⁴ The Sovereign Lord has given me his words of wisdom,
    so that I know how to comfort the weary.
Morning by morning he wakens me
    and opens my understanding to his will.
⁵ The Sovereign Lord has spoken to me,
    and I have listened.
    I have not rebelled or turned away.

Isaiah 50:4-5

Dear God, these are beautiful words. They are words completely out of context and in the middle of a bunch of other words I totally don’t understand. And I don’t know if they have the same meaning in isolation that they do as part of the whole, but for this morning, being the words Sister Miriam has for me in Restored: A Guided Lent Journal for Prayer and Meditation, they are beautiful words I want to sink into.

Why am I here? Well, it’s to comfort the weary. It’s to be your hands and feet to others. To be your ears. To speak your words of comfort and wisdom. My job is to be as tied into you as I can so that I can 1.) hear your Holy Spirit when he is nudging me to move and 2.) have your words or physical strength to do what you’re calling me to do. I need you to awaken me so that I might understand your will.

I need to listen to you as you speak to me. That’s a really hard one. I need to listen as you speak to me. Listening requires shutting up, and I have a hard time shutting up. I have a really hard time shutting up. I have a hard time turning off the other noise as distractions from you. Maybe that’s a spiritual attach that keeps me from hearing you on a consistent basis. I don’t know. But I need to listen as you speak to me.

Father, help me to not rebel and turn from your way. Help me to listen as yo speak to me. Help me to be aware of when you are calling me to act, and give me the courage to act–even if maybe the action required is for me to stop and pray for someone. Give me your words of comfort and wisdom for others. And help me to hear your words of wisdom and comfort for me through whomever it is you choose to send into my life with your words. I love you, Lord. I am here to worship, bow down, and say you are my God.

I pray all of this in Jesus and with your Holy Spirit,

Amen