³⁴ “Watch out! Don’t let your hearts be dulled by carousing and drunkenness, and by the worries of this life. Don’t let that day catch you unaware, ³⁵ like a trap. For that day will come upon everyone living on the earth. ³⁶ Keep alert at all times. And pray that you might be strong enough to escape these coming horrors and stand before the Son of Man.”

Luke 21:34-36

Dear God, if my wife weren’t Catholic I would have no idea that this is the last day of the liturgical year, but now I know that we are about to start over with the beginning of Advent tomorrow. So before I get into worshipping you for your incarnation, life, death, and resurrection for the next month, I want to spend one last day in this liturgical year. I want to think about how my 2025 lines up with being aware and not allowing my heart to be dulled.

The interesting thing about this year is that it saw some of my best successes and, simultaneously, what I perceive to be my biggest failures at work. We (you) really helped us advance the work we provide now through the addition of a critical service and you helped us lay the groundwork for more expansion and impacting people’s lives in the future. And it all kind of fell into my lap. There was no great and amazing work on my part. I prayed. I followed some prompts. I asked you and others for help. And it all came together. I’m still amazed by it.

I also saw strife at a level I’ve never seen it before. I’ve seen coworkers go through very difficult things in their personal lives and then allow that to seep into the workplace. I’ve seen intolerance. I’ve seen resentment. Even as I type these words (and I’ve had this thought before, but I don’t think I’ve really prayed enough about it), it feels like spiritual attack. Attack on my friends and their personal lives. Attack on our unity as a team. Attack. Oh, Jesus, protect us from these attacks. Use our unity to bind us to you and to each other as we experience life. Be glorified in our work and enter the world through us.

Then I have a boy I’ve been mentoring who has had a really difficult year. I can’t enumerate his struggles in such a public forum, but you know what they are. You know his pain, and the pain his family is experiencing. As a mentor, I feel completely inadequate to love him through this. I don’t know what to do or what he needs from me. But I know he could really use a fresh start. Maybe the Christmas season and Advent can be a fresh start for him. Oh, my Jesus, please make it so for him and his entire family. Don’t let this pain be wasted, but draw them all to you.

I have family struggles. Again, I can’t be too public about it here, but you know what they are. You know it better than I do. You know the pain. You know the pain that has been inflicted upon all of us, uninvited, and you know the pain we’ve caused through our actions (and inactions). Oh, Father, let this be a season of healing. Let this be the end to this season of family pain. Show me my role in helping it to end. Holy Spirit, speak to our hearts.

There is pain in our community. Immigrants are hiding and living with anxiety. American Christians are afraid people are coming for their faith and a woke, liberal wave is coming for their children, and non-Christians are afraid that a red, MAGA wave is coming for their freedom. We all distrust each other. And of course we do. We are all grabbing at power at someone else’s expense. That’s not what Jesus did at all, but it’s our temptation to do that now. Fear drives us either to you in humble prayer, accepting whatever fate you might lead us to for the sake of your world, or it drives us into taking matters into our own hands and using whatever earthly power I can muster to provide for myself. For this Advent, help us to remember what Jesus taught us.

Father, I’m going back to the passage that started this all for me this morning: ³⁴ “Watch out! Don’t let your hearts be dulled by carousing and drunkenness, and by the worries of this life. Don’t let that day catch you unaware, ³⁵ like a trap. For that day will come upon everyone living on the earth. ³⁶ Keep alert at all times. And pray that you might be strong enough to escape these coming horrors and stand before the Son of Man.” Help me to be alert at all times. Help me to be strong enough to deal with the coming horrors the way Jesus did. Give me the strength to correctly stand before you, humble and offering all my love to you and to my neighbors.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen