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³³ Teach me your decrees, O Lord;
    I will keep them to the end.
³⁴ Give me understanding and I will obey your instructions;
    I will put them into practice with all my heart.
³⁵ Make me walk along the path of your commands,
    for that is where my happiness is found.
³⁶ Give me an eagerness for your laws
    rather than a love for money!
³⁷ Turn my eyes from worthless things,
    and give me life through your word.
³⁸ Reassure me of your promise,
    made to those who fear you.
³⁹ Help me abandon my shameful ways;
    for your regulations are good.
⁴⁰ I long to obey your commandments!
    Renew my life with your goodness.

Psalm 119:33-40

Dear God, I’m back with Psalm 119. This morning, I am going to look at the He section. Be with me as I go through this, Holy Spirit. Speak to me and teach me.

• ³³ Teach me your decrees, O Lord; I will keep them to the end. – Oh, how I would love to live up to this promise. That I could keep your decrees to the end! I don’t think I can make the next hour and keep all of your decrees. My selfishness takes over sometimes. I’m sorry for that. I’m coming to really think about the concept of self pity more and more. I’m starting to think that is a bigger driver of my sins than just about anything else. Selfish self-preservation is probably the leading driver of my sin, but self-pity and thinking I deserve better than I’m getting is a strong second.
• ³⁴ Give me understanding and I will obey your instructions; I will put them into practice with all my heart. – I think I am doing this just a little more each day. I am better at practicing your laws and instruction now than I was a year ago. Please help me to do this better today than I did it yesterday.
• ³⁵ Make me walk along the path of your commands, for that is where my happiness is found. – There is something to be said for a clear conscience. There are times when I follow your commands that result in others rejecting me or rebuking me. But in the end, a clear conscience is worth more than their approval. In fact, I’d rather have their rejection and a clear conscience than their acceptance but underlying guilt.
• ³⁶ Give me an eagerness for your laws rather than a love for money! – There has always been a problem with a love for money. From the moment humans came up with a system that was beyond bartering, there was a desire to accumulate money. And what is the itch that money is scratching? I think it goes back to certainty. We have made an idol out of certainty, and we think that the knowledge that we have enough money in the bank will give us certainty. Then, after some have accumulated more than they can possibly spend in a lifetime, it starts to buy power and influence. No wonder Jesus warned about it so strongly.
• ³⁷ Turn my eyes from worthless things, and give me life through your word. – In the end, the possessions don’t matter. I think it was about a year ago that it occurred to me that I don’t have a bucket list. I just don’t have an emptiness in my heart beyond the sorrow I talk to you about. But even that sorrow sometimes makes me wonder if I’m sorrowful on behalf of those who are hurting me, or is it the self-pity I mentioned earlier that is bringing me sorrow. Help me to love them and care for them more than myself.
• ³⁸ Reassure me of your promise, made to those who fear you. – And what is the promise I’m claiming? The promise is not for anything in this world. It’s simply relationship with you now and forever. Help me to really live like that.
• ³⁹ Help me abandon my shameful ways; for your regulations are good. – Of course, I’ve talked about this earlier. My shameful ways are usually driven by my selfishness and self-pity. Help me to reject both, consider my life worth nothing to me, and seek only to share the gospel of your grace.
• ⁴⁰ I long to obey your commandments! Renew my life with your goodness. – Verse 33 started with a confident statement about keeping your commandments until the end. Now, he ends with needing renewing because of how he failed to keep them although he longed to. Oh, Father, I long to keep your commandments. Help me to do that all day, and thank you, Jesus, for everything you did to reconcile me to the Father, even in this moment.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen