11 Faith shows the reality of what we hope for; it is the evidence of things we cannot see. ² Through their faith, the people in days of old earned a good reputation.

³ By faith we understand that the entire universe was formed at God’s command, that what we now see did not come from anything that can be seen.

⁴ It was by faith that Abel brought a more acceptable offering to God than Cain did. Abel’s offering gave evidence that he was a righteous man, and God showed his approval of his gifts. Although Abel is long dead, he still speaks to us by his example of faith.

⁵ It was by faith that Enoch was taken up to heaven without dying—“he disappeared, because God took him.” For before he was taken up, he was known as a person who pleased God. ⁶ And it is impossible to please God without faith. Anyone who wants to come to him must believe that God exists and that he rewards those who sincerely seek him.

Hebrews 11:1-6

Dear God, is it faith that has me sitting here at 6:00 in the morning right now? Is that why I’m here? Honestly, it doesn’t feel like I’m here by faith. Maybe at one point in my life when I was little I was leaning a little more on faith, but I don’t think even then. I’ve always know of you. I’ve always been told about you. If anything, maybe there were some years in high school, as I reflected on other myths that had been taught to me by my parents or society, when I wondered if you were real. I read through Josh McDowell’s Evidence that Demands a Verdict as an apologetics for your existence and who Jesus was and is. However, as I sit here right now, after almost 40 years of following you as closely as I’ve known how, it doesn’t feel like there is any faith involved at all. I believe because of what I’ve seen and the evidence in my own life and the lives of others. You are there. I know it.

Going back to yesterday’s prayer, I think my failure of imagination comes in the area of really knowing who you are. You’re simply more than my little brain can get my head around. The world you created and how all of this works is more than I can understand. No, believing in you isn’t my problem. Faith isn’t my problem. Talking to others about your existence isn’t even really a problem. My problem is that I know I underestimate who you are and that does you a disservice in how I worship you and how I share you with others.

Father, please help me with my imagination in this area. Give me some kind of glimpse into who you are. And thank you. Thank you for the God I know and thank you for the God I don’t know. The words of Jesus in John 4:23-24 just came to mind: ²³ But the time is coming—indeed it’s here now—when true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and in truth. The Father is looking for those who will worship him that way. ²⁴ For God is Spirit, so those who worship him must worship in spirit and in truth. I honestly can’t know all of your truth. I don’t think so anyway. So I guess I need you to teach me how to worship you more with the Holy Spirit. I need to Holy Spirit to envelop me in my worship so that he might help my worship of the Father, Jesus, and that same Holy Spirit be what you need it to be for my good and growth. I’ve said, “Teach me to pray,” in the past. Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit, teach me to worship.

I pray this in Jesus name,

Amen