But you must not forget this one thing, dear friends: A day is like a thousand years to the Lord, and a thousand years is like a day. The Lord isn’t really being slow about his promise, as some people think. No, he is being patient for your sake. He does not want anyone to be destroyed, but wants everyone to repent. But the day of the Lord will come as unexpectedly as a thief. Then the heavens will pass away with a terrible noise, and the very elements themselves will disappear in fire, and the earth and everything on it will be found to deserve judgment.
2 Peter 3:8-10
Dear God, all of us have trouble really knowing you. Even now, as I sit and type this, I’m not sure what to make of it or say about it. Peter goes on to talk about the new heavens and the new earth. What does that look like? How does that fit into who you are? Your existence as an entity—a deity—THE Deity?
At the behest of a friend yesterday, I listened to a couple of YouTube videos by a renowned…I guess I would call him a humanist. Maybe atheist. Anyway, he was certainly hostile towards you. It was interesting to hear the effort he has gone to to not only refute your existence but also get others to join him in his cynicism and anger. He just seemed so unhappy. It made me wonder, “Who was it? What was the name of the person who pissed you off so much that you dove this deep into this life mission? Because I doubt it was God Himself. It was probably someone. Perhaps a pastor or priest he heard about abusing his power. Perhaps someone he knew who was hypocritical. Perhaps someone who was simply mean to him and represented Jesus poorly.” That’s what I thought as I watched him speak. I just didn’t see any peace in him at all. And none of what he said shook my faith in you because I rejected the premise of his argument which was that we should be equal to you and deserve the same agency you have. I just don’t believe that.
Father, I look at the world and the things I don’t like and ask myself, what would I do differently if I were God. The Bible is this weird collection of books that have been combined together to give me insight into you and who you are. I can read it and let it mold me into who you want me to be for my sake. But it’s a weird way to teach your people. To communicate with your people. But if I were you, how would I have done it differently. If I don’t like the evil that other people do such as human trafficking, what would I have you do? Strike each person who commits sexual assault, purchases another person or trades them down and kill them? Okay, fine, but where is the cut line for who gets cut down and who doesn’t. If the humanists are so upset about you not doing something about it, why aren’t more of them doing something about it? I just don’t know, Father. I just know that you are God. I am confident of that. I am confident that a man named Jesus lived, died and resurrected (Why else would his followers have died representing that truth? They wouldn’t have died for a lie.). I am confident that my life is better when I love you and follow the teachings of Jesus. I am confident that I need absolution for my sins for my own sake as well as my reconciliation with you. The peace that the absolution brings me is too great to have it be meaningless and unreal. So I will go into this day loving you, loving my wife and family, and loving others. And maybe I can be that person who helps someone like Mr. Hitchens come back to you instead of driving them away.
I offer this to you in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,
Amen
