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1 Samuel 14

18 May

14 One day Jonathan the son of Saul said to the young man who carried his armor, “Come, let us go over to the Philistine garrison on the other side.” But he did not tell his father. 2 Saul was staying in the outskirts of Gibeah in the pomegranate cave[a] at Migron. The people who were with him were about six hundred men, 3 including Ahijah the son of Ahitub, Ichabod’s brother, son of Phinehas, son of Eli, the priest of the Lord in Shiloh, wearing an ephod. And the people did not know that Jonathan had gone. 4 Within the passes, by which Jonathan sought to go over to the Philistine garrison, there was a rocky crag on the one side and a rocky crag on the other side. The name of the one was Bozez, and the name of the other Seneh. 5 The one crag rose on the north in front of Michmash, and the other on the south in front of Geba.

6 Jonathan said to the young man who carried his armor, “Come, let us go over to the garrison of these uncircumcised. It may be that the Lord will work for us, for nothing can hinder the Lord from saving by many or by few.” 7 And his armor-bearer said to him, “Do all that is in your heart. Do as you wish.[b] Behold, I am with you heart and soul.” 8 Then Jonathan said, “Behold, we will cross over to the men, and we will show ourselves to them. 9 If they say to us, ‘Wait until we come to you,’ then we will stand still in our place, and we will not go up to them. 10 But if they say, ‘Come up to us,’ then we will go up, for the Lord has given them into our hand. And this shall be the sign to us.” 11 So both of them showed themselves to the garrison of the Philistines. And the Philistines said, “Look, Hebrews are coming out of the holes where they have hidden themselves.” 12 And the men of the garrison hailed Jonathan and his armor-bearer and said, “Come up to us, and we will show you a thing.” And Jonathan said to his armor-bearer, “Come up after me, for the Lord has given them into the hand of Israel.” 13 Then Jonathan climbed up on his hands and feet, and his armor-bearer after him. And they fell before Jonathan, and his armor-bearer killed them after him. 14 And that first strike, which Jonathan and his armor-bearer made, killed about twenty men within as it were half a furrow’s length in an acre[c] of land. 15 And there was a panic in the camp, in the field, and among all the people. The garrison and even the raiders trembled, the earth quaked, and it became a very great panic.[d]

16 And the watchmen of Saul in Gibeah of Benjamin looked, and behold, the multitude was dispersing here and there.[e] 17 Then Saul said to the people who were with him, “Count and see who has gone from us.” And when they had counted, behold, Jonathan and his armor-bearer were not there. 18 So Saul said to Ahijah, “Bring the ark of God here.” For the ark of God went at that time with the people[f] of Israel. 19 Now while Saul was talking to the priest, the tumult in the camp of the Philistines increased more and more. So Saul said to the priest, “Withdraw your hand.” 20 Then Saul and all the people who were with him rallied and went into the battle. And behold, every Philistine’s sword was against his fellow, and there was very great confusion. 21 Now the Hebrews who had been with the Philistines before that time and who had gone up with them into the camp, even they also turned to be with the Israelites who were with Saul and Jonathan. 22 Likewise, when all the men of Israel who had hidden themselves in the hill country of Ephraim heard that the Philistines were fleeing, they too followed hard after them in the battle. 23 So the Lord saved Israel that day. And the battle passed beyond Beth-aven.

24 And the men of Israel had been hard pressed that day, so Saul had laid an oath on the people, saying, “Cursed be the man who eats food until it is evening and I am avenged on my enemies.” So none of the people had tasted food. 25 Now when all the people[g] came to the forest, behold, there was honey on the ground. 26 And when the people entered the forest, behold, the honey was dropping, but no one put his hand to his mouth, for the people feared the oath. 27 But Jonathan had not heard his father charge the people with the oath, so he put out the tip of the staff that was in his hand and dipped it in the honeycomb and put his hand to his mouth, and his eyes became bright. 28 Then one of the people said, “Your father strictly charged the people with an oath, saying, ‘Cursed be the man who eats food this day.’” And the people were faint. 29 Then Jonathan said, “My father has troubled the land. See how my eyes have become bright because I tasted a little of this honey. 30 How much better if the people had eaten freely today of the spoil of their enemies that they found. For now the defeat among the Philistines has not been great.”

31 They struck down the Philistines that day from Michmash to Aijalon. And the people were very faint. 32 The people pounced on the spoil and took sheep and oxen and calves and slaughtered them on the ground. And the people ate them with the blood. 33 Then they told Saul, “Behold, the people are sinning against the Lord by eating with the blood.” And he said, “You have dealt treacherously; roll a great stone to me here.”[h] 34 And Saul said, “Disperse yourselves among the people and say to them, ‘Let every man bring his ox or his sheep and slaughter them here and eat, and do not sin against the Lord by eating with the blood.’” So every one of the people brought his ox with him that night and they slaughtered them there. 35 And Saul built an altar to the Lord; it was the first altar that he built to the Lord.

36 Then Saul said, “Let us go down after the Philistines by night and plunder them until the morning light; let us not leave a man of them.” And they said, “Do whatever seems good to you.” But the priest said, “Let us draw near to God here.” 37 And Saul inquired of God, “Shall I go down after the Philistines? Will you give them into the hand of Israel?” But he did not answer him that day. 38 And Saul said, “Come here, all you leaders of the people, and know and see how this sin has arisen today. 39 For as the Lord lives who saves Israel, though it be in Jonathan my son, he shall surely die.” But there was not a man among all the people who answered him. 40 Then he said to all Israel, “You shall be on one side, and I and Jonathan my son will be on the other side.” And the people said to Saul, “Do what seems good to you.” 41 Therefore Saul said, “O Lord God of Israel, why have you not answered your servant this day? If this guilt is in me or in Jonathan my son, O Lord, God of Israel, give Urim. But if this guilt is in your people Israel, give Thummim.”[i] And Jonathan and Saul were taken, but the people escaped. 42 Then Saul said, “Cast the lot between me and my son Jonathan.” And Jonathan was taken.

43 Then Saul said to Jonathan, “Tell me what you have done.” And Jonathan told him, “I tasted a little honey with the tip of the staff that was in my hand. Here I am; I will die.” 44 And Saul said, “God do so to me and more also; you shall surely die, Jonathan.” 45 Then the people said to Saul, “Shall Jonathan die, who has worked this great salvation in Israel? Far from it! As the Lord lives, there shall not one hair of his head fall to the ground, for he has worked with God this day.” So the people ransomed Jonathan, so that he did not die. 46 Then Saul went up from pursuing the Philistines, and the Philistines went to their own place.

47 When Saul had taken the kingship over Israel, he fought against all his enemies on every side, against Moab, against the Ammonites, against Edom, against the kings of Zobah, and against the Philistines. Wherever he turned he routed them. 48 And he did valiantly and struck the Amalekites and delivered Israel out of the hands of those who plundered them.

49 Now the sons of Saul were Jonathan, Ishvi, and Malchi-shua. And the names of his two daughters were these: the name of the firstborn was Merab, and the name of the younger Michal. 50 And the name of Saul’s wife was Ahinoam the daughter of Ahimaaz. And the name of the commander of his army was Abner the son of Ner, Saul’s uncle. 51 Kish was the father of Saul, and Ner the father of Abner was the son of Abiel.

52 There was hard fighting against the Philistines all the days of Saul. And when Saul saw any strong man, or any valiant man, he attached him to himself.

1 Samuel 14

Dear God, I’m supposed to be relating 1 Samuel 11-14 to the idea of “values” tonight. I think when I did this last year, week for the Christian Men’s Life Skills class I’m helping with was “ego.” So I need to look at this. What were Saul’s values:

  1. Self-image – Saul really cared what people thought about him.

It’s funny. As I think about this, everything I thought of came back to self-image. Just about every decision he made after his first victory at Jabesh Gilead was about protecting or enhancing his self-image. It seems like he rarely proactively led after Jabesh Gilead. I think that was his peak as king. When he had that success I think he got a taste of glory that he was too timid to grasp at before that encounter. Now, he had it and he wanted to be seen as large and in charge.

When it comes to loving you with all our heart, soul, mind, and strength and then loving our neighbor as ourself, it can be hard to do that and be concerned with our self-image. And yet, I really do worry about my self-image a lot. A couple of weeks ago, before our fundraising dinner at work, one of my primary concerns was that it would be a success so that I could look good int he eyes of others. I was more worried about that for a bit there than I was about loving the people in the room or motivated to raise money to help our patients. There were times when I was tempted to make the point of the night to be to make myself look good in the eyes of the people there.

Father, Saul had a problem here that haunted him throughout his life. Please help me to avoid that same trap. Let every action I take be about worshipping you and loving others as best as I can, regardless of what it costs me, including prestige. I don’t want to be a clanging gong. I want to have love and give it to others. Help me.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Romans 11:28-36

17 May

28 Many of the people of Israel are now enemies of the Good News, and this benefits you Gentiles. Yet they are still the people he loves because he chose their ancestors Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. 29 For God’s gifts and his call can never be withdrawn. 30 Once, you Gentiles were rebels against God, but when the people of Israel rebelled against him, God was merciful to you instead. 31 Now they are the rebels, and God’s mercy has come to you so that they, too, will share in God’s mercy. 32 For God has imprisoned everyone in disobedience so he could have mercy on everyone.

33 Oh, how great are God’s riches and wisdom and knowledge! How impossible it is for us to understand his decisions and his ways!

34 For who can know the Lord’s thoughts?
    Who knows enough to give him advice?
35 And who has given him so much
    that he needs to pay it back?

36 For everything comes from him and exists by his power and is intended for his glory. All glory to him forever! Amen.

Romans 11:28-36

Dear God, this is one of those times when I’m not sure about Paul’s conclusions. I do, wholeheartedly, agree with verse 33, which I suppose is why I question verses 28-32. If your ways are so unknowable, how can Paul explain them right before that? I’m probably praying a lot of heresy here, but when I look back over the recorded history in the Bible and then think about the 1,900 to 2,000 years since then, I tend to think of everything in human history leading to Jesus. I see Abraham’s call being part of the butterfly effect that leads to Jesus being born to Mary. I mean, for you to have blessed Jacob…well, there has to be more to your choice than his nobility or righteousness. All of it needed to lead to David which led to Jesus. You put your thumb on the scale and led history right where you needed it to go. So yes, there were times when you really favored Abraham’s descendants, and because you are the true God the descendents of both Isaac and Ishmael have carried your name forward, but it feels like everything was about making sure Jesus entered the world the way he did 2,000 years ago.

How impossible it is for us to understand his decisions and his ways!

I can’t pretend to know or understand any of this. I would certainly never teach it to a Sunday school class or in a Bible study because I’m probably wrong. So I come here this morning to accept the fact that I am small, ignorant, and foolish, and I have a God who is omnipotent, omniscient, and omnipresent. I worship you. I do the best that I can in any given moment. I offer my life to you.

Father, there is so much pain in the world. I’m thinking about several people in my mind right now who I know are in a lot of pain. Bless and encourage them. Show them your heart for them. Give them freedom through confession, revealing secrets that are binding them up, and redemptiive repentance. My heart hurts for them. Give them the serenity to accept the things they cannot change, the courage to change the things they can, and the wisdom to know the difference. And beyond that, give them the ability to repent before you, receive that grace, and then, in gratitude, extend grace and mercy to others. Throw off the self-pity and other ties that bind them, and help them to peacefully and joyously bask in your presence.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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1 Samuel 13

15 May

13 Saul was thirty years old when he became king, and he reigned for forty-two years.

2 Saul selected 3,000 special troops from the army of Israel and sent the rest of the men home. He took 2,000 of the chosen men with him to Micmash and the hill country of Bethel. The other 1,000 went with Saul’s son Jonathan to Gibeah in the land of Benjamin.

3 Soon after this, Jonathan attacked and defeated the garrison of Philistines at Geba. The news spread quickly among the Philistines. So Saul blew the ram’s horn throughout the land, saying, “Hebrews, hear this! Rise up in revolt!” 4 All Israel heard the news that Saul had destroyed the Philistine garrison at Geba and that the Philistines now hated the Israelites more than ever. So the entire Israelite army was summoned to join Saul at Gilgal.

5 The Philistines mustered a mighty army of 3,000 chariots, 6,000 charioteers, and as many warriors as the grains of sand on the seashore! They camped at Micmash east of Beth-aven. 6 The men of Israel saw what a tight spot they were in; and because they were hard pressed by the enemy, they tried to hide in caves, thickets, rocks, holes, and cisterns. 7 Some of them crossed the Jordan River and escaped into the land of Gad and Gilead.

Meanwhile, Saul stayed at Gilgal, and his men were trembling with fear. 8 Saul waited there seven days for Samuel, as Samuel had instructed him earlier, but Samuel still didn’t come. Saul realized that his troops were rapidly slipping away. 9 So he demanded, “Bring me the burnt offering and the peace offerings!” And Saul sacrificed the burnt offering himself.

10 Just as Saul was finishing with the burnt offering, Samuel arrived. Saul went out to meet and welcome him, 11 but Samuel said, “What is this you have done?”

Saul replied, “I saw my men scattering from me, and you didn’t arrive when you said you would, and the Philistines are at Micmash ready for battle. 12 So I said, ‘The Philistines are ready to march against us at Gilgal, and I haven’t even asked for the Lord’s help!’ So I felt compelled to offer the burnt offering myself before you came.”

13 “How foolish!” Samuel exclaimed. “You have not kept the command the Lord your God gave you. Had you kept it, the Lord would have established your kingdom over Israel forever. 14 But now your kingdom must end, for the Lord has sought out a man after his own heart. The Lord has already appointed him to be the leader of his people, because you have not kept the Lord’s command.”

15 Samuel then left Gilgal and went on his way, but the rest of the troops went with Saul to meet the army. They went up from Gilgal to Gibeah in the land of Benjamin. When Saul counted the men who were still with him, he found only 600 were left! 16 Saul and Jonathan and the troops with them were staying at Geba in the land of Benjamin. The Philistines set up their camp at Micmash. 17 Three raiding parties soon left the camp of the Philistines. One went north toward Ophrah in the land of Shual, 18 another went west to Beth-horon, and the third moved toward the border above the valley of Zeboim near the wilderness.

19 There were no blacksmiths in the land of Israel in those days. The Philistines wouldn’t allow them for fear they would make swords and spears for the Hebrews. 20 So whenever the Israelites needed to sharpen their plowshares, picks, axes, or sickles, they had to take them to a Philistine blacksmith. 21 The charges were as follows: a quarter of an ounce of silver for sharpening a plowshare or a pick, and an eighth of an ounce for sharpening an ax or making the point of an ox goad. 22 So on the day of the battle none of the people of Israel had a sword or spear, except for Saul and Jonathan.

23 The pass at Micmash had meanwhile been secured by a contingent of the Philistine army.

1 Samuel 13

Dear God, There’s so much that happens here. First, I’m reminded of how disorganized Israel was as a “nation.” It was just a totally different world/culture/paradigm than I’m used to. I’m used to standing armies, distinct borders, command structures, etc. The picture this paints is of Saul keeping a core fighting force of just a few thousand men and then sending the rest home until he calls on them.

And then Saul is still obviously having a credibility problem with his men. After seven days of waiting for Samuel they started to slip away. I wonder if they thought Saul was stalling and didn’t believe he was waiting for Samuel. What was Saul’s body language like during thist time? Were they doubting him?

Father, I can’t help but think that, at the end of the day, Saul just wasn’t up to this job. It almost feels like he was just a placeholder until David was ready. You needed someone to 1.) bridge the gap until he was ready, 2.) get things a little organized under a more traditional-looking kingdom, and 3.) teach him through the good and bad examples of Saul. And I guess 4.) give him Jonathan to affirm him. But all of those are stories for another day. Right now, I just say that I sometimes feel like Saul. I feel like I’m not up to this. I’m not up to leading how people need me to lead. Help me to know what to do with that. Help me to know how you need me to grow and change. Help me to know how to worship you through the actions of my life.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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1 Samuel 12

14 May

12 Then Samuel addressed all Israel: “I have done as you asked and given you a king. 2 Your king is now your leader. I stand here before you—an old, gray-haired man—and my sons serve you. I have served as your leader from the time I was a boy to this very day. 3 Now testify against me in the presence of the Lord and before his anointed one. Whose ox or donkey have I stolen? Have I ever cheated any of you? Have I ever oppressed you? Have I ever taken a bribe and perverted justice? Tell me and I will make right whatever I have done wrong.”

4 “No,” they replied, “you have never cheated or oppressed us, and you have never taken even a single bribe.”

5 “The Lord and his anointed one are my witnesses today,” Samuel declared, “that my hands are clean.”

“Yes, he is a witness,” they replied.

6 “It was the Lord who appointed Moses and Aaron,” Samuel continued. “He brought your ancestors out of the land of Egypt. 7 Now stand here quietly before the Lord as I remind you of all the great things the Lord has done for you and your ancestors.

8 “When the Israelites were in Egypt and cried out to the Lord, he sent Moses and Aaron to rescue them from Egypt and to bring them into this land. 9 But the people soon forgot about the Lord their God, so he handed them over to Sisera, the commander of Hazor’s army, and also to the Philistines and to the king of Moab, who fought against them.

10 “Then they cried to the Lord again and confessed, ‘We have sinned by turning away from the Lord and worshiping the images of Baal and Ashtoreth. But we will worship you and you alone if you will rescue us from our enemies.’ 11 Then the Lord sent Gideon, Bedan, Jephthah, and Samuel to save you, and you lived in safety.

12 “But when you were afraid of Nahash, the king of Ammon, you came to me and said that you wanted a king to reign over you, even though the Lord your God was already your king. 13 All right, here is the king you have chosen. You asked for him, and the Lord has granted your request.

14 “Now if you fear and worship the Lord and listen to his voice, and if you do not rebel against the Lord’s commands, then both you and your king will show that you recognize the Lord as your God. 15 But if you rebel against the Lord’s commands and refuse to listen to him, then his hand will be as heavy upon you as it was upon your ancestors.

16 “Now stand here and see the great thing the Lord is about to do. 17 You know that it does not rain at this time of the year during the wheat harvest. I will ask the Lord to send thunder and rain today. Then you will realize how wicked you have been in asking the Lord for a king!”

18 So Samuel called to the Lord, and the Lord sent thunder and rain that day. And all the people were terrified of the Lord and of Samuel. 19 “Pray to the Lord your God for us, or we will die!” they all said to Samuel. “For now we have added to our sins by asking for a king.”

20 “Don’t be afraid,” Samuel reassured them. “You have certainly done wrong, but make sure now that you worship the Lord with all your heart, and don’t turn your back on him. 21 Don’t go back to worshiping worthless idols that cannot help or rescue you—they are totally useless! 22 The Lord will not abandon his people, because that would dishonor his great name. For it has pleased the Lord to make you his very own people.

23 “As for me, I will certainly not sin against the Lord by ending my prayers for you. And I will continue to teach you what is good and right. 24 But be sure to fear the Lord and faithfully serve him. Think of all the wonderful things he has done for you. 25 But if you continue to sin, you and your king will be swept away.”

1 Samuel 12

Dear God, when I was teaching 1 Samuel 8-10 the other night to a group of men, Israel’s big sin regarding this story occurred to me. Right in the middle of talking: In asking for a king they violated the first commandment:

2 “I am the Lord your God, who rescued you from the land of Egypt, the place of your slavery. 3 “You must not have any other god but me. (Exodus 20:2-3)

They made the idea of a king their god. And to be sure, I think it would be hard to live without a kingless system. Even in the United States, while we don’t have a “king,” we have a leadership structure that organizes us, and it’s hard for me to imagine living without that. It’s easy to judge the Israelites for what they wanted, but wouldn’t I want some sort of organized structure to protect us from other nations? I honestly don’t know what it would look like to not have that kind of structure.

I watched a brief clip from a World War II documentary this morning where people in Poland new the Germans were going to invade and they were vastly out gunned from a military standpoint. So they had every civilian who as capable working to shore up their defenses, including digging ditches in Warsaw to try to slow down the German tanks. Their safety was not guaranteed. In fact, they would be invaded and conquered easily.

I’m trying to come up with a parallel for me today. The best I can do with my current life is think about the things that upset me and whether or not I am upset because I am afraid for my safety and wellbeing, or whether I am upset at an injustice happening. I think it’s okay to be upset about injustice. I don’t think it’s okay for me be to upset because my wellbeing might be at stake. Upset about injustice is what you call me to do in loving my neighbor. But my wellbeing. Well, that just doesn’t matter in my worship of you.

So when I start to get concerned about our country declining, running out of weapons, making ourselves vulnerable to people who want to hurt us, etc., I do think that is sin. When I start to worry about how to preserve my money more than I worry about sharing it with those in need, I think that is a problem.

Father, the Israelites sinned here, but I get it. It’s hard for me to judge them because I’ve never been asked to live in a system that depended so heavily upon you as my “King.” In fact, I wonder if that is why the United States will never take the place of the Israelites as your people. I think some American Christians would like to think we have replaced Israel as your people, but we don’t know what it’s really like to have you as our King. We know what it’s like to be redeemed by you and have relationship with you, but I also pledge allegiance to the U.S. flag at Rotary every Monday. I am a citizen of two worlds. I worship you. I serve you. I serve others. But I am also living in a society, and I have responsibilities in that. I think the important thing now is for me to make the decisions I make every day based more on the idea of how what I do or what I vote for can help people rather than focus on how it will make me safer. Help me to live up to that ideal.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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1 Samuel 11

13 May

11 About a month later, King Nahash of Ammon led his army against the Israelite town of Jabesh-gilead. But all the citizens of Jabesh asked for peace. “Make a treaty with us, and we will be your servants,” they pleaded.

2 “All right,” Nahash said, “but only on one condition. I will gouge out the right eye of every one of you as a disgrace to all Israel!”

3 “Give us seven days to send messengers throughout Israel!” replied the elders of Jabesh. “If no one comes to save us, we will agree to your terms.”

4 When the messengers came to Gibeah of Saul and told the people about their plight, everyone broke into tears. 5 Saul had been plowing a field with his oxen, and when he returned to town, he asked, “What’s the matter? Why is everyone crying?” So they told him about the message from Jabesh.

6 Then the Spirit of God came powerfully upon Saul, and he became very angry. 7 He took two oxen and cut them into pieces and sent the messengers to carry them throughout Israel with this message: “This is what will happen to the oxen of anyone who refuses to follow Saul and Samuel into battle!” And the Lord made the people afraid of Saul’s anger, and all of them came out together as one. 8 When Saul mobilized them at Bezek, he found that there were 300,000 men from Israel and 30,000[b] men from Judah.

9 So Saul sent the messengers back to Jabesh-gilead to say, “We will rescue you by noontime tomorrow!” There was great joy throughout the town when that message arrived!

10 The men of Jabesh then told their enemies, “Tomorrow we will come out to you, and you can do to us whatever you wish.” 11 But before dawn the next morning, Saul arrived, having divided his army into three detachments. He launched a surprise attack against the Ammonites and slaughtered them the whole morning. The remnant of their army was so badly scattered that no two of them were left together.

12 Then the people exclaimed to Samuel, “Now where are those men who said, ‘Why should Saul rule over us?’ Bring them here, and we will kill them!”

13 But Saul replied, “No one will be executed today, for today the Lord has rescued Israel!”

14 Then Samuel said to the people, “Come, let us all go to Gilgal to renew the kingdom.” 15 So they all went to Gilgal, and in a solemn ceremony before the Lord they made Saul king. Then they offered peace offerings to the Lord, and Saul and all the Israelites were filled with joy.

1 Samuel 11

Dear God, I like this story because it shows Saul growing in a good way. We get so many negative stories about Saul, it’s good to see a good one. In this case, there were a lot of people who doubted him as their leader, and he wasn’t giving them much reason to change their mind. Then, when he heard about Jabesh and the people there, your power came upon him and he turned into a leader. A leader that not only the people could believe in, but also a leader that he could believe in. I don’t think he thought that much more of himself as a leader than his doubters did. In fact, he probably had mercy on them because he could see where they were coming from.

I talked a couple of nights ago at the Bible study I was leading about “imposter’s syndrome.” I get it all the time. In fact, right now, I’m feeling a little overwhelmed by a particular challenge at work. It’s hard to figure out how to solve. What will I do? I thought I had at least an initial solution yesterday, and I started to not only celebrate, but also think about how it seemed like you were providing for us. Then the rug got pulled out from under me, and I was back at square one. What to do. I’ve been in this job 20 years, and I’ve earned a lot of credibility with the people I work with and the community. But that doesn’t mean I don’t still get really insecure about who I am and what I’m capable or not capable of doing.

Father, Saul’s biggest problem was that he took this glory and started to cling to it as his own. I do not want to do that. I do not want glory of power for myself. I have someone who is about to start working for us who seems to be content just being a behind-the-scenes worker at this stage of his life. No glory needed. I want to be that way too. I can’t help but be the face of our organization, but I want to decrease as much as possible so that you might increase through me and into the world. For your glory, and your glory alone, oh, Lord!

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Psalm 31

12 May

The Sayings of King Lemuel

31 The sayings of King Lemuel contain this message, which his mother taught him.

2 O my son, O son of my womb,
    O son of my vows,
3 do not waste your strength on women,
    on those who ruin kings.

4 It is not for kings, O Lemuel, to guzzle wine.
    Rulers should not crave alcohol.
5 For if they drink, they may forget the law
    and not give justice to the oppressed.
6 Alcohol is for the dying,
    and wine for those in bitter distress.
7 Let them drink to forget their poverty
    and remember their troubles no more.

8 Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves;
    ensure justice for those being crushed.
9 Yes, speak up for the poor and helpless,
    and see that they get justice.

10 Who can find a virtuous and capable wife?
    She is more precious than rubies.
11 Her husband can trust her,
    and she will greatly enrich his life.
12 She brings him good, not harm,
    all the days of her life.

13 She finds wool and flax
    and busily spins it.
14 She is like a merchant’s ship,
    bringing her food from afar.
15 She gets up before dawn to prepare breakfast for her household
    and plan the day’s work for her servant girls.

16 She goes to inspect a field and buys it;
    with her earnings she plants a vineyard.
17 She is energetic and strong,
    a hard worker.
18 She makes sure her dealings are profitable;
    her lamp burns late into the night.

19 Her hands are busy spinning thread,
    her fingers twisting fiber.
20 She extends a helping hand to the poor
    and opens her arms to the needy.
21 She has no fear of winter for her household,
    for everyone has warm clothes.

22 She makes her own bedspreads.
    She dresses in fine linen and purple gowns.
23 Her husband is well known at the city gates,
    where he sits with the other civic leaders.
24 She makes belted linen garments
    and sashes to sell to the merchants.

25 She is clothed with strength and dignity,
    and she laughs without fear of the future.
26 When she speaks, her words are wise,
    and she gives instructions with kindness.
27 She carefully watches everything in her household
    and suffers nothing from laziness.

28 Her children stand and bless her.
    Her husband praises her:
29 “There are many virtuous and capable women in the world,
    but you surpass them all!”

30 Charm is deceptive, and beauty does not last;
    but a woman who fears the Lord will be greatly praised.
31 Reward her for all she has done.
    Let her deeds publicly declare her praise.

Proverbs 31

Dear God, I know of a relative getting married soon, and my perception is that his fiance fits this mode well. I like her, and I’m grateful for her in his life. I pray your blessing on them. I pray that you will help them to both grow in you through each other.

When I read this passage this morning, I had a few thoughts. First, of a mother trying to instruct her son as only a mother can. I would imagine this woman would have been a tough mother-in-law, but she did give her son some great advice. And it can be hard to send your son into the world. As the parents of two adult children, my wife and I have noted that when our children are dating someone what we look for is good fruit in them. Does the relationship seem to be producing good fruit or bad fruit. Are they growing and maturing, or are they regressing? Do they seem to be growing more selfless and loving or more selfish and defensive? Good fruit is really all we care about.

Second, I thought of the Kim Hill song “Charm is Deceitful.”

I remember this song from over 30 years ago. I think it came out about the time my wife and I got married in 1992. At the time, I thought these words described her. I still think that. She’s a remarkably good woman. How on earth did you give me enough insight to choose her as a wife and give her the mercy to choose me as a husband? We were so young. We made a decision beyond our years.

Father, I pray for my wife today. She’s had some recent sorrow. I pray that you will strongly support her, raise up voices around her who can be an encouragement to her, and help her to feel your love above everything else. Help her to transcend her earthly pain. Help the things of earth to grow strangely dim as she turns her eyes upon you. And I pray for the couple I mentioned earlier. I pray that you will bless their marriage. That you will use them in each other’s lives. That there might be joy and peace in their home.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Ephesians 4:30-32

11 May

30 And do not bring sorrow to God’s Holy Spirit by the way you live. Remember, he has identified you as his own, guaranteeing that you will be saved on the day of redemption.

31 Get rid of all bitterness, rage, anger, harsh words, and slander, as well as all types of evil behavior. 32 Instead, be kind to each other, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as God through Christ has forgiven you.

Ephesians 4:30-32

Dear God, I head a sermon Saturday evening where the priest mentioned that the Holy Spirit is with us after baptism, whether we like it or not. I’m not sure about the theology of that–especially when it comes to infant baptism–but I like this reminder to not grieve you and your Holy Spirit. Bitterness, rage, anger, harsh words, slander, and all types of evil behavior. That’s what I need to avoid. What do I need to do. I need to be kind to others. Tenderhearted. Forgiving. And when I don’t want to forgive, I just need to remember how much you’ve forgiven me for.

I was in a movie theater yesterday and there were two drunk women sitting in front of me. It was the biopic about Michael Jackson and they were there to have a good time. Clapping along when the songs hit. Honestly, that part didn’t bother me at all. Frankly, I was more annoyed that one of them was scrolling on her phone a lot of the time. But there were people who were sitting a ways from them who were very annoyed. For a minute, I thought a fight was going to break out. I was starting to lean forward to gently suggest that we just get through the movie when this guy gets up and confronts them. Ultimately, the more outlandish and confrontational of the two women left. I sat there wondering if I should have been more confrontational myself. Should I have said something to them earlier? I honestly can’t think of anything I would do differently, but I do wonder if I didn’t miss my opportunity to say something to them in a loving way that might have deescalated before things got confrontational.

Father, I say this because I want to be patient with people and kind to them. Maybe I’ve done that to a fault. I don’t know. Help me to know how to be your man today. I have some big things ahead of me today. I’m interviewing someone about a position at our organization. I’m teaching a new group of men at Christian Men’s Life Skills tonight. Help me and everyone involved to be what you need us to be today.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Matthew 18:15-17

10 May

15 “If another believer sins against you, go privately and point out the offense. If the other person listens and confesses it, you have won that person back. 16 But if you are unsuccessful, take one or two others with you and go back again, so that everything you say may be confirmed by two or three witnesses. 17 If the person still refuses to listen, take your case to the church. Then if he or she won’t accept the church’s decision, treat that person as a pagan or a corrupt tax collector.

Matthew 18:15-17

This is an interesting verse of the day for Mother’s Day. It’s what Bible Gateway gave us, and I’m intrigued to know the decision behind it. Did the person who chose it have some forgiveness issues in their life?

There are a number of adult children right now who are not speaking to their parents. I’m not sure what has happened in this generation that changed things. I suspect that some of the parenting methods that were softer and gentler likely produced less respect for parents. But I am sure there are a number of parents who would welcome their children to follow Jesus’s counsel in verse 15. If an adult child has a problem with their parent, it would be better if they valued the relationship, used their words, and confronted the parent. Give the parent a chance to apologize. Give the parent a chance to explain. And give the parent grace and mercy for being a flawed person who loves them.

Father, I pray for the mothers today who miss their children. And the children who miss their mothers. Perhaps they miss them through death. Perhaps they miss them through physical distance. Perhaps they miss them through estrangement. Whatever the case may be, if there are those who mourn, I pray that you will bless and comfort them. If there are those who are poor in Spirit, I pray that they might know you and your kingdom. And for the children and/or parents who have walked away from relationship because of hurt, I pray for personal healing. Grow them into the men and women you’ve called them to be. Oh, and while I’m here, I know a mom whose son is deployed in the Navy off the coast of Iran. Protect her son. Comfort her. Let this be over soon.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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1 Samuel 8:1-9

09 May

8 As Samuel grew old, he appointed his sons to be judges over Israel. 2 Joel and Abijah, his oldest sons, held court in Beersheba. 3 But they were not like their father, for they were greedy for money. They accepted bribes and perverted justice.

4 Finally, all the elders of Israel met at Ramah to discuss the matter with Samuel. 5 “Look,” they told him, “you are now old, and your sons are not like you. Give us a king to judge us like all the other nations have.”

6 Samuel was displeased with their request and went to the Lord for guidance. 7 “Do everything they say to you,” the Lord replied, “for they are rejecting me, not you. They don’t want me to be their king any longer. 8 Ever since I brought them from Egypt they have continually abandoned me and followed other gods. And now they are giving you the same treatment. 9 Do as they ask, but solemnly warn them about the way a king will reign over them.”

1 Samuel 8:1-9

Dear God, you know this story has always confused me a little. Why weren’t you angry with Samuel in this story? Eli’s sons were doing bad things and you ended up not only cursing him and his boys, but their lineage as well. It seems like Samuel allowed the same things to happen with his sons, but you took this one more personally: “…they are rejecting me, not you.”

There are a lot of things to look at in these nine verses. There’s the two boys and their greed. Maybe they got more of a pass than Eli’s boys did because they were only accepting bribes and perverting justice and not taking sacred food from the Temple or sleeping with women who served at the Tent of Meeting. Maybe what they were doing could be considered blaspheming the Holy Spirit. 1 Samuel 2:17 says, “The sin of the young men was very great in the Lord’s sight, for they were treating the Lord’s offering with contempt.” So maybe Eli’s sons were worse as far as worshipping you. But as judges of the people, Samuel’s sons were not good.

Another aspect of this story is the foolishness of the elders to think that a king would solve this problem. Why would they think that? That’s just ridiculous. They’ll see soon enough that kings are fallible too.

Samuel’s anger. I’m honestly surprised he was upset with the Israelites. Maybe he was just upset with what the requested and not their frustration with his boys. Maybe he understood where they were coming from. But you let him off the hook. You didn’t take the blame for it because it wasn’t anything you did wrong. No, it’s more that you placed the blame on the elders and were disappointed at their foolishness.

That takes me to the last thing. You tried to tell them how foolish this was for them to ask. “Okay, we’re going to do this, but here’s what’s going to happen.” That takes us to verses 10-18 where Samuel tells them what a king will do. Their foolish reply? “But the people refused to listen to Samuel. ‘No!’ they said. ‘We want a king over us. Then we will be like all the other nations with a king to lead us and to go out before us and fight our battles.'”

Father, are there foolish things I ask for? Is there any area in my life where I’m rejecting your leadership? Am I letting anything fester out there that will lead others into foolishness? Give me eyes to see, ears to hear, and a heart to love. I’m thinking about one person I know who’s getting married soon. They’ve been with their significant other for a long time. Prepare their heart for marriage. Prepare their mind. I pray that you will raise up people, books, articles, or whatever in their lives to give them the foundation they need to go through the rest of this life together.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Genesis 4:25

08 May

25 Adam had sexual relations with his wife again, and she gave birth to another son. She named him Seth, for she said, “God has granted me another son in place of Abel, whom Cain killed.” 

Genesis 4:25

Dear God, I don’t think we spend enough time with Even and Adam and the impact the Cain and Abel story had on them as individuals and as a couple. Now, I understand that Adam and Eve might be representative of the first people. I’m not going to argue any of that here. I’m going to work with what the author of Genesis gives me–what you give me–and you gave me this story to consider.

Parenting involves a lot of pain and disappointment. I think of the parents I know who are struggling with their adult children. Drug addiction. Suicide. Estrangement. Imprisonment. Mental illness. Drug overdose. And then I think back to when their child was born and them holding that baby. How happy they were. How everyone celebrated. Even in the poorest of circumstances, there is joy. And then life sometimes happens. Parents fail and make mistakes. The child is sometimes exposed to things over which the parents have no control. Then there’s just free will. Personality. Temptations. Illness. Addiction. Life really is this huge gamble, and none of us has any idea of how it will turn out.

In the case of Eve and Adam, their first-born killed their second-born. What kind of pain did this cause? Well, there’s no way I can imagine the pain. We know it was there. We know that there must have been some level at which they blamed themselves. Maybe they blamed each other. But there was pain.

Thankfully, Seth seems to have turned out okay. In fact, it says in the next verse that is was during his lifetime that people began to worship you by name. What an interesting thing to say.

Father, I know there will be a lot of women in pain over the next few days. Fathers too. And then there will be children who are in pain because of a lost mother or a mother that hurt or abandoned them in some way. I know some of these moms. I know some of these children. I pray that you will use all these instances of pain to help us to dig into you. Lean into you for comfort. Take your comfort and carry it to others. Learn how to worship you and love others better.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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