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I post a blog of daily devotions that are my prayer journals based on scripture.

Hebrews 2:14-18

02 Feb

14 Because God’s children are human beings—made of flesh and blood—the Son also became flesh and blood. For only as a human being could he die, and only by dying could he break the power of the devil, who had the power of death. 15 Only in this way could he set free all who have lived their lives as slaves to the fear of dying.

16 We also know that the Son did not come to help angels; he came to help the descendants of Abraham. 17 Therefore, it was necessary for him to be made in every respect like us, his brothers and sisters, so that he could be our merciful and faithful High Priest before God. Then he could offer a sacrifice that would take away the sins of the people. 18 Since he himself has gone through suffering and testing, he is able to help us when we are being tested.

Hebrews 2:14-18

Dear God, Jesus was and is so much more than we can imagine, not less. I was talking to my wife a couple of days ago about people who water down who Jesus was. “He was a good teacher.” “He was a good man.” “He was a prophet.” But the author of Hebrews has it here. Jesus was and is this piece of you that came to be with us, to live, teach, love, correct, die, rise again, and ascend so that we might have everything we need. From redemption from Satan, to an example and lessons on how you’ve wanted us to live and who you’ve called us to be all along. To just call him a good and influential teacher or a prophet and leave it there is to overlook who he really was. In fact, I’m sure he is so much more than what I can possibly think of.

Believing in Jesus life, death, and resurrection, for me, is a little like believing in the moon landing. There’s too much indirect evidence to not believe. In the case of the moon landing, there are too many people–tens of thousands–who would all have to have kept the secret. The Russians would certainly have know and exposed the lie. The picture without the stars? Well, if they were faking a picture from the moon they’d definitely have made sure you could see the stars. In the case of Jesus, there were too many people who went to their death, without exception, for them to have died for a lie. John is the only one who died a natural death. The others were murdered for what they said about Jesus. No one disputes that the original apostles were martyred. Would they have died for a lie? Would Jesus’s brothers, who were against him before the crucifixion, have all of a sudden been leaders in the church after the resurrection if it were a lie?

Father, I know so little. I am a small man with a small mind. But I know enough to know you are more than I can understand, and I worship you. I worship you as my God, the creator of the universe and of me, and my hope for a peaceful life. Bringing you my sin and accepting your love is the wisest thing I can do and the only thing I know to do. Anything else would simply be foolish. Please keep me from being foolish today.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on February 2, 2026 in Hebrews

 

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Zephaniah 3:1-13

01 Feb

3 What sorrow awaits rebellious, polluted Jerusalem,
    the city of violence and crime!
2 No one can tell it anything;
    it refuses all correction.
It does not trust in the Lord
    or draw near to its God.
3 Its leaders are like roaring lions
    hunting for their victims.
Its judges are like ravenous wolves at evening time,
    who by dawn have left no trace of their prey.
4 Its prophets are arrogant liars seeking their own gain.
    Its priests defile the Temple by disobeying God’s instructions.
5 But the Lord is still there in the city,
    and he does no wrong.
Day by day he hands down justice,
    and he does not fail.
    But the wicked know no shame.

6 “I have wiped out many nations,
    devastating their fortress walls and towers.
Their streets are now deserted;
    their cities lie in silent ruin.
There are no survivors—
    none at all.
7 I thought, ‘Surely they will have reverence for me now!
    Surely they will listen to my warnings.
Then I won’t need to strike again,
    destroying their homes.’
But no, they get up early
    to continue their evil deeds.
8 Therefore, be patient,” says the Lord.
    “Soon I will stand and accuse these evil nations.
For I have decided to gather the kingdoms of the earth
    and pour out my fiercest anger and fury on them.
All the earth will be devoured
    by the fire of my jealousy.

9 “Then I will purify the speech of all people,
    so that everyone can worship the Lord together.
10 My scattered people who live beyond the rivers of Ethiopia
    will come to present their offerings.
11 On that day you will no longer need to be ashamed,
    for you will no longer be rebels against me.
I will remove all proud and arrogant people from among you.
    There will be no more haughtiness on my holy mountain.
12 Those who are left will be the lowly and humble,
    for it is they who trust in the name of the Lord.
13 The remnant of Israel will do no wrong;
    they will never tell lies or deceive one another.
They will eat and sleep in safety,
    and no one will make them afraid.”

Zephaniah 3:1-13

Dear God, the verses for the Catholic church this morning are just 12 and 13. When I read them, it made me think of a group of people I heard about recently called the Essenes. Apparently, they fancied themselves as a sect of Jews who were holding true to your law and preserving who you are to the Jewish people in the midst of what they saw as ungodliness. And they were doing this about 100 years before Jesus. I think they are thought to have preserved the Dead Sea Scrolls. I’ve even heard it suggested that John the Baptist might have been following in their ways as he lived int he wilderness and tried to bring Israel back into true devoutness to you.

One thing that really comes across in this passage is your exasperation with Israel. It made me wonder if you get exasperated with me. I hope not. I mean, I’m not here to keep you from being exasperated with me. I’m not here to check off the box so that some big bad God in the sky won’t come down on me in fury and anger. I’m here because I love you and you make me better. It’s my love for you and worship of you that makes me hope I don’t exasperate you with my foolishness.

And then I swing around and think of my exasperation sometimes. The hurt that has been caused to me by others. How do I respond to that? Do I respond in anger and impatience, or do I offer mercy? Am I what you need me to be for them, or does my own agenda start to get in your way?

Father, please reveal to me any ways in which I might be exasperating you today. Whether it be by my own actions, or by how I respond to others. If I am getting in the way of your plan in any way, please show me plainly so I can correct it. Show me where I need to improve. Teach me to love.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on February 1, 2026 in Zephaniah

 

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2 Samuel 11 and Psalm 51

31 Jan

In the spring of the year, when kings normally go out to war, David sent Joab and the Israelite army to fight the Ammonites. They destroyed the Ammonite army and laid siege to the city of Rabbah. However, David stayed behind in Jerusalem.

Late one afternoon, after his midday rest, David got out of bed and was walking on the roof of the palace. As he looked out over the city, he noticed a woman of unusual beauty taking a bath. He sent someone to find out who she was, and he was told, “She is Bathsheba, the daughter of Eliam and the wife of Uriah the Hittite.” Then David sent messengers to get her; and when she came to the palace, he slept with her. She had just completed the purification rites after having her menstrual period. Then she returned home. Later, when Bathsheba discovered that she was pregnant, she sent David a message, saying, “I’m pregnant.”

Then David sent word to Joab: “Send me Uriah the Hittite.” So Joab sent him to David. When Uriah arrived, David asked him how Joab and the army were getting along and how the war was progressing. Then he told Uriah, “Go on home and relax.” David even sent a gift to Uriah after he had left the palace. But Uriah didn’t go home. He slept that night at the palace entrance with the king’s palace guard. When David heard that Uriah had not gone home, he summoned him and asked, “What’s the matter? Why didn’t you go home last night after being away for so long?”

Uriah replied, “The Ark and the armies of Israel and Judah are living in tents, and Joab and my master’s men are camping in the open fields. How could I go home to wine and dine and sleep with my wife? I swear that I would never do such a thing.”

“Well, stay here today,” David told him, “and tomorrow you may return to the army.” So Uriah stayed in Jerusalem that day and the next.

Then David invited him to dinner and got him drunk. But even then he couldn’t get Uriah to go home to his wife. Again he slept at the palace entrance with the king’s palace guard.

So the next morning David wrote a letter to Joab and gave it to Uriah to deliver. The letter instructed Joab, “Station Uriah on the front lines where the battle is fiercest. Then pull back so that he will be killed.”

So Joab assigned Uriah to a spot close to the city wall where he knew the enemy’s strongest men were fighting. And when the enemy soldiers came out of the city to fight, Uriah the Hittite was killed along with several other Israelite soldiers. Then Joab sent a battle report to David. He told his messenger, “Report all the news of the battle to the king. But he might get angry and ask, ‘Why did the troops go so close to the city? Didn’t they know there would be shooting from the walls? Wasn’t Abimelech son of Gideon killed at Thebez by a woman who threw a millstone down on him from the wall? Why would you get so close to the wall?’ Then tell him, ‘Uriah the Hittite was killed, too.’”

So the messenger went to Jerusalem and gave a complete report to David. “The enemy came out against us in the open fields,” he said. “And as we chased them back to the city gate, the archers on the wall shot arrows at us. Some of the king’s men were killed, including Uriah the Hittite.”

“Well, tell Joab not to be discouraged,” David said. “The sword devours this one today and that one tomorrow! Fight harder next time, and conquer the city!”

When Uriah’s wife heard that her husband was dead, she mourned for him. When the period of mourning was over, David sent for her and brought her to the palace, and she became one of his wives. Then she gave birth to a son. But the Lord was displeased with what David had done.
2 Samuel 11

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Have mercy on me, O God, because of your unfailing love. Because of your great compassion, blot out the stain of my sins.

Wash me clean from my guilt. Purify me from my sin.

For I recognize my rebellion; it haunts me day and night.

Against you, and you alone, have I sinned; I have done what is evil in your sight. You will be proved right in what you say,and your judgment against me is just.

For I was born a sinner—yes, from the moment my mother conceived me.

But you desire honesty from the womb, teaching me wisdom even there.

Purify me from my sins, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.

Oh, give me back my joy again; you have broken me—now let me rejoice.

Don’t keep looking at my sins. Remove the stain of my guilt.

Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a loyal spirit within me.

Do not banish me from your presence, and don’t take your Holy Spirit from me.

Restore to me the joy of your salvation, and make me willing to obey you.

Then I will teach your ways to rebels, and they will return to you.

Forgive me for shedding blood, O God who saves; then I will joyfully sing of your forgiveness.

Unseal my lips, O Lord, that my mouth may praise you.

You do not desire a sacrifice, or I would offer one. You do not want a burnt offering.

The sacrifice you desire is a broken spirit. You will not reject a broken and repentant heart, O God.

Look with favor on Zion and help her; rebuild the walls of Jerusalem.

Then you will be pleased with sacrifices offered in the right spirit—with burnt offerings and whole burnt offerings. Then bulls will again be sacrificed on your altar.
Psalm 51

Dear God, these were the Old Testament and Psalm readings for the Catholic church yesterday. I started this yesterday, but I never came back to it. I’m sorry for not making my time with you in your scripture not a higher priority yesterday. I hope I didn’t miss a message you had for me yesterday and I’m just now getting it today.

Yesterday, as I looked at these scriptures, I was initially surprised that the Catholic church paired the Bathsheba and Uriah part of the story with Psalm 51. I would have thought they’d have paired the Nathan part of the story (the part where David was confronted with his sin and repented). Then I looked today and saw that they put the second half of Psalm 51 with today’s story of Nathan’s confrontation of David. But for this passage, I suppose, we are just going to marinade in David’s sin. He’s doing awful things here.

  • He’s showing slothfulness by not being productive and going out with Joab and the army.
  • He’s lustful and greedy (how many wives and concubines are in his house and ready to sleep with him at that moment?).
  • He uses servants to help him carry out his sin, thereby making them unwilling accomplices.
  • I hate to use the “r” word, but that’s seemingly what he does to an unsuspecting, helpless Bathsheba.
  • He kicks her to the curb after he uses her.
  • He tries to deceive her husband by making him think the baby she’s carrying is his.
    • He leaves her with the shame of the truth that, even if this plan works, she will have to live with.
  • He ultimately signs her husband’s death warrant and orders his execution, all the while making it look like an accident.
  • He gets Joab involved in his scheme and makes him an accomplice in Uriah’s murder
  • He sleeps with Uriah’s wife, tries to deceive Uriah, and then kills him.
  • He takes away Bathsheba’s husband and leaves her with zero options.
  • Let’s not forget the other servants who are messengers for Bathsheba and how they have to participate in all of this now.

I underlined different sections in the 2 Samuel 11 passage because they are, curiously, the verses the Catholic church decided to omit from the readings. I don’t know why they left out the part of Bathsheba’s period or Uriah’s words of nobility. I think they are an important part of the story.

Regardless, David is in a cesspool of his own making, and he’s drug some other people with him. And, as with most scandals, it’s the coverup that takes it to a new level. It’s not enough that he “r”-worded Bathsheba and got her pregnant. He killed to cover it up! Was his plan after he married Bathsheba and moved her into the palace just to go on with life as normal. How many other times, I wonder, did David do this with a woman and just not get caught?

This is a reminder that confession in the midst of mistakes is important. I’ve been in an office environment long enough to know that people talk. If there is anything going on that is inappropriate, it’s foolish of me to think that no one knows. In the case of David, this was obviously an open secret. The servants who retrieved Bathsheba for David and then took her home knew. The messengers for Bathsheba to David knew. Joab knew. Is it any wonder that word got to Nathan and he was forced to confront the king? But that’s tomorrow’s story. For today, it’s important for me to remember that I must stay above reproach in my life, and humbly confess to you when I don’t. There are no secrets when it comes to sin. And if a secret is successfully kept, it becomes a cancer that grows.

Father, I’m not perfect. I’m not even close. I sin. Maybe it’s not at the level of David here, but I’m certainly capable of grave sins. And if I had the power he had in that moment, I might have been capable of everything he did. That scares me. So help me to avoid temptation. Deliver me from evil–the evil in my own heart and the evil that comes at me from the outside. And when I sin, help me to repent quickly and not do more damage by trying to save myself instead of depending upon the blood of Jesus to redeem me in your eyes and guide me through whatever earthly consequences there are for my sin on this side of life.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 31, 2026 in 2 Samuel, Psalms

 

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2 Samuel 7:17-29

29 Jan

17 So Nathan went back to David and told him everything the Lord had said in this vision.

18 Then King David went in and sat before the Lord and prayed,

“Who am I, O Sovereign Lord, and what is my family, that you have brought me this far? 19 And now, Sovereign Lord, in addition to everything else, you speak of giving your servant a lasting dynasty! Do you deal with everyone this way, O Sovereign Lord?

20 “What more can I say to you? You know what your servant is really like, Sovereign Lord. 21 Because of your promise and according to your will, you have done all these great things and have made them known to your servant.

22 “How great you are, O Sovereign Lord! There is no one like you. We have never even heard of another God like you! 23 What other nation on earth is like your people Israel? What other nation, O God, have you redeemed from slavery to be your own people? You made a great name for yourself when you redeemed your people from Egypt. You performed awesome miracles and drove out the nations and gods that stood in their way. 24 You made Israel your very own people forever, and you, O Lord, became their God.

25 “And now, O Lord God, I am your servant; do as you have promised concerning me and my family. Confirm it as a promise that will last forever. 26 And may your name be honored forever so that everyone will say, ‘The Lord of Heaven’s Armies is God over Israel!’ And may the house of your servant David continue before you forever.

27 “O Lord of Heaven’s Armies, God of Israel, I have been bold enough to pray this prayer to you because you have revealed all this to your servant, saying, ‘I will build a house for you—a dynasty of kings!’ 28 For you are God, O Sovereign Lord. Your words are truth, and you have promised these good things to your servant. 29 And now, may it please you to bless the house of your servant, so that it may continue forever before you. For you have spoken, and when you grant a blessing to your servant, O Sovereign Lord, it is an eternal blessing!”

2 Samuel 7:17-29

Dear God, even with what Nathan had prophesied to him before, David still didn’t have the complete picture. There’s no way he could have. When the writers of Ruth wrote down the story of David’s great-grandmother, they only had the pieces of the puzzle that lead to David and maybe Solomon. There’s no way they could no how it would lead to Jesus. And what kind of King Jesus would be–to the whole world. David was honored and humbled by the prophecy, but he was also ignorant as to what it truly meant. Frankly, he’d have been more humbled and awed by the whole truth, even as even what I know of your plan is probably still just a little part of your plan.

As for me, I have work to do today. Help me to do it well. I’m no David. I’m no Abraham, Elijah, or Moses. I’m not even an Andrew, Bartholomew, or Mark. I just one little guy sitting in his little house in a small town. Thank you for doing some little things through me and in me. Even in my little way, I do feel a little like David as he goes to sit before you and just ask, “Who am I that you have brought me this far?” No, you didn’t call me so that I can just revel in your love and sit in a little self-made cocoon. You created me so that I could develop a relationship with you through worship and service. Help me to worship and serve well today.

Father, I guess that’s it. You won’t use my life like you used David’s, and you don’t have to in order for me to know you love me. I love you, Lord. I lift my voice to worship you. Oh, my soul, rejoice! Take joy my King in what you hear. Let it me a sweet, sweet sound in your ear.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 29, 2026 in 2 Samuel

 

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Mark 4:1-20

28 Jan

4 Once again Jesus began teaching by the lakeshore. A very large crowd soon gathered around him, so he got into a boat. Then he sat in the boat while all the people remained on the shore. 2 He taught them by telling many stories in the form of parables, such as this one:

3 “Listen! A farmer went out to plant some seed. 4 As he scattered it across his field, some of the seed fell on a footpath, and the birds came and ate it. 5 Other seed fell on shallow soil with underlying rock. The seed sprouted quickly because the soil was shallow. 6 But the plant soon wilted under the hot sun, and since it didn’t have deep roots, it died. 7 Other seed fell among thorns that grew up and choked out the tender plants so they produced no grain. 8 Still other seeds fell on fertile soil, and they sprouted, grew, and produced a crop that was thirty, sixty, and even a hundred times as much as had been planted!” 9 Then he said, “Anyone with ears to hear should listen and understand.”

10 Later, when Jesus was alone with the twelve disciples and with the others who were gathered around, they asked him what the parables meant.

11 He replied, “You are permitted to understand the secret of the Kingdom of God. But I use parables for everything I say to outsiders, 12 so that the Scriptures might be fulfilled:

‘When they see what I do,
    they will learn nothing.
When they hear what I say,
    they will not understand.
Otherwise, they will turn to me
    and be forgiven.’”

13 Then Jesus said to them, “If you can’t understand the meaning of this parable, how will you understand all the other parables? 14 The farmer plants seed by taking God’s word to others. 15 The seed that fell on the footpath represents those who hear the message, only to have Satan come at once and take it away. 16 The seed on the rocky soil represents those who hear the message and immediately receive it with joy. 17 But since they don’t have deep roots, they don’t last long. They fall away as soon as they have problems or are persecuted for believing God’s word. 18 The seed that fell among the thorns represents others who hear God’s word, 19 but all too quickly the message is crowded out by the worries of this life, the lure of wealth, and the desire for other things, so no fruit is produced. 20 And the seed that fell on good soil represents those who hear and accept God’s word and produce a harvest of thirty, sixty, or even a hundred times as much as had been planted!”

Mark 4:1-20

Dear God, I am being interviewed later today for a video that will be shown at a local event. I’m grateful for this opportunity, but I’m also nervous. What questions will be asked? What will I say? Will I miss an opportunity to reflect your glory? Will I allow myself to be vain and self-promotional? Will I overcompensate and be too “Jesus-freaky?”

I was thinking about this while I read this passage this morning. I need this passage about you casting your word and seed throughout our community and I need the one from Luke 12:11 that says, 11 “And when you are brought to trial in the synagogues and before rulers and authorities, don’t worry about how to defend yourself or what to say, 12 for the Holy Spirit will teach you at that time what needs to be said.” To be sure, no one is going to be prosecuting me today. They are trying to be very nice to me. But that doesn’t mean I don’t need the Holy Spirit to teach me what needs to be said.

Father, I will have opportunities to be your sower and seed-caster all day today. I’ll have it at our board meeting this morning. I’ll have it while I interact with multiple people throughout the day. And I’ll have it in this interview. Help me to be the farmer today. Help me to honor you and for there to be some kind of seed that will find a piece of fertile soil in someone’s heart. Even if it’s only one heart. Help me to let go and be selfless in this process. Help me to be the man you need me to be, regardless of what it costs me. For your glory, Lord. My utmost for your highest.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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2 Samuel 6:12-23

27 Jan

12 Then King David was told, “The Lord has blessed Obed-edom’s household and everything he has because of the Ark of God.” So David went there and brought the Ark of God from the house of Obed-edom to the City of David with a great celebration. 13 After the men who were carrying the Ark of the Lord had gone six steps, David sacrificed a bull and a fattened calf. 14 And David danced before the Lord with all his might, wearing a priestly garment. 15 So David and all the people of Israel brought up the Ark of the Lord with shouts of joy and the blowing of rams’ horns.

16 But as the Ark of the Lord entered the City of David, Michal, the daughter of Saul, looked down from her window. When she saw King David leaping and dancing before the Lord, she was filled with contempt for him.

17 They brought the Ark of the Lord and set it in its place inside the special tent David had prepared for it. And David sacrificed burnt offerings and peace offerings to the Lord. 18 When he had finished his sacrifices, David blessed the people in the name of the Lord of Heaven’s Armies. 19 Then he gave to every Israelite man and woman in the crowd a loaf of bread, a cake of dates, and a cake of raisins. Then all the people returned to their homes.

20 When David returned home to bless his own family, Michal, the daughter of Saul, came out to meet him. She said in disgust, “How distinguished the king of Israel looked today, shamelessly exposing himself to the servant girls like any vulgar person might do!”

21 David retorted to Michal, “I was dancing before the Lord, who chose me above your father and all his family! He appointed me as the leader of Israel, the people of the Lord, so I celebrate before the Lord. 22 Yes, and I am willing to look even more foolish than this, even to be humiliated in my own eyes! But those servant girls you mentioned will indeed think I am distinguished!” 23 So Michal, the daughter of Saul, remained childless throughout her entire life.

2 Samuel 6:12-23

Dear God, this story has so many parts that are interesting. I think what I want to focus on today is David’s desire for the blessing that comes from having the Ark around. Now, I don’t know why Obed-edom experienced good fortune while he had the Ark. Maybe it was because the Ark was there and maybe it wasn’t. Maybe it was because how he behaved while he had the Ark. Maybe it was so that you could inspire David to get the Ark all the way back to Jerusalem. Or maybe it was for another reason altogether. I think there’s enough evidence to show that having the Ark in one’s presence doesn’t guarantee success. It was lost to the Philistines, after all, with the sin of Eli’s sons. Later, David will still get run out of Jerusalem by Absalom even though the Ark is there. It’s easy and even tempting to think of the Ark as this little prosperity-gospel trinket that we can use for our own goals, wants, and desires, but that would be a fallacy.

Are there any Arks in my life? Is there anything I look at and think, “Oh, I’ll get what I want if I do this or that”? I know there used to be some. I used to have some expectations of you that were unreasonable. I used to think I would be guaranteed some of the outcomes I wanted with my marriage, children, job/career, etc. if I did the right things. But you’ve ground that out of me over the last 16 years. I don’t really feel that way anymore. Now, I just look at the resources you’ve given me to steward and I ask that you help me to be a good steward of them. Whether it’s the wife and children you’ve given me to love, the job you’ve given me to work, or the friends and community you’ve given me to serve, I just want to rise to what you need me to be for them.

Father, I give you what I have. I’m not looking for what David was looking for. But David was in a different position than I’m in. He was leading a nation. I’m just serving a family and a community. My life is much smaller than his. Much, much smaller. We all know who he is thousands of years later. My own family will forget about me within three generations. And that’s okay. I don’t need to be remembered. I just want to live a life that knocked over a domino that you eventually used to bring about your kingdom and will being done on this earth.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on January 27, 2026 in 2 Samuel

 

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Mark 3:22-30

26 Jan

22 But the teachers of religious law who had arrived from Jerusalem said, “He’s possessed by Satan, the prince of demons. That’s where he gets the power to cast out demons.”

23 Jesus called them over and responded with an illustration. “How can Satan cast out Satan?” he asked. 24 “A kingdom divided by civil war will collapse. 25 Similarly, a family splintered by feuding will fall apart. 26 And if Satan is divided and fights against himself, how can he stand? He would never survive. 27 Let me illustrate this further. Who is powerful enough to enter the house of a strong man and plunder his goods? Only someone even stronger—someone who could tie him up and then plunder his house.

28 “I tell you the truth, all sin and blasphemy can be forgiven, 29 but anyone who blasphemes the Holy Spirit will never be forgiven. This is a sin with eternal consequences.” 30 He told them this because they were saying, “He’s possessed by an evil spirit.”

Mark 3:22-30

Dear God, what struck me from this story this morning was the part about the strong man (verse 27). It made me think of Philip Yancey and the recent revelations about struggles he’s had. It then makes me think about myself, for I am no Disney Princess. At some point, Mr. Yancey apparently allowed something into his “home” that he didn’t bind up. Instead it bound him. It would be easy for me to look at him with righteous indignation and judge him for his moral failing. But that is the foolish thing to do. What I need to do is ask the question, What do I allow into my “home” that might bind me up?

There are all sorts of ways Satan can come into the temple of my body and start to wreak havoc. It can be obvious stuff like pornography and lust. But sometimes, while tempting, that is too obvious. Probably the more dangerous things I can let in are insecurity and helping myself to have more self esteem by putting others down. I can let anger, even righteous anger, fester into bitterness if I don’t prayerfully figure out your call on my life to address it. I can let coveting what others have for things I want that I can’t afford turn into greed. I can let fear turn into idolizing “certainty” and build idols that are apart from you that I think will bring me peace.

So what do I need to do to make sure the Holy Spirit, my strong man in my heart, is not bound up, but flourishes and has complete access to protect every area of my heart? First, it starts with prayer times like this. Honest inspection of my heart and allowing you to explore it with me. What am I doing and where am I failing? Search me, oh Lord! What am I allowing into my “home” or heart? What am I inviting in that might either strengthen your access to my heart or hinder it? Give me eyes to see and ears to hear. And then what am I doing to fulfill your commandments of loving you with everything I have and loving my neighbor as myself? Show me, Father, how you are calling me to worship you and to serve others.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Matthew 4:12-13

25 Jan

12 When Jesus heard that John had been arrested, he left Judea and returned to Galilee. 13 He went first to Nazareth, then left there and moved to Capernaum, beside the Sea of Galilee, in the region of Zebulun and Naphtali.

Matthew 4:12-13

Dear God, I wonder what Jesus would have done had John not been arrested. Would he have stayed closer to John. Would they have worked together? Did you get John out of his way? Hmmm.

So Jesus went back to Nazareth, but we learn from Mark that Nazareth didn’t go well. Too much family and familiarity. Wouldn’t it be interesting to know what those people in Nazareth knew about him? The Bible Project Podcast is doing a series on the Book of Jude. Jude was one of Jesus’s brothers. The first episode in the series did a deep dive about what different scholars think “brothers” meant. Some think it means sons of both Mary and Joseph, some that they were children from a previous marriage for Joseph, and some think they were cousins. Point being, there were people, one way or another, who knew Jesus as a five-year-old. Ten-year-old. Twenty-year-old. We don’t get those pictures. They knew something we don’t know.

So he left Judea and got funneled to Capernaum. That’s where he meets Peter and the boys. Destiny? Chance? Part of your plan? I would imagine there were no accidents. I wonder how much Jesus knew about all of this in advance and how much he figured out as it unfolded.

Father, I obviously know about very little in advance. I can’t even know what will happen in the next second. All I really have is this moment, and that’s okay with me. If you have a destiny, if you have a plan for me, please make the path so obvious or so capable of withstanding my stupidity and ignorance that it will unfold just as you have prescribed it. Predestination? I don’t know. But I know you want to use me in some way. Here I am. Send me.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Mark 3:20-35

24 Jan

20 One time Jesus entered a house, and the crowds began to gather again. Soon he and his disciples couldn’t even find time to eat. 21 When his family heard what was happening, they tried to take him away. “He’s out of his mind,” they said.

22 But the teachers of religious law who had arrived from Jerusalem said, “He’s possessed by Satan, the prince of demons. That’s where he gets the power to cast out demons.”

23 Jesus called them over and responded with an illustration. “How can Satan cast out Satan?” he asked. 24 “A kingdom divided by civil war will collapse. 25 Similarly, a family splintered by feuding will fall apart. 26 And if Satan is divided and fights against himself, how can he stand? He would never survive. 27 Let me illustrate this further. Who is powerful enough to enter the house of a strong man and plunder his goods? Only someone even stronger—someone who could tie him up and then plunder his house.

28 “I tell you the truth, all sin and blasphemy can be forgiven, 29 but anyone who blasphemes the Holy Spirit will never be forgiven. This is a sin with eternal consequences.” 30 He told them this because they were saying, “He’s possessed by an evil spirit.”

31 Then Jesus’ mother and brothers came to see him. They stood outside and sent word for him to come out and talk with them. 32 There was a crowd sitting around Jesus, and someone said, “Your mother and your brothers are outside asking for you.”

33 Jesus replied, “Who is my mother? Who are my brothers?” 34 Then he looked at those around him and said, “Look, these are my mother and brothers. 35 Anyone who does God’s will is my brother and sister and mother.”

Mark 3:21-35

Dear God, when I read this story I just see a lot of confusion and tension. I see Mary and Jesus’s family confused and scared about what Jesus is doing. I see the Pharisees confused and scared. I see the people coming to get healed getting something for themselves out of being with Jesus but not having any idea of what was really going on. And then there’s Jesus in the middle, completely aware of everything and everyone. He saw their confusion, anger, fear, selfishness, and he loved them all. He knew some of them had made him their enemy and would do anything they could to thwart him, and he love them anyway. He got angry at them, sure–even his family–but he loved them.

You are the God that is above it all. Sometimes there are tensions between people where I work. Maybe staff. Maybe with volunteers. Maybe with our clients. But I always appreciate the staff members who can rise above it all. Who can love and have mercy for everyone and every perspective. They don’t have to agree, but they can let be.

So what do I do with my own tension, anger, and fear? I talked with a friend yesterday who was very upset about how our government is handling immigration issues. Frankly, I’m lamenting it as well. So what do we do with that tension, anger, and fear? I’m bringing it to you (sometimes). I’m asking you what you would have me do. And then I’m doing it. It disappoints me that I feel so helpless in it. I feel like there’s little I can do. But there is a little I can do. I can write my congressmen. I can try to point people I know to legal aid. I can speak thoughtfully and persuasively with people who disagree with me. In fact, this reminds me of what I heard a couple of years ago, I can’t remember their name right now, about the four tools Jesus used when he was here on earth and they are the only four tools he left us: prayer, service, persuasion, and suffering.

Father, in the midst of my tension, anger, and fear, help me to attack them with prayer, service, persuasion, and suffering. Holy Spirit, teach me and show me what to do and how to do it. Show me what you’re calling me to do for the sake of your glory, the people you love, and for me.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Mark 3:13-19

23 Jan

13 Afterward Jesus went up on a mountain and called out the ones he wanted to go with him. And they came to him. 14 Then he appointed twelve of them and called them his apostles. They were to accompany him, and he would send them out to preach, 15 giving them authority to cast out demons. 16 These are the twelve he chose:

Simon (whom he named Peter),
17 James and John (the sons of Zebedee, but Jesus nicknamed them “Sons of Thunder”),
18 Andrew,
Philip,
Bartholomew,
Matthew,
Thomas,
James (son of Alphaeus),
Thaddaeus,
Simon (the zealot),
19 Judas Iscariot (who later betrayed him).

Mark 3:13-19

Dear God, I’ve never watched The Chosen, but I come across clips and I saw that interview between Jonathan Roumie and Fr. Mike Schmitz a couple of weeks ago and now some clips are showing up on my YouTube feed. I saw this one yesterday, and I found it interesting. I thought of it again as I saw the New Testament reading for today.

This exchange between Judas and Jesus is fascinating. Here’s the part that grabbed me:

Judas: I trust you. Do you trust me?

Jesus: I do.

Judas: Then why won’t you take my advice and let me help you?

Jesus: I never asked for your advice.

Judas: Then what am I here for?!?

That last question. And I know that is historical fiction. I know this is a writer’s imagination of what Judas might have said. So I’m not confused on that. But I can imagine Judas saying it. More importantly, I can imagine myself saying it. I’m not Disney Princess. I see myself in the bad guys in the Bible. I see myself in the sin of the good guys. And I can see myself expressing to Jesus that I think I know how things should be done. The question is, when I do that, what itch of sin am I scratching?

For Judas, he wanted to lead a revolution. He wanted Jesus to be large and in charge and then, for himself, he wanted the power and glory that would come from being one of the twelve. I love that the screenwriter had Jesus say, “I never asked for your advice.” That’s great. No, you didn’t. You never asked for mine either. You don’t need it.

For me, I can see where you might be calling me to step out of my comfort zone and do something that might cost me time, money, career, security, or even just embarrassment, and I “advise” you against that. Maybe it’s me thinking the church should or shouldn’t do something. Even now, I have a thing I’ve been a part of at church for over 13 years, and it might be coming to an end. Is it your desire that it come to an end, or am I advising you that it should come to an end? I am one of the people who has some influence on what happens next. What do you want to happen next?

Father, you never asked for my advice and you never will. You know…well, everything. Help me to worship and love you in everything I do. I know that answer to the question Judas shouts at Jesus at the end of my quote: “Then what am I here for?!?” It’s in verse 14 and 15: They were to accompany him, and he would send them out to preach, 15 giving them authority to cast out demons. I don’t know how much authority you’ve given to me, and I don’t quite understand all of that, but I know you called me to be your ambassador to the world and to everyone around me. So here I am to worship, here I am to bow down, here I am to say that you’re my God. I have no advice. Only my life, my love, and my service to offer you. Please forgive me for being like Judas sometimes.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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