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“One Hundred Three” – Antioch Music – James Mark Gulley

“Psalm 103”

VERSE 1 
Father full of love
You have not dealt with us
according to our sins
Father full of love
You have shown mercy
mercy for Your children

For You know that we are merely
dust in the wind
And You know that we are weary
from this world that we live in

PRE-CHORUS
But You are strong and You are mercy
Great are You here in this place
You are love and You're forgiving
You've turned this world around
by the pouring of Your grace

CHORUS
Bless the Lord O my soul
Bless His holy name all the earth
Bless the Lord O my soul
You are worthy You are worthy

VERSE 2
Father full of love
You wrap us up in grace
crown us with compassion
Father full of love
You heal our sicknesses
every single one

BRIDGE
You are worthy of blessing and honor
Glory and power wisdom and thanks


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Dear God, I started singing along with this song this morning, and I just go overwhelmed with worship for you. It was almost too much. In fact, I found myself having to throttle it back a little. Oh, how I do love you. I do need you. There are times when I get upset at myself for not praying to you more in supplication, but I think one of the reasons I struggle with intercessory prayer is that I don't necessarily think of you as this great "hander out of favors in the sky." You are God. I'm here. Yes, I need help with my family. Yes, I need help with my work. Yes, our community, state, nation, and world need help. We need you. I need you. But what I really need, above all, is relationship with you. I want to be more like David in purusing and wanting to know you, as opposed to Saul who just wanted to revere you. Yes, I revere you, but I want to know you, be known by you, and worship you.

Father, full of love. You have not dealt with me according to my sin. Father, full of love, you have shown me mercy and mercy for all of us. You know that I am merely dust in the windn. You know I am weary from this world. But you are strong, and you are mercy. Great are you here in his room right now. You are love. You are forgiving. You turned this world around by the pouring out of your grace. Help us know how to live into that. And let me close by saying, bless the Lord, oh my soul. Bless his holy name, John. Bless the Lord, oh my soul. You are worthy, Father. You are worthy.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen
 
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Posted by on May 29, 2026 in Hymns and Songs, Psalms

 

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Judges 16:28-31

28 Then Samson called to the Lord and said, “O Lord God, please remember me and please strengthen me only this once, O God, that I may be avenged on the Philistines for my two eyes.” 29 And Samson grasped the two middle pillars on which the house rested, and he leaned his weight against them, his right hand on the one and his left hand on the other. 30 And Samson said, “Let me die with the Philistines.” Then he bowed with all his strength, and the house fell upon the lords and upon all the people who were in it. So the dead whom he killed at his death were more than those whom he had killed during his life. 31 Then his brothers and all his family came down and took him and brought him up and buried him between Zorah and Eshtaol in the tomb of Manoah his father. He had judged Israel twenty years.

Judges 16:28-31

Dear God, I need to look some things up. There’s a quick reference in verse 31 to Samson’s “brothers.” Was Manoah’s wife able to have more children after Samson or is this a vague reference to cousins or something? Here’s how the New American Standard put it: “Then his brothers and all his father’s household came down, took him, brought him up and buried him between Zorah and Eshtaol in the tomb of Manoah his father. Thus he had judged Israel twenty years.” We know at least his father is dead. Likely his mother as well, otherwise I would think she would have been mentioned here.

I’d be curious to know, just through the “butterfly effect” of Samson’s life and all of the killing he did, how this moved the needle for future generations. How did the deaths of the Philistines who died during Samson’s time ripple through Israelite and Philistine (and even our own) history. For me and my ignorant perspective, Samson’s life seems like a wasted life. He doesn’t seem worshipful of you. He seems completely self-centered and selfish. I can’t help but wonder how many people in Israel celebrated the day he died. Maybe now they could go back to “going along to get along” with the Philistines.

I can only imagine how much more so Manoah and his wife had at least some of these same feelings. If I had been them, I would hav felt like I failed you. But the auther of Judges gives us no hint that you are displeased with how any of this turned out. In fact, they actually intimate you were okay with it because you heard Samson’s selfish prayer and granted it. The only thing that makes this story make sense to me is that all of these events must have combined to get the world to the place you needed it to get to in order to ultimately set up Jesus coming to earth thousands of years later.

Father, the good news is that I don’t have to understand. What I can do is use these stories from the Bible to embrace my smallness and ignorance. You are my God. I will worship you today. I’ll do my best. I’ll do my best to love others, do good work in my job, and then do the other things you’re calling me to do. I love you.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on May 28, 2026 in Judges

 

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Judges 14:1-5

14 Samson went down to Timnah, and at Timnah he saw one of the daughters of the Philistines. Then he came up and told his father and mother, “I saw one of the daughters of the Philistines at Timnah. Now get her for me as my wife.” But his father and mother said to him, “Is there not a woman among the daughters of your relatives, or among all our people, that you must go to take a wife from the uncircumcised Philistines?” But Samson said to his father, “Get her for me, for she is right in my eyes.”

His father and mother did not know that it was from the Lord, for he was seeking an opportunity against the Philistines. At that time the Philistines ruled over Israel.

Judges 14:1-5

Dear God, it’s too bad we don’t get any stories from Samson’s childhood. He was born and now, all of a sudden, he’s ready to get married. He presumably has long hair and an unruly beard (I assume the razor rule applied to his facial hair too). And he is apparently pretty unruly when it comes to his personality too. Did it have to be this way for your plan to work. Manoah and his wife seem like legitimately sweet people. It feels like they were simply ill-equipped to handle their son’s personality.

Yet, this is who you chose to be Samson’s parents. I’ve no doubt they did their best with him. I am sure they felt extra pressure to be good parents given their two angel visits. I’m reminded of a guy my dad knew years ago who used to say that you chose our parents for us. They were who you wanted us to have. I’ll confess, I think about some children who are abused and question that sometimes. I know a boy right now who seems to have been set up for failure in life by the parents you chose for him. I want to go ahead and stop and pray right now that you will raise up people in his life who will guide him on the path you have for him. Draw him to yourself. Use this pain of his childhood to form him into the man you are calling him to be. Don’t let this pain be wasted. It’s too great to be wasted.

Of course, Father, as I sit here I can only think of my flaws as a father. How I let my children down. I did some good things to be sure. Some really good things. As I see them living good lives right now, I can see my wife in there. I can even see myself. But I also know I got a lot of things wrong. I’m sorry. I love you. I love them. Please use the pain all of us have experienced to be glorified in us and through us. Help us to all worship you well. Help us to love justice, seek mercy, and walk humbly with you. And I pray this for their significant others as well. They are our family too, and I wish I could do more to know and bless them.

Oh, you know what? I was about to wrap up, but this just made me think of something: daughters-in-law and sons-in-law. Ever since my children started dating, I’ve told people–and this is true–that what I really looked for in my kids as they were dating someone is whether or not I saw good fruit growing from them through the relationship or if I saw bad fruit. And there were definitely differences. It was always fun to see good fruit brought into their life through their relationship with another person. And it was discouraging and even heartbreaking to see bad fruit. I know that’s one of the things Samson’s parents were afraid of with this match with a Philistine woman. They wanted to see good fruit in Samson’s life, and how could that happen if he married a Philistine. I’m sure they had dreams of who he would be for Israel after the angel’s visit. How could this match lead to that? But as Judges 14:4 says, “His father and mother did not know that it was from the Lord, for he was seeking an opportunity against the Philistines. At that time the Philistines ruled over Israel.” Father, in the things that break my heart, help me to be at peace in the hope that you are seeking an opportunity through the circumstances that concern me.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on May 27, 2026 in Judges

 

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Judges 13

13 And the people of Israel again did what was evil in the sight of the Lord, so the Lord gave them into the hand of the Philistines for forty years.

There was a certain man of Zorah, of the tribe of the Danites, whose name was Manoah. And his wife was barren and had no children. And the angel of the Lord appeared to the woman and said to her, “Behold, you are barren and have not borne children, but you shall conceive and bear a son. Therefore be careful and drink no wine or strong drink, and eat nothing unclean, for behold, you shall conceive and bear a son. No razor shall come upon his head, for the child shall be a Nazirite to God from the womb, and he shall begin to save Israel from the hand of the Philistines.” Then the woman came and told her husband, “A man of God came to me, and his appearance was like the appearance of the angel of God, very awesome. I did not ask him where he was from, and he did not tell me his name, but he said to me, ‘Behold, you shall conceive and bear a son. So then drink no wine or strong drink, and eat nothing unclean, for the child shall be a Nazirite to God from the womb to the day of his death.’”

Then Manoah prayed to the Lord and said, “O Lord, please let the man of God whom you sent come again to us and teach us what we are to do with the child who will be born.” And God listened to the voice of Manoah, and the angel of God came again to the woman as she sat in the field. But Manoah her husband was not with her. 10 So the woman ran quickly and told her husband, “Behold, the man who came to me the other day has appeared to me.” 11 And Manoah arose and went after his wife and came to the man and said to him, “Are you the man who spoke to this woman?” And he said, “I am.” 12 And Manoah said, “Now when your words come true, what is to be the child’s manner of life, and what is his mission?” 13 And the angel of the Lord said to Manoah, “Of all that I said to the woman let her be careful. 14 She may not eat of anything that comes from the vine, neither let her drink wine or strong drink, or eat any unclean thing. All that I commanded her let her observe.”

15 Manoah said to the angel of the Lord, “Please let us detain you and prepare a young goat for you.” 16 And the angel of the Lord said to Manoah, “If you detain me, I will not eat of your food. But if you prepare a burnt offering, then offer it to the Lord.” (For Manoah did not know that he was the angel of the Lord.) 17 And Manoah said to the angel of the Lord, “What is your name, so that, when your words come true, we may honor you?” 18 And the angel of the Lord said to him, “Why do you ask my name, seeing it is wonderful?” 19 So Manoah took the young goat with the grain offering, and offered it on the rock to the Lord, to the one who works[a] wonders, and Manoah and his wife were watching. 20 And when the flame went up toward heaven from the altar, the angel of the Lord went up in the flame of the altar. Now Manoah and his wife were watching, and they fell on their faces to the ground.

21 The angel of the Lord appeared no more to Manoah and to his wife. Then Manoah knew that he was the angel of the Lord. 22 And Manoah said to his wife, “We shall surely die, for we have seen God.” 23 But his wife said to him, “If the Lord had meant to kill us, he would not have accepted a burnt offering and a grain offering at our hands, or shown us all these things, or now announced to us such things as these.” 24 And the woman bore a son and called his name Samson. And the young man grew, and the Lord blessed him. 25 And the Spirit of the Lord began to stir him in Mahaneh-dan, between Zorah and Eshtaol.

Dear God, I like this couple because they seem so common. They are two people trying to live their lives while the Philistines have all the power. They are just scratching out a living when your angel comes to Manoah’s wife and gives her great news. I’m curious about the grape/wine thing. Was that just for her? Was that kind of a “don’t drink while you’re pregnant” thing? Was the only rule for Samson to not cut his hair?

And poor Manoah. I say “poor Manoah” because he seems a little hapless. She seems to be the brains of the couple, but he seems really earnest and sweet. Is that all you needed him to be. Later, Samson will grow up to be a little unruly. Was that what you needed of him? Did he need to be a little unruly? Did you give Samson the exact father you needed him to have?

Father, I’m just a common man trying to make my way through this day. I have a finance committee meeting for our nonprofit coming up in a few minutes. Help me to be ready for that. Help me to be the man you need me to be for our organization. Help me to worship you and love you well through my work, through my personal life, and through my discipling life. Help me to love others well and to love you well. And for whatever my failings were as a father, please redeem them to be exactly what will bring my children to where you want them.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on May 26, 2026 in Judges

 

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James 1:22-25

22 But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. 23 For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man who looks intently at his natural face in a mirror. 24 For he looks at himself and goes away and at once forgets what he was like. 25 But the one who looks into the perfect law, the law of liberty, and perseveres, being no hearer who forgets but a doer who acts, he will be blessed in his doing.

James 1:22-25

Dear God, I have a lot of anticipation about today, but it starts with this time with you. Before I go too far, however, I want to stop and acknowledge the sacrifice of women and men who have given their lives serving in the military. It is a special thing they have done. And I want to not only acknowledge the Americans who have done this. I want to acknowledge everyone who died a seeminly senseless death. A death due to the evils of men. This is coming to me even as I type these words. When I think about the cause of death in war, going all the way back into recorded time, it is usually the greed of at least one person who drives the loss of life, and then they get their own people to take up their charge and then other people are forced to fight back. The human condition is tragic. Our sin is tragic. It’s amazing how awful we are capable of being to each other and how often we follow through on that capacity. It’s what happens when we make idols and we don’t make you our God. It’s what happens when we become hearers of the word and not doers. Funny how that came full circle. But before I start talking about that, once again, I want to stop and honor the people who, throughout history, selflessly gave the one earthly life any of us get on behalf of their countrymen–especially the ones who sacrificed so I can be sitting here this morning, safely in my home, praying to you.

So, yeah, what happens when we are just hearers of the word and not doers? I think about the people who were at the Rededicate America 250 rally last week. Were they hearers of the word or doers? I suspect they were largely hearers of the word. And maybe it’s unfair or even sinful for me to label them this way. Maybe I should be working with the log in my own eye before I look at the speck in theirs. Forget maybe. I should definitely do that.

I want to be a doer of your word. I want to absorb what you have for me and turn it into action. The action should always be formed and motivated in my love for you and love for others. I should be about mercy and service. I should be about learning how to worship you and love others better and then teaching others to do the same.

Father, help me to do today. Help me to not worry about the people who were at Rededicate America 250, but to instead worry about rededicating myself and then turning that dedication to you into action throughout my day. Introduce me to people you need me to meet. Love me through people from whom you need me to receive love, and give love to people whom you need to receive love from me. Help me to “do” today. Help me to live the life you have for me today.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on May 25, 2026 in James

 

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Romans 12:9-21

Let love be genuine. Abhor what is evil; hold fast to what is good. 10 Love one another with brotherly affection. Outdo one another in showing honor. 11 Do not be slothful in zeal, be fervent in spirit, serve the Lord. 12 Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer. 13 Contribute to the needs of the saints and seek to show hospitality.

14 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse them. 15 Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep. 16 Live in harmony with one another. Do not be haughty, but associate with the lowly. Never be wise in your own sight. 17 Repay no one evil for evil, but give thought to do what is honorable in the sight of all. 18 If possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all. 19 Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.” 20 To the contrary, “if your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink; for by so doing you will heap burning coals on his head.” 21 Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

Romans 12:9-21

Dear God, I think there’s something implied in verse 21 that we sometimes miss: If we don’t follow all of these verses, including 19 and 20, then evil is overcoming us. Vengeance is dangerous to the avenger. Retribution is cancerous. Bitterness and hatred are destructive. There’s a reason Jesus said hating is akin to murder. And I’ve hated. I’ve hated others. And I’ve been hated. I am hated.

This passage is a good reminder that if I am to live peacably with others I must turn loose of hate and embrace compassion, forgiveness and love. That might mean dying to my own rights. That might mean being taken advantage of. It might mean being seen as week or soft.

I’m going to be teaching a Sunday school lesson later this morning about Eli and his sons, but I wonder how Samuel saw them. AFter his vivist from you overnight, how did he see Eli, Hophni, and Phinehas? Did he hold them with contempt? Did he judge them? Did he pity them? How did you want him to feel about them? “Hate the sin, love the sinner?” Try to influence them?

Father, I have the Rich Mullins song “Let Mercy Lead” going in my head right now. Help me to let mercy lead. Help me to follow Paul’s admonition to love my enemies, abhor what is evil, and love what is good. And with everything that I do, let it be with the goal of leading others into complete relationship with you.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on May 24, 2026 in Romans

 

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1 Samuel 4:19-22, 14:2-3, 22:11-20

419 Now his daughter-in-law, the wife of Phinehas, was pregnant, about to give birth. And when she heard the news that the ark of God was captured, and that her father-in-law and her husband were dead, she bowed and gave birth, for her pains came upon her. 20 And about the time of her death the women attending her said to her, “Do not be afraid, for you have borne a son.” But she did not answer or pay attention. 21 And she named the child Ichabod, saying, “The glory has departed[b] from Israel!” because the ark of God had been captured and because of her father-in-law and her husband. 22 And she said, “The glory has departed from Israel, for the ark of God has been captured.”


14Saul was staying in the outskirts of Gibeah in the pomegranate cave at Migron. The people who were with him were about six hundred men, including Ahijah the son of Ahitub, Ichabod’s brother, son of Phinehas, son of Eli, the priest of the Lord in Shiloh, wearing an ephod. And the people did not know that Jonathan had gone. 


2111 Then the king sent to summon Ahimelech the priest, the son of Ahitub, and all his father’s house, the priests who were at Nob, and all of them came to the king. 12 And Saul said, “Hear now, son of Ahitub.” And he answered, “Here I am, my lord.” 13 And Saul said to him, “Why have you conspired against me, you and the son of Jesse, in that you have given him bread and a sword and have inquired of God for him, so that he has risen against me, to lie in wait, as at this day?” 14 Then Ahimelech answered the king, “And who among all your servants is so faithful as David, who is the king’s son-in-law, and captain over your bodyguard, and honored in your house? 15 Is today the first time that I have inquired of God for him? No! Let not the king impute anything to his servant or to all the house of my father, for your servant has known nothing of all this, much or little.” 16 And the king said, “You shall surely die, Ahimelech, you and all your father’s house.” 17 And the king said to the guard who stood about him, “Turn and kill the priests of the Lord, because their hand also is with David, and they knew that he fled and did not disclose it to me.” But the servants of the king would not put out their hand to strike the priests of the Lord. 18 Then the king said to Doeg, “You turn and strike the priests.” And Doeg the Edomite turned and struck down the priests, and he killed on that day eighty-five persons who wore the linen ephod. 19 And Nob, the city of the priests, he put to the sword; both man and woman, child and infant, ox, donkey and sheep, he put to the sword.

20 But one of the sons of Ahimelech the son of Ahitub, named Abiathar, escaped and fled after David. 21 And Abiathar told David that Saul had killed the priests of the Lord. 22 And David said to Abiathar, “I knew on that day, when Doeg the Edomite was there, that he would surely tell Saul. I have occasioned the death of all the persons of your father’s house. 23 Stay with me; do not be afraid, for he who seeks my life seeks your life. With me you shall be in safekeeping.”

1 Samuel 4:19-22, 14:2-3, 22:11-20

Dear God, these passages are the fulfillment of the prophecy you gave to Eli in 1 Samuel 2:31: 31 Behold, the days are coming when I will cut off your strength and the strength of your father’s house, so that there will not be an old man in your house. So here’s my question. Did you cause these things to happen to Eli’s descendants or did Eli and his boys set these things in motion through their actions? Did we end up with Saul as king because these men were unfaithful to you all those years before? I tend to think that you don’t do these things as much as you foresee these things. History could have been different for Eli’s descendants had he made a different set of decisions years before.

Oh, how this thought terrifies me. What have I done today that will ripple through time in a negative way? How am I failing future generations, or even those around me today, through the mistakes I make and sins I commit?

Lord, have mercy. Jesus, have mercy. Holy Spirit, have mercy. I really don’t have much more to say than that.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on May 23, 2026 in 1 Samuel

 

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1 Samuel 2:12-17, 22-25, 27-36, 3:1-18

12 Now the sons of Eli were scoundrels who had no respect for the Lord 13 or for their duties as priests. Whenever anyone offered a sacrifice, Eli’s sons would send over a servant with a three-pronged fork. While the meat of the sacrificed animal was still boiling, 14 the servant would stick the fork into the pot and demand that whatever it brought up be given to Eli’s sons. All the Israelites who came to worship at Shiloh were treated this way. 15 Sometimes the servant would come even before the animal’s fat had been burned on the altar. He would demand raw meat before it had been boiled so that it could be used for roasting.

16 The man offering the sacrifice might reply, “Take as much as you want, but the fat must be burned first.” Then the servant would demand, “No, give it to me now, or I’ll take it by force.” 17 So the sin of these young men was very serious in the Lord’s sight, for they treated the Lord’s offerings with contempt.

22 Now Eli was very old, but he was aware of what his sons were doing to the people of Israel. He knew, for instance, that his sons were seducing the young women who assisted at the entrance of the Tabernacle. 23 Eli said to them, “I have been hearing reports from all the people about the wicked things you are doing. Why do you keep sinning? 24 You must stop, my sons! The reports I hear among the Lord’s people are not good. 25 If someone sins against another person, God can mediate for the guilty party. But if someone sins against the Lord, who can intercede?” But Eli’s sons wouldn’t listen to their father, for the Lord was already planning to put them to death.

27 One day a man of God came to Eli and gave him this message from the Lord: “I revealed myself to your ancestors when they were Pharaoh’s slaves in Egypt. 28 I chose your ancestor Aaron from among all the tribes of Israel to be my priest, to offer sacrifices on my altar, to burn incense, and to wear the priestly vest as he served me. And I assigned the sacrificial offerings to you priests. 29 So why do you scorn my sacrifices and offerings? Why do you give your sons more honor than you give me—for you and they have become fat from the best offerings of my people Israel!

30 “Therefore, the Lord, the God of Israel, says: I promised that your branch of the tribe of Levi would always be my priests. But I will honor those who honor me, and I will despise those who think lightly of me. 31 The time is coming when I will put an end to your family, so it will no longer serve as my priests. All the members of your family will die before their time. None will reach old age. 32 You will watch with envy as I pour out prosperity on the people of Israel. But no members of your family will ever live out their days. 33 The few not cut off from serving at my altar will survive, but only so their eyes can go blind and their hearts break, and their children will die a violent death. 34 And to prove that what I have said will come true, I will cause your two sons, Hophni and Phinehas, to die on the same day!

35 “Then I will raise up a faithful priest who will serve me and do what I desire. I will establish his family, and they will be priests to my anointed kings forever. 36 Then all of your surviving family will bow before him, begging for money and food. ‘Please,’ they will say, ‘give us jobs among the priests so we will have enough to eat.’”

Meanwhile, the boy Samuel served the Lord by assisting Eli. Now in those days messages from the Lord were very rare, and visions were quite uncommon.

One night Eli, who was almost blind by now, had gone to bed. The lamp of God had not yet gone out, and Samuel was sleeping in the Tabernacle near the Ark of God. Suddenly the Lord called out, “Samuel!”

“Yes?” Samuel replied. “What is it?” He got up and ran to Eli. “Here I am. Did you call me?”

“I didn’t call you,” Eli replied. “Go back to bed.” So he did.

Then the Lord called out again, “Samuel!”

Again Samuel got up and went to Eli. “Here I am. Did you call me?”

“I didn’t call you, my son,” Eli said. “Go back to bed.”

Samuel did not yet know the Lord because he had never had a message from the Lord before. So the Lord called a third time, and once more Samuel got up and went to Eli. “Here I am. Did you call me?”

Then Eli realized it was the Lord who was calling the boy. So he said to Samuel, “Go and lie down again, and if someone calls again, say, ‘Speak, Lord, your servant is listening.’” So Samuel went back to bed.

10 And the Lord came and called as before, “Samuel! Samuel!”

And Samuel replied, “Speak, your servant is listening.”

11 Then the Lord said to Samuel, “I am about to do a shocking thing in Israel. 12 I am going to carry out all my threats against Eli and his family, from beginning to end. 13 I have warned him that judgment is coming upon his family forever, because his sons are blaspheming God and he hasn’t disciplined them. 14 So I have vowed that the sins of Eli and his sons will never be forgiven by sacrifices or offerings.”

15 Samuel stayed in bed until morning, then got up and opened the doors of the Tabernacle as usual. He was afraid to tell Eli what the Lord had said to him. 16 But Eli called out to him, “Samuel, my son.”

“Here I am,” Samuel replied.

17 “What did the Lord say to you? Tell me everything. And may God strike you and even kill you if you hide anything from me!” 18 So Samuel told Eli everything; he didn’t hold anything back. “It is the Lord’s will,” Eli replied. “Let him do what he thinks best.”

1 Samuel 2:12-17, 22-25, 27-36, 3:1-18

Dear God, I want to read this story and think about how awful Eli was. Come on, Eli! Do better! But I’m no Disney Princess. What parts of me are like Eli? Where do I fail when I shouldn’t? Where am I weak when I should be strong?

I think the answer is probably at work. There are times when I avoid confrontation at work when I shouldn’t. Nothing like what Eli is letting go here is happening, but there are little things I choose to ignore instead of address. It’s a huge weakness for me. I know I need to be doing something about it.

In the case of this story, I like the idea that you are setting Samuel up for leadership. Showing him both what to do and what not to do. Ironically, it will come to pass in chapter 8 that he has the same weakness with his boys. They aren’t this bad and contemptuous towards you, but they are corrupt and the excuse the Israelites use to ask for a king. But in the meantime, you warned the boy Samuel to not be like Eli’s boys, and I think this was a pivotal time for them.

Father, help me to learn from my own mistakes, from Eli’s mistakes, and even from Samuel’s mistakes. Don’t let any pain be wasted. And I want to stop a moment this morning and pray for two couples. One just got married three days ago. One will be married in three weeks. I pray for your presence in all of their lives. Help them to see beyond themselves. Help them to lean into the path you have for them and to lean on you as they walk that path. Help them to take each challenge and bring it to you. Help my wife and me to bring our challenges to you as well. Both as individuals and as a couple. Give these couples and us the protection you know we need. Guide us into humility.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on May 22, 2026 in 1 Samuel

 

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1 Samuel 1:9-18, 24-28, 2:11

Once after a sacrificial meal at Shiloh, Hannah got up and went to pray. Eli the priest was sitting at his customary place beside the entrance of the Tabernacle. 10 Hannah was in deep anguish, crying bitterly as she prayed to the Lord. 11 And she made this vow: “O Lord of Heaven’s Armies, if you will look upon my sorrow and answer my prayer and give me a son, then I will give him back to you. He will be yours for his entire lifetime, and as a sign that he has been dedicated to the Lord, his hair will never be cut.”

12 As she was praying to the Lord, Eli watched her. 13 Seeing her lips moving but hearing no sound, he thought she had been drinking. 14 “Must you come here drunk?” he demanded. “Throw away your wine!”

15 “Oh no, sir!” she replied. “I haven’t been drinking wine or anything stronger. But I am very discouraged, and I was pouring out my heart to the Lord. 16 Don’t think I am a wicked woman! For I have been praying out of great anguish and sorrow.”

17 “In that case,” Eli said, “go in peace! May the God of Israel grant the request you have asked of him.”

18 “Oh, thank you, sir!” she exclaimed. Then she went back and began to eat again, and she was no longer sad.

24 When the child was weaned, Hannah took him to the Tabernacle in Shiloh. They brought along a three-year-old bull for the sacrifice and a basket of flour and some wine. 25 After sacrificing the bull, they brought the boy to Eli. 26 “Sir, do you remember me?” Hannah asked. “I am the very woman who stood here several years ago praying to the Lord. 27 I asked the Lord to give me this boy, and he has granted my request. 28 Now I am giving him to the Lord, and he will belong to the Lord his whole life.” And they worshiped the Lord there.

211 Then Elkanah returned home to Ramah without Samuel. And the boy served the Lord by assisting Eli the priest.

1 Samuel 1:9-18, 24-28, 2:11

Dear God, I’ve been thinking a lot about what I’m going to teach for Sunday school this Sunday, and I think I’ve found it. As I’ve asked you about what I should do, it seems like Eli has been bubbling to the surface. But before I go any further in this prayer, I want to stop and thank you for the rain. It has rained overnight here the last two nights, and it has been wonderful. Thank you. We need it. We are helpless without it. We need you to provide it. Thank you for your goodness and for sending rain. We treat your earth foolishly. I treat your earth foolishly. Yet you are good. Thank you.

Back to Eli. I noticed this morning when I read these verses that the first thing we see him do is make a mistake. He’s not an especially perceptive person. He was quick to judge Hannah when he saw something he didn’t understand. And then he just kind of blanket-blessed her prayer request while having no idea what she was asking. She could have been asking you to kill Peninnah for all he knew. So Eli was already not the best when we met him. But Hannah didn’t let that stop her from fulfilling her vow to you. She offered up Samuel to you even though some people would have said it was a mistake because, well, we’ll find out in the next verses tomorrow that Eli didn’t have such a great track record in raising boys.

So the questions for me are 1.) how do I prejudge situations without fully understanding them, and 2.) how do I allow conventional wisdom to get in the way of what you’re calling me to do? The answer to the first one is ALL of the time. I prejudge situations without fulling understanding them ALL of the time. The answer to the second one is SOME of the time. There are times when I will make a quick decision based on worldly wisdom and let it get in the way of what you’re calling me to do, but there are other times when I am able to look beyond what logic dictates should be done and can mercifully see what your Spirit might be urging me to do.

Father, I give everything to you this day. Help me to see what you have for me to see. Help me to hear what you have for me to hear. I need your discernment, wisdom, and perception. Help me to do that. And help me to do the job you have for me to do this day. I still have so much to do at work. Help me to do it well and for your glory–not mine.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on May 21, 2026 in 1 Samuel

 

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Romans 15:5-13

May God, who gives this patience and encouragement, help you live in complete harmony with each other, as is fitting for followers of Christ Jesus. Then all of you can join together with one voice, giving praise and glory to God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Therefore, accept each other just as Christ has accepted you so that God will be given glory. Remember that Christ came as a servant to the Jews[b] to show that God is true to the promises he made to their ancestors. He also came so that the Gentiles might give glory to God for his mercies to them. That is what the psalmist meant when he wrote:

“For this, I will praise you among the Gentiles;
    I will sing praises to your name.”[c]

10 And in another place it is written,

“Rejoice with his people,
    you Gentiles.”[d]

11 And yet again,

“Praise the Lord, all you Gentiles.
    Praise him, all you people of the earth.”[e]

12 And in another place Isaiah said,

“The heir to David’s throne[f] will come,
    and he will rule over the Gentiles.
They will place their hope on him.”[g]

13 I pray that God, the source of hope, will fill you completely with joy and peace because you trust in him. Then you will overflow with confident hope through the power of the Holy Spirit.

Romans 15:5-13

Dear God, the things the world tells me to get upset about are just things that I cannot control. Right now, it seems like everything, and I mean everything, from nearly all levels of our government are the things that are driving wedges between Christians and non-Christians alike. Whether it’s foreign policy, domestic policy, state policy, or local policy, we are in this existential crisis worrying about how to control something that we really can’t control and then we judge the people who disagree with us. I was with a man in my office the other day, and it came out that we disagreed on some political issues. I cut the discussion off pretty quickly because I knew that Satan might use it to drive a wedge between us that just doesn’t need to be there.

We are here to be an encouragement to each other. I was thinking last night while I looked at a group of men who are in a class provided to those getting community service hours through the courts that they have the potential to be that source of support for each other. Over 10 weeks, they have an opportunity to build a community that will strongly support them. That you can use to be your presence to each other. It makes me think now that we need to be really already focusing on the idea of implanting the alumni meetings to them for after the course is over.

Father, help me to be informed for the sake of compassion but not as a way to grasp power or control. Help me to embrace and encourage every person who calls on your name, seeking them out so that you might make me stronger in you and more like you and so that I might help them to be strong in you and more like you. Help me to turn loose of the world and its outcomes, leaving that in your hands. I think about what the prayers of the common person in Germany must have been like in the 30s or in Russia in when Lenin took over. I think about the common Christian in Ukraine or Russia now. I’m just a small butterfly. Show me how to flap my wings today so that your kingdom might come and your will might be done on earth as it is in heaven.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on May 20, 2026 in Romans

 

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