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Emails to God – Joseph Enslaves Egypt (Genesis 47:13-27)

13 There was no food, however, in the whole region because the famine was severe; both Egypt and Canaan wasted away because of the famine. 14 Joseph collected all the money that was to be found in Egypt and Canaan in payment for the grain they were buying, and he brought it to Pharaoh’s palace. 15 When the money of the people of Egypt and Canaan was gone, all Egypt came to Joseph and said, “Give us food. Why should we die before your eyes? Our money is all gone.”

16 “Then bring your livestock,” said Joseph. “I will sell you food in exchange for your livestock, since your money is gone.” 17 So they brought their livestock to Joseph, and he gave them food in exchange for their horses, their sheep and goats, their cattle and donkeys. And he brought them through that year with food in exchange for all their livestock.

18 When that year was over, they came to him the following year and said, “We cannot hide from our lord the fact that since our money is gone and our livestock belongs to you, there is nothing left for our lord except our bodies and our land. 19 Why should we perish before your eyes—we and our land as well? Buy us and our land in exchange for food, and we with our land will be in bondage to Pharaoh. Give us seed so that we may live and not die, and that the land may not become desolate.”

20 So Joseph bought all the land in Egypt for Pharaoh. The Egyptians, one and all, sold their fields, because the famine was too severe for them. The land became Pharaoh’s, 21 and Joseph reduced the people to servitude,[c] from one end of Egypt to the other. 22 However, he did not buy the land of the priests, because they received a regular allotment from Pharaoh and had food enough from the allotment Pharaoh gave them. That is why they did not sell their land.

23 Joseph said to the people, “Now that I have bought you and your land today for Pharaoh, here is seed for you so you can plant the ground. 24 But when the crop comes in, give a fifth of it to Pharaoh. The other four-fifths you may keep as seed for the fields and as food for yourselves and your households and your children.”

25 “You have saved our lives,” they said. “May we find favor in the eyes of our lord; we will be in bondage to Pharaoh.”

26 So Joseph established it as a law concerning land in Egypt—still in force today—that a fifth of the produce belongs to Pharaoh. It was only the land of the priests that did not become Pharaoh’s.

27 Now the Israelites settled in Egypt in the region of Goshen. They acquired property there and were fruitful and increased greatly in number.

Dear God, I do not remember this story, but it is really interesting to see that Joseph basically used the famine to increase Pharaoh’s wealth and enslave the Egyptian people. It is hard to believe that he would do this. In the framework of “what would Jesus do?” this doesn’t seem to quite fit. I would have thought that after about year four or five of the famine, when all of the money was gone, Joseph would have said, “You know what, it’s okay. I know you are out of money. Just take a ration of food since you are a citizen of Egypt.

Here at our charitable medical clinic we charge for the services we provide, but if the patient tells us they are out of money we find a way to make arrangements for them. I have to admit that, yesterday, I did try to make a woman feel guilty because she had received services almost two years ago from a surgeon who helps our patients and still had a balance with him that she hadn’t paid. Now, she needs more help and the surgeon said that he needs some attention to the previous balance before he can address the new one. We were able to get it all worked out, but I think the woman knows in a new way that the care she receives here does come with at least some amount of cost.

Father, I guess the trick is to find the line between responsibility and charity. I am surprised that Joseph didn’t show more charity here. Perhaps it is because of his feelings of responsibility to Pharaoh. Perhaps it was a cultural norm. Regardless, I do not think Joseph’s example is a good one. I also don’t, however, think that he should have just given all of the food away for free. There needs to be a balance, and it is a balance that I need to work harder to find as well. I tend to go too far the other way from Joseph, and that isn’t right either. So help me to simply look at a given situation with your eyes and then wait for your still, small voice to guide me as I make decisions on how to show mercy to and yet require responsibility from others.

 

 
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Posted by on October 12, 2011 in Genesis

 

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Emails to God – Jacob Blesses Pharaoh (Genesis 47:1-12)

Genesis 47:1-12

1 Joseph went and told Pharaoh, “My father and brothers, with their flocks and herds and everything they own, have come from the land of Canaan and are now in Goshen.” 2 He chose five of his brothers and presented them before Pharaoh.

3 Pharaoh asked the brothers, “What is your occupation?”

“Your servants are shepherds,” they replied to Pharaoh, “just as our fathers were.” 4 They also said to him, “We have come to live here for a while, because the famine is severe in Canaan and your servants’ flocks have no pasture. So now, please let your servants settle in Goshen.”

5 Pharaoh said to Joseph, “Your father and your brothers have come to you, 6 and the land of Egypt is before you; settle your father and your brothers in the best part of the land. Let them live in Goshen. And if you know of any among them with special ability, put them in charge of my own livestock.”

7 Then Joseph brought his father Jacob in and presented him before Pharaoh. After Jacob blessed Pharaoh, 8 Pharaoh asked him, “How old are you?”

9 And Jacob said to Pharaoh, “The years of my pilgrimage are a hundred and thirty. My years have been few and difficult, and they do not equal the years of the pilgrimage of my fathers.” 10 Then Jacob blessed Pharaoh and went out from his presence.

11 So Joseph settled his father and his brothers in Egypt and gave them property in the best part of the land, the district of Rameses, as Pharaoh directed. 12 Joseph also provided his father and his brothers and all his father’s household with food, according to the number of their children.

Dear God, there are a few things I notice about this story.

1. Pharaoh’s generosity: I know that Pharaoh is really grateful for Joseph and respects him, but to allow Joseph’s family to settle in the best part of the land is quite a gift. That combined with the honor of tending his own livestock is a big deal.

2. Jacob blessed Pharaoh: Even being the scoundrel that he was, Jacob still feared you and took the time in Pharaoh’s presence to bless him.

3. Jacob says his years have been “few and difficult.” 130 years doesn’t seem to be too few, except when compared with Isaac and Abraham. And as for being difficult, I can’t say that his years have really been that much more difficult than anyone else’s of that time. In fact, his was probably a little better.

I think that Jacob blessing Pharaoh is probably the most powerful image of this story. I wonder if even Joseph had done that. Jacob was apparently older than Pharaoh, and I wonder if his age didn’t give him some amount of authority, even in the presence of the most powerful person in the area. It wasn’t an authority that had any power, but an authority to love him in a paternal way. I never noticed this blessing before, but it is really quite lovely.

Father, help me to be your blessing to those I am around. Whether it be my family, my friends, my coworkers, our patients, our volunteers, or our donors, help me to love them and to convey your love to them. Help me to be a source of your peace to them. Love others through me. Your peace is the peace that passes all understanding, and I want others to see that peace through me.

 
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Posted by on October 11, 2011 in Genesis

 

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Emails to God – Shepherds are “Detestable” (Genesis 46:31-34)

31 Then Joseph said to his brothers and to his father’s household, “I will go up and speak to Pharaoh and will say to him, ‘My brothers and my father’s household, who were living in the land of Canaan, have come to me. 32 The men are shepherds; they tend livestock, and they have brought along their flocks and herds and everything they own.’ 33 When Pharaoh calls you in and asks, ‘What is your occupation?’ 34 you should answer, ‘Your servants have tended livestock from our boyhood on, just as our fathers did.’ Then you will be allowed to settle in the region of Goshen, for all shepherds are detestable to the Egyptians.”

Dear God, it’s kind of fun to see Joseph help his brothers out and insult them at the same time. Back where they came from, Jacob was a wealthy man with a lot of servants and respect. His brothers rode that coattail too. But here, Joseph helps them out by getting them a place to settle, but they have to do it by admitting that they are something that Egyptians find “detestable”. Joseph is NOT detestable to the Egyptians, but his brothers and father are. I wonder how this made them feel.

I see people every day who have jobs that others look down on and don’t respect. But they have value to you. We, as Americans, look at how much money they make, where they live, what they drive, their level of education, etc., and evaluate their worth. Some of them are, indeed, lost and not sure where they are going and what they are doing. Others, however, are living out your will for their lives, and doing the absolute best they can.

I would imagine that some would judge me as well. I know my siblings wonder about the life decisions I make. I haven’t pursued a lucrative career. I don’t have my kids in private schools. I don’t drive a nice car. I have chosen a solidly middle class American life, but that’s okay with you as long as it is within your plan for me and what you are calling me to do.

Father, help me to see each person I encounter today with your eyes. Help me to not esteem someone too much because of their wealth or title, and help me to not look down on someone because of their lack of the same. Help me to be at peace with where you have me as well. Be just in an unjust world. Make me a part of your hand of benevolence, mercy, and provision. Touch others through me and then point them back to you. Don’t let them see me, but help them to recognize that it is you that is providing for them.

 
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Posted by on October 10, 2011 in Genesis

 

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Genesis 46:28-30 Father and Son Reunion

28 Now Jacob sent Judah ahead of him to Joseph to get directions to Goshen. When they arrived in the region of Goshen, 29 Joseph had his chariot made ready and went to Goshen to meet his father Israel. As soon as Joseph appeared before him, he threw his arms around his father and wept for a long time.

30 Israel said to Joseph, “Now I am ready to die, since I have seen for myself that you are still alive.”

Dear God, this is such a powerful image—a father and son embracing and weeping. I wonder how the other brothers were feeling while they watched this. Did any of them ever tell Jacob what they had done? How could their tell-tale hearts keep their wickedness silent?

Guilt is an interesting thing. There have been times in my life where I did something wrong and I lied about it to my parents or someone else. I have secrets. I have things I have hidden from others. I think we all do.

I think if I had been one of the brothers I probably would have packed up my bags, gathered my family, and made ready to set out for the desert. Then I would have gone to my father, told him what I did, that I was prepared to be banished from his presence, and then ask for his mercy. If he was crushed beyond grace then I would have left, taking my lot in life. If he had mercy then I would stay. I don’t, however think I could have lived with the secret. My brothers might have been mad, but some might have joined me. It would have been interesting to see how this kind of a scenario would play out.

Father, help me to be reconciled to anyone with whom I need to be reconciled. Help me to be open and honest. Help me to be appropriately vulnerable. Help me to be humble before others and to bring you glory through my life.

 
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Posted by on October 8, 2011 in Genesis

 

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Genesis 46:1-27 Jacob and His God

1 So Israel set out with all that was his, and when he reached Beersheba, he offered sacrifices to the God of his father Isaac.

 2 And God spoke to Israel in a vision at night and said, “Jacob! Jacob!”

 “Here I am,” he replied.

 3 “I am God, the God of your father,” he said. “Do not be afraid to go down to Egypt, for I will make you into a great nation there. 4 I will go down to Egypt with you, and I will surely bring you back again. And Joseph’s own hand will close your eyes.”

5 Then Jacob left Beersheba, and Israel’s sons took their father Jacob and their children and their wives in the carts that Pharaoh had sent to transport him. 6 So Jacob and all his offspring went to Egypt, taking with them their livestock and the possessions they had acquired in Canaan. 7 Jacob brought with him to Egypt his sons and grandsons and his daughters and granddaughters—all his offspring.

8 These are the names of the sons of Israel (Jacob and his descendants) who went to Egypt:

Reuben the firstborn of Jacob.

9 The sons of Reuben:

Hanok, Pallu, Hezron and Karmi.

10 The sons of Simeon:

Jemuel, Jamin, Ohad, Jakin, Zohar and Shaul the son of a Canaanite woman.

11 The sons of Levi:

Gershon, Kohath and Merari.

12 The sons of Judah:

Er, Onan, Shelah, Perez and Zerah (but Er and Onan had died in the land of Canaan).

The sons of Perez:

Hezron and Hamul.

13 The sons of Issachar:

Tola, Puah, Jashub and Shimron.

14 The sons of Zebulun:

Sered, Elon and Jahleel.

15 These were the sons Leah bore to Jacob in Paddan Aram, besides his daughter Dinah. These sons and daughters of his were thirty-three in all.

16 The sons of Gad:

Zephon, Haggi, Shuni, Ezbon, Eri, Arodi and Areli.

17 The sons of Asher:

Imnah, Ishvah, Ishvi and Beriah.

Their sister was Serah.

The sons of Beriah:

Heber and Malkiel.

18 These were the children born to Jacob by Zilpah, whom Laban had given to his daughter Leah—sixteen in all.

19 The sons of Jacob’s wife Rachel:

Joseph and Benjamin. 20 In Egypt, Manasseh and Ephraim were born to Joseph by Asenath daughter of Potiphera, priest of On.

21 The sons of Benjamin:

Bela, Beker, Ashbel, Gera, Naaman, Ehi, Rosh, Muppim, Huppim and Ard.

22 These were the sons of Rachel who were born to Jacob—fourteen in all.

23 The son of Dan:

Hushim.

24 The sons of Naphtali:

Jahziel, Guni, Jezer and Shillem.

25 These were the sons born to Jacob by Bilhah, whom Laban had given to his daughter Rachel—seven in all.

26 All those who went to Egypt with Jacob—those who were his direct descendants, not counting his sons’ wives—numbered sixty-six persons. 27 With the two sons who had been born to Joseph in Egypt, the members of Jacob’s family, which went to Egypt, were seventy in all.

Dear God, I went back to remind myself about the significance of Beersheba. This was the place where you revealed yourself to Jacob’s father, Isaac, and told him that you would bless him and be with him, and he built an altar to you there. It shows something about Jacob’s love for you that he took the time to stop there and sacrifice to you while he was there. I think that landmarks and memorials are important, especially when they point us back to remembering you.

 

 

 

I cannot imagine what Jacob was experiencing at this point. A child whom he loved and had great hopes for was thought to be lost, but instead was found. But he must have had some misgivings about taking the whole clan to Egypt because you decided to appear to him and tell him it was okay (even though, if you had told Jacob how things would go over the next several hundred years he would have turned the clan around and gone home).

 

 

 

I think that is the lesson for me here—well, one of them anyway. The lesson is that you don’t always do things the way I think they should be done, but I can have faith that the way I want things to turn out is not as good as the way you want things to turn out. Even with the day that is ahead of me today. I am dealing with more building-issue stuff. But you are guiding me and working this out for the good—maybe not my good, but somebody’s good.

 

 

 

Father, I have friends right now that are facing trials ranging from losing a job to death. They are discouraged and in need of your touch and your encouragement. They could use a little voice from you telling them it is going to be okay. Perhaps you are already giving them that voice and they are hearing it. Perhaps you are speaking and they aren’t hearing it. I pray that you will make each of them fully aware of you and help them to hear you and be comforted by you.

 

 

 
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Posted by on October 8, 2011 in Genesis

 

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Genesis 45:16-28 Telling Jacob

16 When the news reached Pharaoh’s palace that Joseph’s brothers had come, Pharaoh and all his officials were pleased. 17 Pharaoh said to Joseph, “Tell your brothers, ‘Do this: Load your animals and return to the land of Canaan, 18 and bring your father and your families back to me. I will give you the best of the land of Egypt and you can enjoy the fat of the land.’

19 “You are also directed to tell them, ‘Do this: Take some carts from Egypt for your children and your wives, and get your father and come. 20 Never mind about your belongings, because the best of all Egypt will be yours.’”

21 So the sons of Israel did this. Joseph gave them carts, as Pharaoh had commanded, and he also gave them provisions for their journey. 22 To each of them he gave new clothing, but to Benjamin he gave three hundred shekels of silver and five sets of clothes. 23 And this is what he sent to his father: ten donkeys loaded with the best things of Egypt, and ten female donkeys loaded with grain and bread and other provisions for his journey. 24 Then he sent his brothers away, and as they were leaving he said to them, “Don’t quarrel on the way!”

25 So they went up out of Egypt and came to their father Jacob in the land of Canaan. 26 They told him, “Joseph is still alive! In fact, he is ruler of all Egypt.” Jacob was stunned; he did not believe them. 27 But when they told him everything Joseph had said to them, and when he saw the carts Joseph had sent to carry him back, the spirit of their father Jacob revived. 28 And Israel said, “I’m convinced! My son Joseph is still alive. I will go and see him before I die.”

Dear God, it would seem from the telling of this story in verses 26-28 that the boys never came clean and told their father what they did. It looks like they just told him that Joseph survived the animal attack since their words, according to verse 26 were, “Joseph is still alive!” I also noticed that Joseph’s instruction to them when they left was, “Don’t quarrel on the way!” He could probably foresee the guilt they would each feel and how they might take it out on each other. He was ready for it to be over for all of them.

I think it is interesting, also, that Joseph continued to treat Benjamin differently. It almost intimates that he did not totally forgive his brothers. There was still some bitterness there. Sure, Benjamin was his only full brother, but they had really done something unthinkable to him. He could see your overall plan, but I think there was still a part of him that couldn’t forgive.

I have been there with someone. In fact, I have been there a few times. One time I didn’t get a job that I really wanted, but, not getting that job actually led to a better job because someone involved with that search recommended me for the job I have now. It was all good. But I suffered for a few months after that rejection (yes, only a few months), so when I ran into a couple of those board members who didn’t hire me at a gathering I must confess that I was talking to them and hoping they left the conversation regretting that they hadn’t hired me—even though I had a better job than the one they had to offer.

Father, I still hold on to bitterness, and I am sorry. Please forgive me. Heal me from the things that have hardened my heart. I am sure that Joseph would love to have been in a place where he gave as much to all of his brothers as he gave to Benjamin, but he just wasn’t there. Help me to look beyond what others may or may not do to me and simply show them your love. This will give me freedom and give you the glory in their eyes.

 
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Posted by on October 8, 2011 in Genesis

 

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Genesis 45:1-15 The Big Reveal

1 Then Joseph could no longer control himself before all his attendants, and he cried out, “Have everyone leave my presence!” So there was no one with Joseph when he made himself known to his brothers. 2 And he wept so loudly that the Egyptians heard him, and Pharaoh’s household heard about it.

3 Joseph said to his brothers, “I am Joseph! Is my father still living?” But his brothers were not able to answer him, because they were terrified at his presence.

4 Then Joseph said to his brothers, “Come close to me.” When they had done so, he said, “I am your brother Joseph, the one you sold into Egypt! 5 And now, do not be distressed and do not be angry with yourselves for selling me here, because it was to save lives that God sent me ahead of you. 6 For two years now there has been famine in the land, and for the next five years there will be no plowing and reaping. 7 But God sent me ahead of you to preserve for you a remnant on earth and to save your lives by a great deliverance.

8 “So then, it was not you who sent me here, but God. He made me father to Pharaoh, lord of his entire household and ruler of all Egypt. 9 Now hurry back to my father and say to him, ‘This is what your son Joseph says: God has made me lord of all Egypt. Come down to me; don’t delay. 10 You shall live in the region of Goshen and be near me—you, your children and grandchildren, your flocks and herds, and all you have. 11 I will provide for you there, because five years of famine are still to come. Otherwise you and your household and all who belong to you will become destitute.’

12 “You can see for yourselves, and so can my brother Benjamin, that it is really I who am speaking to you. 13 Tell my father about all the honor accorded me in Egypt and about everything you have seen. And bring my father down here quickly.”

14 Then he threw his arms around his brother Benjamin and wept, and Benjamin embraced him, weeping. 15 And he kissed all his brothers and wept over them. Afterward his brothers talked with him.

Dear God, I don’t know that I have ever read this story with the proper emotion because I have never read the entire story slowly and in context like I am now. I have always heard his proclamation in verse one as a shout of joy, but now that I read it more closely I see that he said it through weeping tears. You can almost see the emotion of all of the hurt he experienced through his first question of them: “Is my father still living?”

So Joseph was able to take the high ground and offer them grace, but that still didn’t mean he wasn’t hurt. The interesting thing is that, apparently, the hurt was part of your plan for Joseph. Whether it made him stronger, more humble, smarter, or whatever I don’t know, but the pain he experienced was every bit as much a part of this story as his maturation and growth.

Father, I have not experienced pain like this—yet. I have lost a child through miscarriage, and that was terrible, but it wasn’t over a prolonged period of time. But I see others around me who have experienced scarring pain. Usually it is through watching relatives slowly die. In fact, I was in the hospital yesterday visiting a man who is apparently dying. Frankly, it is probably the last time I will see him alive. The thing that struck me the most was that all of his family was around him. They had all been called because the end is near. No one told me that, but it wasn’t hard to figure out. This will add a new level of pain and suffering to all of their experiences, especially his wife. So I ask your protection over this family. Prepare them for your plan and give them your peace.

 

 

 
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Posted by on October 8, 2011 in Genesis

 

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Genesis 44 Judah’s Sacrificial Gesture

1 Now Joseph gave these instructions to the steward of his house: “Fill the men’s sacks with as much food as they can carry, and put each man’s silver in the mouth of his sack. 2 Then put my cup, the silver one, in the mouth of the youngest one’s sack, along with the silver for his grain.” And he did as Joseph said.

3 As morning dawned, the men were sent on their way with their donkeys. 4 They had not gone far from the city when Joseph said to his steward, “Go after those men at once, and when you catch up with them, say to them, ‘Why have you repaid good with evil? 5 Isn’t this the cup my master drinks from and also uses for divination? This is a wicked thing you have done.’”

6 When he caught up with them, he repeated these words to them. 7 But they said to him, “Why does my lord say such things? Far be it from your servants to do anything like that! 8 We even brought back to you from the land of Canaan the silver we found inside the mouths of our sacks. So why would we steal silver or gold from your master’s house? 9 If any of your servants is found to have it, he will die; and the rest of us will become my lord’s slaves.”

10 “Very well, then,” he said, “let it be as you say. Whoever is found to have it will become my slave; the rest of you will be free from blame.”

11 Each of them quickly lowered his sack to the ground and opened it. 12 Then the steward proceeded to search, beginning with the oldest and ending with the youngest. And the cup was found in Benjamin’s sack. 13 At this, they tore their clothes. Then they all loaded their donkeys and returned to the city.

14 Joseph was still in the house when Judah and his brothers came in, and they threw themselves to the ground before him. 15 Joseph said to them, “What is this you have done? Don’t you know that a man like me can find things out by divination?”

16 “What can we say to my lord?” Judah replied. “What can we say? How can we prove our innocence? God has uncovered your servants’ guilt. We are now my lord’s slaves—we ourselves and the one who was found to have the cup.”

17 But Joseph said, “Far be it from me to do such a thing! Only the man who was found to have the cup will become my slave. The rest of you, go back to your father in peace.”

18 Then Judah went up to him and said: “Pardon your servant, my lord, let me speak a word to my lord. Do not be angry with your servant, though you are equal to Pharaoh himself. 19 My lord asked his servants, ‘Do you have a father or a brother?’ 20 And we answered, ‘We have an aged father, and there is a young son born to him in his old age. His brother is dead, and he is the only one of his mother’s sons left, and his father loves him.’

21 “Then you said to your servants, ‘Bring him down to me so I can see him for myself.’ 22 And we said to my lord, ‘The boy cannot leave his father; if he leaves him, his father will die.’ 23 But you told your servants, ‘Unless your youngest brother comes down with you, you will not see my face again.’ 24 When we went back to your servant my father, we told him what my lord had said.

25 “Then our father said, ‘Go back and buy a little more food.’ 26 But we said, ‘We cannot go down. Only if our youngest brother is with us will we go. We cannot see the man’s face unless our youngest brother is with us.’

27 “Your servant my father said to us, ‘You know that my wife bore me two sons. 28 One of them went away from me, and I said, “He has surely been torn to pieces.” And I have not seen him since. 29 If you take this one from me too and harm comes to him, you will bring my gray head down to the grave in misery.’

30 “So now, if the boy is not with us when I go back to your servant my father, and if my father, whose life is closely bound up with the boy’s life, 31 sees that the boy isn’t there, he will die. Your servants will bring the gray head of our father down to the grave in sorrow. 32 Your servant guaranteed the boy’s safety to my father. I said, ‘If I do not bring him back to you, I will bear the blame before you, my father, all my life!’

33 “Now then, please let your servant remain here as my lord’s slave in place of the boy, and let the boy return with his brothers. 34 How can I go back to my father if the boy is not with me? No! Do not let me see the misery that would come on my father.”

Dear God, let’s give Judah some credit here. You would think that Reuben would have been the one to come and make this offer because he was the oldest, and he was the one who seemed to have a conscience about what happened to Joseph. But in this case it is Judah who makes the sacrifice. He is the one who made the promise to his dad and convinced him to let the brothers come for more food, so he is the one taking responsibility now.

I wonder if I am that kind of a person. I hope I am. I hope I am the kind of person who would be willing to sacrifice for my brother. Of course, at the same time, I guess that in some ways Jesus is like Judah, but he actually did sacrifice himself for all of us.

I don’t think I could have gone through with this plan the way Joseph is going through with it. My heart would have broken much quicker, I think. Of course, I have not experienced the pain and rejection that Joseph experienced, so it is difficult for me to say. I understand why he did it, and I don’t blame him for doing it. It is a tough call.

Father, I guess, at the end of the day, what I want to be able to say is that I could be Judah in this situation. I could be the one willing to sacrifice myself for another. I don’t know that I am, but I want to be able to say that. Help me to be willing to do this, and do it for your own glory. If anyone sees me sacrificing, please let it bring glory to your name and draw them in closer to you because of it.

 
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Posted by on October 8, 2011 in Genesis

 

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Genesis 43:24-34 Joseph Shows Us His Pain

24 The steward took the men into Joseph’s house, gave them water to wash their feet and provided fodder for their donkeys. 25 They prepared their gifts for Joseph’s arrival at noon, because they had heard that they were to eat there.

26 When Joseph came home, they presented to him the gifts they had brought into the house, and they bowed down before him to the ground. 27 He asked them how they were, and then he said, “How is your aged father you told me about? Is he still living?”

28 They replied, “Your servant our father is still alive and well.” And they bowed down, prostrating themselves before him.

29 As he looked about and saw his brother Benjamin, his own mother’s son, he asked, “Is this your youngest brother, the one you told me about?” And he said, “God be gracious to you, my son.” 30 Deeply moved at the sight of his brother, Joseph hurried out and looked for a place to weep. He went into his private room and wept there.

31 After he had washed his face, he came out and, controlling himself, said, “Serve the food.”

32 They served him by himself, the brothers by themselves, and the Egyptians who ate with him by themselves, because Egyptians could not eat with Hebrews, for that is detestable to Egyptians. 33 The men had been seated before him in the order of their ages, from the firstborn to the youngest; and they looked at each other in astonishment. 34 When portions were served to them from Joseph’s table, Benjamin’s portion was five times as much as anyone else’s. So they feasted and drank freely with him.

Dear God, a lot of times when I remember this story the only part I remember is that Joseph took the high road in two chapters and tells them that it is all okay because what they did was all part of your plan. But this chapter is careful to tell us how hard this was for Joseph. He doesn’t totally let them off of the hook for what they did to him. He scares them. He imprisons one of them. He threatens them. He deceives them with the silver. But it is almost like he is also giving them a chance to realize it is him, if only they will notice and recognize him. He seats them in the order in which they were born. He gives the innocent one among them five times the amount of food. He is begging them to notice. He can’t seem to help himself.

I appreciate what he will do in the next chapter. I wonder what he would have done with Benjamin if they had not passed his test and agreed to leave him there. I imagine as soon as they were gone he would have kept Benjamin as his brother (not a prisoner), sent for his father, and then imprisoned the other brothers. It can be so hard to be gracious in the face of abuse. It can be very hard to turn the other cheek.

Father, I do not feel abused, but I am facing a situation where I am having to fight for the rights of our organization. It can be hard to know where to draw the lines. Where do I push? Where do I show mercy? How do I live out your will for this situation in a way that will bring you glory and others into your deep presence? I don’t know the answers yet. Perhaps, like Joseph, I will be able to look back one day and see how you were working this for our good. But even if I can’t, I want you to know that I trust you deeply. I trust you with everything I have. Give me the peace that comes with that trust so that I can be the best representative of you that I can be.

 

 

 
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Genesis 43:15-23 Joseph Prepares His Test

15 So the men took the gifts and double the amount of silver, and Benjamin also. They hurried down to Egypt and presented themselves to Joseph. 16 When Joseph saw Benjamin with them, he said to the steward of his house, “Take these men to my house, slaughter an animal and prepare a meal; they are to eat with me at noon.”

17 The man did as Joseph told him and took the men to Joseph’s house. 18 Now the men were frightened when they were taken to his house. They thought, “We were brought here because of the silver that was put back into our sacks the first time. He wants to attack us and overpower us and seize us as slaves and take our donkeys.”

19 So they went up to Joseph’s steward and spoke to him at the entrance to the house. 20 “We beg your pardon, our lord,” they said, “we came down here the first time to buy food. 21 But at the place where we stopped for the night we opened our sacks and each of us found his silver—the exact weight—in the mouth of his sack. So we have brought it back with us. 22 We have also brought additional silver with us to buy food. We don’t know who put our silver in our sacks.”

23 “It’s all right,” he said. “Don’t be afraid. Your God, the God of your father, has given you treasure in your sacks; I received your silver.” Then he brought Simeon out to them.

Dear God, the steward seems to have a fun role to play in this story. He gets to be the bearer of good tidings. He gets to affirm to them that you are with them. He basically gets to be your voice to them and let them know that you are in this. They are about to be brought to repentance, and they don’t yet know that, but in the meantime you are still taking the opportunity to encourage them through this steward.

Right now, I am in the position I hate where I have to figure out a way to parse out one of my kids’ bad behavior from their good behavior and deal with it appropriately. Frankly, this child has seemingly been doing a good job in most areas of their life, yet they are pushing some of the rules here. I get the feeling if I don’t nip it in the bud now and hold them accountable, then I will really be paying a price when they are older and I have much less control over them.

Father, I guess all of this relates because I want to figure out how to be a part of your presence to my childre and still be their father. I know that you want me to guide my children, but, frankly, they are hard to guide. Their temperaments are different from each other and can be tricky to navigate. So help me to navigate this in a way that shows them your love for them, my love for them, and my wife’s love for them. Help to mold them into adults who will ultimately be submitted to you. Mold me in your image as well so that you might receive glory through all of us.

 
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