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Mark 4:1-20

Once again Jesus began teaching by the lakeshore. A very large crowd soon gathered around him, so he got into a boat. Then he sat in the boat while all the people remained on the shore. He taught them by telling many stories in the form of parables, such as this one:

“Listen! A farmer went out to plant some seed. As he scattered it across his field, some of the seed fell on a footpath, and the birds came and ate it. Other seed fell on shallow soil with underlying rock. The seed sprouted quickly because the soil was shallow. But the plant soon wilted under the hot sun, and since it didn’t have deep roots, it died. Other seed fell among thorns that grew up and choked out the tender plants so they produced no grain. Still other seeds fell on fertile soil, and they sprouted, grew, and produced a crop that was thirty, sixty, and even a hundred times as much as had been planted!” Then he said, “Anyone with ears to hear should listen and understand.”

10 Later, when Jesus was alone with the twelve disciples and with the others who were gathered around, they asked him what the parables meant.

11 He replied, “You are permitted to understand the secret of the Kingdom of God. But I use parables for everything I say to outsiders, 12 so that the Scriptures might be fulfilled:

‘When they see what I do,
    they will learn nothing.
When they hear what I say,
    they will not understand.
Otherwise, they will turn to me
    and be forgiven.’”

13 Then Jesus said to them, “If you can’t understand the meaning of this parable, how will you understand all the other parables? 14 The farmer plants seed by taking God’s word to others. 15 The seed that fell on the footpath represents those who hear the message, only to have Satan come at once and take it away. 16 The seed on the rocky soil represents those who hear the message and immediately receive it with joy. 17 But since they don’t have deep roots, they don’t last long. They fall away as soon as they have problems or are persecuted for believing God’s word. 18 The seed that fell among the thorns represents others who hear God’s word, 19 but all too quickly the message is crowded out by the worries of this life, the lure of wealth, and the desire for other things, so no fruit is produced. 20 And the seed that fell on good soil represents those who hear and accept God’s word and produce a harvest of thirty, sixty, or even a hundred times as much as had been planted!”

Mark 4:1-20

Dear God, I am being interviewed later today for a video that will be shown at a local event. I’m grateful for this opportunity, but I’m also nervous. What questions will be asked? What will I say? Will I miss an opportunity to reflect your glory? Will I allow myself to be vain and self-promotional? Will I overcompensate and be too “Jesus-freaky?”

I was thinking about this while I read this passage this morning. I need this passage about you casting your word and seed throughout our community and I need the one from Luke 12:11 that says, 11 “And when you are brought to trial in the synagogues and before rulers and authorities, don’t worry about how to defend yourself or what to say, 12 for the Holy Spirit will teach you at that time what needs to be said.” To be sure, no one is going to be prosecuting me today. They are trying to be very nice to me. But that doesn’t mean I don’t need the Holy Spirit to teach me what needs to be said.

Father, I will have opportunities to be your sower and seed-caster all day today. I’ll have it at our board meeting this morning. I’ll have it while I interact with multiple people throughout the day. And I’ll have it in this interview. Help me to be the farmer today. Help me to honor you and for there to be some kind of seed that will find a piece of fertile soil in someone’s heart. Even if it’s only one heart. Help me to let go and be selfless in this process. Help me to be the man you need me to be, regardless of what it costs me. For your glory, Lord. My utmost for your highest.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 28, 2026 in Mark

 

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2 Samuel 6:12-23

12 Then King David was told, “The Lord has blessed Obed-edom’s household and everything he has because of the Ark of God.” So David went there and brought the Ark of God from the house of Obed-edom to the City of David with a great celebration. 13 After the men who were carrying the Ark of the Lord had gone six steps, David sacrificed a bull and a fattened calf. 14 And David danced before the Lord with all his might, wearing a priestly garment. 15 So David and all the people of Israel brought up the Ark of the Lord with shouts of joy and the blowing of rams’ horns.

16 But as the Ark of the Lord entered the City of David, Michal, the daughter of Saul, looked down from her window. When she saw King David leaping and dancing before the Lord, she was filled with contempt for him.

17 They brought the Ark of the Lord and set it in its place inside the special tent David had prepared for it. And David sacrificed burnt offerings and peace offerings to the Lord. 18 When he had finished his sacrifices, David blessed the people in the name of the Lord of Heaven’s Armies. 19 Then he gave to every Israelite man and woman in the crowd a loaf of bread, a cake of dates, and a cake of raisins. Then all the people returned to their homes.

20 When David returned home to bless his own family, Michal, the daughter of Saul, came out to meet him. She said in disgust, “How distinguished the king of Israel looked today, shamelessly exposing himself to the servant girls like any vulgar person might do!”

21 David retorted to Michal, “I was dancing before the Lord, who chose me above your father and all his family! He appointed me as the leader of Israel, the people of the Lord, so I celebrate before the Lord. 22 Yes, and I am willing to look even more foolish than this, even to be humiliated in my own eyes! But those servant girls you mentioned will indeed think I am distinguished!” 23 So Michal, the daughter of Saul, remained childless throughout her entire life.

2 Samuel 6:12-23

Dear God, this story has so many parts that are interesting. I think what I want to focus on today is David’s desire for the blessing that comes from having the Ark around. Now, I don’t know why Obed-edom experienced good fortune while he had the Ark. Maybe it was because the Ark was there and maybe it wasn’t. Maybe it was because how he behaved while he had the Ark. Maybe it was so that you could inspire David to get the Ark all the way back to Jerusalem. Or maybe it was for another reason altogether. I think there’s enough evidence to show that having the Ark in one’s presence doesn’t guarantee success. It was lost to the Philistines, after all, with the sin of Eli’s sons. Later, David will still get run out of Jerusalem by Absalom even though the Ark is there. It’s easy and even tempting to think of the Ark as this little prosperity-gospel trinket that we can use for our own goals, wants, and desires, but that would be a fallacy.

Are there any Arks in my life? Is there anything I look at and think, “Oh, I’ll get what I want if I do this or that”? I know there used to be some. I used to have some expectations of you that were unreasonable. I used to think I would be guaranteed some of the outcomes I wanted with my marriage, children, job/career, etc. if I did the right things. But you’ve ground that out of me over the last 16 years. I don’t really feel that way anymore. Now, I just look at the resources you’ve given me to steward and I ask that you help me to be a good steward of them. Whether it’s the wife and children you’ve given me to love, the job you’ve given me to work, or the friends and community you’ve given me to serve, I just want to rise to what you need me to be for them.

Father, I give you what I have. I’m not looking for what David was looking for. But David was in a different position than I’m in. He was leading a nation. I’m just serving a family and a community. My life is much smaller than his. Much, much smaller. We all know who he is thousands of years later. My own family will forget about me within three generations. And that’s okay. I don’t need to be remembered. I just want to live a life that knocked over a domino that you eventually used to bring about your kingdom and will being done on this earth.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 27, 2026 in 2 Samuel

 

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Mark 3:22-30

22 But the teachers of religious law who had arrived from Jerusalem said, “He’s possessed by Satan, the prince of demons. That’s where he gets the power to cast out demons.”

23 Jesus called them over and responded with an illustration. “How can Satan cast out Satan?” he asked. 24 “A kingdom divided by civil war will collapse. 25 Similarly, a family splintered by feuding will fall apart. 26 And if Satan is divided and fights against himself, how can he stand? He would never survive. 27 Let me illustrate this further. Who is powerful enough to enter the house of a strong man and plunder his goods? Only someone even stronger—someone who could tie him up and then plunder his house.

28 “I tell you the truth, all sin and blasphemy can be forgiven, 29 but anyone who blasphemes the Holy Spirit will never be forgiven. This is a sin with eternal consequences.” 30 He told them this because they were saying, “He’s possessed by an evil spirit.”

Mark 3:22-30

Dear God, what struck me from this story this morning was the part about the strong man (verse 27). It made me think of Philip Yancey and the recent revelations about struggles he’s had. It then makes me think about myself, for I am no Disney Princess. At some point, Mr. Yancey apparently allowed something into his “home” that he didn’t bind up. Instead it bound him. It would be easy for me to look at him with righteous indignation and judge him for his moral failing. But that is the foolish thing to do. What I need to do is ask the question, What do I allow into my “home” that might bind me up?

There are all sorts of ways Satan can come into the temple of my body and start to wreak havoc. It can be obvious stuff like pornography and lust. But sometimes, while tempting, that is too obvious. Probably the more dangerous things I can let in are insecurity and helping myself to have more self esteem by putting others down. I can let anger, even righteous anger, fester into bitterness if I don’t prayerfully figure out your call on my life to address it. I can let coveting what others have for things I want that I can’t afford turn into greed. I can let fear turn into idolizing “certainty” and build idols that are apart from you that I think will bring me peace.

So what do I need to do to make sure the Holy Spirit, my strong man in my heart, is not bound up, but flourishes and has complete access to protect every area of my heart? First, it starts with prayer times like this. Honest inspection of my heart and allowing you to explore it with me. What am I doing and where am I failing? Search me, oh Lord! What am I allowing into my “home” or heart? What am I inviting in that might either strengthen your access to my heart or hinder it? Give me eyes to see and ears to hear. And then what am I doing to fulfill your commandments of loving you with everything I have and loving my neighbor as myself? Show me, Father, how you are calling me to worship you and to serve others.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 26, 2026 in Mark

 

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Matthew 4:12-13

12 When Jesus heard that John had been arrested, he left Judea and returned to Galilee. 13 He went first to Nazareth, then left there and moved to Capernaum, beside the Sea of Galilee, in the region of Zebulun and Naphtali.

Matthew 4:12-13

Dear God, I wonder what Jesus would have done had John not been arrested. Would he have stayed closer to John. Would they have worked together? Did you get John out of his way? Hmmm.

So Jesus went back to Nazareth, but we learn from Mark that Nazareth didn’t go well. Too much family and familiarity. Wouldn’t it be interesting to know what those people in Nazareth knew about him? The Bible Project Podcast is doing a series on the Book of Jude. Jude was one of Jesus’s brothers. The first episode in the series did a deep dive about what different scholars think “brothers” meant. Some think it means sons of both Mary and Joseph, some that they were children from a previous marriage for Joseph, and some think they were cousins. Point being, there were people, one way or another, who knew Jesus as a five-year-old. Ten-year-old. Twenty-year-old. We don’t get those pictures. They knew something we don’t know.

So he left Judea and got funneled to Capernaum. That’s where he meets Peter and the boys. Destiny? Chance? Part of your plan? I would imagine there were no accidents. I wonder how much Jesus knew about all of this in advance and how much he figured out as it unfolded.

Father, I obviously know about very little in advance. I can’t even know what will happen in the next second. All I really have is this moment, and that’s okay with me. If you have a destiny, if you have a plan for me, please make the path so obvious or so capable of withstanding my stupidity and ignorance that it will unfold just as you have prescribed it. Predestination? I don’t know. But I know you want to use me in some way. Here I am. Send me.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 25, 2026 in Matthew

 

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Mark 3:20-35

20 One time Jesus entered a house, and the crowds began to gather again. Soon he and his disciples couldn’t even find time to eat. 21 When his family heard what was happening, they tried to take him away. “He’s out of his mind,” they said.

22 But the teachers of religious law who had arrived from Jerusalem said, “He’s possessed by Satan, the prince of demons. That’s where he gets the power to cast out demons.”

23 Jesus called them over and responded with an illustration. “How can Satan cast out Satan?” he asked. 24 “A kingdom divided by civil war will collapse. 25 Similarly, a family splintered by feuding will fall apart. 26 And if Satan is divided and fights against himself, how can he stand? He would never survive. 27 Let me illustrate this further. Who is powerful enough to enter the house of a strong man and plunder his goods? Only someone even stronger—someone who could tie him up and then plunder his house.

28 “I tell you the truth, all sin and blasphemy can be forgiven, 29 but anyone who blasphemes the Holy Spirit will never be forgiven. This is a sin with eternal consequences.” 30 He told them this because they were saying, “He’s possessed by an evil spirit.”

31 Then Jesus’ mother and brothers came to see him. They stood outside and sent word for him to come out and talk with them. 32 There was a crowd sitting around Jesus, and someone said, “Your mother and your brothers are outside asking for you.”

33 Jesus replied, “Who is my mother? Who are my brothers?” 34 Then he looked at those around him and said, “Look, these are my mother and brothers. 35 Anyone who does God’s will is my brother and sister and mother.”

Mark 3:21-35

Dear God, when I read this story I just see a lot of confusion and tension. I see Mary and Jesus’s family confused and scared about what Jesus is doing. I see the Pharisees confused and scared. I see the people coming to get healed getting something for themselves out of being with Jesus but not having any idea of what was really going on. And then there’s Jesus in the middle, completely aware of everything and everyone. He saw their confusion, anger, fear, selfishness, and he loved them all. He knew some of them had made him their enemy and would do anything they could to thwart him, and he love them anyway. He got angry at them, sure–even his family–but he loved them.

You are the God that is above it all. Sometimes there are tensions between people where I work. Maybe staff. Maybe with volunteers. Maybe with our clients. But I always appreciate the staff members who can rise above it all. Who can love and have mercy for everyone and every perspective. They don’t have to agree, but they can let be.

So what do I do with my own tension, anger, and fear? I talked with a friend yesterday who was very upset about how our government is handling immigration issues. Frankly, I’m lamenting it as well. So what do we do with that tension, anger, and fear? I’m bringing it to you (sometimes). I’m asking you what you would have me do. And then I’m doing it. It disappoints me that I feel so helpless in it. I feel like there’s little I can do. But there is a little I can do. I can write my congressmen. I can try to point people I know to legal aid. I can speak thoughtfully and persuasively with people who disagree with me. In fact, this reminds me of what I heard a couple of years ago, I can’t remember their name right now, about the four tools Jesus used when he was here on earth and they are the only four tools he left us: prayer, service, persuasion, and suffering.

Father, in the midst of my tension, anger, and fear, help me to attack them with prayer, service, persuasion, and suffering. Holy Spirit, teach me and show me what to do and how to do it. Show me what you’re calling me to do for the sake of your glory, the people you love, and for me.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 24, 2026 in Mark

 

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Mark 3:7-12

Jesus went out to the lake with his disciples, and a large crowd followed him. They came from all over Galilee, Judea, Jerusalem, Idumea, from east of the Jordan River, and even from as far north as Tyre and Sidon. The news about his miracles had spread far and wide, and vast numbers of people came to see him.

Jesus instructed his disciples to have a boat ready so the crowd would not crush him. 10 He had healed many people that day, so all the sick people eagerly pushed forward to touch him. 11 And whenever those possessed by evil spirits caught sight of him, the spirits would throw them to the ground in front of him shrieking, “You are the Son of God!” 12 But Jesus sternly commanded the spirits not to reveal who he was.

Mark 3:7-12

Dear God, translation is so important. In reading the New Living Translation (above), it makes it look like all of this, including Jesus’s run-in with the Pharisees in verses 1-6 all happened on the same day–the Sabbath. But New American Standard 1995 translates verses 7-12 this way:

Jesus withdrew to the sea with His disciples; and a great multitude from Galilee followed; and also from Judea, and from Jerusalem, and from Idumea, and beyond the Jordan, and the vicinity of Tyre and Sidon, a great number of people heard of all that He was doing and came to Him. And He told His disciples that a boat should stand ready for Him because of the crowd, so that they would not crowd Him; 10 for He had healed many, with the result that all those who had afflictions pressed around Him in order to touch Him. 11 Whenever the unclean spirits saw Him, they would fall down before Him and shout, “You are the Son of God!” 12 And He earnestly warned them not to tell who He was.

First, it’s interesting that it’s as different as being one paragraph instead of two. The big difference for me, however, is verse 10 where NLT adds the words “that day.” If Jesus is doing all of this “that day” then then he is doing a lot of stuff on the Sabbath. He isn’t just healing one guy. He’s healing lots of people. He’s casting out lots of demons. In for a penny, in for a pound. If he was serious about doing good on the Sabbath in verse 4 ( Then he turned to his critics and asked, “Does the law permit good deeds on the Sabbath, or is it a day for doing evil? Is this a day to save life or to destroy it?” But they wouldn’t answer him.) then a lot of healing activity was okay too.

I’ll be frank. As I sit here this morning, if this all happened on the same day, it does feel like it’s turning into a “work day” for Jesus. It doesn’t look like a Sabbath. The rules here are squishy, it feels. Although I can’t say I’m the best or even moderately good at observing the Sabbath. In fact, I’m not intentional about a Sabbath hardly at all. I mean, I will try to make sure I get a day of the weekend that is more chill or doesn’t have responsibilities to get some down time and margin, but I’m not really great about setting aside that much time and making it sacred rest.

Father, there’s so much of your Word that was recorded 2,000 years ago that I really don’t understand. Some things are lost in translation (literally). Some things are lost in cultural ignorance. Some things are lost in lack of context. So please help me to glean from scripture what you have for me to glean. I’ll even just take the scraps. I want to be your child. I want to know you better. I want you to get the glory for my life. I want my life to point people towards the narrow path. I love you, Lord. I don’t have any resolutions on this passage. I don’t need them. I just need to know from you through your Holy Spirit what you have for me today. Help me to be the man you need me to be today.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 22, 2026 in Mark

 

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Mark 3:1-6

Jesus went into the synagogue again and noticed a man with a deformed hand. Since it was the Sabbath, Jesus’ enemies watched him closely. If he healed the man’s hand, they planned to accuse him of working on the Sabbath.

Jesus said to the man with the deformed hand, “Come and stand in front of everyone.” Then he turned to his critics and asked, “Does the law permit good deeds on the Sabbath, or is it a day for doing evil? Is this a day to save life or to destroy it?” But they wouldn’t answer him.

He looked around at them angrily and was deeply saddened by their hard hearts. Then he said to the man, “Hold out your hand.” So the man held out his hand, and it was restored! At once the Pharisees went away and met with the supporters of Herod to plot how to kill Jesus.

Mark 3:1-6

Dear God, there are times when I wish I was more willing to be confrontational. I tend to be way to meek. I don’t want to be the cause of someone else getting angry. I think that’s it. I’ve never articulated it in words before, but I think that’s it. It’s pretty simple really. I don’t want to be the reason someone else feels anger. But Jesus knew that what he was about to do would anger the Pharisees. Jesus was angry himself. Mark tells us that in verse 5. If I had been there, I might have told them man, “Hey, meet me back here tomorrow and I’ll take care of that hand.” Problem solved. But Jesus wasn’t there to heal the man’s hand. He was there to teach not only the Pharisees, but also everyone there and even me.

One of the problems with confrontation is that sometimes I’m wrong and the person I’m confronting doesn’t deserve to be confronted. For example, in yesterday’s story from Mark 2, the Pharisees confronted Jesus about his disciples picking grain on the Sabbath. They were angry and they let the anger lead them into the wrong action. I guess that’s where Jesus adds a layer to this. Yesterday, I mentioned that it would have been better for the Pharisees to say to Jesus, “Help us understand why it’s okay for your disciples to pick grain on the Sabbath,” but that’s not what they did. They just confronted. For Jesus in this story, he asked them a question that revealed to them their error in thinking, but their anger drove them to sin. They had an opportunity to talk it out with Jesus, but they chose not to. What would have happened if they had reasoned all of this out with Jesus and allowed their minds to be changed?

Father, there are times when it’s okay to be the cause of someone’s anger, but it needs to be done shrewdly and wisely. It also needs to be done humbly. I guess I’ll go back to the serenity prayer when it comes to this, but tweak it to ask you to not only give me the serenity, the courage, and the wisdom, but also the discernment to find the most constructive path that will bring you glory.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 21, 2026 in Mark

 

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Mark 2:23-28

23 One Sabbath day as Jesus was walking through some grainfields, his disciples began breaking off heads of grain to eat. 24 But the Pharisees said to Jesus, “Look, why are they breaking the law by harvesting grain on the Sabbath?”

25 Jesus said to them, “Haven’t you ever read in the Scriptures what David did when he and his companions were hungry? 26 He went into the house of God (during the days when Abiathar was high priest) and broke the law by eating the sacred loaves of bread that only the priests are allowed to eat. He also gave some to his companions.”

27 Then Jesus said to them, “The Sabbath was made to meet the needs of people, and not people to meet the requirements of the Sabbath. 28 So the Son of Man is Lord, even over the Sabbath!”

Mark 2:23-28

Dear God, I think I have a bad attitude this morning. And why? Why should I have a bad attitude? Is it because I have an event this afternoon, and I am afraid it won’t go well? Yes. I can feel my temper is short. I can feel that I’m irritable. I can feel my patience in thin. I need your fruit this morning. I need your fruit to grow out of me.

I see this in myself and then I recognize myself in the Pharisees in this story. They were just looking for a reason to accuse Jesus and his disciples of wrongdoing. Their tempers were short. They were irritable. Their patience was thin. They needed your fruit. Your fruit would have maybe had them ask the question, “Jesus, help me understand why the Sabbath rule is squishier than we think it is.” For me, I need to understand what exactly needs to be done with today. I need to understand what you want me to say to the crowd tonight. I need to know how to decrease and allow you to increase. I need to be excited about this opportunity to glorify you in front of those who need to see your glory.

Father, help me to not be like the Pharisees in this story. I don’t want to overlook opportunities to recognize you and learn from you. For me, tonight is a chance to recognize you for what you’ve done, glorify you, and then learn from you. You love the people who are coming tonight. You love the people we will be helping. Fill me with you so that I might have the strength to do what you’ve called me to do.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 20, 2026 in Mark

 

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Mark 2:18-22

18 Once when John’s disciples and the Pharisees were fasting, some people came to Jesus and asked, “Why don’t your disciples fast like John’s disciples and the Pharisees do?”

19 Jesus replied, “Do wedding guests fast while celebrating with the groom? Of course not. They can’t fast while the groom is with them. 20 But someday the groom will be taken away from them, and then they will fast.

21 “Besides, who would patch old clothing with new cloth? For the new patch would shrink and rip away from the old cloth, leaving an even bigger tear than before.

22 “And no one puts new wine into old wineskins. For the wine would burst the wineskins, and the wine and the skins would both be lost. New wine calls for new wineskins.”

Mark 2:18-22

Dear God, I suppose Jesus is telling the questioners that they are applying old paradigms to him. He is not the same old wine. He is not the same old cloth. He is something new that they’ve never seen before. The rules are different now.

There’s the old story of the woman who always cuts the end off of her roast before she cooks it. When questioned why by her daughter, she replies, “That’s the way my mother always did it.” When the mother questioned her mother about it, she gave the same reply: “That’s the way my mother always did it.” Thankfully, that mother was still alive, so they asked her why she did it that way. She replied, “Well, our oven was too small for a whole roast to fit so I had to cut the end off to make it fit.” They were applying an old patch to new cloth. The ovens now will fit a whole roast, but they were foolishly wasting part of the roast because they didn’t understand that something new was afoot.

The same is true here. We like to compare the “God of the Old Testament” and the “God of the New Testament,” but the truth is that you are the same throughout. You are consistent. You loved Gentiles in the Old Testament just like you loved Gentiles in the New Testament. You loved charity and mercy in the Old Testament just like the New Testament. It’s just that you were constantly having to triage the Israelites sinful ways and the difficult situations they found themselves in in the Old Testament. The new wine that was Jesus gave a new way of reconciling with you and dealing with the sin. That’s what changed. It wasn’t you. It was your way of redeeming us and reconciling us to you that changed.

For Jesus’s disciples, it was time to just be with you in that moment. There would come a time when fasting and discerning your words would be necessary, but in that moment they had direct access. They could physically hear you and touch you. It was a unique point in time.

Father, help me to pray through my stress, through the obstacles in front of me, and selflessly. I am not looking for personal glory. I just want your kingdom to come and your will to be done on earth as it is in heaven. Be glorified through my life. And as we gather at noon to celebrate Dr. King’s life, help us to remember what it looks like to sacrifice ourselves for you.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 19, 2026 in Mark

 

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Nehemiah 1:1-4

These are the memoirs of Nehemiah son of Hacaliah.

In late autumn, in the month of Kislev, in the twentieth year of King Artaxerxes’ reign, I was at the fortress of Susa. Hanani, one of my brothers, came to visit me with some other men who had just arrived from Judah. I asked them about the Jews who had returned there from captivity and about how things were going in Jerusalem.

They said to me, “Things are not going well for those who returned to the province of Judah. They are in great trouble and disgrace. The wall of Jerusalem has been torn down, and the gates have been destroyed by fire.”

When I heard this, I sat down and wept. In fact, for days I mourned, fasted, and prayed to the God of heaven.

Nehemiah 1:1-4

Dear God, this story still moves me. I think I first read it just over 23 years ago in December 2002. The fact that Nehemiah was so moved that he sat down and wept over Jerusalem and the Jews who returned from exile. He ached for them. He didn’t know what to do, but he lamented. In verses 5-11 he just prays. He begs your mercy. He begs for your help. In chapter 2, it wasn’t until the following spring that you provided the opportunity for him to become the leader of restoring Jerusalem and the culture of the Jews who had returned to Judah. Things didn’t move fast, necessarily, but they moved in your time. But it started with lament and then prayer.

The woman who started the clinic where I work almost 34 years ago started in a similar way. She started with a recognition of a need and prayer to you. Then she did the next thing. And nothing happened instantly. I’m always surprised how long things can take. But here we 34 years later and what she started–the seed you planted that found good soil–has continued to grow. And you have blessed it. Sometimes it seems to be that you have blessed it unreasonably so.

Now, I’m talking to a church this morning in a couple of hours about our work, but I want it to be about more than just our clinic. That seems like such a waste of an opportunity, especially an opportunity to speak during a worship service. I want to point the congregation to you. I want to point them to what you might be calling them to do. I want to be your voice to them if you will let me.

Father, be glorified through me this morning. Help me to speak with your voice. Help me to speak with authority granted only by you. Holy Spirit, take over what I’m going to say. I love you, Lord. Use me.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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