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Joy to the World by John Piper – Advent Day 18

13 “Now I am coming to you. I told them many things while I was with them in this world so they would be filled with my joy. 14 I have given them your word. And the world hates them because they do not belong to the world, just as I do not belong to the world. 15 I’m not asking you to take them out of the world, but to keep them safe from the evil one. 16 They do not belong to this world any more than I do. 17 Make them holy by your truth; teach them your word, which is truth. 18 Just as you sent me into the world, I am sending them into the world. 19 And I give myself as a holy sacrifice for them so they can be made holy by your truth.

John 17:13-19

Dear God, yesterday was supposed to be a simple day, but several things got very complicated on a lot of different fronts, and now I am sitting here with a bit of a heavy heart. There are some problems to solve today, and I do not know how to solve them. There are relationships to navigate, and I don’t know how to navigate them. There are people to love, and I don’t know how to love them. So as I sit here, a week from Christmas Day, I wonder where my heavy heart should be. How should I be responding to these things?

Piper’s reading today focused on verse 18 and the “sending” of the disciples and all of us into the world. And that is true. You are sending me into the world today. And my job is to be your ambassador. To help people 1.) see the difference worshipping you and serving you makes in my life, and 2.) inviting them into worshipping you and serving you. I am also to help others. When I see need, I need to prayerfully consider how to respond to it.

Piper’s commentary today addresses the persecution that can come with missions and representing you in the world: “The greatest danger a missionary faces is to distrust the mercy of God. If that danger is avoided, then all other dangers lose their sting. God makes ever dagger a scepter in our hand. As J.W. Alexander says, ‘Each instant of present labor is to be graciously repaid with a million ages of glory.'”

Father, it’s funny how I recoil at the part about any sacrifice I make being “repaid with a million ages of glory.” Frankly, that’s not why I do any of this. I do what I do because I love you. Because I get joy from loving and helping others. So do with my life what you will today. Bring your kingdom and your will into this world today. Give me what you need me to have. Forgive me for failing you and others. Help me to forgive others. And keep me from the temptations of my corrupt heart. And to you and you alone be all glory and honor, now and forever.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on December 18, 2024 in Advent 2024, John

 

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Joy to the World by John Piper – Advent Day 15

10 “I tell you the truth, anyone who sneaks over the wall of a sheepfold, rather than going through the gate, must surely be a thief and a robber! But the one who enters through the gate is the shepherd of the sheep. The gatekeeper opens the gate for him, and the sheep recognize his voice and come to him. He calls his own sheep by name and leads them out. After he has gathered his own flock, he walks ahead of them, and they follow him because they know his voice. They won’t follow a stranger; they will run from him because they don’t know his voice.”

Those who heard Jesus use this illustration didn’t understand what he meant, so he explained it to them: “I tell you the truth, I am the gate for the sheep. All who came before me were thieves and robbers. But the true sheep did not listen to them. Yes, I am the gate. Those who come in through me will be saved. They will come and go freely and will find good pastures. 10 The thief’s purpose is to steal and kill and destroy. My purpose is to give them a rich and satisfying life.

John 10:1-10

Dear God, okay, I just noticed something. In this parable, Jesus didn’t set himself up as the shepherd or even the gate keeper. He is the gate. He goes on in the next paragraph to say that he is the Good Shepherd, but you and he are one. For the purposes of this parable, at least the way I am reading this passage this morning, Jesus is the gate through which the people go to you, the Father, as their shepherd. Of course, as being one in nature with you, he is the Good Shepherd as well, but the critical role Jesus plays is he is the gate. There is a wall that keeps me from you. There is a wall that Satan uses to get to me. To get to us. But you are good. You are the Good Shepherd, and Jesus provides you a gate to get to us and then us the use of the gate to follow you.

Now, my job is to hear your voice while your purpose is to us a rich and satisfying life. And how do we get that rich and satisfying life? This short life that is so insignificant in comparison with the tens of billions of people who have come before me? Well, it’s to simply lay it before you, be used by you as best as I can, and then get out of history’s way. To let you live through me. Address the problems of a broken world through me.

Father, I consider my life worth nothing to me. If only I am finish the race and complete the task you have given to me. The task of testifying to your grace. Help me to do that today. Help me to do it with my wife and everyone else I encounter today. I love you, Father. I love you, Jesus. I love you, Holy Spirit. I love you, my Triune God. Thank you.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on December 15, 2024 in Advent 2024, John

 

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John 17:13-19

13 “Now I am coming to you. I told them many things while I was with them in this world so they would be filled with my joy. 14 I have given them your word. And the world hates them because they do not belong to the world, just as I do not belong to the world. 15 I’m not asking you to take them out of the world, but to keep them safe from the evil one. 16 They do not belong to this world any more than I do. 17 Make them holy by your truth; teach them your word, which is truth. 18 Just as you sent me into the world, I am sending them into the world. 19 And I give myself as a holy sacrifice for them so they can be made holy by your truth.

John 17:13-19

Dear God, thank you for not taking the disciples out of the world. Thank you for the work they did after Jesus’s resurrection and ascension. Thank you that you were able to take the hate the world had for them and use that hate to spread them throughout that part of the world and that those dominoes ultimately got knocked over until they reached my small life. I am here today because of the lives they lead. Thank you.

And I suppose it is my turn now. It is my turn to let my life be one that leads to others knowing you. I don’t feel like I am nearly as good at it as they are. Perhaps I’m too safe. I live in an area that is similar to the one where Jesus lived in that it is filled with a bunch of people who believe in you, but do not follow you in discipleship. They believe, but they are spiritually dead. It seems to me that the apostles were most effective when they went into the world beyond that area and lived among those who had never heard of you at all. I’ve thought about that before. What would it be like to live in a godless place on the west coast where they are hostile towards you? What would it be like to be salt in that environment? It feels like when I try to encourage believers into real discipleship here, it falls on deaf ears. There are times when it feels like I am making very little difference when it comes to introducing people to you and being part of deepening their relationships with you.

Father, you have not taken me out of this world. I am not home yet. Protect me from Satan. Make me holy your truth. By your word. Hold me close, and use me. Prepare hearts that will encounter me and help me to take you to them. And prepare my heart for those who you have to minister to me. Love me through others. Build your church in our community. Do it all for your glory and so that your kingdom will come and your will will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on November 18, 2024 in John

 

Disciples at the Last Supper – John’s Gospel

Dear God, the verse of the day from Bible Gateway today was Jesus’s response to Judas (not Iscariot) at the Last Supper in John’s Gospel when he asked why Jesus was only revealing himself to them and not the whole world. I thought that was a really good question on his Judas’s part. So I decided to sit down this morning and just look at what John records the disciples asking Jesus that evening to see if I can get a feel for what that confusing time must have been like for them.

It starts after the foot washing scene and Jesus’s prediction of Judas Iscariot’s betrayal when Peter says this:

36 Simon Peter asked, “Lord, where are you going?”

And Jesus replied, “You can’t go with me now, but you will follow me later.”

37 “But why can’t I come now, Lord?” he asked. “I’m ready to die for you.”

John 13:36-37

Peter was, indeed, ready to go to battle for Jesus as is evidenced in John 18:10. He just wasn’t ready to go willingly to his death for Jesus without a fight. Jesus’s way was different.

In John 14, Jesus starts by telling the disciples he is leaving and they know the way, to which Thomas replies in verse 5, “No, we don’t know, Lord. We have no idea where you are going, so how can we know the way?” It’s interesting to see the confusion and the complete inability for these men who knew Jesus better than anyone to understand what was happening and get their heads around this new paradigm he was laying out.

Next, it is Philip’s turn. After Jesus tells them they will know you through him, Philip answers, “Lord, show us the Father, and we will be satisfied.” What exactly did Philip think he was asking for there? I have to tell you, the idea of seeing you with my own eyes terrifies me. I think was Philip was saying is much like the father who wanted Jesus to heal his son and when Jesus challenged his faith said, “I believe. Help my unbelief.” I think at this point, maybe Philip and the rest were getting a little rattled and he was wanting something that would help any unbelief that was creeping in. That’s just a guess on my part, but when you put that statement in context, it makes sense.

Now we are up to what I think is a great question from Judas (not Iscariot):  “Lord, why are you going to reveal yourself only to us and not to the world at large?” On one level, he is probably wanting you to reveal yourself to the world so the world wouldn’t that they, as your disciples, were crazy. This was all weird and unprecedented. And then on another level, it’s a good question. Isn’t it time for you to reveal yourself to the world as the Messiah? Isn’t it “go-time”? Of course, I know now that the plan was for you to die and rise again–and even then you were selective about who you revealed yourself to. And it was for a reason. A resurrected Jesus in the eyes of an entire society would still have elicited a paradigm of nationalism and rebellion against Rome. But that wasn’t the plan, either before or after the crucifixion and resurrection. But it’s a good question on Judas’s part.

Judas’s question sets off, according to John, as long speech by Jesus as he tries to explain to them what they need to know, but ends with them asking in chapter 16, “What does he mean when he says, ‘In a little while you won’t see me, but then you will see me,’ and ‘I am going to the Father’? 18 And what does he mean by ‘a little while’? We don’t understand.” This is one of the reasons I think it would have actually been difficult to hang out with Jesus on a regular basis had I been alive then. I get the feeling I would have been in a state of constant confusion. Although, I guess that’s not much different than I am feeling now and every day. I am always at least a little confused.

Finally, after Jesus gives them a little more explanation, although it doesn’t seem that much clearer to me than what he said before, they say, “At last you are speaking plainly and not figuratively. 30 Now we understand that you know everything, and there’s no need to question you. From this we believe that you came from God.” Frankly, I’m not sure they really understood. I think this is one of those times when I pretend to understand something because I am tired of feeling and appearing foolish.

Father, it was fun to spend a little time with Jesus’s disciples at the Last Supper this morning. Man, they were doing their best, but they were so confused! But is it any more confused than I am at any given moment. I won’t understand what you are doing in this world until after it has happened. So my job now is to ask you to give me my direction today. Show me what to do. Show me who to love. Show me how to worship you. And lead me not into temptation, including looking at political stuff and starting to fret over an idol I am tempted to create in government, but deliver me from evil.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on September 6, 2024 in John

 

Joshua 1:16-18 ; John 6:66-68

16 They answered Joshua, “We will do whatever you command us, and we will go wherever you send us. 17 We will obey you just as we obeyed Moses. And may the Lord your God be with you as he was with Moses. 18 Anyone who rebels against your orders and does not obey your words and everything you command will be put to death. So be strong and courageous!”

Joshua 1:16-18

68 Simon Peter replied, “Lord, to whom would we go? You have the words that give eternal life. 69 We believe, and we know you are the Holy One of God.”

John 6:68-69

Dear God, I really like how the lectionary of many churches, including the Catholic church, will tie Old Testament passages to Gospel passages. In this case, tomorrow’s verses for the Catholic church include the verses above. There’s more to each one, but the ideas of these two sentences comparing the people’s response to Joshua’s, “Choose today whom you will serve,” with Peter’s response to Jesus’s, “Will you leave too?” is both touching and tragic. It’s touching because they believed these words with all their hearts when they said them. It’s tragic because they are all human and every one of them failed to live up to the words they spoke that day at some point or another.

Of course, I’m no different. My heart will exude with love and worship for you in one moment and then run and hide the next. When I started typing a few moments ago, I thought of the Rich Mullins song “Nothing is Beyond You,” which is based on part of Psalm 139. The first verse and chorus:

Where would I go? Where would I run?
Even if I found the strength to fly.
And if I rose on the wings of the dawn
And crashed through the corners of the sky
If I sailed past the edge of the sea
Even if I made my bed in hell
Still there you would find me

Nothing is beyond you
You stand beyond the reach
Of my vain imagination
My misguided piety
The heavens stretch to hold you
And deep calls out to deep 
Saying, "Nothing is beyond you!"
Time cannot contain you
You fill eternity
Sin can never stain you
Death has lost its sting
And I cannot explain how 
You came to love me
Except to say that
Nothing is beyond you

Father, the good news is that my faithless heart is not beyond you. The Israelites’ faithless hearts were not beyond you. Peter’s faithless heart was not beyond you. Nothing is beyond you. I’m sorry I go. I’m sorry I run. I’m sorry I fly and sail away with everything I have sometimes. I am sorry I kick against you. I’m sorry I resist you. But in this moment now, I do worship you. Well, do I? Even as I sit here, I can tell my heart isn’t 100% yours. I’m holding back today. I have my agenda of what I want to do today and what I don’t want to do. I don’t want you to get in the way of that. No, even now, I am not totally yours. I’m sorry for that too. Holy Spirit, right now, I invite you to take over my heart and make me wholly the Father’s, the Son’s, and yours. I completely submit myself in this moment to you.

I offer this prayer and my life in Jesus and with the Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on August 24, 2024 in John, Joshua

 

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John 6:51-58 (Hawai’i Pidgin Translation)

51 I da real bread. I da one dat can make peopo come alive fo real kine. I wen come down from da sky. Anybody take dis bread, dey goin live to da max foeva. Dis da bread I goin give wen I mahke, my body. An dis goin make you live to da max foeva.”

52 Den da Jewish guys wen start fo argue mo hard wit each odda. Dey say, “Eh, wat dis guy talking bout? How he can give us his body fo eat?”

53 Jesus tell dem, “Eh, you guys get um! An I like tell you guys dis too: I da Guy Dass Fo Real. If you guys no take wat I telling you guys bout why I goin mahke, no way you guys goin come alive fo real kine. If you guys take um, dass jalike you guys eat my body an drink my blood. 54 Jalike I wen say: Whoeva eat my body an drink my blood, dey goin live to da max foeva, an I goin bring um back alive wen da world goin pau. 55 Cuz my body, dass food fo real kine. An my blood, dass drink fo real kine. 56 Whoeva eat my body an drink my blood lidat, dey stay tight wit me, an I stay tight wit dem. 57 Da Fadda stay live fo real kine, an he wen send me hea. I stay live too, cuz he make me live fo real kine. Whoeva take me, same ting, dey goin live, cuz I goin make dem live fo real kine. 58 Dis not jalike da manna kine bread dat yoa ancesta guys wen eat, an bumbye dey wen mahke. Dis da kine bread dat wen come from God in da sky. Whoeva eat dis kine bread goin live fo real kine.”

John 6:51-58 (HWP)

Dear God, this translation is so good for me as I try to look at scripture that I’ve read over and over again in a fresh way. This is definitely a fresh way.

So where my traditional English translations say, “…live forever,” this translation says, “…live fo real kine.” Interesting.

I attend Catholic church with my wife, but I am not Catholic. It’s the doctrine of transubstantiation that is the hurdle I cannot clear. I won’t go into why I can’t get to where I believe it here. Perhaps I don’t have enough faith that you would do something like that multiple times a day all over the world. Maybe it’s a flaw in me, and I have built my arguments around that. Or perhaps my arguments are legitimate and I am right and 2,000 years of Catholic theology is wrong. I don’t know. Frankly, it really doesn’t matter at this point. Am I taking your bread and wine/grape juice and remembering you and your sacrifice representationally, or am I literally ingesting your body and blood transubstantially (I might have just made that word up)? The real question is, am I living “fo real kine?”

Looking back at every time the HWP uses “real kine” and how it compares to the words the traditional English translation (NLT) use is interesting.

  • Verse 51: forever = fo real kine
  • Verse 53: Guy Das Fo Real = Son of Man; fo real kine = eternal life
  • Verse 55: body, das food fo real kine = flesh is true food; blood, das drink fo real kine = blood is true drink
  • Verse 57: Da Fadda stay live fo real kine = Living Father who sent me; he make me live fo real kine = I live because; I goin make dem live fo real kine = will live because of me
  • Verse 58: Whoeva eat dis kine bread goin live fo real kine = Anyone who eats this bread…will live forever

So it seems the translators use the same words to communicate what traditional English would call both truth/true and forever/eternal life.

As for what I’m thinking right now, you, Jesus, are for real. You are the real kine. You are the Guy Das Fo Real. Your flesh and blood are part of the truth of who you are. It transcends transubstantiation. I guess that’s the biggest problem I have with transubstantiation. It’s too limiting on what you are. It wasn’t your body and blood that made you special. It was your indwelling Spirit and Deity in that body and blood that made it special. And when I take representational communion as opposed to transubstantiated eucharist it keeps me in a place of worshipping the fullness of your Deity beyond who you were while you were here. And then, you know what. Maybe I’m wrong. I might be. But I think you know my heart on this. You know I love you. You know I take it seriously when I experience communion as bread and either wine or grape juice. In fact, being someone who doesn’t like wine, I actually prefer when it is wine because I don’t want to like the flavor of what I’m taking. I want it to be a bit bitter than you had to be broken for me.

Father, I don’t know that I accomplished much this morning except to really appreciate the translators of the HWP translation, and maybe continue to think about the depths, the unfathomable depths, of who you are. I love you.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on August 18, 2024 in Hawai'i Pidgin Translation, John

 

John 9 – Certainty

As he passed by, he saw a man blind from birth. And his disciples asked him, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?” Jesus answered, “It was not that this man sinned, or his parents, but that the works of God might be displayed in him. We must work the works of him who sent me while it is day; night is coming, when no one can work. As long as I am in the world, I am the light of the world.” Having said these things, he spit on the ground and made mud with the saliva. Then he anointed the man’s eyes with the mud and said to him, “Go, wash in the pool of Siloam” (which means Sent). So he went and washed and came back seeing.

The neighbors and those who had seen him before as a beggar were saying, “Is this not the man who used to sit and beg?” Some said, “It is he.” Others said, “No, but he is like him.” He kept saying, “I am the man.” 10 So they said to him, “Then how were your eyes opened?” 11 He answered, “The man called Jesus made mud and anointed my eyes and said to me, ‘Go to Siloam and wash.’ So I went and washed and received my sight.” 12 They said to him, “Where is he?” He said, “I do not know.”

13 They brought to the Pharisees the man who had formerly been blind. 14 Now it was a Sabbath day when Jesus made the mud and opened his eyes. 15 So the Pharisees again asked him how he had received his sight. And he said to them, “He put mud on my eyes, and I washed, and I see.” 16 Some of the Pharisees said, “This man is not from God, for he does not keep the Sabbath.” But others said, “How can a man who is a sinner do such signs?” And there was a division among them. 17 So they said again to the blind man, “What do you say about him, since he has opened your eyes?” He said, “He is a prophet.”

18 The Jews did not believe that he had been blind and had received his sight, until they called the parents of the man who had received his sight 19 and asked them, “Is this your son, who you say was born blind? How then does he now see?” 20 His parents answered, “We know that this is our son and that he was born blind. 21 But how he now sees we do not know, nor do we know who opened his eyes. Ask him; he is of age. He will speak for himself.” 22 (His parents said these things because they feared the Jews, for the Jews had already agreed that if anyone should confess Jesus to be Christ, he was to be put out of the synagogue.) 23 Therefore his parents said, “He is of age; ask him.”

24 So for the second time they called the man who had been blind and said to him, “Give glory to God. We know that this man is a sinner.” 25 He answered, “Whether he is a sinner I do not know. One thing I do know, that though I was blind, now I see.” 26 They said to him, “What did he do to you? How did he open your eyes?” 27 He answered them, “I have told you already, and you would not listen. Why do you want to hear it again? Do you also want to become his disciples?” 28 And they reviled him, saying, “You are his disciple, but we are disciples of Moses. 29 We know that God has spoken to Moses, but as for this man, we do not know where he comes from.” 30 The man answered, “Why, this is an amazing thing! You do not know where he comes from, and yet he opened my eyes. 31 We know that God does not listen to sinners, but if anyone is a worshiper of God and does his will, God listens to him. 32 Never since the world began has it been heard that anyone opened the eyes of a man born blind. 33 If this man were not from God, he could do nothing.” 34 They answered him, “You were born in utter sin, and would you teach us?” And they cast him out.

35 Jesus heard that they had cast him out, and having found him he said, “Do you believe in the Son of Man?” 36 He answered, “And who is he, sir, that I may believe in him?” 37 Jesus said to him, “You have seen him, and it is he who is speaking to you.” 38 He said, “Lord, I believe,” and he worshiped him. 39 Jesus said, “For judgment I came into this world, that those who do not see may see, and those who see may become blind.” 40 Some of the Pharisees near him heard these things, and said to him, “Are we also blind?” 41 Jesus said to them, “If you were blind, you would have no guilt; but now that you say, ‘We see,’ your guilt remains.

John 9

Dear God, I was just listening to a podcast from the Holy Post. Skye Jethani was talking about the story from John 9 (and half of 10) about Jesus healing the blind man and the Pharisees refusing to allow themselves to believe Jesus was from you. Jesus was you. They just couldn’t believe it. It would deconstruct (It’s funny I used that word. I didn’t mean to, but that word and concept has become a battleground in the American Evangelical church) their world and faith to think that Jesus might not only be the Messiah, but also that if he was and he was violating their laws then everything the believed would have to be reconsidered.

Skye Jethani called this certainty. They couldn’t or wouldn’t allow themselves to get past their certainty. He used examples of Christians from the past who were certain that lightning was demons and the fact that churches–often the tallest structures in towns–were struck more often than other buildings was an attack by Satan. They rejected Benjamin Franklin’s lightning rod as an affront to their faith when he first invented it divided the church. Some installed them and the churches were safe. Some rejected the lightning rods and a portion of those churches continued to be struck. They were certain.

Skye’s real thesis was that the modern American Evangelical church has picked some things that it is certain about–politics, LGBTQ+, guns, COVID conspiracies, etc.–and is acting like the Pharisees when something challenged their assumptions. We aren’t willing to discuss and explore, perhaps even arriving back at the same conclusion we currently have. Instead we just say no to something that flies in the face of what we were taught to believe. The real danger is that, as our children grow and question, when they see us being unreasonable in our beliefs, we could lose an entire generation and they will just walk away from faith. I was talking with a friend at lunch this week about his concern about the LGBTQ+ agenda is going to be damaging to his kids. My encouragement to him was to figure out his persuasive arguments on the issues and be prepare to discuss them with his children beyond “it’s wrong,” because the world is very good right now with its persuasive argument in favor of it. He will have to make it a dialogue with his children, not a closed-minded mandate against.

Isn’t it funny that there really isn’t one person in the New Testament pre-resurrection who was right about Jesus and what his purpose on earth was. Not one. Mary and Joseph didn’t understand it. Elizabeth, Zechariah and their son John didn’t understand it. I’m not really sure when Jesus fully understood it. But after the Sermon on the Mount, Jesus had to go hide because he knew the people were going to try to make him king. They were trying to make him king all of the way up to Passion week. He was the only one who comprehended what was going on. But everyone else was sure they were right about him, whether they were against him or for him. But every single one of them was wrong. And the commands of the Sermon on the Mount flew in the face of what everyone expected of him and what he would call them to do.

Father, I know I am blind. I know I have some preconceived theologies that are errant but are so baked into me that I cannot see them. I know I don’t know what you would have me do at any given moment. I guess the best thing I can say for myself is that I know that I don’t know. Please teach me, Holy Spirit. Please guide me. Help me to lead with humility. As I get ready to teach this Sunday school class this morning, make this a journey that we are all on together to simply hear from you. You are our God. We want you to teach us. Break us. Melt us. Mold Us. Fill us.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on July 28, 2024 in John

 

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John 15:1-17

15 “I am the true grapevine, and my Father is the gardener. He cuts off every branch of mine that doesn’t produce fruit, and he prunes the branches that do bear fruit so they will produce even more. You have already been pruned and purified by the message I have given you. Remain in me, and I will remain in you. For a branch cannot produce fruit if it is severed from the vine, and you cannot be fruitful unless you remain in me.

“Yes, I am the vine; you are the branches. Those who remain in me, and I in them, will produce much fruit. For apart from me you can do nothing. Anyone who does not remain in me is thrown away like a useless branch and withers. Such branches are gathered into a pile to be burned. But if you remain in me and my words remain in you, you may ask for anything you want, and it will be granted! When you produce much fruit, you are my true disciples. This brings great glory to my Father.

“I have loved you even as the Father has loved me. Remain in my love. 10 When you obey my commandments, you remain in my love, just as I obey my Father’s commandments and remain in his love. 11 I have told you these things so that you will be filled with my joy. Yes, your joy will overflow! 12 This is my commandment: Love each other in the same way I have loved you. 13 There is no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. 14 You are my friends if you do what I command. 15 I no longer call you slaves, because a master doesn’t confide in his slaves. Now you are my friends, since I have told you everything the Father told me. 16 You didn’t choose me. I chose you. I appointed you to go and produce lasting fruit, so that the Father will give you whatever you ask for, using my name. 17 This is my command: Love each other.

John 15:1-17

Dear God, this whole passage is beautiful. Just beautiful. Oh, how I want to be the fruitful person described here. I want to be so close to you that I just naturally bear the fruit Jesus references.

I hope I’ve been able to be a fruitful person for your kingdom over the last two days. I’ve been attending a funeral for a dear woman, and there are multiple layers of family conflict all over the place. I found myself trying to just be a loving, positive presence in the midst of it all. My wife and I both did. And then we heard something from one of our relatives. One of them told us a story from seven years ago. Apparently, at a previous family gathering, one of our nieces, who would have been about 12 at the time, was looking at my wife and me across the room and told another relative that we are “relationship goals.” That was so sweet to hear. I was so grateful to hear that. Not only because it complimented my wife and me, but because I know this child has witnessed a number of unhealthy relationships. To think that when this, now young adult woman, sees us she sees us as an example to consider is…well, it’s a relief. I’m so glad that, if nothing else, we could offer her that.

Even now, as I sit here, my wife is in another part of the house listening to Ashley Cleveland singing “Jesus” by Rich Mullins. She is connecting herself to your vine as we start our day. I am sitting on the sofa praying to you. Connecting to your vine. And I will make mistakes today. I will sin. There probably aren’t many of the 10 Commandments I won’t violate, including observe the Sabbath since I’ll be driving over 400 miles today to get home. But maybe I can start with making you my God and having no others gods before you. Then Jesus can take it from there. Redeem my failures. Somehow use them to touch others. Make be “fruity.” And do it for my good, the good of the world around me, and your glory.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on July 14, 2024 in John

 

Happy Easter!

  • AM Psalms: 148, 149, 150
  • PM Psalms: 113, 114
  • Exodus 12:1-14
  • Isaiah 51:9-11
  • John 1:1-18, 20:19-23

Dear God, I didn’t look ahead, so I wondered before I opened Sacred Invitation: Lenten Devotions Inspired by the Book of Common Prayer might only have a passage about Jesus resurrection from the Gospels. Or maybe multiple tellings from multiple Gospels. Instead, they don’t have any of those passages. The only post-resurrection passage we get is Jesus appearing to his disciples that evening after Mary Magdalene had already seen him. So let’s get into these passages and see how they might add to the Easter story.

Psalms 148, 149, 150 – So these last three psalms are wonderful because they just worship you. Straight out worship. No calls for killing my enemies or anything like that. Just, “You are great!!” I love it. Yes, Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit–my Triune God–you are great!! Oh, thank you. Thank you for your victory. Thank you that you relieved me of the pressure of “winning.” You’ve already won. All I have to do is faithfully follow you as best as possible. It reminds me of that last part of the poem I read inspired by Psalm 23: …I’m trying hard to sit at a table because it’s expected, required really, and my enemies–it turns out I have enemies–are watching me eat and spill my drink but I don’t worry because all my enemies do is watch and I know I’m safe if I will just do my best as I sit on this chair that wobbles a bit in the grass on the side of a hill. (“Here in the Psalm” by Sally Fisher)

Psalms 113, 114 – Psalm 114 might be one of the most poetic psalms I’ve read over the last 47 days: “The sea looked and fled, the Jordan turned back; the mountains skipped like rams, the hills like lambs…turned the rock into a pool, the hard rock into springs of water.” What fun ways to remember all the great things you have done. I should probably sit down more often and recount the great things you have done.

Exodus 12:1-14 – This story is so powerful and yet so horrific. It made me think of President Truman’s ultimate decision to drop the first atomic bomb. A lot of innocent people died in both stories. I’m not comparing the moral equivalency of the stories; just the idea that there was a mass group of people who died and another mass group of people who were protected from it. This world is so complex. How time plays out is so complex. That everything in history lined up even so that I could be here today is amazing. That everyone who is currently on earth because history has been laid out in this exact way. Oh, help us to live up to this blessing.

Isaiah 51:9-11 – My wife and I were talking yesterday about time continuing on after Easter. For her, she’s worked very hard this week in the church at different services. There has been a big build up to Easter. For me, this is the most intense Lenten season I’ve probably ever done leading up to Easter. It almost feels like the end of something, but it’s really only the beginning. It’s only the beginning. So it’s time to get up today and every day to live in this victory provided by this amazing gift of God the Father, Jesus his Son, and His Holy Spirit.

John 1:1-18, 20:19-23 – John 1:5: The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it. Oh, how I want to really understand who you are, Jesus. I want to, but I still don’t. I’ve been a discipling Christian for 37 years. I’ve been doing these prayer journals for 24 years. Yet I understand so little still. Thank you for your patience with me and teaching me. And that leads me to you walking into the room with your disciples after your resurrection. This whole thing about forgiving sins is powerful. You forgive me. You give me grace. The long list you could keep for me of the things I do wrong is invisible to you because of Jesus’s blood. I don’t know that I have any authority like the disciples did to administer your forgiveness to others, but if I do I want that net of forgiveness to be cast very wide.

Now, I am going to get dressed and go to a sunrise service at a local Lutheran church. I love you, Father. I love you, Jesus. I love you, Holy Spirit. Thank you for accepting my love. Thank you for accepting my life. And thank you for the bridge you provided for me.

I offer this entire Lenten season to you in the precious, powerful, humble, and sacrificial name of Jesus, and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on March 31, 2024 in Exodus, Isaiah, John, Lent 2024, Psalms

 

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Lent Day 45

Dear God, I want to say thank you for my wife. She’s amazing. She left just a little bit of you everywhere she went yesterday. A local business lost the husband of the couple that owns it (I mentioned this yesterday), and she was able to send their manager whom she knows well a column she wrote about that man almost nine years ago. He told her how much it blessed him and everyone he shared it with at the business. She mentored a fifth-grader grader at the local elementary school. She lead singing at our church last night for the Last Supper service (some call it Maundy Thursday, but Catholics don’t for some reason). She went to the funeral of a friend’s mother and got to love on that friend. She even went out of her way to give me a lovely compliment. Thank you for her and for living so beautifully through her.

Here are the verses Good Friday from Sacred Invitation: Lenten Devotions Inspired by the Book of Common Prayer.

  • AM Psalms: 22, 95
  • PM Psalms: 40, 54
  • Genesis 22:1-14
  • John 13:36-38, 19:38-42
  • 1 Peter 1:10-20

Psalms 22, 95 – The tone of these two psalms is so different. It’s interesting that they are paired together this morning. Psalm 22 expresses so much pain while Psalm 95 calls us to worship. It made me wonder about what was going through Jesus this morning nearly 2,000 years ago. If he had written a psalm that morning (it’s not like he could have, but if he had), what would he have said. What words would have described what was in his heart? Maybe this same type of mixture–anguish and worship.

Psalms 40, 54 – Thinking of Jesus’s betrayal from Judas, but also the men who purported to be your representatives through the temple, Psalm 54 is set up with, ” A maskil of David. When the Ziphites had gone to Saul and said, “Is not David hiding among us?” Then David says in the psalm, “Strangers are attacking me; ruthless men seek my life–men without regard for God.” Oh, how sad this betrayal must have been for him. Abandoned. Alone–even from you. Alone maybe for the first time in his existence–on earth or before earth. Oh, my Jesus. Thank you.

Genesis 22:1-14 – I’ve never liked this story as a comparison with what you did with Jesus, giving us your only son, because I don’t think your instructions to Abraham about Isaac have anything to do with what you did with Jesus, EXCEPT, this morning I noticed that maybe the ram with his horns stuck in the thicket is the Jesus figure here. Maybe Isaac is my sin, and I am sentenced. In verse 22:8, Abraham says, “God himself will provide the lamb for the burnt offering, my son.” Then in verse 14, Abraham calls that place, “The LORD Will Provide.” Yes, you did provide, Father.

John 13:36-38, 19:38-42 – You are in a place where I cannot yet go, but you have left your Holy Spirit here with me to walk with me, comfort me, teach me, guide me. Thank you. As for Nicodemus helping Joseph care for Jesus’s body, I still think it is one of the most beautiful acts of love and self-sacrifice I’ve ever seen.

1 Peter 1:10-20 – I’ll confess I’m not really feeling this passage this morning. It doesn’t seem to fit as much with where my head is right now. I’ll just say that I love that Peter was who he was, experience what he experienced, made the mistakes me made, learned the lessons he learned, repented of his mistakes and sins, and lived an amazing bold life for you. What a great example!

Father, I offer this day to you. Thank you for the Friday that was so good for me and so tragic for you. I am yours.

I pray all of this in the name of Jesus, my Lord, and with your Holy Spirit who resides in me,

Amen

 
 

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