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Emails to God – Ignoring Being Left Behind (Matthew 24:36-51

36 “But about that day or hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father. 37 As it was in the days of Noah, so it will be at the coming of the Son of Man. 38 For in the days before the flood, people were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, up to the day Noah entered the ark; 39 and they knew nothing about what would happen until the flood came and took them all away. That is how it will be at the coming of the Son of Man. 40 Two men will be in the field; one will be taken and the other left. 41 Two women will be grinding with a hand mill; one will be taken and the other left.

42 “Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come. 43 But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what time of night the thief was coming, he would have kept watch and would not have let his house be broken into. 44 So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him.

45 “Who then is the faithful and wise servant, whom the master has put in charge of the servants in his household to give them their food at the proper time? 46 It will be good for that servant whose master finds him doing so when he returns. 47 Truly I tell you, he will put him in charge of all his possessions. 48 But suppose that servant is wicked and says to himself, ‘My master is staying away a long time,’ 49 and he then begins to beat his fellow servants and to eat and drink with drunkards. 50 The master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour he is not aware of. 51 He will cut him to pieces and assign him a place with the hypocrites, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

Dear God, I have a friend who has been reading the Left Behind books lately. The series has been out for a while. Personally, I haven’t read them. I haven’t really felt the need to. When I work as unto you, I can’t have it be for the day when you return. It has to be because I feel you with me at the moment. You’re still my inspiration, but it’s because you are here with me now and not because you might come back while I am alive.

Father, this will be a short one today because I just don’t have much to say on this topic. I think the real message you are trying to get across to us here is that you want us to be faithful and work until the end—whether that is the end of my life, which could come at any time, or the end of time, which could come at any time. So be glorified through me. Bless others through me. And draw me into yourself so that I might experience your complete presence and peace.

 
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Posted by on April 17, 2012 in Matthew

 

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Emails to God – Ignoring the Second Coming (Matthew 24:1-35)

1 Jesus left the temple and was walking away when his disciples came up to him to call his attention to its buildings. 2 “Do you see all these things?” he asked. “Truly I tell you, not one stone here will be left on another; every one will be thrown down.”

3 As Jesus was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to him privately. “Tell us,” they said, “when will this happen, and what will be the sign of your coming and of the end of the age?”

4 Jesus answered: “Watch out that no one deceives you. 5 For many will come in my name, claiming, ‘I am the Messiah,’ and will deceive many. 6 You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come. 7 Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places. 8 All these are the beginning of birth pains.

9 “Then you will be handed over to be persecuted and put to death, and you will be hated by all nations because of me. 10 At that time many will turn away from the faith and will betray and hate each other, 11 and many false prophets will appear and deceive many people. 12 Because of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold, 13 but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved. 14 And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come.

15 “So when you see standing in the holy place ‘the abomination that causes desolation,’ spoken of through the prophet Daniel—let the reader understand— 16 then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains. 17 Let no one on the housetop go down to take anything out of the house. 18 Let no one in the field go back to get their cloak. 19 How dreadful it will be in those days for pregnant women and nursing mothers! 20 Pray that your flight will not take place in winter or on the Sabbath. 21 For then there will be great distress, unequaled from the beginning of the world until now—and never to be equaled again.

22 “If those days had not been cut short, no one would survive, but for the sake of the elect those days will be shortened. 23 At that time if anyone says to you, ‘Look, here is the Messiah!’ or, ‘There he is!’ do not believe it. 24 For false messiahs and false prophets will appear and perform great signs and wonders to deceive, if possible, even the elect. 25 See, I have told you ahead of time.

26 “So if anyone tells you, ‘There he is, out in the wilderness,’ do not go out; or, ‘Here he is, in the inner rooms,’ do not believe it. 27 For as lightning that comes from the east is visible even in the west, so will be the coming of the Son of Man. 28 Wherever there is a carcass, there the vultures will gather.

29 “Immediately after the distress of those days

“‘the sun will be darkened,
and the moon will not give its light;
the stars will fall from the sky,
and the heavenly bodies will be shaken.’

30 “Then will appear the sign of the Son of Man in heaven. And then all the peoples of the earth will mourn when they see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven, with power and great glory. 31 And he will send his angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather his elect from the four winds, from one end of the heavens to the other.

32 “Now learn this lesson from the fig tree: As soon as its twigs get tender and its leaves come out, you know that summer is near. 33 Even so, when you see all these things, you know that it is near, right at the door. 34 Truly I tell you, this generation will certainly not pass away until all these things have happened. 35 Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will never pass away.

Dear God, is it bad that I ignore passages like this one? Is it a problem that I have decided that I can’t make decisions about how to live my daily life based on the second coming and still keep my sanity? Nearly 2,000 years have passed since you spoke these words. I suppose a case could be made that we are closer now than ever so I should be aware (maybe it will be on December 21, 2012), but I just can’t live that way.

So how should I live? Is there a part of this message that is imperative for me to adopt. Beyond ignoring the false prophets, I think you are also calling me to not slumber. I need to pursue you. I need to know you and let you direct my path. Perhaps this passage was more about telling the disciples to not be so impressed with the buildings they were seeing at the beginning of the chapter and less about you coming back, riding on the clouds.

Father, I don’t want to miss the lesson of this passage, but I also don’t want to read too much into it. I guess the part that always amazes me, as I sit here at type, is that out of all of the billions of people in the world, you are interested in me. You are interested in these prayers. You are interested in the lessons I will learn from you and the actions I will take. You are interested in me getting to know you and having a relationship with you. You long for me. Basically, if I will take the lesson from the last chapter and love you with all my heart, mind, and strength then I will be okay. That’s what I’ll try to do.

 
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Posted by on April 14, 2012 in Matthew

 

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Emails to God – Hypocrisy (Matthew 23:13-39)

13 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You shut the door of the kingdom of heaven in people’s faces. You yourselves do not enter, nor will you let those enter who are trying to. [14]

15 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You travel over land and sea to win a single convert, and when you have succeeded, you make them twice as much a child of hell as you are.

16 “Woe to you, blind guides! You say, ‘If anyone swears by the temple, it means nothing; but anyone who swears by the gold of the temple is bound by that oath.’ 17 You blind fools! Which is greater: the gold, or the temple that makes the gold sacred? 18 You also say, ‘If anyone swears by the altar, it means nothing; but anyone who swears by the gift on the altar is bound by that oath.’ 19 You blind men! Which is greater: the gift, or the altar that makes the gift sacred? 20 Therefore, anyone who swears by the altar swears by it and by everything on it. 21 And anyone who swears by the temple swears by it and by the one who dwells in it. 22 And anyone who swears by heaven swears by God’s throne and by the one who sits on it.

23 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You give a tenth of your spices—mint, dill and cumin. But you have neglected the more important matters of the law—justice, mercy and faithfulness. You should have practiced the latter, without neglecting the former. 24 You blind guides! You strain out a gnat but swallow a camel.

25 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed and self-indulgence. 26 Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean.

27 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of the bones of the dead and everything unclean. 28 In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness.

29 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You build tombs for the prophets and decorate the graves of the righteous. 30 And you say, ‘If we had lived in the days of our ancestors, we would not have taken part with them in shedding the blood of the prophets.’ 31 So you testify against yourselves that you are the descendants of those who murdered the prophets. 32 Go ahead, then, and complete what your ancestors started!

33 “You snakes! You brood of vipers! How will you escape being condemned to hell? 34 Therefore I am sending you prophets and sages and teachers. Some of them you will kill and crucify; others you will flog in your synagogues and pursue from town to town. 35 And so upon you will come all the righteous blood that has been shed on earth, from the blood of righteous Abel to the blood of Zechariah son of Berekiah, whom you murdered between the temple and the altar. 36 Truly I tell you, all this will come on this generation.

37 “Jerusalem, Jerusalem, you who kill the prophets and stone those sent to you, how often I have longed to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, and you were not willing. 38 Look, your house is left to you desolate. 39 For I tell you, you will not see me again until you say, ‘Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord.’”

Dear God, wow, this is really something to read. I think it really picks up for me in verse 33. The first part of this is convicting because, as I see all of the areas in which Jesus is calling the Pharisees hypocrites, it makes me start to wonder about the areas where I am a hypocrite. Some of my most convicting moments have been when my son, in anger, has called me a hypocrite and I realized he was right.

But in verse 33 Jesus starts talking about the self-righteousness of the Pharisees and how they reject the idea of rejecting and murdering God’s prophets. But then Jesus, in verse 34, tells them that they are about to do the same thing, and I am pretty sure that verse 34 is about the apostles who will follow after him. I wonder how they felt in hearing this.

Finally, Jesus shows His love for all of us. He shows his longing for us. He shows His longing for me, a hypocrite. Well, Father, I am willing to be gathered. I am willing to repent. I am willing to rest under your wing. Forgive me for my hypocrisy. Forgive me for failing you. Forgive me for my sin and my failures. Be glorified in me and love others through me.

 
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Posted by on April 13, 2012 in Matthew

 

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Emails to God – Beware the Yeast of the Pharisees (Matthew 23:1-12)

1 Then Jesus said to the crowds and to his disciples: 2 “The teachers of the law and the Pharisees sit in Moses’ seat. 3 So you must be careful to do everything they tell you. But do not do what they do, for they do not practice what they preach. 4 They tie up heavy, cumbersome loads and put them on other people’s shoulders, but they themselves are not willing to lift a finger to move them.

5 “Everything they do is done for people to see: They make their phylacteries wide and the tassels on their garments long; 6 they love the place of honor at banquets and the most important seats in the synagogues; 7 they love to be greeted with respect in the marketplaces and to be called ‘Rabbi’ by others.

8 “But you are not to be called ‘Rabbi,’ for you have one Teacher, and you are all brothers. 9 And do not call anyone on earth ‘father,’ for you have one Father, and he is in heaven. 10 Nor are you to be called instructors, for you have one Instructor, the Messiah. 11 The greatest among you will be your servant. 12 For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.

Dear God, I find the first words of verse three to be a little contradictory to the rest of this passage: “So you must be careful to do everything they tell you.” It makes me think that the teachings were good, but the execution and follow through was bad. I think the thing that frustrated Jesus the most about the Pharisees, from reading this passage, was how much they loved the attention of their position. They were addicted to the respect.

I happen to have a fairly visible position in a small town. I work for an organization that has a noble mission and was started by one of the Godliest people I have ever known. In some ways, I have inherited her mantle, although I have also developed my own over the last six years. The hard thing is that I know that you are the reason behind so many of the good things that happen to us here, and yet people are constantly wanting to give me the credit. Frankly, I get a lot of love from people I hardly know, and it sometimes overwhelms me.

Father, I know you call me to beware of the yeast of the Pharisees. I know that you want me to be the least among the people with whom I live and work. I know you want me to decrease as you increase. So help me to do that today. Especially today. Help me to deny the ideas of self-pity, entitlement, and deservedness. Instead, help me to offer myself to others regardless of what it costs me. Help me to love our patients and give of myself to them, serve our staff and volunteers and help them draw closer to you, parent my children and offer myself for their good, and adore and nurture my wife as she begins an exciting and possibly overwhelming trip.

 
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Posted by on April 12, 2012 in Matthew

 

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Emails to God – Even Jesus Needed Affirmation (Matthew 22:41-46)

41 While the Pharisees were gathered together, Jesus asked them, 42 “What do you think about the Messiah? Whose son is he?”

“The son of David,” they replied.

43 He said to them, “How is it then that David, speaking by the Spirit, calls him ‘Lord’? For he says,

44 “‘The Lord said to my Lord:
“Sit at my right hand
until I put your enemies
under your feet.”’

45 If then David calls him ‘Lord,’ how can he be his son?” 46 No one could say a word in reply, and from that day on no one dared to ask him any more questions.

Dear God, I wonder how long Jesus had been waiting to ask them this question. I’m sure it was one that he wrestled with privately as he came to terms with His identity and whose son He was. After all, His blood lineage to David was through His step-father, Joseph, meaning His real blood lineage to David was through you.

It is hard to imagine what it would have been like for Jesus as He grew up and came into His own. I wonder how much of Him needed to hear your audible words at His baptism. I wonder how much He needed to visit with you, Moses, and Elijah at the Transfiguration. Were there things that confused Him? Were there times when He needed a little direction?

Father, I know there are times when I face a fork in the road and need some direction from you. Sometimes I feel your direction through intuition. Sometimes I hear your still, small voice. And sometimes I can’t hear or feel you at all and I go the wrong way. I simply pray that you will understand that my heart is to serve you and keep me from doing anything that will stray beyond your plan for me.

 
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Posted by on April 11, 2012 in Matthew

 

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Emails to God – The Greatest Commandment (Matthew 22:33-40)

34 Hearing that Jesus had silenced the Sadducees, the Pharisees got together. 35 One of them, an expert in the law, tested him with this question: 36 “Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?”

37 Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’ 38 This is the first and greatest commandment. 39 And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ 40 All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.”

Dear God, I guess the Pharisees weren’t impressed with the chief priests and Sadducees, and their line of questions, so they decided to their hats into the ring. But beyond the testing that was going on here, I’d like to actually look at the answer Jesus gave.

What does it look like to love you with ALL of my heart, ALL of my soul, and ALL of my mind? Frankly, I don’t see a way I can sustain that. Of course, you know I can’t sustain that, and that is why you sent me a redeemer. If I could sustain it, even for a moment, then what kinds of radical changes would happen in my life? What could you do with me if I actually devoted my whole heart, soul, and mind to you? I can’t even fathom it. I’m not even sure I can love my neighbor as myself, but that is at least a little more attainable than loving you the way I should.

Father, I offer you all that I am for all that you are. It’s not much, and it’s a terrible exchange from your perspective, but you are the one who made the offer. Now I am here (as I have been for the last 33 years, since I accepted you as my savior and Lord) to take you up on that deal once again. You can touch others through me. You can reside in me and bring me peace. Take me, break me, mold me, fill me, and use me.

 
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Posted by on April 10, 2012 in Matthew

 

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Emails to God – Marriage, Sex, and Contraception (Matthew 22:23-33)

23 That same day the Sadducees, who say there is no resurrection, came to him with a question. 24 “Teacher,” they said, “Moses told us that if a man dies without having children, his brother must marry the widow and raise up offspring for him. 25 Now there were seven brothers among us. The first one married and died, and since he had no children, he left his wife to his brother. 26 The same thing happened to the second and third brother, right on down to the seventh. 27 Finally, the woman died. 28 Now then, at the resurrection, whose wife will she be of the seven, since all of them were married to her?”

29 Jesus replied, “You are in error because you do not know the Scriptures or the power of God. 30 At the resurrection people will neither marry nor be given in marriage; they will be like the angels in heaven. 31 But about the resurrection of the dead—have you not read what God said to you, 32 ‘I am the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob’? He is not the God of the dead but of the living.”

33 When the crowds heard this, they were astonished at his teaching.

Dear God, I guess the Sadducees hadn’t learned from the chief priests and Pharisees. They decided to show how “smart” they were.

Jesus’ lesson here about the resurrection is pretty clear, but I want to go back to this idea of raising up offspring. I have a friend who is about as devout a Catholic as I can imagine. He truly loves you and has passion for you. I admire him a lot for his earnestness and faith. One of the unique things about him, when I compare him to my other friends who are Catholic, is that there is seemingly no Catholic doctrine with which he disagrees, or, at least, doesn’t accept due to church and Papal authority. I bring this up because one of the topics he is passionate about and brings up a lot is the abhorrence of contraception. His rationale for defending the church’s position is the idea that you told Adam and Eve in the garden to be fruitful and multiply (even though you didn’t say it there, but in chapter one on the 6th day of creation).

I bring all of this up because, according to the Sadducees, it was important to carry on your brother’s name by marrying his widow and having children with her if he died. Frankly, this seems kind of backwards to me, although Deuteronomy 25:5-10 is a pretty interesting read regarding this topic. But it feels like this is Old Covenant type stuff to me. My friend says that the primary purpose of sex is to possibly conceive. I would say that the primary purpose of sex is to become one with your spouse (Genesis 2:24). I think that these Old Testament rules were developed when 1.)Israelwas trying to build itself as a nation and 2.) men died young and there were a lot of widows to care for so men needed to have multiple wives so that there would be someone to care for the women and their children.

Father, I guess I don’t see too much that is life-changing here, but the idea that the Sadducees were coming to Jesus with the multiple wives scenario is interesting. I like that he neutered the whole argument by saying that it won’t matter in heaven. We won’t have the incompleteness we have here on earth. We will be fulfilled, living like the angels in heaven. So if I am sinning through using contraception with my wife, I am sorry, but this is the best I have to offer you. Perhaps I am too selfish to objectively hear another argument. I don’t know, but I know that I am at peace with this decision.

 
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Posted by on April 9, 2012 in Matthew

 

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Emails to God – Avoiding Foolishness (Matthew 22:15-22)

15 Then the Pharisees went out and laid plans to trap him in his words. 16 They sent their disciples to him along with the Herodians. “Teacher,” they said, “we know that you are a man of integrity and that you teach the way of God in accordance with the truth. You aren’t swayed by others, because you pay no attention to who they are. 17 Tell us then, what is your opinion? Is it right to pay the imperial tax to Caesar or not?”

18 But Jesus, knowing their evil intent, said, “You hypocrites, why are you trying to trap me? 19 Show me the coin used for paying the tax.” They brought him a denarius, 20 and he asked them, “Whose image is this? And whose inscription?”

21 “Caesar’s,” they replied.

Then he said to them, “So give back to Caesar what is Caesar’s, and to God what is God’s.”

22 When they heard this, they were amazed. So they left him and went away.

Dear God, I would love it if Jesus had stopped speaking at the end of verse 18 and waited for their answer: “Why are you trying to trap me?” I wonder if they even knew. Did they know why they were doing it? Were they really, legitimately concerned about Jesus being a heretic, or were they just following the mob mentality that the chief priests and Pharisees were pushing?

I am convinced that a lot of the mistakes I make in my life are the result of me not really understanding my motivations. I will hurt someone else because I was hurt. I will make a decision out of fear rather than thinking it and praying it through. Selfishness and self-preservation kicks in and I lose perspective on what I am doing.

Father, I have all kinds of things that happen to me every day that give me an opportunity to display your grace and wisdom or my selfishness and foolishness. As I go into this next week, help me to not fall into the trap that the disciples of the Pharisees did in this story. If they had stopped and prayed to you for guidance they might have avoided being so foolish. So help me to remember to stop and pray for your guidance, and use your wisdom to guide my actions and my life.

 
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Posted by on April 8, 2012 in Matthew

 

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Emails to God – Dressed for a Wedding (Matthew 22:1-14)

1 Jesus spoke to them again in parables, saying: 2 “The kingdom of heaven is like a king who prepared a wedding banquet for his son. 3 He sent his servants to those who had been invited to the banquet to tell them to come, but they refused to come.

4 “Then he sent some more servants and said, ‘Tell those who have been invited that I have prepared my dinner: My oxen and fattened cattle have been butchered, and everything is ready. Come to the wedding banquet.’

5 “But they paid no attention and went off—one to his field, another to his business. 6 The rest seized his servants, mistreated them and killed them. 7 The king was enraged. He sent his army and destroyed those murderers and burned their city.

8 “Then he said to his servants, ‘The wedding banquet is ready, but those I invited did not deserve to come. 9 So go to the street corners and invite to the banquet anyone you find.’ 10 So the servants went out into the streets and gathered all the people they could find, the bad as well as the good, and the wedding hall was filled with guests.

11 “But when the king came in to see the guests, he noticed a man there who was not wearing wedding clothes. 12 He asked, ‘How did you get in here without wedding clothes, friend?’ The man was speechless.

13 “Then the king told the attendants, ‘Tie him hand and foot, and throw him outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.’

14 “For many are invited, but few are chosen.”

Dear God, this is such a peculiar parable. Frankly, it is clicking along nicely, lining up with the previous parable about the tenants pretty well, until we get to verse 11. Every time I have ever read this parable I have wondered where the man in verse 11 would have gotten wedding clothes. If you invite everyone, then the odds are that some are not going to have the right thing to wear. But you are making a point here—the New Covenant is radical, but it still has standards. One must at least make an attempt to do the right thing. I think the last words of verse 12 are the key: “The man was speechless.” He was either too scared to speak or he didn’t have an answer. Since this is a parable and not a real story, I’m going to assume Jesus was making the point that he didn’t have a good answer.

The irony of this story told by Jesus this particular week is that none of us have wedding clothes for this feast. We are all dressed in clothes provided by Jesus’ actions the very week he told this story. I am sitting and typing this on the Saturday between Good Friday and Easter. When I woke up this morning I thought about the darkness of this day. I am about to go on a bike ride with my dad down one of the prettiest county roads in Texas, fully alive in wildflowers. But the thought still haunts me that this is a dark day because of the wedding clothes that I now wear.

Father, thank you for providing for my participation in the banquet. Thank you for letting me join the feast. I knew I wasn’t dressed and accepted your gift of fine clothes. I pray that you will help me to help others do the same. I don’t know how far your grace extends (who on this planet could possibly understand your grace?), but I know that there is a peace that comes with your clothes that everyone needs. Use me how you will to invite more people in.

 
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Posted by on April 7, 2012 in Matthew

 

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Emails to God – Ramping up to the Crucifixion (Matthew 27:33-46)

33 “Listen to another parable: There was a landowner who planted a vineyard. He put a wall around it, dug a winepress in it and built a watchtower. Then he rented the vineyard to some farmers and moved to another place. 34 When the harvest time approached, he sent his servants to the tenants to collect his fruit.

35 “The tenants seized his servants; they beat one, killed another, and stoned a third. 36 Then he sent other servants to them, more than the first time, and the tenants treated them the same way. 37 Last of all, he sent his son to them. ‘They will respect my son,’ he said.

38 “But when the tenants saw the son, they said to each other, ‘This is the heir. Come, let’s kill him and take his inheritance.’ 39 So they took him and threw him out of the vineyard and killed him.

40 “Therefore, when the owner of the vineyard comes, what will he do to those tenants?”

41 “He will bring those wretches to a wretched end,” they replied, “and he will rent the vineyard to other tenants, who will give him his share of the crop at harvest time.”

42 Jesus said to them, “Have you never read in the Scriptures:

“‘The stone the builders rejected
has become the cornerstone;
the Lord has done this,
and it is marvelous in our eyes’?

43 “Therefore I tell you that the kingdom of God will be taken away from you and given to a people who will produce its fruit. 44 Anyone who falls on this stone will be broken to pieces; anyone on whom it falls will be crushed.”

45 When the chief priests and the Pharisees heard Jesus’ parables, they knew he was talking about them. 46 They looked for a way to arrest him, but they were afraid of the crowd because the people held that he was a prophet.

Dear God, the more I read these stories the more I think Jesus was intentionally pushing them too far. And, frankly, I think there’s one part of this parable that might not fit. Verse 37 implies that you thought that Jesus would be respected by the chief priests when he came, but you knew this is how it would turn out. You knew that they would feel threatened by him, reject him, and kill him.

I happen to be writing this on Good Friday. Good Friday is an interesting day because a lot of Christians (including me) treat it almost like we do Memorial Day—for a lot of us it is a day off from work, but we often fail to stop and ponder the significance of this day. Jesus’ earthly mission culminated on this day around 1,980 years ago. Even the parables like this one. He didn’t tell them so that they would repent and change their ways. He knew that wouldn’t happen. I am convinced that he told them so that they would hit their breaking point and kill him. He needed it to happen. Why? Because he knew that I needed it to happen. He knew that all of us needed it to happen.

As a father, I wish there was a magic button I could push to make everything alright for my children. I wish there was some way I knew to sacrifice myself for them to know that they would turn out as people who love you and are submitted to you. As I sit here now, if I knew that there was something I could do, up to and including death, that would be a guarantee for them I know I would do it. But my path isn’t quite as clear. My road is murkier as I try to navigate being a husband, father, son, brother, friend, and employee.

Father, I can’t see the road in front of me, but you don’t want me to see it. You want to keep me in the present. So please help me to be in the present. Love my children through me. Love my wife through me. Even love my enemies through me. Don’t let me do anything that might take away from your glory. Instead, bring glory to yourself through me. Help me to decrease as you increase. And thank you for what you did in this story. You knew where it would lead and you did it for me. Thank you.

 
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Posted by on April 6, 2012 in Matthew

 

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