level of sorrow. But other than that, what exactly is my problem?

I do think that part of it is that I’m tired. I’m always tired this time of year. December and January are the most stressful months for me at work. Not because things are bad, but because there is always so much to do. And there are also so many varied things that need attention. I’m just tired.

I’m relating this to this passage from today’s Old Testament reading because I think the same could be said of Saul. Saul, what exactly is your problem? Jealousy? Insecurity? Things were going very well for him. Why was he so stressed and jealous of David? Because he sensed you had already replaced him as king? Well, fine. Repent, accept your fate and move on. It affects Jonathan more than you anyway, and he seems fine with it (I do love Jonathan).

Father, I am sorry. I’m sorry for…well, I’m just sorry. I’m sorry for not celebrating with you more. I’m sorry for succumbing to the weight of the responsibilities on me instead of laying them at your cross and letting you carry my burden. I’m sorry I’ve tried to do this stuff myself. Make me the leader you need me to be. More importantly, make me the worshipper you need me to be. Make me a sharer of your joy. A sharer of your love and mercy. A sharer of your grace.

I pray all of this through the grace given to me by Jesus,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 18, 2024 in 1 Samuel

 

Addiction

Dear God, this morning during our staff prayer time, I talked to the staff about the man I prayed to you about yesterday, Dennis Parker. He is a recovering alcoholic who really offers something beautiful to the world through his relationship with you as expressed through both his music and his life. As we talked and prayed, I felt compelled to pray about the people we would encounter today who might really need us.

Then, after lunch, we had a patient in need. For privacy reasons, I cannot write much of what happened with him here, but suffice it to say he had some serious issues, including addiction, and we were able to help get him towards some resources that might be able to help him. The whole time we were dealing with him I was thinking about Dennis and his story.

Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit, I want to really pray for this man right now. I want him to have amazing healing. He has a violent past. I pray that you will heal him from that. He has difficult addictions. Please heal him. He has a huge need for you, God. He simply needs you. Please help him find you. Oh, how I long for him to be an amazing story. I know there are people in the community who are afraid of him. Help him to become a backbone of the community. Help others to marvel at the transformation in him and see you and your power. Draw other people to yourself through his life. Oh, Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit, please don’t let his pain be wasted. Make it count. Make it count for him. Make it count for your kingdom to come and your will to be done on earth as it is in heaven. For your glory, Lord. For your glory alone. And for the staff who helped him today. For everyone still helping him. Please touch them and bless them. Use this to draw all of us closer to you as well.

I offer all of this to you in Jesus’s name,

Amen

 
 

“Nothing But The Blood Of Jesus” performed by Dennis Parker (featuring Charley Woods)

“Nothing But The Blood Of Jesus” performed by Dennis Parker (featuring Charley Woods)

1 What can wash away my sin?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
What can make me whole again?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

Refrain:
O precious is the flow
that makes me white as snow;
no other fount I know;
nothing but the blood of Jesus.

2 For my pardon this I see:
nothing but the blood of Jesus.
For my cleansing this my plea:
nothing but the blood of Jesus. [Refrain]

3 Nothing can for sin atone:
nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Naught of good that I have done:
nothing but the blood of Jesus. [Refrain]

4 This is all my hope and peace:
nothing but the blood of Jesus.
This is all my righteousness:
nothing but the blood of Jesus. [Refrain]

Dear God, I discovered a new artist this past weekend at the men’s retreat. Dennis Parker is amazing. There were some incredibly talented Nashville musicians at the retreat this weekend, and one of two of them might have had a little more technical ability (although I’m not sure of that because he was great), but I was mesmerized by his performance, his spirit, and his story. I won’t go into his story because it is his to tell, but here’s a link for anyone reading this who is interested:

With that said, I found some YouTube videos of him performing, and I came across this great hymn, so I thought I would just sing it to you this morning.

  • What can wash away my sin? Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
  • What can make me whole again? Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
  • For my pardon, this I see nothing but the blood of Jesus.
  • For my cleaning, this my plea nothing but the blood of Jesus.
  • Nothing can for sin atone but the blood of Jesus.
  • Naught of good that I have done but the blood of Jesus.
  • This is all my hope and peace: nothing but the blood of Jesus.
  • This is all my righteousness: nothing but the blood of Jesus.

Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank you for this flow that makes me white as snow. There is no other fount I know–nothing but the blood of Jesus. I worship you, my Triune God.

I offer this prayer to you through the power of the blood of Jesus,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 15, 2024 in Hymns and Songs

 

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Lament

Dear God, I prayed a couple of days ago about what you might have for me on this retreat. Now, it’s the last morning, and I think I’ve heard you. The word has been lament. I’ve described my life to others lately as largely good with this tremendous cloud of sorrow that is constantly on the horizon. And it’s amazing how the 90% that’s good can be impacted by the 10% that is incredibly sad, but it’s real and it’s there.

I listened to two different episodes of the Voxology Podcast that I downloaded before I came on the trip. They turned out to be divine appointments. The first episode was titled “The God Who Disappoints Everyone,” and the follow-up episode was called “The Only Way Out is Through.” The first episode talked about the myriad of biblical characters who had, by worldly standards either disappointing lives or, at best, real sorrows after they received your call for them. Moses was called to lead the people to the Promised Land, but wasn’t allowed to enter. David really wanted to build your Temple, but was denied. Mary certainly had heartache. Paul’s life would have turned out better from a worldly standpoint if he had remained a Pharisee. One point he made was that just about everyone who interacted with Jesus, except for the people who were healed or forgiven of their sin (Samaritan woman, woman caught in adultery, etc.), at some point was disappointed in how things were going. Even Jesus’s closest disciples were disillusioned at one time or another. So my life, although containing sorrow, certainly does not stand out amidst these biblical characters.

The next episode was a follow-up because the first one generated so much response from people. They read a couple of emails from people who were doing everything they knew to do, but they were still not experiencing the “God is good all the time,” “You have the victory in Jesus” life. The title of the podcast was their main message. They talked about being “oriented,” “disoriented,” and “reoriented.” Oriented is knowing and feeling who I am in you. Living it fully. Disoriented is losing that feeling in my heart and soul. I know it, but that knowledge isn’t doing anything for me because I still have sorrow and lament. Reoriented is the person who has been through the disorientation and come through the other side. Their advice was for the disoriented person to find an oriented or, preferably, a reoriented person to walk with you through the darkness. Mike talked about the Prince Caspian book from the Chronicles of Narnia series and how the youngest child, Lucy, was the one who could see Aslan while they were walking in a scary and confusing place. The others followed her, trusting she could see Aslan until they were ultimately able to see him for themselves. So Mike’s suggestion was to find someone who can see Jesus from where they are and follow them, putting your trust that Jesus is there, the Holy Spirit is there, you, the Father, are there, and keep following them to you until they themselves can see you.

I’m not saying I’m in a place where I can’t see you. I’ve certainly been there before, but I’m not there now. But I do have this ache and this lament that penetrates my soul. It hurts. It brings tears to my eyes, even as I type these words. And there are times when it doesn’t feel okay. But that is why community is important. In those moments, the people you put into my life—my wife, friends, or even podcasters—give my soul rest while I simply move through the forest. There is no helicopter that will get me out of it. The only way out is through.

Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit, thank you for meeting me here this weekend. I consider my life worth nothing to me. I only want to finish the race and complete the task you have given to me. The task of testifying to your grace.

I offer this prayer to you in the name of Jesus, my Lord,

Amen

 
 

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Laity Lodge Men’s Retreat – Morning 1

Dear God, I’m at a men’s retreat with my dad and brother-in-law (and about 50 other men), and I’m trying to be very present in it. I want to know if there is anything you have for me out of this weekend.

I took a bike ride yesterday when I first got here.

As I sat at the top of “Circle Bluff” for almost an hour and tried to be present in worshipping you, I felt the Holy Spirit telling me to, basically, clear my head of anything I think might be on the agenda for the week and just enter your presence. So that’s what I’m going to do.

The speaker this weekend is just going to talk about Philippians. I think he is going to give us an overview of all four chapters in four different sessions. I’m excited about just getting some Bible teaching. I hear sermons, but I don’t often just get straight Bible teaching from an educated expert. I think I’m going to enjoy that. As I think about it, I probably should have brought a pad and paper for notes. Maybe I’ll take this keyboard and my phone and sit in the back at a table and type up my thoughts as he speaks.

One thing I also found last night was that I spoke to some men who just seemed to need to talk. One lost his 99-year-old mother about three weeks ago. Another lost a father a couple of years ago who had lived with him for the last 14 years of his life. I felt like you were using me just to listen as I visited with both of them. So I hope I can be that for people too, including my dad and brother-in-law. And if there’s anything I need to share and there is someone out there you have provided to be your ears for me, help me to discerningly find them.

Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit, help me to enter into your presence. Help me to be your hands and feet. Help me to worship you and then love others this weekend. And give me this weekend what you have for me so that I might be the man you need me to be in the world where you have planted me.

I pray all of this in your name,

Amen

 
 

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