Therefore do not be ashamed of the testimony of our Lord or of me His prisoner, but join with me in suffering for the gospel according to the power of God, who saved us and called us with a holy calling, not according to our works, but according to His own purpose and grace, which was granted to us in Christ Jesus from all eternity,

2 Timothy 1:8-9

Dear God, I wonder what Paul would have to say to modern American Christians. What kind of suffering would he call us to? What kinds of sacrifices? How would he admonish us? What criticisms would he have? What exhortations? And then the best question of all, how would we respond?

Sometimes, I almost feel like the kid who is left alone at home without supervision. Sure, I’m doing most things right. The house is still standing. I’m not throwing any wild parties. But how much is there that I’m not doing? I’m not cleaning my room like my parents want me to. I’m not making my bed. I’m not eating healthily. I’m letting the seeds of lethargy grow.

Taking that analogy, I think the church (and I, as part of the church) is doing that right now. We are doing the worship services. We have some programs that serve people. But are we really willing to get into the weeds with people? Are we willing to expose ourselves to the suffering of others and perhaps even suffer ourselves as we serve them? I have to say that I doubt Paul would only have positive things to say to me.

Father, this is all a process, but help me to make progress in this process. Show me in this moment what I am supposed to do to serve you by serving others. Help me to know how to bring your light, hope, grace, joy, and peace to others so that they, in turn, might find the wonder that is found in submitting to you and your grace.

In Jesus’s name I pray,

Amen