Waw

⁴¹ Lord, give me your unfailing love,
    the salvation that you promised me.
⁴² Then I can answer those who taunt me,
    for I trust in your word.
⁴³ Do not snatch your word of truth from me,
    for your regulations are my only hope.
⁴⁴ I will keep on obeying your instructions
    forever and ever.
⁴⁵ I will walk in freedom,
    for I have devoted myself to your commandments.
⁴⁶ I will speak to kings about your laws,
    and I will not be ashamed.
⁴⁷ How I delight in your commands!
    How I love them!
⁴⁸ I honor and love your commands.
    I meditate on your decrees.

Psalm 119:41-48

Dear God, okay, I had an uncharitable thought towards the psalmist this morning when I read this “Waw” section of Psalm 119: Did he get repetitive because he was just trying to fill out the form of 8 verses for each letter in the Hebrew alphabet? Was he really inspired to write about following your commands over and over again or was it more an act of self-discipline and what he had to say? I was listening to a podcast discussion yesterday about a lot of self-help and nonfiction books not really having enough materials to fill out the expected 180-ish pages that it takes to make a book so they get repetitive. I’m starting to wonder that about Psalm 119. My poet wife would probably not appreciate this take. Maybe you don’t either.

One thing I will say, however, is that this psalmist does seem very dedicated to you. There also seems to be a youthful energy to this psalm. I am being very prejudicial here, but it seems to me that he hasn’t suffered much yet. Even in David’s most worshipful of psalms, there is a level of lament in them. And I think anyone who lives long enough has at least some amount of lament, regardless of how well things are going in the moment. I certainly do. But this psalmist seems to have what I would call a naivete about following your commands and everything working out great. Yes, I follow your commands, but I no longer do it so that everything will turn out the way I want it. I want to do it because I love you and I’m grateful for you regardless of what might come my way.

With all of that said, let me look at these verses and see what bubbles to the top for me. Holy Spirit, please sit with me while I do this.

• ⁴¹ Lord, give me your unfailing love, the salvation that you promised me. – Yes. This. And I think you’ve done this. You did it before Jesus. You did it through Jesus. And now you are doing it through Jesus and with your Holy Spirit. You are amazing.
• ⁴² Then I can answer those who taunt me, for I trust in your word. – In my current life, I’m not really taunted. At least one person I know has rejected me, at least in part, due to my faith in you and how I live that out. And it has hurt. But I pray for that person that you would bring them to peace in you and that you will help them to feel completely loved and healed from their pain, including pain I caused.
• ⁴³ Do not snatch your word of truth from me, for your regulations are my only hope. – This reminds me of John 6:66-69: ⁶⁶ At this point many of his disciples turned away and deserted him. ⁶⁷ Then Jesus turned to the Twelve and asked, “Are you also going to leave?” ⁶⁸ Simon Peter replied, “Lord, to whom would we go? You have the words that give eternal life. ⁶⁹ We believe, and we know you are the Holy One of God.” I have no where else to go. You are my only hope. I am prone to wander and leave the God I love. Here’s my heart, Lord, take an seal it for your courts above.
• ⁴⁴ I will keep on obeying your instructions forever and ever. – This is quite a vow. I hope I can live up to it.
• ⁴⁵ I will walk in freedom, for I have devoted myself to your commandments. – The definition of freedom here is important. Yes, if I obey your commands I have to deny my selfishness. You set a standard that must be followed for true fulfillment and happiness, but the standard is not this huge, onerous thing that will cramp my style. It all fits into loving you with everything I have and loving my neighbor as myself. Is that really so bad?
• ⁴⁶ I will speak to kings about your laws, and I will not be ashamed. – I would love to know the context for the psalmist writing these verses. Was he an adviser to a good king? Was he a prophet to a bad king? To whom am I willing to express your laws, and am I too ashamed or shy to do it?
• ⁴⁷ How I delight in your commands! How I love them! – I really am so much happier when I am denying my selfishness and loving you and loving others.
• ⁴⁸ I honor and love your commands. I meditate on your decrees. – I’m here this morning so I can love you and meditate on your decrees. I love you, Lord. And I lift my voice to worship you. Oh, my soul rejoice! Take joy my King in what you hear. Let it be a sweet, sweet sound in your ear.

I pray this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen