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Matthew 6:5-18

“When you pray, you are not to be like the hypocrites; for they love to stand and pray in the synagogues and on the street corners so that they may be seen by men. Truly I say to you, they have their reward in full. But you, when you pray, go into your inner room, close your door and pray to your Father who is in secret, and your Father who sees what is done in secret will reward you.

“And when you are praying, do not use meaningless repetition as the Gentiles do, for they suppose that they will be heard for their many words. So do not be like them; for your Father knows what you need before you ask Him.

“Pray, then, in this way:

‘Our Father who is in heaven,
Hallowed be Your name.
10 ‘Your kingdom come.
Your will be done,
On earth as it is in heaven.
11 ‘Give us this day our daily bread.
12 ‘And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors.
13 ‘And do not lead us into temptation, but deliver us from evil. [For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.’]

14 For if you forgive others for their transgressions, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. 15 But if you do not forgive others, then your Father will not forgive your transgressions.

16 “Whenever you fast, do not put on a gloomy face as the hypocrites do, for they neglect their appearance so that they will be noticed by men when they are fasting. Truly I say to you, they have their reward in full. 17 But you, when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face 18 so that your fasting will not be noticed by men, but by your Father who is in secret; and your Father who sees what is done in secret will reward you.

Dear God, if there is one thing I feel like I have failed at it is trying to inspire others to do prayer journals like this. It’s the reason I first started sharing these prayers publicly. It’s not so that others would be impressed with me. In fact, nearly everyone who sees these prayers has no idea who I am. I am anonymous to them. But I would love for people to see these prayers and be inspired to do something similar themselves. Yes, sometimes I have a surprise insight that I would love to share with people. I’ll be teaching a Sunday school class tomorrow about the Sermon on the Mount, and I will get some of the content from these prayer journals. But mostly I want others to see how your Word can be applied to our lives today. I want them to become intimate with the stories through their own exploration of what you left us as Scripture.

As far as the Lord’s Prayer, I normally use the New Living Translation, but I didn’t like one thing it did for this passage so I shifted to New American Standard (1995). For your kingdom coming, the NLT added “soon” to the passage. I couldn’t find any other translations that used “soon” there. For some reason, using that word gave me shades of “Jesus coming back again” even though that’s not necessarily what it was saying. When I pray, “Your kingdom come,” I am praying in this moment. Right now. Through me. Through other Christians. Through your body. Not “soon” but now. In my next action, let your kingdom come to earth. In the next actions of your Body around the world, let your kingdom come. Even through the ignorant actions of unbelievers, let your kingdom come.

It’s interesting that Jesus felt the need to teach us how to pray. I heard someone say once that it’s the only thing the disciples ever actively asked Jesus to teach them. How do we pray?

Father, these verses for today seem to be all about motives. What are my motives for being here today? I was thinking about this question this morning: “If I think that Jesus’s life, death, and resurrection is about being reconciled to God, then what does being reconciled to God in my daily life look like and am I living like I really want that?” Some seek Jesus’s reconciliation power so that we can one day avoid hell. But that’s not what it’s about. It’s about what Jesus is talking about here: my private, earnest, honest relationship with you. That’s what I’m seeking even in this moment. I am here to worship you, to bow down, and to say that you are my God. I am sorry for all of the other gods I put before you.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

P.S. I just looked at the beginning of verse 5 again and had another thought. These public displays of faith only work to my benefit if I live in a place like rural Texas where Christian faith and activity gets rewarded by society. But in a place like Portland it wouldn’t be. Quite the opposite. So maybe a good question to ask myself is would I do what I’m doing in Portland as much as I do it in rural Texas?

 
 

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Matthew 6:1-4

“Watch out! Don’t do your good deeds publicly, to be admired by others, for you will lose the reward from your Father in heaven. When you give to someone in need, don’t do as the hypocrites do—blowing trumpets in the synagogues and streets to call attention to their acts of charity! I tell you the truth, they have received all the reward they will ever get. But when you give to someone in need, don’t let your left hand know what your right hand is doing. Give your gifts in private, and your Father, who sees everything, will reward you.

Matthew 6:1-4

Dear God, it can be hard to keep our good deeds totally private. And there are other times when it is actually appropriate to let others know we’ve done something because it will serve as an endorsement for them to support it as well. As a nonprofit, there are times when I need to be able to list a donor’s name on something so that others will know that this person of credibility endorses us so they can feel confident endorsing us as well.

But that’s not Jesus’s point here. Jesus, as always, is looking deep into our hearts. Why are we doing what we do? Are we doing it to manipulate other people to like us (ironically, such public displays usually turn people off more than attract them to us), or worse still, because we think we can manipulate you into liking us more? It’s probably surprising to know how many of us think we can influence your love for us. In modern American Christianity, there are so many people who are worried about getting their “fire insurance” that they make that their goal instead of relationship with you. Reconciliation with you isn’t primarily about my eternity. It’s about my here and now. It’s about this moment I have with you. This day I have with you. It’s not about tomorrow. It’s not even primarily about the past. No, it’s primarily about this moment and my communion with you in real time.

So why am I doing what I do? I like to think it’s that fruit of your Spirit that grows in me through being with you and worshipping you. Why do I take someone’s cart for them when they are done unloading it into their car and I’m walking into the grocery store? Because I’m filled with love for them and I want to help. Why do I close the lid on someone’s garbage can as it sat in the street with a lid that had blown open after a storm? Because I want to serve them. You grow in me. And if that’s you growing in me that is driving me to do these things then that must mean that that is your nature too! You love us. You want to show us love. We will get later to the part about fathers and good gifts, but it’s that kind of thing. My evidence that you are good is that the closer I get to you the “gooder” I get.

Father, I am grateful for you. I am grateful to sit here this morning and be able to think through this sermon from Jesus with you. I’m grateful to have different layers of your nature revealed to me the more I do this. I’m grateful for Jesus’s life, teaching, death, and resurrection. I’m grateful for his love for me. I am grateful for the Holy Spirit’s presence with me right now as I type these words. As I go to work. As I love donors. As I love my wife. Oh, how I love you, Father, Jesus, and Holy Spirit.

I pray all of this under the reconciliation Jesus offers and with the Holy Spirit in my presence,

Amen

 
 

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Matthew 5:21-48

21 “You have heard that it was said to the people long ago, ‘You shall not murder, and anyone who murders will be subject to judgment.’ 22 But I tell you that anyone who is angry with a brother or sister will be subject to judgment. Again, anyone who says to a brother or sister, ‘Raca,’ is answerable to the court. And anyone who says, ‘You fool!’ will be in danger of the fire of hell.

23 “Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother or sister has something against you, 24 leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to them; then come and offer your gift.

25 “Settle matters quickly with your adversary who is taking you to court. Do it while you are still together on the way, or your adversary may hand you over to the judge, and the judge may hand you over to the officer, and you may be thrown into prison. 26 Truly I tell you, you will not get out until you have paid the last penny.

Adultery

27 “You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery.’ 28 But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. 29 If your right eye causes you to stumble, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell. 30 And if your right hand causes you to stumble, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell.

Divorce

31 “It has been said, ‘Anyone who divorces his wife must give her a certificate of divorce.’ 32 But I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for sexual immorality, makes her the victim of adultery, and anyone who marries a divorced woman commits adultery.

Oaths

33 “Again, you have heard that it was said to the people long ago, ‘Do not break your oath, but fulfill to the Lord the vows you have made.’ 34 But I tell you, do not swear an oath at all: either by heaven, for it is God’s throne; 35 or by the earth, for it is his footstool; or by Jerusalem, for it is the city of the Great King. 36 And do not swear by your head, for you cannot make even one hair white or black. 37 All you need to say is simply ‘Yes’ or ‘No’; anything beyond this comes from the evil one.

Eye for Eye

38 “You have heard that it was said, ‘Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.’ 39 But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also. 40 And if anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, hand over your coat as well. 41 If anyone forces you to go one mile, go with them two miles. 42 Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.

Love for Enemies

43 “You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ 44 But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, 45 that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46 If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? 47 And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? 48 Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

Matthew 5:21-48

Dear God, “You have heard it said…” That seems to be the theme of this whole section: “You have heard it said…” In other words, “You’ve been told this is important, and you tell others this is important, but you’ve actually missed the important part.” What are some of the things I have heard said about which I am missing the important part? I really need to think about this. We can get so immersed in the dogma of our time or of our tribe that we lose perspective. At least I do.

I really want to be able to live up to the standard here. I really want to not hate or disdain. I really want to love my wife completely and purely. I even want to see those who do wrong or whom I do not like suffer for their mistakes or bad deeds. I want to be known as a man of truth who is trustworthy.

The one “you have heard it said” that keeps coming to mind is, “You have heard it said do not lie with a man as one lies with a woman, that is detestable.” (Leviticus 18:22) What would Jesus’s words to follow that sentence be? Would he raise the bar or lower it? Would he turn it around on the heterosexual and point out a sin in our lives that we commit often? All of his “you have heard it saids” seem to be for the judge and not the judged.

Holy Spirit, my Counselor, Advocate, Comforter, and Healer, please guide me closer to the Father today. Help me to have eyes to see and ears to hear. Help me to see myself and hear myself. Help me to be what you need me to be for others. And I have some friends who are on my heart now who are really struggling. Some are having marital problems. Some are facing serious health issues. Some financial. Some addiction. Some are just facing a difficult path. I pray for all of them. Heal. Comfort. Counsel. Reconcile them to you. Help them to completely find you.

I offer this to you in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
 

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Matthew 5:17-20

17 “Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them. 18 For truly I tell you, until heaven and earth disappear, not the smallest letter, not the least stroke of a pen, will by any means disappear from the Law until everything is accomplished. 19 Therefore anyone who sets aside one of the least of these commands and teaches others accordingly will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of heaven. 20 For I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and the teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of heaven.

Matthew 5:17-20

Dear God, the “Law” in interesting. What do we mean by “Law”? Jesus uses this as a set up to start going into the higher standard you have for murder and adultery than even the Pharisees had. But when we read this today in 21st-Century American churches I would imagine a good majority of Evangelical Christians would first think of LGBTQ+ issues. They would look at verse 19 and say that some people are trying to set aside that command and water it down. But there is so much more! It’s like being worried about the emotional health of children by worrying about 2% issue of the books of questionable content in the library instead of looking at the other 98% of things that are attacking our children (and us as adults).

So, again, it is easy for me to sit and think–and judge–other Christians for how they are approaching this, and another to look inward and consider how I might be setting aside your commands.

I’m in the middle of reading an interesting book by A.J. Jacobs that I’ve mentioned in these prayers before called The Year of Living Biblically: One Man’s Humble Quest to Follow the Bible as Literally as Possible. It’s been a great look at taking every command you gave in the Old and New Testaments, whether through Moses, the Prophets, Jesus, or the Apostles, and do his best to live by each one. Some of it is extreme. Some of it is impossible. But some of it is so good and so healthy. I’m a third of the way through it right now, and I am fascinated to see how it will end. Who will this agnostic Jewish man become after spending a year within your sphere of influence.

Father, I don’t want to set aside any of your commands or the Prophets. In fact, one of Jacobs’s pastoral advisors through this process encourages him to focus on the Prophets, which I should probably do more. I also don’t want to miss what you might have for me through the teachings of Jesus because I am so myopic on being legalistic. Help me to sink into this today. Help me to consider it. Help me to stew on it a little. Help this passage to soak into my soul. And it’s not so I can be great in your kingdom after this life. It is just so I can be pleasing to you, my life will be worth something to your kingdom, and I might become the man you have for me to be. And thank you for the grace, Jesus, as I fail and struggle to know you. And thank you for the comfort, guidance, and counsel, Holy Spirit, as I move through each day.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
 

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Matthew 5:13-16

13 “You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled underfoot.

14 “You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16 In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.

Matthew 5:13-16

Dear God, what kind of salt and light do you want me to be within my sphere of influence? I guess another question is what kind of salt and light do I allow into my life to strengthen my relationship with you and my faith? What do I listen to? What do I read? With whom do I visit? If I am the average of the five people I spend the most time with, what does that mean about them and about me?

But back to me being salt and light, I think sometimes it is easier to be salt and light in a secular environment. I know how to talk about my faith and the difference you have made in my joy and peace with people who do not have that frame of reference. For whom it is a foreign concept. The tricky part for me is how to get past the cultural acceptability of being a “Christian” in my community and drill down to the differences between being a nominal Christian and being a disciple.

I’m about to spend the morning with our staff in a staff meeting. I will have an opportunity to show your love to my coworkers and inspire them into deeper discipleship. I will have an opportunity to learn from them and grow stronger in my faith through their inspiration. Then we can take that salt and light and take it to each other, our volunteers, and our patients. When people come to us and they are hurting, scared, and desperate, we have something beyond our services to offer. Help us to remember that.

Father, help me to be salty and light-filled today. Help me to shine for you and spread your salt to others. And put your saltiness and light into me. Through your Word. Through your Holy Spirit. Through my interactions with others. Let it be all about you and bringing you into this world so that your kingdom might come and your will might be done on earth as it is in heaven.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
 

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Matthew 5:1-12

Now when Jesus saw the crowds, he went up on a mountainside and sat down. His disciples came to him, and he began to teach them.

He said:

“Blessed are the poor in spirit,
    for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn,
    for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
    for they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
    for they will be filled.
Blessed are the merciful,
    for they will be shown mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart,
    for they will see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers,
    for they will be called children of God.
10 Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,
    for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

11 “Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. 12 Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

Matthew 5:1-12

Dear God, who is “them”? “He began to teach them.” Was he teaching the crowd or his disciples? Or both? It’s interesting that he sat down. That’s one of the things that makes me wonder who he was addressing. If it was a crowd I would think that he was standing up. I would also think he would have taken a lower spot elevation wise so his voice would project into them and not over them.

For just a moment, I’m going to do something I’ve never done before and think of this as just being for a group of 75 or less. Maybe more than the 12, but less than the crowds.

With that said, these Beatitudes are interesting because he might be teaching the disciples that they should appreciate these people. “If you see someone who is poor or even poor in spirit then you better love and respect them because your father loves and cares for them.”

The first two, poor in spirit and those who mourn, are changeable conditions. Love on those people. But the rest are attitudes of the heart. Meek, hunger for righteousness, merciful, pure in heart, peacemakers. And then we double around and come back to a possible temporary condition of life, persecuted. “If you’re doing these things and persecuted for it then you’re doing the right thing.”

Father, give me a heart to spend time with and live on those who are poor in spirit and mourn. Give me a heart that pursues you in mercy, hungering for righteousness, meek, and striving to make peace. Glorify your name through me. And if I am really living into this well and someone persecutes me for it, may my persecution be a pathway for them or someone else to follow you.

I offer this prayer to you in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit.

Amen

 
 

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Sermon on the Mount (Matthew 5-7)

Dear God, I was listening to a great interview this week with Rich Villodas about his new book The Narrow Path: How the Subversive Way of Jesus Satisfies our Souls. It’s about the Sermon on the Mount, and I look forward to reading it soon. I’ve been asked to teach a Sunday school class for a couple of weeks in a row in a couple of weeks, so I think I want to explore if maybe this is something you’re leading me to.

For today, I thought I would just sit and write an outline of the sermon over the three chapters. I would have sat down earlier today to do it, but I knew it would take some time, and I did not want to be rushed. Okay, here we go:

  • Jesus outlines what the life you bless looks like and how you bless us — the Beattitudes
  • Our job in living for God – Salt and Light
  • The law is still in effect
    • It’s easier to break the law than you think
    • Take seriously to avoid temptation (take out your eye, cut off your hand, etc.)
    • Divorce is serious
    • Oaths are important
  • Eye for an eye was never law, but permission. Now the new standard is turn the other cheek
  • Love your enemies and pray for them
  • Give to others
  • If you seek reward for behavior now it will be denied you later
  • (Here’s the one that is hard for me, but I think I’m doing this for the right reasons–to inspire others to spend time with you) Private prayer is important. It needs to be earnest and not for show.
    • How to pray — The Lord’s Prayer
  • Forgiveness is critical for our well-being and to secure your forgiveness
  • Do not fast for acclaim, but for our own development in you
  • Do not make accumulation of wealth a priority
    • Money is dangerous and can easily be an idol
  • Worry is a lack of faith
  • Judging others is really bad. We have enough wrong with us without worrying about someone else
  • You love us enough to give us what we want in our prayers if it is good for us
  • Finding the path to a good life with you is hard, but worth it
  • Choose who you listen to or trust by their fruit
  • Following Jesus’s teaching here will lead to peace, even in the midst of storms, on the narrow path

Father, this sermon is a tall order, but it’s remarkable. I am grateful Matthew recorded it for us. One thing that Villodas said is that some people see this sermon as something we strive to achieve so that we might achieve redemption in you and reconciliation with you, but he taught that we should see this as the fruit of a life lived in worshipping you and following you. And I can say that, while I still fail throughout this sermon, I am better now than I once was. Yes, I still judge people, but I am quicker to remember to have mercy on them and consider their perspective. I am also better at stopping myself and doing some self-evaluation when I start thinking about how others are sinning. That’s just one example. I could list many more. But the truth is that I am just grateful to be here praying to, loving you, and even sitting here this afternoon and appreciating what Jesus taught almost exactly 2,000 years ago. Thank you, Father.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
 

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Matthew 11:28-30

28 Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.”

Matthew 11:28-30

Dear God, I have a little confession here. I don’t think I’ve every really understood this passage. I can kind of get my head around laying down…hold it. Wait. I just realized something as I looked at these verses again. I’ve always read it that I’m supposed to lay down my burden and not carry it anymore, but carry your burden instead. But that’s not what this says! I just double checked a couple other translations as well. What it says is that I bring this burden to you, hook myself up to your yoke, and then, at least how I am reading this passage this morning, the act of bearing your yoke will help me to carry my burdens. My burdens are still there. My sorrows are still there. But now I am attached to your yoke. I’m typing on the computer, but if I were using emojis on my phone I would put the “mind blown” emoji right now. I’m a little stunned.

Oh, Father, how wrong am I every day? About my theology? About my opinions? Oh, how I was so smart and understood it all when I was younger. But the older I get the more humbled I am. I told someone yesterday that I’m convinced that the more dogmatic someone is about a certain opinion means they are actually afraid they are wrong about it. They don’t want you to challenge it because they aren’t convinced they can defend it. That might not be 100% true, but it feels generally true. As for me, I am getting more and more comfortable with the idea that I am wrong about a lot of things.

So back to this passage, if I’m reading this correctly (now), this is what reconciliation with you is all about. It’s not about me walking away from my burdens. It’s about sharing them with you. It’s about remembering to seek you in solving or resolving them. It’s about turning over the outcomes to you, trusting that you have a plan that is bigger than I can see. It’s about remembering that you are my everything.

Father, help me to hook up to your yoke today. Help me to walk in your joy. Help me to carry that yoke to others and invite them to join me in my journey. I’m grateful for this opportunity. I’m grateful to understand maybe a little better why this passage never made sense to me and now it does. It’s interesting that chapter 12 starts with the disciples and Jesus breaking some Sabbath rules, and it actually links the stories with these words from Jesus by starting chapter 12 with “at that time.” Oh, Lord, be with me today in every moment.

I offer this to you in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on July 18, 2024 in Matthew

 

Matthew 7:7-11

“Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks, receives. Everyone who seeks, finds. And to everyone who knocks, the door will be opened.

“You parents—if your children ask for a loaf of bread, do you give them a stone instead? 10 Or if they ask for a fish, do you give them a snake? Of course not! 11 So if you sinful people know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give good gifts to those who ask him.

Matthew 7:7-11

Dear God, I normally look to other sources to bring verses to pray about to me such as Bible Gateway’s verse of the day or the daily readings from different denominations such as the Catholic or Presbyterian Churches. But today, I want to focus on some intercessory prayer. There are four things, in particular, that are on my heart this morning. I want to ask you for these things. I want to knock on your door. I want to be your child and pray for good gifts for your children that I know. I want your best for my friends, family, and me.

For the mother I know who is having “spontaneous” (not through artificial methods) triplets today at 32.5 weeks, I pray your protection. I pray for your mercy. I pray for your power. I pray that your angels will be standing in that room, guarding, protecting, and guiding. I pray that you will bless this mother and father. I pray that you will guide all of them closer to yourself. For the mother, I pray that you will protect not only over her body, which is a given, but her spirit, mind, and heart. Love her well. Fill her with a sense of yourself. Care for her. Help her to feel loved by you, by her husband, by her 8-year-old daughter, her parents, and her friends. This is obviously a unique experience. Be there for every bit of it. As Nancy French put it when she described her in-laws praying for their son who spent time in the NICU in her book Ghosted: An American Story, I would like to put in a personnel request to your heavens and ask that you make some special assignments to that hospital room today. Holy Spirit, there is so much to pray for for them. Please fill in my pitiful prayer with your own groanings that are too deep for words.

For the friend whose wife is going through cancer treatment, I ask for your protection over her. For her healing. For her hope. For her energy. For her strength. For her spirit. For her mind. Help her to feel you and your presence. Again, I ask for some special angel attention over her. Love her. Guide her. Support her husband and her family. Give them strength. Give them hope. Give them a sense of who you are in this. I know they can’t see what you are doing in real-time or what is going on, but I pray that they will be at peace and really know what it means to rest in you.

For the friend who had a bone marrow biopsy yesterday, I ask that you will bring back a good report. He is a cancer survivor from several years ago. I pray that you will touch his body and keep it whole. Speak to him and his wife through this process. Help them to feel your love and support. Help them to feel your Holy Spirit speaking to them. Of the people I’ve prayed for this morning, I know this man and his wife the best. I pray that you will show my wife and me how to love them. Minister to them, Holy Spirit. Cover them. Help them to find you in an even deeper way through this concern.

Finally, there is a funeral in our family this weekend. People will come together over thousands of miles. Family who haven’t seen each other in a while. Some have broken relationships. Some won’t be there because of the broken relationships. I pray that this good woman’s death will count for your and your glory. Protect over each heart there. Make us vulnerable, gentle, and humble. Help us to submit to one another. Help my wife and me to carry your with us, and let the fruits of your Spirit that grow in us abound for such a time as this. And help those there be drawn closer to you through the death of this great lover of you.

Father, I pray for my normal concerns as well. My relative who is recovering from cancer. My coworker who is pregnant. My own relationships that are sources of sorrow for me. Protection for my wife and me as we travel, love each other, and support each other. That I might be exactly who you need me to be. And if personnel can spare an angel or two our way, we won’t turn them away. 🙂 We love you. I love you.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on July 12, 2024 in Matthew

 

Matthew 10:5-8

Jesus sent out the twelve apostles with these instructions: “Don’t go to the Gentiles or the Samaritans, but only to the people of Israel—God’s lost sheep. Go and announce to them that the Kingdom of Heaven is near. Heal the sick, raise the dead, cure those with leprosy, and cast out demons. Give as freely as you have received!

Matthew 10:5-8

Dear God, I wonder this is where the original 12 first misinterpreted Jesus’s instructions and thought that he was here only for the Jewish people. Later, in Acts 10 and 11, they have to go through a process for breaking this paradigm of Jewish-only evangelism.

So I guess it makes me wonder why he did give them this limitation. Why no Samaritans? Why no Gentiles? Was it a concern for their safety? Was he just trying to build up knowledge of who he was among the Israelites of the time? Was he setting up crucifixion week? I’m sure there was a reason that was beyond, “I love the Israelites more than I love the Gentiles and Samaritans.” But is that how they interpreted it?

But what is your call on me? First, how boldly am I supposed to pray? I wrote an article in a newsletter recently about praying more boldly. And I have. But has it been consistent or bold enough? No. Am I supposed to heal? Cast out demons? Raise the dead? These are obviously gifts you gave the original 12 in that moment (Matthew 10:1). I know some of that is available to us now because I’ve seen it happen with my own eyes (mainly the healing from illness, not resurrection from the dead). Am I bold enough? I’m preparing to be with a lot of my wife’s extended family this weekend for a funeral. There are relationships among us that are broken or damaged. Am I praying faithfully enough about their healing? Am I praying over my wife enough as she goes into this environment? Am I expecting enough of the Holy Spirit to do something special?

Father, I want to first pray for my wife. She has a special role to play in the funeral we are attending. I pray that you will prepare her heart for everything she will encounter as she goes through this weekend. Love her well. Help her to feel completely surrounded by you. Help her to feel safe. Give her words to say. Give her ears to hear. Give her eyes to see. Help her to bask in your presence. And help all of these, well, all of these hurt people, including me. Let forgiveness and repentance flow freely. Let your love flow into each heart. Use the pain of this loss to guide each heart on the journey you have for us. Don’t let it be wasted. And as for the demons who are messing with all of us, in the name of Jesus, I pray that they would lose their grip and be sent on their way. Cast out into the swine or whatever needs to happen. The demons of addiction. The demons of entitlement. The demons of offense. The demons of self-righteousness. The demons of lies. I pray that all of these would be bound by Jesus and seen no more.

I offer all of this to you only through Jesus and with the Holy Spirit of the Lord, God Almighty,

Amen

 
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Posted by on July 10, 2024 in Matthew