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Ephesians 3:14-4:4

30 Apr

14 When I think of all this, I fall to my knees and pray to the Father, 15 the Creator of everything in heaven and on earth. 16 I pray that from his glorious, unlimited resources he will empower you with inner strength through his Spirit. 17 Then Christ will make his home in your hearts as you trust in him. Your roots will grow down into God’s love and keep you strong. 18 And may you have the power to understand, as all God’s people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep his love is. 19 May you experience the love of Christ, though it is too great to understand fully. Then you will be made complete with all the fullness of life and power that comes from God.

20 Now all glory to God, who is able, through his mighty power at work within us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think. 21 Glory to him in the church and in Christ Jesus through all generations forever and ever! Amen.

4 Therefore I, a prisoner for serving the Lord, beg you to lead a life worthy of your calling, for you have been called by God. 2 Always be humble and gentle. Be patient with each other, making allowance for each other’s faults because of your love. 3 Make every effort to keep yourselves united in the Spirit, binding yourselves together with peace. 4 For there is one body and one Spirit, just as you have been called to one glorious hope for the future.

Ephesians 3:14-4:4

Dear God, the verse of the day from Bible Gateway was Actually Ephesians 4:15 (15 Instead, we will speak the truth in love, growing in every way more and more like Christ, who is the head of his body, the church.), but I wanted more context so I kept backing up. As is common, you can’t just quote a sentence or two from Paul and get the context, so I ended up going back to chapter three to find the beginning of the thought. I think starting at 3:14 kind of gets me there even though it starts with a reference to “this.” “This” is referring to Gentiles and Jews worshipping you together and his plan for Jesus to carry out his plan. So with all that setup, I want to spend some time with these verses.

I love the passion of Paul in verse 14. He falls to his knees when he thinks of “this.” There aren’t many times I just fall to my knees in awe of you. I’m sorry, and I feel ashamed to say that, but it’s true. To some extent, I’ve lost my awe of you. Even now, as I sit here, I don’t think I have enough awe of you. I think too much of myself in your presence. I think to much about what I can take from scripture as opposed to what you are teaching me and giving me through scripture and the still, small voice of your Holy Spirit. Is this act of praying to you in this moment an act of worship or just an intellectual exercise of mind?

When I look at verse 16, do I look to you to empower me with inner strength from your Spirit? I love the image of you, Jesus, making your homein my heart and my “roots growing down into God’s love and keep[ing me] strong.” I hope I’m doing that. If I truly understand how wide, long, high, and deep your love is, then I will be in awe of you.

Skipping ahead to chapter 4, this is where I really wanted to go. I didn’t expect to feel so much from the end of chapter three there, but you’ve given me a lot to think about. What struck me when I first read these verses this morning was Ephesians 4:2: Always be humble and gentle. Be patient with each other, making allowance for each other’s faults because of your love. I was listening to an interview with a man this morning who has been through a spiritual journey with you. He started out as a worshipper. He was a celebrity who embraced you and the Evangelical Church embraced him. But as time went on, the rejected him because of some of his social justice opinions. When he realized they were so at odds on some of these areas and he was convinced they were wrong about them, he started to question what else they might be wrong about. That was the beginning of a transformation of his faith. When asked about where he is now, he said he’s more comfortable with “nuance” than he was before. He understands there are some gray areas where we don’t have to agree to worship you.

That’s what I thought of when I read Ephesians 4:2-3: 2 Always be humble and gentle. Be patient with each other, making allowance for each other’s faults because of your love. 3 Make every effort to keep yourselves united in the Spirit, binding yourselves together with peace. Satan’s Plan A is to divide us. It’s a great plan because it really plays into our insecurities. It plays into my insecurity and self-pity. It plays into all of our insecurity and self-pity. When I’m not willing to forgive someone, it’s usually because I’m hanging onto my rights and not thinking about what your best is for that other person–maybe at my expense.

Father, help me to love with nuance. Help me to allow for others’ faults as they will hopefully allow for mine. Refine me. Help me to really see you as you are–as much as I humanly can. I don’t know that I’ll ever fully grasp how in awe of you I should be, but I know my roots can grow deeper into you. Help them to grow deeper into you. I love you and I thank you for loving me.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on April 30, 2026 in Ephesians

 

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Job 19:21-27

29 Apr


21 “Have mercy on me, my friends, have mercy,
    for the hand of God has struck me.
22 Must you also persecute me, like God does?
    Haven’t you chewed me up enough?

23 “Oh, that my words could be recorded.
    Oh, that they could be inscribed on a monument,
24 carved with an iron chisel and filled with lead,
    engraved forever in the rock.

25 “But as for me, I know that my Redeemer lives,
    and he will stand upon the earth at last.
26 And after my body has decayed,
    yet in my body I will see God!
27 I will see him for myself.
    Yes, I will see him with my own eyes.
    I am overwhelmed at the thought!

Job 19:21-27

Dear God, I am reminded in this passage why I had such a hard time with Job the first time I read it and tried to journal through it. One simply cannot read Job in snippets. It must be ingested as a whole book. The verse for today was just verse 25:“But as for me, I know that my Redeemer lives, and he will stand upon the earth at last. That verse makes Job sound like he’s worshipping you in what he’s saying, but he’s actually complaining in this whole section. How could you have turned on him. He admits that you live and that he will see you for himself one day after he has died, but until then he’s going to complain about you punishing him for wrongs he thinks he didn’t do.

But I do want to sit in this moment of frustration (and sin) with Job. You’ll let him know in chapter 38 just what you think of his complaints. But for the moment, he’s frustrated. And I’ll admit, I’m in probably my most frustrating stage of work right now. I’m looking for some answers with staffing, and I’m not finding them. I need your help. I need your guidance. I need you to bring the right people to us to help us help our patients. I need you to give me ideas, insights, and wisdom. I need you to make my path straight. I’m not complaining. I’m not saying that I’m suffering. And I’m grateful for what you’ve done for us to help us plug the gaps. But you know we are struggling right now to really reach our potential because of staffing, and I need you to guide us all.

There have been times in the past when I felt really let down by you, but you brought me through those times, and you were more gentle with me then than you were with Job starting in chapter 38. You sent me a former preacher who simply told me, “It’s hard when we are disappointed with God.” I was disappointed with you, but my expectations were misinformed.

Father, as I sit here now, I think about friends who have lost children to death. Friends who are widowed and lost their spouses too young. Friends who have lost family members to estrangement. The pain in my own life. And I don’t blame you for any of those, including allowing them to happen in the first place. This is life. It is our life. All you’ve told us is that you will walk with us. So walk with me today, as you walked with Adam and Eve in the Garden. Speak to me. Comfort me. Provide for me. And help me to worship you well.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on April 29, 2026 in Job

 

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Philippians 2:1-11

28 Apr

2 Is there any encouragement from belonging to Christ? Any comfort from his love? Any fellowship together in the Spirit? Are your hearts tender and compassionate? 2 Then make me truly happy by agreeing wholeheartedly with each other, loving one another, and working together with one mind and purpose.

3 Don’t be selfish; don’t try to impress others. Be humble, thinking of others as better than yourselves. 4 Don’t look out only for your own interests, but take an interest in others, too.

5 You must have the same attitude that Christ Jesus had.

6 Though he was God,
    he did not think of equality with God
    as something to cling to.
7 Instead, he gave up his divine privileges;
    he took the humble position of a slave
    and was born as a human being.
When he appeared in human form,
8     he humbled himself in obedience to God
    and died a criminal’s death on a cross.

9 Therefore, God elevated him to the place of highest honor
    and gave him the name above all other names,
10 that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow,
    in heaven and on earth and under the earth,
11 and every tongue declare that Jesus Christ is Lord,
    to the glory of God the Father.

Dear God, I was watching a video this morning on sibling rivalries in music. It included The Beach Boys, The Carpenters, The Bee Gees, Donnie & Marie, Janet and Michael Jackson, etc. Relationships were complicated. Being the youngest of three, I can see where I’ve spent my life with my siblings fighting for a little respect. Even though the three of us are past middle age, I’ll always be the youngest.

I’m talking about this because of this first paragraph. It’s just talking about people getting along. And the more people you get together the more than can be a challenge. I have a fairly large group of people I work with now, and there are all kinds of opportunities for rivalries, frustrations, hurt feelings, and bitterness. And some of the anger and frustration is legitimate. I’m not saying it’s not. There’s a place for anger. But is it being productive or destructive?

Verses five through eight above are using Jesus as an example, but it’s verses 1-4 that Paul uses to admonish the Philippians and encourage them to be what they need to be for God and for each other:

2 Is there any encouragement from belonging to Christ? Any comfort from his love? Any fellowship together in the Spirit? Are your hearts tender and compassionate? 2 Then make me truly happy by agreeing wholeheartedly with each other, loving one another, and working together with one mind and purpose.

3 Don’t be selfish; don’t try to impress others. Be humble, thinking of others as better than yourselves. 4 Don’t look out only for your own interests, but take an interest in others, too.

Father, I’ve said this before, but when I find myself being unforgiving or bitter, one of the best things I can do is remind myself just how much I’ve been forgiven of. How much you’ve had to forgive from me. As we have a staff meeting this morning, I pray for your Holy Spirit to be among us, teach us mercy, help us to see each other beyond the veneer of work, and join our hearts together in helping our patients. In our hearts, Lord, be glorified. And I pray for family relationships as well. Help us, Father, to be one. Starting with my marriage, moving to our children and their significant others, and then to the rest of our siblings, parents, aunts and uncles, nieces and nephews, cousins, etc. Help us to be whole, and bring healing to individuals and us as a whole.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on April 28, 2026 in Philippians

 

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Troubled Times

24 Apr

“These are troubled times. The world is full of strife and heartache. Men and women everywhere seek peace of mind and heart, and wish desperately that they as individuals could do something toward lifting the heavy blanket of gloom and fear that opposes mankind.”

David Dunn in the introduction of Try Giving Yourself Away. Published in 1947

Dear God, there’s a little backstory as to how I started reading this book, but I’m on vacation, and I opened this book last night. It was gifted to my father in 1964, and he recently re-gifted it to me for my birthday with a lovely note telling me the story about how he came to get it and what it meant to him.

I was amused by the second paragraph of the introduction I quoted above. I thought, “Hold it! Wait! I thought 1947 was a time we were all trying to get back to. Wasn’t America great then? If we could get back there, isn’t that where my “happy heart” will be (I’m looking at you Madame Blueberry!)? I was so amused I sent it to 11 friends and family. My dad replied, “The way we won WWII with Hiroshima was a schizophrenic ‘Joy! We won!’ and ‘Doomsday!'” Hmm. Maybe 1947 wasn’t the peaceful nirvana I’ve been told it was. Maybe people in the moment weren’t looking around and saying, “This is the best!” Maybe they looked back at the 1920s, pre-Great Depression, and thought, “That’s when we were great!” And then the people in the 1920s looked back at 1900 and thought, “Things are so crazy and gluttonous now. Drinking is out of control. We need prohibition. If only we could get back to a time before the Great War. Times were simpler then.”

Of course, I’m saying all of this from the perspective of a white man in America. If I had been a person of color in any of those past times…well, let’s just say things weren’t that great back then.

So where does that leave me this morning? Still amused. Amused at our own foolishness. I referenced Madame Blueberry earlier. It’s a great little cartoon by VeggieTales that my wife and I still joke about nearly 30 years after its release. It has a character who is constantly looking for a “happy heart.” At one point, she goes to “Stuff-Mart” to see if she can buy a happy heart there. Where is a happy heart that will bring her the peace she’s looking for? Eventually, she learns from Junior Asparagus that “a thankful heart is a happy heart.” That’s largely true.

I think about Jesus’s parable of the sower often. The four different types of soil: the path, rocks, thorny, and good soil. The thorns are what I battle. Jesus describes the thorns as pursuit of wealth and the cares of this world. I don’t so much pursue wealth, but I don’t ignore it either. But I do allow the cares of this world–these troubled times–to affect me and bring me down. And they choke out your Holy Spirit in my life. In my heart. They choke out the fruit that the Spirit grows in me.

Father, Dunn says that the secret to happiness is giving yourself away. And I think he’s on the right track, to a certain extent. But from what I can tell three chapters in, he is thinking of giving myself away as a cause and not an effect. He thinks that I can just choose to give myself away. I would counter that the peace of giving myself away starts with the cause of worshipping you, putting my faith in you, and laying down my idols. What are some of my idols? A stable U.S. economy. A powerful U.S. military that will keep me “safe.” A corruption-free government. A government that is compassionate and kind–not cruel and mean. Children who live up to all my expectations. A wife who lives up to all my expectations. Enough money in my bank account. The ability to buy what I want whenever I want. You know, the stuff Jesus said was the thorns: the pursuit of wealth and the cares of this world. So help me to lay down all of those idols today. You are my one and only God. I will do my best to have no other gods before you. And I will try to love everyone around me as myself.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on April 24, 2026 in Miscellaneous, Musings and Stories

 

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Romans 14:1-13

23 Apr

14 Accept other believers who are weak in faith, and don’t argue with them about what they think is right or wrong. 2 For instance, one person believes it’s all right to eat anything. But another believer with a sensitive conscience will eat only vegetables. 3 Those who feel free to eat anything must not look down on those who don’t. And those who don’t eat certain foods must not condemn those who do, for God has accepted them. 4 Who are you to condemn someone else’s servants? Their own master will judge whether they stand or fall. And with the Lord’s help, they will stand and receive his approval.

5 In the same way, some think one day is more holy than another day, while others think every day is alike. You should each be fully convinced that whichever day you choose is acceptable. 6 Those who worship the Lord on a special day do it to honor him. Those who eat any kind of food do so to honor the Lord, since they give thanks to God before eating. And those who refuse to eat certain foods also want to please the Lord and give thanks to God. 7 For we don’t live for ourselves or die for ourselves. 8 If we live, it’s to honor the Lord. And if we die, it’s to honor the Lord. So whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord. 9 Christ died and rose again for this very purpose—to be Lord both of the living and of the dead.

10 So why do you condemn another believer? Why do you look down on another believer? Remember, we will all stand before the judgment seat of God. 11 For the Scriptures say,

“‘As surely as I live,’ says the Lord,
‘every knee will bend to me,
    and every tongue will declare allegiance to God.’”

12 Yes, each of us will give a personal account to God. 13 So let’s stop condemning each other. Decide instead to live in such a way that you will not cause another believer to stumble and fall.

Romans 14:1-13

Dear God, sometimes it seems like Paul is all over the map. I like this passage, but how does it square with 1 Corinthians 5:12?

12 It isn’t my responsibility to judge outsiders, but it certainly is your responsibility to judge those inside the church who are sinning. 

It’s a lot of fun to judge other people. I was talking with a friend about another person I know recently about gossiping, and I told her that if you want to get in good with this person all you have to do is sit and “dish” with them about other people. Then they will be your fast friend. But that friendship will be thin because that person will be “dishing” about you sometime soon.

What I like about Romans here is that it reminds me that all sin is equal and capable of separating me from you without Jesus’s mercy, so when I get wrapped around the axle about someone else’s sin I’ve probably forgotten just how much I’ve been forgiven for. How much you still forgive me for each day. I add to my sin list every day, but the good news for me is that you cannot see it through Jesus’s blood.

Father, I want to look at verse 13 here and ask that you please help me to live in a way that builds others up and does not cause them to fall. Help me to be exactly who you need me to be for your kingdom and your glory. I’m about to start a couple of days of vacation. I need this break. Please restore me. Lead me beside still waters. Help me to lie down in green pastures. Prepare me to return to the world on Monday in a way that will bring you glory, honor, and help your kingdom and will to be done on earth as it is in heaven. Be with my wife and me over the next four days. Help us to be completely united and bless each of us through the other.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on April 23, 2026 in Romans

 

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Romans 1:13-20

22 Apr

13 I want you to know, dear brothers and sisters, that I planned many times to visit you, but I was prevented until now. I want to work among you and see spiritual fruit, just as I have seen among other Gentiles. 14 For I have a great sense of obligation to people in both the civilized world and the rest of the world, to the educated and uneducated alike. 15 So I am eager to come to you in Rome, too, to preach the Good News.

16 For I am not ashamed of this Good News about Christ. It is the power of God at work, saving everyone who believes—the Jew first and also the Gentile. 17 This Good News tells us how God makes us right in his sight. This is accomplished from start to finish by faith. As the Scriptures say, “It is through faith that a righteous person has life.”

18 But God shows his anger from heaven against all sinful, wicked people who suppress the truth by their wickedness. 19 They know the truth about God because he has made it obvious to them. 20 For ever since the world was created, people have seen the earth and sky. Through everything God made, they can clearly see his invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature. So they have no excuse for not knowing God.

Romans 1:13-20

Dear God, I heard someone say this morning that when you take a piece of scripture out of context then you are likely using it as a pretext to justify whatever you believe. I would say, at a minimum, there’s a danger of doing that, although sometimes, with the way our Bibles are organized, it can be easy to make that mistake. For example, the verse of the day today on Bible Gateway was Romans 1:20. But Romans 1:20 starts with the world “For.” So it is expounding on smoething else. Then you back up and see verse 18 starts with “But.” Go back, and verse 16 starts with “For.” You have to go all the way back to verse 13 until you get to a point where Paul is starting his thought. He wants to go to the Romans to tell them about the Good News. He is not ashamed of the Good news about Christ. The Good News tells us how to be right in your sight. God [you] show your anger against sinful, wicked people. We have not excuse for not knowing you because we can clearly see your invisible qualities, eternal power, and divine nature through your creation. If I’d just have done verse 20 then I’d have missed all of that context.

So here I am to walk a life that is right in your sight through the sacrifice and resurrection of Jesus. That means I get to sit here and worship you this morning with a repentant and humble heart, understanding just how much you’ve forgive me for and be grateful for your forgiveness. Then I get to think about and care about my family and friends. Pray for them that their lives will be ordered by you and that they will be healed from their pain. That my friends struggling with their adult children will be comforted and their children will be healed from addictions or other wounds they carry. That they will be safe from domestic violence. That they will feel your face shine upon them. That if they are mourning they will be comforted. If they are poor in spirit, they will be lifted up by you. If they are merciful then they will feel and receive your mercy. If they are humble they will see you. I pray that for all of my friends and family.

Father, as for me on this day, I am speaking to a group of graduating seniors tonight who are in the National Honor Society. Their parents will be there as well. I think you’ve given me a word for them. I pray that you will be in that word, bless that word, and plant seeds tonight, even though the wisdom in the words I share will be limited. But let the words find good soil. Let them grow. Prepare their hearts to hear you today. To hear you through me. Give them something to hold onto. Give them you to hold onto.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on April 22, 2026 in Romans

 

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John 10:22-33

21 Apr

22 It was now winter, and Jesus was in Jerusalem at the time of Hanukkah, the Festival of Dedication. 23 He was in the Temple, walking through the section known as Solomon’s Colonnade. 24 The people surrounded him and asked, “How long are you going to keep us in suspense? If you are the Messiah, tell us plainly.”

25 Jesus replied, “I have already told you, and you don’t believe me. The proof is the work I do in my Father’s name. 26 But you don’t believe me because you are not my sheep. 27 My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. 28 I give them eternal life, and they will never perish. No one can snatch them away from me, 29 for my Father has given them to me, and he is more powerful than anyone else. No one can snatch them from the Father’s hand. 30 The Father and I are one.”

31 Once again the people picked up stones to kill him. 32 Jesus said, “At my Father’s direction I have done many good works. For which one are you going to stone me?”

33 They replied, “We’re stoning you not for any good work, but for blasphemy! You, a mere man, claim to be God.”

John 10:22-33

Dear God, I had a couple of thoughts when I read this passage this morning.

First, if I don’t buy into John’s thesis in John 1–In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God…” then the rest of the book makes Jesus sound like a lunatic with a God-complex. But if I believe those words, then I’m in on every outlandish thing he says and does like here.

Second, verse 24 makes it sound like they are eagerly hoping he will say yes so they can follow him, but it turns out that at least some of them are actually trying to trap him so they can stone him for blasphemy. They were more interested in confirming their bias and responding out of their hate than they were seeking your insight into who Jesus was and what that meant for them. But some were open to who he was.

 41 And many followed him. “John didn’t perform miraculous signs,” they remarked to one another, “but everything he said about this man has come true.” 42 And many who were there believed in Jesus.

Nicodemus comes to mind as a Pharisee who approached Jesus with an open, inquisitive mind in chapter 3, meekly tries to defend Jesus in chapter 7, and then cares for his dead body after the crucifixion in chapter 19. He was more interested in your truth that confirming his own biases.

Father, I don’t even know where to start when it comes to recognizing my own biases and rejecting the bad ones. I am a fool who has trouble telling the difference between wisdom and idiocy in my own thoughts much less the thoughts of others. Holy Spirit, I ask that you whisper to me in your still, soft voice. Give me eyes to see what you want me to see. Give me ears to hear. Help me to be your blessing in this world. And help me to worship you well.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Luke 24:13-34

19 Apr

13 That same day two of Jesus’ followers were walking to the village of Emmaus, seven miles from Jerusalem. 14 As they walked along they were talking about everything that had happened. 15 As they talked and discussed these things, Jesus himself suddenly came and began walking with them. 16 But God kept them from recognizing him.

17 He asked them, “What are you discussing so intently as you walk along?”

They stopped short, sadness written across their faces. 18 Then one of them, Cleopas, replied, “You must be the only person in Jerusalem who hasn’t heard about all the things that have happened there the last few days.”

19 “What things?” Jesus asked.

“The things that happened to Jesus, the man from Nazareth,” they said. “He was a prophet who did powerful miracles, and he was a mighty teacher in the eyes of God and all the people. 20 But our leading priests and other religious leaders handed him over to be condemned to death, and they crucified him. 21 We had hoped he was the Messiah who had come to rescue Israel. This all happened three days ago.

22 “Then some women from our group of his followers were at his tomb early this morning, and they came back with an amazing report. 23 They said his body was missing, and they had seen angels who told them Jesus is alive! 24 Some of our men ran out to see, and sure enough, his body was gone, just as the women had said.”

25 Then Jesus said to them, “You foolish people! You find it so hard to believe all that the prophets wrote in the Scriptures. 26 Wasn’t it clearly predicted that the Messiah would have to suffer all these things before entering his glory?” 27 Then Jesus took them through the writings of Moses and all the prophets, explaining from all the Scriptures the things concerning himself.

28 By this time they were nearing Emmaus and the end of their journey. Jesus acted as if he were going on, 29 but they begged him, “Stay the night with us, since it is getting late.” So he went home with them. 30 As they sat down to eat, he took the bread and blessed it. Then he broke it and gave it to them. 31 Suddenly, their eyes were opened, and they recognized him. And at that moment he disappeared!

32 They said to each other, “Didn’t our hearts burn within us as he talked with us on the road and explained the Scriptures to us?” 33 And within the hour they were on their way back to Jerusalem. There they found the eleven disciples and the others who had gathered with them, 34 who said, “The Lord has really risen! He appeared to Peter.”

Luke 24:13-34

Dear God, this was the gospel reading this morning in church. It’s my wife’s favorite Bible story. I really like it as a good one, but my favorite remains Joseph and Nicodemus caring for Jesus’s body after the crucifixion. That would be an interesting conversation starter with someone I know is a Christian: “What’s your favorite Bible story?” Or, “Who is your favorite Bible character?” I guess it makes sense that my favorite Bible stories are aligned with my favorite characters. My top three are Joseph, Jesus’s earthly father, Nicodemus, and Jonathan. The story for Joseph is the opening of Matthew before he gets his angel visit. He was the kind of man who would cover and care for Mary before the angel told him it was okay and she was telling the truth. For Nicodemus, he cared for Jesus and jeopardized his career and standing in the communit before the resurrection. And for Jonathan, I love the last meeting in the woods between him and David where he pledges to David that he will abdicate his throne and serve him one day. All three men were willing to cost themselves everything for what they believed in. For Joseph, it was his compassion and integrity. For Nicodemus, his love for Jesus and his anger towards Caiaphas and crew. And for Jonathan, his humility in accepting that David would be your king over himself.

But I digress. Today, we are looking at these two disciples (man and wife?) who are going home to their hometown and trying to make sense of the world around them. They are confused. Disappointed. Sad. Maybe even disillusioned.

I think about the Christian podcasts I listen to. Slow Theology says something like, “Simple faith for chaotic times.” The Russell Moore Podcast says, “We look for sign posts in a strange time.” He used to say “confusing times.” I always roll my eyes at the idea that we think these are the strangest, most chaotic, or the most confusing times because I think everyone feels that way about whatever moment they are in. We look back on the 80s and 90s and simpler times, but we felt like they were crazy. In the 80s, we looked back on the 50s and felt like those were the simpler times, but the people living through them didn’t feel that way. No, we almost never know what is happening around us. What is going on, even right in front of our faces.

So now, as I sit here typing out this prayer, how confused do I feel? I would anser that by saying that I feel about the average amount of confused. I mean, as I write this, things are a mess in the Middle East, they are a mess in Ukraine. They are weird in Asia and South America. Africa is a constant mess. Closer to home, there are problems in my community that I don’t know how to fix. And even closer to home, there are parts of my personal life that break my heart. And I don’t necessarily feel like I have you to “open the scriptures” to me, but I find in all of these stories the idea that you are here to comfort and guide me throuhg this minfield of disappointment and sorrow.

Father, your name is great. You are the greatest. You are above all of your creation. I am here to worship youI pray that, in the midst of the curent chaos and confusion, you would use the pain of this time for your kingdom to come and your will to be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give all we need to survive the day. I pray the same for the Iranians and Ukrainians. Give me what I need today, and help me to lean into my dependence upon you. Forgive me for the sefishness in my heart that I pursue and consider pursuing. Help those parts of me to die. And lead me away from the things that tempt me. Deliver me, from evil.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on April 19, 2026 in Luke

 

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1 Corinthians 1:18-23

17 Apr

18 The message of the cross is foolish to those who are headed for destruction! But we who are being saved know it is the very power of God. 19 As the Scriptures say,

“I will destroy the wisdom of the wise
    and discard the intelligence of the intelligent.”

20 So where does this leave the philosophers, the scholars, and the world’s brilliant debaters? God has made the wisdom of this world look foolish. 21 Since God in his wisdom saw to it that the world would never know him through human wisdom, he has used our foolish preaching to save those who believe. 22 It is foolish to the Jews, who ask for signs from heaven. And it is foolish to the Greeks, who seek human wisdom. 23 So when we preach that Christ was crucified, the Jews are offended and the Gentiles say it’s all nonsense.

1 Corinthians 1:18-23

Dear God, I really like verses 22 and 23 where Paul talks about your “foolishness” from the perspective of the Jewish people of the day and the Greeks. The idea that Jewish worshippers of you would see it as offensive that you/Jesus were crucified makes sense. How could you possibly be killed? Humiliated? Suffer such a defeat? Then, for the Greeks, it would just make no philosophical sense.

I remember a young Christian woman I knew was dating a devout Muslim. Remarkably, the longer they dated the closer they got to the religions of their childhood. She was ulitmately baptized in a Baptist church while they were dating. She remarked that Christianity was the only religion that leaned on your mercy. For her boyfriend, that was nonsense. Just accepting your mercy through Jesus was too easy.

As for me, I wantt o sit here and judge others for being so foolish, but I know I can be such a fool too. I get ideas in my head about you or what you think of things that are totally wrong. I think of verse 20 above that talks about the philosophers, scholars, and brilliant debaters. Yes, I like to think of myself as thoughtful and intelligent. As having great insights. But the truth is that I am a fool. Any insights or wisdom I get comes from you. It comes from times like this, reading what you recorded for us through scripture and then asking the Holy Spirit to speak to me through it. And to give me ears to hear.

Father, let that be my prayer today. Let me be about being humble in the face of the people I talk with. Help me to listen and learn from others. My inclindation is to try to be impressive. Now that’s foolishness! Help me to be intentionally humble because the truth is that I am a fool and nothing without you. Help me to grow a little more of your fruit today so others might be drawn to you. I have three specific appoitnments today and a lot of letters to write. Help me to be a blessing to all.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on April 17, 2026 in 1 Corinthians

 

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Romans 13:8-10

16 Apr

8 Owe nothing to anyone—except for your obligation to love one another. If you love your neighbor, you will fulfill the requirements of God’s law. 9 For the commandments say, “You must not commit adultery. You must not murder. You must not steal. You must not covet.” These—and other such commandments—are summed up in this one commandment: “Love your neighbor as yourself.” 10 Love does no wrong to others, so love fulfills the requirements of God’s law.

Romans 13:8-10

Dear God, our small group last night was talking about the idols we can make out of our devoutness. It is easy to make piety my idol. It’s easy to even make doing these prayer journals my idol. But if we focus on these things–going to church every time the door is open, spending our daily time in prayer or praying so many minutes a day, listening to only Christian music, etc., but have not love for our neighbors in need then we are a loud, clanging gong (1 Corinthians 13).

But it does start with legitimate worship of you because if I’m not submitting myself to you, worshipping you, asking for forgiveness for the things I do that grieve you, and then accepting that forgiveness in a loving relationship with you, then I will not be able to extend forgiveness to others, and I won’t know how to love them because I won’t really understand how much you love me.

Father, I know you are love because the closer I get to you and the more I turn loose of my worldly idols the more I feel love. The less selfish I become. Speaking of love for others, I have a friend who has to be nervous about a doctor appointment they have today. Help them through this process. Guide them. Guide the doctor. Father, have mercy. Jesus, have mercy. Holy spirit, have mercy.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on April 16, 2026 in Romans

 

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