5 When Herod was king of Judea, there was a Jewish priest named Zechariah. He was a member of the priestly order of Abijah, and his wife, Elizabeth, was also from the priestly line of Aaron. 6 Zechariah and Elizabeth were righteous in God’s eyes, careful to obey all of the Lord’s commandments and regulations. 7 They had no children because Elizabeth was unable to conceive, and they were both very old.
8 One day Zechariah was serving God in the Temple, for his order was on duty that week. 9 As was the custom of the priests, he was chosen by lot to enter the sanctuary of the Lord and burn incense. 10 While the incense was being burned, a great crowd stood outside, praying.
11 While Zechariah was in the sanctuary, an angel of the Lord appeared to him, standing to the right of the incense altar. 12 Zechariah was shaken and overwhelmed with fear when he saw him. 13 But the angel said, “Don’t be afraid, Zechariah! God has heard your prayer. Your wife, Elizabeth, will give you a son, and you are to name him John. 14 You will have great joy and gladness, and many will rejoice at his birth, 15 for he will be great in the eyes of the Lord. He must never touch wine or other alcoholic drinks. He will be filled with the Holy Spirit, even before his birth. 16 And he will turn many Israelites to the Lord their God. 17 He will be a man with the spirit and power of Elijah. He will prepare the people for the coming of the Lord. He will turn the hearts of the fathers to their children, and he will cause those who are rebellious to accept the wisdom of the godly.”
18 Zechariah said to the angel, “How can I be sure this will happen? I’m an old man now, and my wife is also well along in years.”
19 Then the angel said, “I am Gabriel! I stand in the very presence of God. It was he who sent me to bring you this good news! 20 But now, since you didn’t believe what I said, you will be silent and unable to speak until the child is born. For my words will certainly be fulfilled at the proper time.”
21 Meanwhile, the people were waiting for Zechariah to come out of the sanctuary, wondering why he was taking so long. 22 When he finally did come out, he couldn’t speak to them. Then they realized from his gestures and his silence that he must have seen a vision in the sanctuary.
23 When Zechariah’s week of service in the Temple was over, he returned home. 24 Soon afterward his wife, Elizabeth, became pregnant and went into seclusion for five months. 25 “How kind the Lord is!” she exclaimed. “He has taken away my disgrace of having no children.”
Luke 1:5-25
Dear God, this is the New Testament reading of the day, but I have to admit I stopped reading at verse 7. I just want to sit with Zechariah’s and Elizabeth’s infertility. I listed Zechariah’s name first because it was assumed back then that it was the female’s fault they couldn’t have children, but it could have been Zechariah’s issue. But this reminds me of the disciples, after seeing a man who had been born blind, who had sinned, the man or his parents, to cause the man to be blind. Jesus replied that none of them had sinned, but the blindness was for your glory. (John 9:1-3) Of course, Elizabeth’s soon-to-be child was for your glory too. But they had no way of knowing that.
What if you hadn’t had Elizabeth be barren before John? What if John had had older siblings or younger parents? How might that have impacted or changed his trajectory? I think we can get a look at that with the stories of Mary and his brothers and sisters coming to try to get him after they thought he was going ’round the bend. How much more so would John have had to endure influence from siblings or parents when we was much more provocatively out there than Jesus was?
So Elizabeth had to live in lament because she was barren and judged for it. She had a longing for a child. I’ve seen couples who suffer with infertility, and the stress of it is difficult. They will spend tens of thousands of dollars on infertility treatments. They will read books on ways to enhance the chances of conception. They will cry and lament.
But there are parts of our lives–of my life–that are like that too. There are things I lament. There are things others judge me for. There are people who look at my wife and me and some of our circumstances and wonder how we sinned to end up where we are. And there are times when we ask ourselves the same questions. Which of us sinned so that this happened? Or did both of us sin?
Father, Elizabeth and Zechariah were found faithful when Gabriel showed up to encourage them. I hope that you will find me faithful today. I love you. I worship you. I trust you. I heard someone say recently that the opposite of faith isn’t doubt but certainty. That plays nicely with the idea that we want to make an idol out of certainty. So I will put my faith in you and walk away from the certainty in my life.
I pray and offer this in the name of Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,
Amen
Emails to God 