In one of the villages, Jesus met a man with an advanced case of leprosy. When the man saw Jesus, he bowed with his face to the ground, begging to be healed. “Lord,” he said, “if you are willing, you can heal me and make me clean.”

Jesus reached out and touched him. “I am willing,” he said. “Be healed!” And instantly the leprosy disappeared. Then Jesus instructed him not to tell anyone what had happened. He said, “Go to the priest and let him examine you. Take along the offering required in the law of Moses for those who have been healed of leprosy. This will be a public testimony that you have been cleansed.”

But despite Jesus’ instructions, the report of his power spread even faster, and vast crowds came to hear him preach and to be healed of their diseases. But Jesus often withdrew to the wilderness for prayer.
Luke 5:12-16

Dear God, I was listening to a Bible Project podcast yesterday introducing the book of Jude. They’re about to do a series on it, and this week’s episode was just setting up the background and context. Jude was thought to be Jesus’s “brother.” But what did brother mean? It could have meant everything from a subsequent child born to Mary and Joseph to a step brother from Joseph’s life before Mary, to a cousin. But at the end of the day, that doesn’t matter. What is clear is that there were relatives of some sort who knew Jesus as a boy and saw him grow up. Jesus is clear that he had strained relationships with his earthly family (Mark 6:4) and there’s the story of Jesus’s brothers trying to goad him into showing off at the Feast of Tabernacles (John 7:2-5). So these relationships are definitely there. And they are hard. And they don’t believe in him. But then, post-resurrection, they are believers and leaders in the church. They are also writing letters like James and Jude.

So what was their issue before the resurrection? That brings me back to stories like this. The Jesus of this sorry in Luke 5 is a celebrity on the rise, but these “brothers” knew him when he was just a boy learning and discerning who he was. It must have been so hard for their egos to have Jesus as a—I’m going to keep saying brother with the understanding it could mean one of the three options I mentioned above. What was it like to interact with him. I have a half-brother and half-sister. I am closer to one than the other, but I’m not in open conflict with either. We are all in our 50s and 60s now and we’ve figured out who we are apart from each other, but there was a time when our differences in personality was a great source of conflict. Well, I can’t even imagine the animosity the would grow in me if my brother was literally “holier than thou.”

Father, as I sit here this morning and think about takeaways from this prayer, I think my big one is to appreciate the complexities of my ego and dangers of comparing myself with other people. I’m not competing with anyone for your love. I don’t have to be more mature, wise, pious, etc. than anyone else. All I have to be is present to you. So I’m here to offer my presence to you this morning, today, and this weekend. I love you, Lord. Here am I. Break me. Melt me. Mold me. Fill me.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit.

Amen