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John 8

15 Feb

8 Jesus returned to the Mount of Olives, 2 but early the next morning he was back again at the Temple. A crowd soon gathered, and he sat down and taught them. 3 As he was speaking, the teachers of religious law and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught in the act of adultery. They put her in front of the crowd.

4 “Teacher,” they said to Jesus, “this woman was caught in the act of adultery. 5 The law of Moses says to stone her. What do you say?”

6 They were trying to trap him into saying something they could use against him, but Jesus stooped down and wrote in the dust with his finger. 7 They kept demanding an answer, so he stood up again and said, “All right, but let the one who has never sinned throw the first stone!” 8 Then he stooped down again and wrote in the dust.

9 When the accusers heard this, they slipped away one by one, beginning with the oldest, until only Jesus was left in the middle of the crowd with the woman. 10 Then Jesus stood up again and said to the woman, “Where are your accusers? Didn’t even one of them condemn you?”

11 “No, Lord,” she said.

And Jesus said, “Neither do I. Go and sin no more.”

12 Jesus spoke to the people once more and said, “I am the light of the world. If you follow me, you won’t have to walk in darkness, because you will have the light that leads to life.”

13 The Pharisees replied, “You are making those claims about yourself! Such testimony is not valid.”

14 Jesus told them, “These claims are valid even though I make them about myself. For I know where I came from and where I am going, but you don’t know this about me. 15 You judge me by human standards, but I do not judge anyone. 16 And if I did, my judgment would be correct in every respect because I am not alone. The Father who sent me is with me. 17 Your own law says that if two people agree about something, their witness is accepted as fact. 18 I am one witness, and my Father who sent me is the other.”

19 “Where is your father?” they asked.

Jesus answered, “Since you don’t know who I am, you don’t know who my Father is. If you knew me, you would also know my Father.” 20 Jesus made these statements while he was teaching in the section of the Temple known as the Treasury. But he was not arrested, because his time had not yet come.

21 Later Jesus said to them again, “I am going away. You will search for me but will die in your sin. You cannot come where I am going.”

22 The people asked, “Is he planning to commit suicide? What does he mean, ‘You cannot come where I am going’?”

23 Jesus continued, “You are from below; I am from above. You belong to this world; I do not. 24 That is why I said that you will die in your sins; for unless you believe that I am who I claim to be, you will die in your sins.”

25 “Who are you?” they demanded.

Jesus replied, “The one I have always claimed to be. 26 I have much to say about you and much to condemn, but I won’t. For I say only what I have heard from the one who sent me, and he is completely truthful.” 27 But they still didn’t understand that he was talking about his Father.

28 So Jesus said, “When you have lifted up the Son of Man on the cross, then you will understand that I am he. I do nothing on my own but say only what the Father taught me. 29 And the one who sent me is with me—he has not deserted me. For I always do what pleases him.” 30 Then many who heard him say these things believed in him.

31 Jesus said to the people who believed in him, “You are truly my disciples if you remain faithful to my teachings. 32 And you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

33 “But we are descendants of Abraham,” they said. “We have never been slaves to anyone. What do you mean, ‘You will be set free’?”

34 Jesus replied, “I tell you the truth, everyone who sins is a slave of sin. 35 A slave is not a permanent member of the family, but a son is part of the family forever. 36 So if the Son sets you free, you are truly free. 37 Yes, I realize that you are descendants of Abraham. And yet some of you are trying to kill me because there’s no room in your hearts for my message. 38 I am telling you what I saw when I was with my Father. But you are following the advice of your father.”

39 “Our father is Abraham!” they declared.

“No,” Jesus replied, “for if you were really the children of Abraham, you would follow his example. 40 Instead, you are trying to kill me because I told you the truth, which I heard from God. Abraham never did such a thing. 41 No, you are imitating your real father.”

They replied, “We aren’t illegitimate children! God himself is our true Father.”

42 Jesus told them, “If God were your Father, you would love me, because I have come to you from God. I am not here on my own, but he sent me. 43 Why can’t you understand what I am saying? It’s because you can’t even hear me! 44 For you are the children of your father the devil, and you love to do the evil things he does. He was a murderer from the beginning. He has always hated the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he lies, it is consistent with his character; for he is a liar and the father of lies. 45 So when I tell the truth, you just naturally don’t believe me! 46 Which of you can truthfully accuse me of sin? And since I am telling you the truth, why don’t you believe me? 47 Anyone who belongs to God listens gladly to the words of God. But you don’t listen because you don’t belong to God.”

48 The people retorted, “You Samaritan devil! Didn’t we say all along that you were possessed by a demon?”

49 “No,” Jesus said, “I have no demon in me. For I honor my Father—and you dishonor me. 50 And though I have no wish to glorify myself, God is going to glorify me. He is the true judge. 51 I tell you the truth, anyone who obeys my teaching will never die!”

52 The people said, “Now we know you are possessed by a demon. Even Abraham and the prophets died, but you say, ‘Anyone who obeys my teaching will never die!’ 53 Are you greater than our father Abraham? He died, and so did the prophets. Who do you think you are?”

54 Jesus answered, “If I want glory for myself, it doesn’t count. But it is my Father who will glorify me. You say, ‘He is our God,’ 55 but you don’t even know him. I know him. If I said otherwise, I would be as great a liar as you! But I do know him and obey him. 56 Your father Abraham rejoiced as he looked forward to my coming. He saw it and was glad.”

57 The people said, “You aren’t even fifty years old. How can you say you have seen Abraham?”

58 Jesus answered, “I tell you the truth, before Abraham was even born, I am!” 59 At that point they picked up stones to throw at him. But Jesus was hidden from them and left the Temple.

John 8

Dear God, before I do my final preparations for tomorrow’s Sunday school lesson on John 9, I wanted to go back to John 8 and see what the immediate stories were leading up to Jesus healing the blind man. When I read the second half of this chapter, I was struck once again by the incendiary things Jesus said to the people as recorded by John. It reminded me of what I’ve said about John’s Gospel before. John 1:1-18 is the thesis statement for the entire book. If you don’t believe those 18 verses then Jesus is either a liar or a lunatic. But if you do believe those first 18 verses of John, then he definitely is you incarnate. “I tell you the truth, before Abraham was born, I am!” Not a lot of wiggle room there. It falls neatly into C.S. Lewis’s line of Jesus was either a liar, lunatic, or Lord.

It’s such an amazing thing to consider. I am dependent upon two things for my faith in you, and and am wholly at their mercy. First, that John, Matthew, Mark, and Luke recorded their accounts accurately. Second, Jesus was who he said he was. If the first is true, then the second has to be true. If the second is true, then I need to think seriously about every word Jesus said and consider what he would say to me/us now. If he were to be in our town, outside any of our churches on a Sunday morning, and discussing any number of issues with us, how would challenge our assumptions, our actions, and our faith? I can be pretty confident in my opinions. And I am sure I am wrong about a good number of things. I just don’t know which things. So how can I be very confident about anything?

Father, you know I’ve been kind of sad this week. I haven’t lost my faith. I haven’t lost my peace. But I have been sad. I see a lot of things happening in the world that grieve me. They are all focused around people being callously harmed. I would say thoughtlessly, but it honestly seems like some thought has been put into it. And there is simply nothing I can do about it. But as I’ve said over the last couple of weeks, while each soul is precious, in the history of earth, human life is cheap. So I offer you simply my service to do my best to love the souls that touch my life and pray that my life might ripple into other souls. “It only takes a spark to get a fire going, and soon all those around ca warm up to it’s glowing. That’s how it is with [your] love, once [I] experienced it. [I] spread [your] love to everyone. [I] want to pass it on.” Shout out Kurt Kaiser.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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John 9

14 Feb

9 As Jesus was walking along, he saw a man who had been blind from birth. 2 “Rabbi,” his disciples asked him, “why was this man born blind? Was it because of his own sins or his parents’ sins?”

3 “It was not because of his sins or his parents’ sins,” Jesus answered. “This happened so the power of God could be seen in him. 4 We must quickly carry out the tasks assigned us by the one who sent us. The night is coming, and then no one can work. 5 But while I am here in the world, I am the light of the world.”

6 Then he spit on the ground, made mud with the saliva, and spread the mud over the blind man’s eyes. 7 He told him, “Go wash yourself in the pool of Siloam” (Siloam means “sent”). So the man went and washed and came back seeing!

8 His neighbors and others who knew him as a blind beggar asked each other, “Isn’t this the man who used to sit and beg?” 9 Some said he was, and others said, “No, he just looks like him!”

But the beggar kept saying, “Yes, I am the same one!”

10 They asked, “Who healed you? What happened?”

11 He told them, “The man they call Jesus made mud and spread it over my eyes and told me, ‘Go to the pool of Siloam and wash yourself.’ So I went and washed, and now I can see!”

12 “Where is he now?” they asked.

“I don’t know,” he replied.

13 Then they took the man who had been blind to the Pharisees, 14 because it was on the Sabbath that Jesus had made the mud and healed him. 15 The Pharisees asked the man all about it. So he told them, “He put the mud over my eyes, and when I washed it away, I could see!”

16 Some of the Pharisees said, “This man Jesus is not from God, for he is working on the Sabbath.” Others said, “But how could an ordinary sinner do such miraculous signs?” So there was a deep division of opinion among them.

17 Then the Pharisees again questioned the man who had been blind and demanded, “What’s your opinion about this man who healed you?”

The man replied, “I think he must be a prophet.”

18 The Jewish leaders still refused to believe the man had been blind and could now see, so they called in his parents. 19 They asked them, “Is this your son? Was he born blind? If so, how can he now see?”

20 His parents replied, “We know this is our son and that he was born blind, 21 but we don’t know how he can see or who healed him. Ask him. He is old enough to speak for himself.” 22 His parents said this because they were afraid of the Jewish leaders, who had announced that anyone saying Jesus was the Messiah would be expelled from the synagogue. 23 That’s why they said, “He is old enough. Ask him.”

24 So for the second time they called in the man who had been blind and told him, “God should get the glory for this, because we know this man Jesus is a sinner.”

25 “I don’t know whether he is a sinner,” the man replied. “But I know this: I was blind, and now I can see!”

26 “But what did he do?” they asked. “How did he heal you?”

27 “Look!” the man exclaimed. “I told you once. Didn’t you listen? Why do you want to hear it again? Do you want to become his disciples, too?”

28 Then they cursed him and said, “You are his disciple, but we are disciples of Moses! 29 We know God spoke to Moses, but we don’t even know where this man comes from.”

30 “Why, that’s very strange!” the man replied. “He healed my eyes, and yet you don’t know where he comes from? 31 We know that God doesn’t listen to sinners, but he is ready to hear those who worship him and do his will. 32 Ever since the world began, no one has been able to open the eyes of someone born blind. 33 If this man were not from God, he couldn’t have done it.”

34 “You were born a total sinner!” they answered. “Are you trying to teach us?” And they threw him out of the synagogue.

35 When Jesus heard what had happened, he found the man and asked, “Do you believe in the Son of Man?”

36 The man answered, “Who is he, sir? I want to believe in him.”

37 “You have seen him,” Jesus said, “and he is speaking to you!”

38 “Yes, Lord, I believe!” the man said. And he worshiped Jesus.

39 Then Jesus told him, “I entered this world to render judgment—to give sight to the blind and to show those who think they see that they are blind.”

40 Some Pharisees who were standing nearby heard him and asked, “Are you saying we’re blind?”

41 “If you were blind, you wouldn’t be guilty,” Jesus replied. “But you remain guilty because you claim you can see.

John 9

Dear God, I have a lot of thoughts as I think about this story this morning.

  • Of course, I’m very interested in the blind man’s parents and how they experienced all of this, including the years leading up to it.
  • This story is obviously important to John because he takes 41 verse to tell it.
  • I wonder why this story was so important to John. It starts with him acknowledging that the disciples asked the wrong question to start this whole thing. Would Jesus have even healed the blind man had they not mentioned it?
  • The Pharisees are still hung up on healing on the Sabbath, but the only “work” I can see Jesus did was make a mud pie for the man’s eyes. I guess it’s a “spirit of the law” thing for them.
  • There is division among the Pharisees. Not all of them are against Jesus. Was Nicodemus there? If so, did he speak up or had he learned to keep his mouth shut after what happened in chapter 7? Maybe not since this wasn’t in Jerusalem, but I’m sure Nicodemus wasn’t the only Pharisee that was secretly believing in Jesus.
  • Who were these people who felt the need to tell on Jesus (verses 13-14)? Self-righteous snitches? Instigators? I’ve known people like this. I guess I’ve probably done it a time or two myself. I’m sorry.
  • Why did the Pharisees ask the man’s opinion about who Jesus was (verse 17)? What were they trying to get him to say? Were they looking for someone to punish that day? Then they asked him parents the same thing. Sounds like a trap to me. But why were they taking out their anger on this man and his parents? Why stop there? Why not start asking everyone around what they thought? How about the people who brought the man to him? The self-righteous snitches. Why didn’t the Pharisees ask them who they thought Jesus was?
  • John tells the detail of the Pharisees asking the man to tell them the story again. This story was obviously a big deal for John for him to give us so much detail. He probably told this part because of the piece where they man asked the Pharisees if they wanted to be his disciples too.
  • They threw him out of the synagogue. Was he ever allowed back in? Was he banished as the parents feared would happen to them?
  • Jesus went and found the man. That’s kind of a cool detail. He didn’t come across him later. He heard the story and then sought him out. Oh, my Jesus! You are wonderful!
  • Some of the Pharisees overheard Jesus’s conversation with the healed man. They couldn’t admit their own weakness in front of Jesus.

Father, I will admit my weakness in front of not only you, but in front of anyone. I don’t feel the need to be something I’m not. I am a sinful man. I am a man who loses faith. I am a man who is often wrong and doesn’t have it all figured out. I am loving this story more and more. Thank you for preserving it for me. Thank you for using it to comfort me. I offer you my repentance and my worship.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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John 9:3-5

13 Feb

3 “It was not because of his sins or his parents’ sins,” Jesus answered. “This happened so the power of God could be seen in him. 4 We must quickly carry out the tasks assigned us by the one who sent us. The night is coming, and then no one can work. 5 But while I am here in the world, I am the light of the world.”

John 9:3-5

Dear God, why does anything happen, really? Well, maybe not “why,” but what can we do with it? I saw a video from this week about a boy with a systemic arthritis disease who was noticed by a YouTuber. Cutting the story short, the boy has gotten a lot of attention over the last three weeks, has taken good done to him and paid it forward to others, and then has been blessed in return. He still has a long, painful life ahead of him. And he didn’t end up this way because of any sins he or his parents committed. But the question is, what will you do with their situation to redeem it? Who will he get to bless throughout the rest of his life because of this difficult struggle? Did this happen so your power could be seen in him?

I can look at my own life circumstances and ask myself why. Why this? Why that? And, to be clear, I am not to be pitied by anyone. I have a very good life, all things considered. But that doesn’t mean I don’t have deep sorrows. But why did this happen? What will I do with my sorrows? Will I just go on my own way, or will I allow the pain to shape me? Will I use it so that your power can be seen in me?

Father, as I encounter people today who are struggling, help me to remember to offer them your redemption in their situation. Love them. Heal them. Bring glory to your name through their lives. For the blind man in this story and all that he and his parents endured 2,000 years ago, I thank you. I thank you that their story is still relevant for me today. For us today. They had no idea that their story would be told again and again for the next 2,000 years all over the world. In every language. My story will certainly not be that big, but it might touch someone. May it all be for your glory. Your plan. Your will being done on earth as it is in heaven.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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John 9:1-2

12 Feb

9 As Jesus was walking along, he saw a man who had been blind from birth. 2 “Rabbi,” his disciples asked him, “why was this man born blind? Was it because of his own sins or his parents’ sins?”

John 9:1-2

Dear God, the disciples asked a binary question here that they didn’t realize was completely off-base. They errantly thought negative circumstances were an indication of bad actions. It kind of goes back to Job. In fact, it’s kind of weird that the Book of Job didn’t dispel this errant theology from the beginning. I guess the prosperity gospel goes back a long way and its roots are so deep and attractive that we don’t want to let go. The thing that prosperity gospel brings us is the idol of control. We think our actions will drive outcomes and so we will ignore Job and determine that our own actions will manipulate you into working everything out the way we want it.

So, they started with the wrong assumption. If I see a blind man, there must be sin behind it. In this case, they assumed the sin belonged either to the man (although I don’t understand why they would think that since he was born blind) or, more likely, to the parents. So these two poor parents had probably lived a lifetime not only caring for a blind child when he was young, but also feeling blamed by their community for their son’s situation. And as I’ve said before, maybe they accepted that blame and took it. Maybe they remembered that time they committed that sin and now lived with the guilt of it having produced a blind son. Or maybe they didn’t feel they had sinned so they blamed their spouse. Had their blind son driven a wedge between them? Or between them and you? Did they feel judged by you?

How does this apply to today? To my life? Well, there can be circumstances that we aren’t pleased with. Relationships that are broken. Outcomes we don’t like. Unemployment. Health issues. Financial crises. Children who are struggling. Damaged marriages. When these things happen, do we ask the right questions, or are we as ignorant as the disciples and just assume that the family we see with a struggling child is responsible for that child’s struggle? Do we assume that someone is to blame for the struggling marriage? For the health issue? Maybe these things come into our lives so, if turned over to you for redemption, they can bring about your glory in our lives and for others.

Father, help me to be much, much less judgmental of other people. Help me to be an encourager. Help me to see the person who is struggling and not immediately think they should repent, but instead offer them your comfort, love, and power. Help me to accept all of that for myself as well. Basically, the disciples start this story believing a lie. Help me to recognize the lies I believe and reject them for your truth.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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John 1:1-18

31 Dec

1 In the beginning the Word already existed.
    The Word was with God,
    and the Word was God.
2 He existed in the beginning with God.
3 God created everything through him,
    and nothing was created except through him.
4 The Word gave life to everything that was created,
    and his life brought light to everyone.
5 The light shines in the darkness,
    and the darkness can never extinguish it.

6 God sent a man, John the Baptist, 7 to tell about the light so that everyone might believe because of his testimony. 8 John himself was not the light; he was simply a witness to tell about the light. 9 The one who is the true light, who gives light to everyone, was coming into the world.

10 He came into the very world he created, but the world didn’t recognize him. 11 He came to his own people, and even they rejected him. 12 But to all who believed him and accepted him, he gave the right to become children of God. 13 They are reborn—not with a physical birth resulting from human passion or plan, but a birth that comes from God.

14 So the Word became human and made his home among us. He was full of unfailing love and faithfulness. And we have seen his glory, the glory of the Father’s one and only Son.

15 John testified about him when he shouted to the crowds, “This is the one I was talking about when I said, ‘Someone is coming after me who is far greater than I am, for he existed long before me.’”

16 From his abundance we have all received one gracious blessing after another. 17 For the law was given through Moses, but God’s unfailing love and faithfulness came through Jesus Christ. 18 No one has ever seen God. But the unique One, who is himself God, is near to the Father’s heart. He has revealed God to us.

John 1:1-18

Dear God, having spent so much time at different times in my life with specific passages like this one can make it difficult to see it with fresh eyes. But my wife asked me a question a couple of days ago that I think fits with what John is saying here. She, who is Catholic, asked why I thought Peter got the nod from the Catholic church over John for first Pope. I thought the answer was pretty easy in that Jesus called Peter the rock upon which the Church would be built. She countered that John seemed so much more responsible and mature than Peter. Less impetuous. More thoughtful. She would have thought it would be John

I countered that she is thinking of the John she knows from the end of his life. Writing this Gospel. Writing the three letters. Revelation. But when I think back on the John that is represented in the Gospels, he seems less mature and put together than Peter. For example, he and his brother James asked for places of honor in the kingdom to come. When the Samaritans denied Jesus passage through their are on their way to Jerusalem, it was John and James who asked Jesus if he wanted them to call down fire on them and burn them up. Later, in Acts, as Peter and John are walking to the Temple and a man is crying out to be healed, it is Peter who stops and talks to him, not John. She countered that it was John who followed Jesus to the cross. That’s true. John did love you, but I just don’t think he was a leader. I mentioned to her that it was Peter who you used to break the Gentile barrier between Cornelius and the other apostles in Jerusalem. I also questioned why John was never martyred. Could it be because he never quite pushed the envelope far enough to push the anti-Christians he encountered past the tipping point?

I think, for John, he had a long time to really sift through everything he had experienced and was then able to start making some sense of it and write it down. He shared his version of Jesus’s life. He wrote letters of love and encouragement. She shared the Revelation you gave him. And for me, it all starts with this passage. The first time I read John’s Gospel all of the way through I realized that throughout much of it, Jesus sounds like a lunatic. It was C.S. Lewis who said you need to accept Jesus is either a liar, a lunatic, or Lord. There is not a fourth option. For me, these first 18 verses are the core of what the rest of the book is built on. If you believe Jesus is the Word and was God, the the rest of the book makes perfect sense. If you don’t believe those first 18 verses, then you just as well stop reading because the rest of it won’t make any sense. John just didn’t leave any middle ground for Jesus to hide in. He was God so John represents him as God.

I would be remiss if I didn’t point out that John began his book with poetry. My wife is a poet, and she has taught me to appreciate the choice of words and how important they are. I am sure this gets lost with translation. I wish I were fluent in Greek and could read this as John originally wrote it. There’s probably even more here than a lot of us know.

Father, I like John because I see a lot of myself in him. Faithful, but cautious. I am the kind who would run to the tomb, but then wait a beat and examine everything before I went in. I’m not Peter. I don’t just get out of the boat and walk to you on the water. I don’t see the man begging to be healed and stop to heal him. I don’t proclaim you are the Messiah when no one else is quite ready to say it out loud. But I do love you. And I know you love me. Help me to love you better. Help me to live in that love. Help me to worship you well.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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John 16:19-33

30 Dec

29 Then his disciples said, “At last you are speaking plainly and not figuratively. 30 Now we understand that you know everything, and there’s no need to question you. From this we believe that you came from God.”

31 Jesus asked, “Do you finally believe? 32 But the time is coming—indeed it’s here now—when you will be scattered, each one going his own way, leaving me alone. Yet I am not alone because the Father is with me. 33 I have told you all this so that you may have peace in me. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world.”

John 16:19-33

Dear God, I kind of like in this how the disciples think they know what is going on from what they say in verse 30: “Now we understand that you not everything…” But do they? Do they really? Jesus answers them that their knowledge and faith are fragile. They will be tested. Their metal will be tempered. They will be tried and sifted. They will be challenged. But they will grow from all of this. They will learn from all of this. As John is sitting and remembering all of this from that last night before the crucifixion, he is doing a good job of painting the picture of their confusion and Jesus’s clarity.

Will I ever have a time when I am clear on what is going on around me? Do I need to be clear? Is it maybe better for me to not be clear and completely lean on you in each moment? In a lot of ways, I think it’s the struggle that makes me more useful to you. It keeps me humble. It keeps me on my knees. It also keeps me compassionate for those who also struggle.

Father, I have some work to do today. Help me to do it well. I have people to love today. Help me to love them well. There are some people I know who are struggling right now and need your angelic protection. As I run through their names in my mind, please be with them. Let your angels be with them to protect them. Let your angels me with me as well. Move in this world. Move in this world through me and through your church. But I also know that you can move in anyone, so I simply pray that you will let your kingdom come and your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. And forgive me. And help me to truly forgive others. Please keep me from temptation. Help me to avoid it and walk the other way. Help me to love you, keep my heart pure, and love everyone I can.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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John 14:1-3

29 Dec

14 “Don’t let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, and trust also in me. 2 There is more than enough room in my Father’s home. If this were not so, would I have told you that I am going to prepare a place for you? 3 When everything is ready, I will come and get you, so that you will always be with me where I am.

John 14:1-3

It’s important to remember the context for these verses. Why were their hearts troubled (verse 1)? Because he had just finished telling them at the end of chapter 13 that he was about to die for them. This was at the Last Supper. This was a time of complete confusion for the disciples. And I doubt these verses cleared anything up. In fact, I know they didn’t because they are followed by Thomas telling him he doesn’t know what Jesus is talking about.

So with that context set, how about the times when I get confused and overwhelmed? When I get scared of things going on in the world? When I get scared of things going on in the personal lives of people I know? I’m supposed to trust in you, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit.

So what does that look like? To trust in you? There are some days I know the answer to that question better than I do others. In my better times, I remember that we are not destined for this world. This world is only temporary, but you have gone to prepare a place for us. It’s a weird world with a lot of pain. I do sometimes wonder why you bothered to create it in the first place. What is the role this planet plays in your overall plan and existence? But even that thought reminds me of how small I am. How small all of our lives are.

Father, I guess I am simply left with the knowledge that you love me and you love the people I love. You also love the people I don’t love. You see the pain behind what people do. Behind their actions. You see the mental illness and trauma. And all of this is bigger than I can understand. Like Thomas, I am confused, but the confusion is okay because you are not confused. As I heard someone say one time, you don’t chew your nails. You aren’t nervous. You grieve with us. You get angry with us. But you also love us and celebrate with us. I hope my life can bring a smile to your face. Not because of what I do, but simply because I earnestly love you and any good actions I take come out of that love.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Joy to the World by John Piper – Advent Day 22

22 Dec

30 The disciples saw Jesus do many other miraculous signs in addition to the ones recorded in this book. 31 But these are written so that you may continue to believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that by believing in him you will have life by the power of his name.

John 20:30-31

Dear God, as John sat and dictated this book, I wonder how hard it was to sort things out. “Oh, and then there was the time…” “Oh, and I remember when Jesus…” It must have been a wonder to think back on all that Jesus was and had done and then try to make sense of what was happening in his world at the time. His friends were dead. He was in exile. You hadn’t come back. I don’t know if he wrote this before or after his Revelation, but it almost feels like some of these guys sat down and wrote these books so much longer after Jesus was gone because they didn’t really think they would be around that long after the ascension. I think they still thought you were about to come back any time. I’m sure they would be shocked to know that we are still waiting 2,000 years later.

I know there are people who are living today who are shocked you haven’t come back in our time. The goings on now seem unique. But I think the truth is we all live in a time of confusion for ourselves. None of us really has any more idea of what is going on that our pets do. We have a sweet dog who just lives day to day. She looks to us to provide her meals, her walks–even her opportunities to go to the bathroom. She doesn’t know if it is winter or summer except to wonder why she is cold today. Yes, on a scale of “domesticated dog” to “God,” I am not a zero, but I’m a lot closer to 1 than I am even a 3.

The same was also true for everyone represented in the Bible. Mary didn’t understand what was going on during the pregnancy and birth. She might have learned a little more over the next 30 years and Jesus grew, but then those three years of active ministry must have been very confusing. Then the crucifixion. Then the resurrection. Then the ascension. If you’d have told pregnant Mary, post-Angel visit, that this is how it would all turn out she would have been shocked. Joseph too. “He’s going to what?!? Die?!? Resurrect?!? Ascend?!?…Why?!?” Well, the answer was so much bigger than they could have known–and I’m foolish if I think any of us, even 2,000 years later, really understand the “Why?”

Father, I want to quote Piper’s prayer for us in today’s reading as I close this prayer: “O, how I pray for a breaking forth of the Spirit of God upon me and upon [others}. I pray for the Holy Spirit to break into my experience in a frightening way, to wake me up to the unimaginable reality of [You].”

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Posted by on December 22, 2024 in Advent 2024, John

 

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Joy to the World by John Piper – Advent Day 21

21 Dec

28 Jesus’ trial before Caiaphas ended in the early hours of the morning. Then he was taken to the headquarters of the Roman governor. His accusers didn’t go inside because it would defile them, and they wouldn’t be allowed to celebrate the Passover. 29 So Pilate, the governor, went out to them and asked, “What is your charge against this man?”

30 “We wouldn’t have handed him over to you if he weren’t a criminal!” they retorted.

31 “Then take him away and judge him by your own law,” Pilate told them.

“Only the Romans are permitted to execute someone,” the Jewish leaders replied. 32 (This fulfilled Jesus’ prediction about the way he would die.)

33 Then Pilate went back into his headquarters and called for Jesus to be brought to him. “Are you the king of the Jews?” he asked him.

34 Jesus replied, “Is this your own question, or did others tell you about me?”

35 “Am I a Jew?” Pilate retorted. “Your own people and their leading priests brought you to me for trial. Why? What have you done?”

36 Jesus answered, “My Kingdom is not an earthly kingdom. If it were, my followers would fight to keep me from being handed over to the Jewish leaders. But my Kingdom is not of this world.”

37 Pilate said, “So you are a king?”

Jesus responded, “You say I am a king. Actually, I was born and came into the world to testify to the truth. All who love the truth recognize that what I say is true.”

38 “What is truth?” Pilate asked. 

John 18:28-38a

Dear God, an entire book could probably written about these 11 verses. This whole exchange is amazing, but I can’t let go of one thing first. The accusers would not go into Pilate’s place because it would make them unclean for Passover. Isn’t that a little ironic given the fact that they were actually in the process of killing your Passover Lamb? They were so locked into their own deception they couldn’t see they were actually killing you! Somehow, they thought they were pleasing you. Somehow, they thought this was an act of worshipping you. It’s unbelievable to think about in that way. Again, I could probably write thousands of words on how I and others today do the same thing–make tremendous mistakes in your name that grieve you. Let me just say that I am sorry for my ignorance. Sometimes it’s bad teaching. Sometimes it’s bad influence. And sometimes it’s just my sin driving me into errant thoughts and actions. I am so sorry.

But back to Jesus’s conversation with Pilate. By all historical accounts, at least as I understand them, Pilate was a terrible person who was awful to the Jews in Israel at the time. He is not a sympathetic figure. But this account recorded by John almost makes me think that John had compassion for him. He seems confused and helpless. He seems overwhelmed and like he wants to do the right thing by this man in front of him. Even later, the way John records Pilate putting “Jesus of Nazareth, the King of the Jews” over Jesus on the cross and telling the accusers, “What I have written, I have written,” (John 19:19-22) communicates an exasperation on Pilate’s part. It’s hard to get tone of voice through writing, but I feel like John captures it here.

For Piper’s daily reading today, he focused on verse 37. Jesus said he came to testify to the truth. What truth? Well, I think it was the truth about you and who you are. It makes me think of Job’s response to you in Job 42:5: “My ears had heard of you, but now my eyes have seen you.” People throughout history had heard of you through the prophets and the writings, but now they had seen you. I have seen you through these stories of who you were as you lived a human life. Jesus showed us the truth about who you are. He also told us the truth about how you think. We know what your opinions are on any number of things. You preached to us. You taught us. You corrected us through Peter and the other people you corrected while here on earth. You taught us about our need to be reconciled to you. You taught us that Gentiles are as precious to you as anyone. You gave us eyes to see beyond what our eyes can physically see. You truly represented “truth” in a whole new way. A complete truth that is really remarkable when we think about it. In fact, Pilate shows the confusion of the world when he simply follows up verse 37 with a simple but profound question for the lost: “What is truth?”

Father, I feel like I am one small, tiny step closer to understanding your truth today than I was yesterday. And, with your grace, I will be one tiny step closer to understanding you tomorrow and the next day after that as well. Oh, how I love you. Oh, how I need you. Oh, how I thank you.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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Joy to the World by John Piper – Advent Day 18

18 Dec

13 “Now I am coming to you. I told them many things while I was with them in this world so they would be filled with my joy. 14 I have given them your word. And the world hates them because they do not belong to the world, just as I do not belong to the world. 15 I’m not asking you to take them out of the world, but to keep them safe from the evil one. 16 They do not belong to this world any more than I do. 17 Make them holy by your truth; teach them your word, which is truth. 18 Just as you sent me into the world, I am sending them into the world. 19 And I give myself as a holy sacrifice for them so they can be made holy by your truth.

John 17:13-19

Dear God, yesterday was supposed to be a simple day, but several things got very complicated on a lot of different fronts, and now I am sitting here with a bit of a heavy heart. There are some problems to solve today, and I do not know how to solve them. There are relationships to navigate, and I don’t know how to navigate them. There are people to love, and I don’t know how to love them. So as I sit here, a week from Christmas Day, I wonder where my heavy heart should be. How should I be responding to these things?

Piper’s reading today focused on verse 18 and the “sending” of the disciples and all of us into the world. And that is true. You are sending me into the world today. And my job is to be your ambassador. To help people 1.) see the difference worshipping you and serving you makes in my life, and 2.) inviting them into worshipping you and serving you. I am also to help others. When I see need, I need to prayerfully consider how to respond to it.

Piper’s commentary today addresses the persecution that can come with missions and representing you in the world: “The greatest danger a missionary faces is to distrust the mercy of God. If that danger is avoided, then all other dangers lose their sting. God makes ever dagger a scepter in our hand. As J.W. Alexander says, ‘Each instant of present labor is to be graciously repaid with a million ages of glory.'”

Father, it’s funny how I recoil at the part about any sacrifice I make being “repaid with a million ages of glory.” Frankly, that’s not why I do any of this. I do what I do because I love you. Because I get joy from loving and helping others. So do with my life what you will today. Bring your kingdom and your will into this world today. Give me what you need me to have. Forgive me for failing you and others. Help me to forgive others. And keep me from the temptations of my corrupt heart. And to you and you alone be all glory and honor, now and forever.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen

 
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